Ancient Priestess and Dark Cupid Testimonial

This is a testimonial from “Grace”, an courageous survivor who endured a profound Dark Cupid, false twin flame type drama with two different men during the course of a few years. (The names used are all pseudonyms) In hindsight, Grace understands and reveals the multiple causes, conditions and patterns of hyperdimensional interference in her life, and her relationships over time. This includes current “cult” family history, early trauma sexual abuse, New Age types of spirituality and religious programming, UFO sightings, ascended masters and past life connections with a Draco, ancient priestess events and agreements of entrapment through time. Her experience is revelatory and she articulates well her thoughts, feelings and interpersonal dynamics that occur in conjunction with the “love bite” partner(s) who were clearly being set up and played as a type of interdimensional “handler” with the New Predator characteristics.

The first part of the testimonial is the initial correspondence Grace wrote to me about her two “love bite” experiences. Some passages I highlight in Bold, where I see significant insights or patterns revealed. I decided to fill in editorial comments (in italics) within certain statements that show how her feeling, thinking, beliefs, guilt programming, as well as other tactics acted out by her Dark Cupid partner. I observed how Grace’s Spirit kept nudging her way towards greater awareness, intention and empowerment, as she also moved back and forth into old patterns of thinking, feeling, programming triggers and being pulled under the “love spell” aspects of this very confusing pattern of hyperdimensional interference. I wanted to show how her own Spirit kept pushing through, despite seeming set backs of repeatedly being pulled back into situations of “Predator hoovering” her back in. It shows how some agreements of entrapment were enabled through old beliefs and guilt. She reveals in a later email about 3 months later, how memories and deep realizations emerge of other lifetime events with a particular Draco, who was a large part of how this was all being set up through time. Her essential goodness, empathy and spiritual gifts were taken advantage of by these “entity driven/possessed” love bite partners. She also recognizes the “Draco”  overshadowing working through these men in hindsight. We can see how the Predator/handler uses her good nature, gifts and empathy to its advantage to keep pulling her back into the “loosh feeding” drama.

Grace recalls ancient priestess involvement in Egyptian and Atlantean times, and understood intuitively the reversal of energies in certain rituals, and how the priestess-whore role kept playing itself over many lifetimes.

This is Grace’s testimony in her own words:

I recently watched your “Love Bite Plus” (See: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A1j-dtUgops) and “Hyperdimensional Interference and the Keys to Discernment” (See: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kopPZCqLGoo&t=3s) Panel Discussions, as well as your talk with Lauda Leon about the “New Predator“.(See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/the-new-predator-2/)  I have also read both of your books. I took interest in the topic of the love bite and hyperdimensional interference after I experienced two of these types of relationships. After watching the panel discussion, I’m realizing that the other experiences in my life are also somehow connected to this.

I first want to say that they were all extremely helpful in helping to explain and connect the dots on the experiences I’ve had throughout my life, but I also appreciated the empowering angle they had even when discussing some serious and scary/disturbing topics.

I’d like to share my story with you, in case there is anything that can be of assistance to you in your research, as well as for the empowerment of others who are experiencing this. I will first warn you that this is a very long email, and that I am currently in the process of working through my issues, so if at any point, this becomes overwhelming, please feel free to not read it all. I also want to state that I do not see myself as a victim in this, and I do take responsibility for getting involved in spirituality with the wrong intentions leading me to become entangled with these entities.

I wrote about my experiences with a lot of detail hoping that it can give you insight into how insidious and damaging this is, and I’m sure you are aware of this. I am guessing that because of my openness to extrasensory experiences, it was much easier for these beings to become involved in these love bite type scenarios in an invisible way that even I have a hard time believing are real.

Just to give you some background, I have been seeing spirits since I was a child (earliest memory 2-3 years old), had issues sleeping due to “demonic attacks” (hearing, seeing, feeling, sleep paralysis), sexual abuse as a child, being in a Bible-based doomsday cult for 13 years (age 14-27), then being led to various cult-like New Age groups, and two love bite situations that are more like the New Predator profile.(EL-Early childhood trama especially sexual abuse, demonic interference and cult environment as significant causation to vulnerability.) By the end of 2016, I really began to wonder why there were so many things “wrong” but I didn’t question these things enough because I figured I was whining about my situation and being bitter.( EL-questioning why things felt “wrong” is good. Belief or some early critical judgement on “whining” causes a guilt that shuts her down from taking action, telling the truth etc.) By the end of last year, I began to contemplate leaving this world, feeling as if I was a balloon with a hole in it, and my life force was slowly being drained. Because I know that my usual self has a general joy and gratitude for life, I felt this wasn’t really me. (EL- demonic oppression and/or suicide program going off) I believe this was also a trap and version of hyperdimensional attack that would trick me into using my free will to end my life. (EL- Yes, good insights)

My intention in telling you this is not to be negative, but to let you know how much the awareness I have received from your work is helping me to reclaim my power and have hope again. (EL-Excessive concerns of sounding negative, and needing a kind of permission to just tell the “ugly” truth. It’s common in many religious groups, cults or even New Age circles to not be “negative” and impose heavy guilt or judgements of character if anyone speaks up about anything negative even if its the truth.) I’d like to now share more details of my Dark Side of Cupid experiences.

The first one was with a married man who was more like a spiritual mentor. About 5 months before I met him, I had become tired of bad relationships and decided that I needed to work on manifesting my “soulmate”. During this process, I decided to re-embark on my spiritual journey to learn more about my true essence. (In hindsight, yes, it was a BIG mistake, making a contract with these frequencies). Also, around this time, I was dealing with sleep paralysis and noticing that the presence I felt was not demonic, but more like aliens. I went deeper into the buzzing noise I felt and ended up in a space center of some sort where they were broadcasting “Project Healing Light”. I woke up before I could see them, as I was afraid of what I would see. (EL- Red flag of abduction, astral and/or milab programming being implemented.)

I began to meditate on my soulmate, and during one of my meditations, I felt the presence of someone who I believed to be “the one”. I also had done a past life regression showing me a past life in Egypt with a love from those times. As I was writing out a letter to the universe with the qualities I was looking for in a partner and thanking the universe for this, I began to feel a presence that was causing me to do automatic writing. (EL- Red flag of spirit/entity invasion, and previous invitation with the method of intention in manifesting soul mate etc. ) I believed it was “my soulmate”, and he told me that we would meet soon (after 4 moons), and that I should go to a local spiritual group called Love & Light to discover my spiritual gifts. (EL-Specific programming commands—could be human mind controllers or hyperdimensional  and demonic )I did as I was told, and the psychic in the group “discovered” me as someone who had many “gifts”. (EL-who or what was really working through that psychic at the Love & Light Center?) I ended up serving there as a healer, reader, and also doing administrative tasks on their board (another cult-like situation & lesson). (EL-Cult programming, -“return to the cult” or the “new cult and handler situation”.) During this time I was also connecting a lot with the Ascended Masters; they would constantly show up during my meditations, take me places, and even summon me to meditate at times. (EL—Who are the Ascended Masters really? Keep on reading—its revealed later!)

After some deep reflection, I made a decision to leave this group and shortly after, I met this man I will refer to as “John”. (EL- Deep reflection is a good sign that her Spirit is leading, questioning and trying to surface to break through denial and programming. After leaving a “cult group” and handler, a replacement/love bite set up is quickly engineered for her to meet up with.) I was feeling vulnerable after losing my spiritual community/teachers, so timing was “perfect” for this scenario. When we met, we had a one-on-one meditation session, in which he asked me if I wanted to work with the “beings up high” (ETs). I said yes, and from that point, I began to work with them. I limited my ability to really see them because I was still afraid, but they did give me some sort of tool to work with time. John also guided me to move my kundalini energy, which (in hindsight & after reading your work) is what caused me to have such feelings of love, sexual attraction, and bliss towards him. (EL—John is a predator, quickly hooking into kundalini energy. But permission was given by being willing to work with “ETs”) On our second meeting, I felt it was ethical for me to let him know that I was feeling these feelings of attraction (as he was married), and he told me it was because we had past lives together (including Egypt). The relationship was more like a spiritual friendship/mentorship than a physical or romantic one, and I went along with it believing that it was helping me to expand my perception of love to a more unconditionally loving person. He helped me heal from my past wounds, and I helped him to heal his relationship with his wife and to resume his spiritual work and meditation group. ( EL—Classic New Predator and Dark Cupid set up. They are engineered to be the guru/lover (yet conveniently married to another), and still connecting in to sexual energy with love connection overtones. Creates confusion, guilt and a love-drug kind of hook. She  functions in the student, or even sex slave kind of position of being of less power than his rank. Also, her “telling him all about her wounding” created a greater vulnerability to his control.)

During this time, I saw numerous UFOs, as well as a portal opening up from the sky once (in a photo). After a few months, I remember having an experience with a spaceship which I saw with my third eye. I was outside at work with my best friend. All of a sudden, I saw a space ship and a beam of light. There was El Morya (ascended master that worked with John as his major “guide”) standing there with his hand stretched out, telling me to follow him. I went with him, and then I wasn’t able to see what was happening. I remember John telling me that I could ask to remember when I am being taken up, so I did that. I remembered seeing myself on some sort of medical table, but the mood in the ship was as if I was a bride being prepared for marriage to this man I had been working with. They did things to me to “prepare me” to be “married” to John, and joined us together. Later, when I met up with him for a meditation, John said he also saw this. (EL—The “ET abduction/visitation” real motive appears to be medical manipulation as well as the “marriage contract” which binds her energetically to have her spiritual power used and also bound to the “ascended master/ET/Cult group etc” This creates another deeper level of agreement of entrapment on a spiritual level.)

I had been working with John, supporting his meditation group by giving messages to the participants. I also was getting more involved with other spiritual groups in the area, ones that were working with the ET or galactic energies. I met a woman who was known for her work with the “council” and such. She hugged me and began speaking light language, and shortly after, I was not only speaking some light language, but began to sing in this. She told me that the language I was speaking was really old and that she had not heard it in a very long time (ancient). To my shock, she also told me that I was pregnant(?!) with some sort of a “light baby” and that this had happened to her and to other women. (See video on Firebloods, Nephilim and the Priestess/Harlet Paradigm: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFIzEGkpsvE…) The next day, when I spoke with John, he seemed to know something and was wondering about what happened the night before. I told him about the “baby”, and he asked me if I knew what it was. I told him that it felt like it was some spiritual baby I had created with him, and it seemed he already knew about this. He told me that the ETs were building another planet, and that this “baby” was being taken there. (EL-How conscious is John of his involvment as an instrument of these beings aned agendas one wonders. Is he a mind controlled MPD/DID from some ritual Abuse MK ultra cult bloodline family? Is he simply a host or walk-in for some ET or demonic entities?)

Later, I started noticing that something was wrong. There was something inside of me that felt that my “contract” with John was over, and maybe I was just meant to be in his life to help him up until that point. I began to slowly distance myself, and I found that I was feeling drained. I noticed that he would call me in a more needy way, asking for my help when he was down, and this was coincidentally on the days of his meetup group meditation. My friend even asked me if I didn’t think it was strange that he was calling on the days of his meditation, and that maybe he was taking my energy. I also noticed one time that he convinced me to go to his group, and that he had essentially imitated my frequency and was imitating an idea I had shared about a meeting I wanted to have with people. It wasn’t the fact that he had taken my idea, but something seemed strange, as if a program was playing with my vibration that did not match him at all. (EL—John seems to be some kind of “walk in” or counterfeit spirit operating to imitate and take ideas, power, energy for these meditation groups. He was used to possibly impregnate some “astral parasite being” with her creative essence, then once that was done, contract over?)

By the end of that year, I began to notice more strange things. I ended up getting physically ill, having intense abdominal pains, which led to me having my gallbladder surgically removed. The woman who told me I was “pregnant” told me that this was the birth of my “light baby”. I began to feel as if there was some dark cloud over me, and I became very drained. I also realized that my life was falling apart – my home life, my job, my health. I began distancing myself from all spiritual groups. I remember telling John that I needed to take some time to take care of myself and get my life back in order, resulting in us having an hours long conversation in which he was “helping” me through these “problems” I was having. According to him, instead of wanting to take care of myself, being around and helping people is what I actually loved to do. When I told him I needed to do things, he would come back and say I didn’t need to do anything. After getting off the phone, I realized I had wasted my energy and my day, and I somehow felt I was being hypnotized. (EL—John being used to program or re-program her once she distanced herself, and take energy too.)

At the end of that year, I went to my last spirituality event, an expo in which I had volunteered to do readings and healings. By this time, I was at an all-time low and was looking forward to getting it over with. At this event, I met another man Seth, who was a vendor selling spiritual protection tools. Seth was tall and extremely attractive to me, but I noticed he was receiving so much attention from others (especially women), as if there was some sort of vortex around him. I briefly had a conversation with him in which I strangely blurted out that I used to be in a cult, to which he replied “Cool!”. That night, I noticed that he had found me on Facebook and messaged me about another friend from the community. Seth was extremely sensitive, having lived in isolation for many years and would become sick around people. He told me that this friend had made him sick and that I was energetically this friend’s “bitch”.

Seth and I eventually began to talk more, and it ended up that we had so much in common, especially our shared interests in the intersection of spirituality with fringe/conspiracy topics. I also had this strange vision of him being some sort of spiritual secret agent, and later I saw that he was some sort of a walk-in, one that was of the greys but had betrayed them in some way. He seemed to really enjoy my perspectives, and what made my heart open up to him was that he seemed to see beauty in my “battle wounds”, meaning my strange and painful past (which I considered a weakness). The other thing is that I began to have sexual feelings for him, and had fantasized about him. He seemed to sense this, and without realizing what I had done, he told me that he physically felt me go into bed with him. We seemed to be talking all day long, and there was this intense feeling of love and connection. One day, he told me about revoking contracts, and I was doing this while messaging with him. All of a sudden, he told me that I was him and he was me. I found this to be a bit puzzling, but at the time the feelings of love were so strong that I didn’t question further. (EL – Bliss of love spell overrides spirit screaming, warning, red flag!)

Also, he met John and revealed things about him that opened my eyes. He said John was able to reach the heights of the mental body but had no ability to access his heart energy, and that John essentially had no soul. That somehow made something click for me. Later, I received a visitation from the El Morya being (which I could sense was coming from John in order to reconnect with me), except this time something felt weird and very invasive. I told him to leave, and expressed my free will intention not to connect with him.  All of a sudden, the majestic light being I used to see turned into this ugly, tall grey alien creature who looked ferocious and angry. His eyes protruded from his head and were waving around like snakes. Having been revealed for what it was, it left my presence immediately. ( EL—Great  move! And see how the being reveals its true form when the intenion to disconnect is implemented) I then cut off communications with John. Shortly after, Seth told me that he could no longer maintain contact and that he needed to stay away from people.

I was devastated, and felt so abandoned, but I couldn’t shake my feelings of gratitude towards him for helping me gain discernment and for helping me disconnect with John. For several months, I still felt his presence. I also decided that I should no longer allow the feeling of longing for him in case it would harm him in any way. In spite of this, I still would receive astral visitations from him and would have sexual contact coming from him (or the entities associated with him) in my dream state. At some point, I was finally able to get over him and move on with my life. (EL-the guilt programming aspect, fear of “harming him” helped maintain the hook going for the astral connections.Karmic connections are also realized later on. Eventually it fades away with the decision to not obsess and “get on with her life”. )

By this time, I had removed myself from the spiritual community and I had dissolved most of my individual relationships from these groups. I could sense that a lot of people were somehow stealing my energy and that my “work” and “gifts” were not actually helping these people to evolve and instead were some sort of quick fix that was enabling a sort of spiritual laziness. I began to focus on my own healing. I experienced a continued decrease in energy. (EL—Great observation and Spirit is coming through more strongly in perceptions, awareness and power.)

At the end of last year, John suddenly came to see me at work, and he tried to resume our friendship, which I didn’t accept. Later, I noticed his presence near my energy bodies trying to work with me or do something with my energy. I could also sense that he was searching for something, as whatever he was doing was not working. Another time, I saw that he was somehow trying to access my energy from behind my heart chakra, and what I saw was that he was accessing the memories of when we used to work together, allowing some sort of backdoor to my energy, especially my heart energy. This helped to explain where my energy drainage was coming from, as my general energy of joy and love (not romantic) that I remembered being from my heart center had slowly begun to disappear. I rebuked him in spirit and told him that he had to leave, that I didn’t permit him to do this, and that there were consequences to accessing my energy without my permission. Also, looking back, I realized that he and I differed greatly in our approaches to healing and spirituality. I intuitively had a general code of ethics when it came to my work, and permission was key to everything, to the point where I always asked explicit permission before doing anything and also had to work in accordance with the person’s Higher Self. He, on the other hand, would go and work on people without them knowing and without asking for permission. There was also a selfishness and lack of heart center in everything he did, almost to the point of being robotic. He would speak of how he wanted to make all this money and become like Deepak Chopra. It felt off, and these were things I noticed towards the end of our “relationship” that led me to believe our contract was ending.

After about a month of that last episode, I realized how vulnerable I was to certain attacks because of my cult experience, and that my general ability to listen to red flags had been disabled due to all of the intense programming from this time. I decided to go back to counseling and join a support group for cult members, with the intention of re-learning how to set proper boundaries and to deprogram myself from this. I also did not want to wrongly use any of my energies to serve the wrong system. (EL-Her Spirit is working well to push through the resistance.)

Interestingly enough, as soon as I began to regain my inner sense of joy and to focus on healing myself, Seth returned to my life after 1.5 years. This is where things become even more strange, and where I still feel confused as to what happened. He messaged me saying that he needed my help, and that after taking DMT, he was stuck in time, in a place where there are no people and only robots. He said that he felt he was dead. Before this, I also began to see him and sense his presence, which made things again seem very meant to be for me. (EL—a hook to pull her back in through sympathy, neediness and danger)

I responded to him and began to try to help him, telling myself I’d do this “spirituality” stuff one last time, if it could help him. He seemed so desperate that it was hard to just leave him that way. I talked to him to see what was happening, and he told me that he couldn’t reach me at my frequency, so he had to meditate to meet me. He also said he began to smoke cigarettes (which he is allergic to) to connect with me because I smoke cigarettes. As we talked, he said he was beginning to feel better. I did let him know that I wasn’t really doing this work anymore, so I didn’t know if I could be much help.

At some point, Seth began to speak in third person, saying that I was talking to his dead soul. He said that the first walk-in was trying to leave, and that he had another walk-in. Or I should say, the “dead soul” told me this. I did sense that the energy of this being was different from the first one I was talking to. He spoke of a portal of light he had seen in his dream state, and that he knew that was his way home, and that he wanted to be with his family, but that portal had disappeared. I suddenly remembered some mediumship work that I did during my spirituality days, and how I had assisted some spirits in continuing on their journey. In a desperation to help him, I decided I would try to help.(I made sure to ask his permission and to make sure it was what he wanted, and whether it was something that would not harm the body he was in. They both said yes, and somehow I was able to create a portal for him to exit the body. After he left, “he” (2nd walk-in) said he felt so much better. (EL—the dark side getting desperate to pull her back in and to “use her spiritual gifts” to open portals, allowing more access.)

I didn’t really know if what was happening was even real, but I was glad he was feeling better. I also noticed that these conversations were taking up all of my time and that I was becoming very, very drained. Throughout certain moments in the conversation, he spoke in ways indicating that he had sexual interest in me all along even though he never had a chance to act on it. Also, it seemed that no matter how much I gave, he would just need more and more healing. When I told him that I couldn’t offer more because I was drained, he would treat me as if I was not me and that a program was talking through me, and that he could see red energies of war. (EL— Seth using guilt, projection and manipulation to pull her in to get what he wants.) I told him I no longer wanted to do this spiritual work, and he somehow shifted to a more flirtatious mode. We agreed to meet up, and it felt very magical. He began to speak about what he wanted in life, and what he said seemed to be exactly the same as what I wanted. I told him that I wanted to share a divine love with someone, in which the merging of the true divine feminine and masculine would result in a healing frequency for the world. The love I felt with him seemed so pure, beyond any traditional romantic love that I felt. He seemed to perfectly mirror what I was looking for and said he had always wanted the same thing.

Later, things began to go downhill. I had a suspicion that he might be using me to get better. We had arguments but he was so dramatic in trying to keep me, saying that he would fight for me and not let me get away, which would make me want to go back. Also, any time that I tried to express myself to him that would go against anything he said, he would say that it was interference, and I needed to come back instead of letting the program take over. Then he would begin to “work” on me, putting me in some hot seat so that I could reveal all of my weaknesses and programming to make our love pure. (EL—classic New Predator handling, programming and control, tailor made to her own uniqueness) I would have major roller coasters of emotion, going from extreme bliss to crying like a baby because I was going back to my trauma. I went along with it, thinking this was the work I needed to do face my shadows and complete this love. I was also losing track of time, realizing that I had not eaten for two days and was barely sleeping.

I was spending all of my waking hours speaking to him. (EL—the guilt programming, also, the whole “working out negative karma”  New Age spirituality reasoning is often used to cause self doubt, so that he/it maintains control, using her vulnerabilities against her. Later we will see what real former life and other dimensional realizations emerge.)
Looking back, I also noticed there was some sort of cycle to this. I would help him with his stuff in a more nurturing way until my energy was completely drained. At that point, after he felt better, all of a sudden it was my turn for him to “help” me. The difference was that his ways of helping me were extremely cold and mean, almost soulless with no remorse, taking me back to my deepest traumas. With my energy already low and then being faced with my trauma from the cult, I would end up reacting very strongly, getting angry and yelling, and trying to end the relationship again. He would then react by threatening to cut me off or saying very cutting things to me that were deep in my psyche, often mocking me. It was as if my former cult leader was talking to me, and that I was the old me when I was in the “hot seat” in the cult. My reality literally changed to that timeline. (EL- triggering the inner wounded child to an abreaction. As one can see there is no equality or mutuality of respect in these kinds of  “Dark Cupid” set ups, where it’s really a “handling” operation of mind control done by the New Predator etc.)

Then whenever I would try to end the relationship, he began to open up about his mental illnesses, saying he had mental illnesses (but refusing to reveal what they were), and that his was the worst case scenario. He told me that it was up to me to “turn off the switch” when things went bad, and that I should look at him as if he was a child that needed to be told no. He also said that he wasn’t able to interact with women because they would end up leaving him after a week or so. Given my own issues, I began to doubt whether this was something I could be involved in, but I also felt guilty about judging him based on his mental illnesses. I felt his pain of being abandoned for being ill and different, and I assured him that even if we couldn’t have a relationship, that I would still be there for him as a friend. I believe (looking back) that I had made some kind of contract with him at that point. (EL—Here the demonic hook is maintained through guilt programming and also her good quality of empathy is taken advantage of.)

In spite of all of this, I still doubted whether something was wrong. I felt the urge to talk to someone, but then I worried that he would be able to sense that I was talking about him, and I also did not want to violate his privacy or be judging him on his illnesses. I began to feel schizophrenic and even questioned whether I should check myself in somewhere. I lost my appetite (which is very rare for me and the opposite of what I do when I’m usually depressed which is overeat). I also noticed that my reality was being replaced with his reality. (EL- making her him, the predator is trying to control her into his puppet. It’s almost as if he is trying to replace and “copy her out” into a complete puppet. Crazy making crap.) For example, he was always very sensitive to the weather and would always say that his reality caused the weather to turn bad. That began to happen to me. When my mood was good, the weather would be sunny, and the moment that my mood or frequency would get lower, there was a sudden shift in the weather to very windy, cloudy, and stormy weather. I knew this wasn’t what normally happened to me. He also did not respect my boundaries with time even when I told him I had stuff to do that day. He would keep insisting that I needed to talk out my issues to overcome them in front of him. (EL- he is pushing and manipulating her vulnerability for greater punishment and “control” in the pretense of teaching and healing her. Classic abuse and control tactic.)

In hindsight, I believe that another reason I took on his reality was because of a strange energy healing session we had when we met up. He asked me to help remove the effects of some medication he had taken. He suggested that I hold his feet and put his energy into my body, and then I would filter it through my body and he would then do the same with my feet and take my energy into his body. We did this several times. This was extremely painful, and although I was visibly in lots of pain doing this, he seemed to have no response whatsoever to how it was affecting me. Looking back, this was extremely dangerous, but again my intense feelings of love took over my judgment.

At some point, I began questioning everything and began to feel so disoriented and confused, but I heard something tell me not to worry and that relief was on the way. By this point, he changed again and tried to be “normal” and became more sexual. We had not engaged in any sexual contact except for some kissing on that one day, but I suddenly became overwhelmed with this urge to have sex with him. I don’t remember ever feeling that aroused in such a way that took over me; it also made me feel obsessive towards him. Then he told me that it was making him sick and that I had to control this. He said he felt as if I was right next to him and that it was too close. He said that whatever I was feeling made him feel like he wanted to shoot himself, and later revealed that he didn’t think it was me but the energies of the men that I had sex with in the past. I did notice that there was something wrong, but it was mixed with a feeling of being triggered and feeling rejected. After things blew up, I told him that I could not do this anymore, and he asked that we stay friends and limit our interaction to once a week, to which I agreed. (EL- possible sex alter triggering going on, and his subsequent rejection, blame. Yet wanting some kind of friendship to keep her linked in?)

When I began to have my time back, I felt relieved and began to reflect on what happened. I watched the panel on Love Bite and at the time, I thought maybe this was hyperdimensional interference on the real love. I was feeling guilt at not being able to overcome my shadows in a way to keep the relationship going. (EL- self-blame culpability is common for women, part of our guilt complex programming from some religious teachings.) I also began to read your books trying to understand how this interference worked. During this time, I experienced a lot of interference such as sleepiness and an all night battle with them and finding mysterious scratches on my body. I still did not even know that my experiences indicated an abduction scenario, as they were seen with my third eye or in dream state. I didn’t realize that the mysterious bruises, scratches, sleep attacks, levitation in my sleep, etc., were all connected to this. (EL- yes a connection with abduction related symptoms and demonics —it may be reptilian, draco, grey attacks, are all common.)

I had planned to go back to him after reflecting on the situation and let him know what was happening between us. (EL- the belief and need to “tell him everything”. It’s similar to a type of “tell all” programming some MK ultra people have to compluslively tell too much so the handlers can “call them back” and more easily reign them back into the fold of the cult, programming etc.  Her telling the truth and desiring to communicate is good, but with an abusive psychopath, it’s dangerous and should not be done for safety issues.)  I also realized that I had never asked him to “work” on me and that he would have to learn to respect my free will and boundaries. (EL- good, awareness is being restored here, dissolving previous confusion and addressing boundary issues) The interesting part was that I visited Lauda’s website and had read out loud the “Withdrawl of Consent Declaration” (See: https://www.sovereignki.com/declaration-of-non-consent)  with regards to any contracts I had made. A few days later, he texted me saying that he had to leave because he was too sick and that he knew was bringing me down. (EL- Demons activated! Going bonkers to hook in, punish or control) This made me feel so bad and I tried to get back in touch with him to assure him that wasn’t the case. (EL  the” feel sorry for him” programming got reactivated also.)  I acted in a crazy way trying to resume contact with him; it felt almost hypnotic. I felt that he shouldn’t resign himself to a life of loneliness because he felt it was bringing me down. (EL- mind control “spell” taking over) I also remembered what he said in our previous conversation about how my energies made him feel as if he was going to shoot himself, which worried me. I later went to his apartment to make sure he was okay and to reassure him. Something told me to write him a letter telling him that he shouldn’t leave for my benefit, and that if it meant that we couldn’t be romantic, then we could be friends. That my offer to be there for him still stands. (EL-guilt, trying to “save him”, then programming to keep the hook even if its “just to be friends”. This maintains a hook and “agreement of entrapment through guilt.) I finally was able to see him, and at this point I saw that he had another face that wasn’t his. (EL- Awesome! Spirit  awareness breaks through for truth!) He treated me like I was crazy for waiting for him and trying to contact him. (EL- the punish, mockery and guilt trick to control, etc) I became angry with him as to his approach to ending things and sensed the manipulation. I told him that if he told me that he did not want to see me or that I was somehow harming him, then I would have left him alone and that he knew that I would. But why did he have to say it that way? He also mentioned that something crazy happened and that he wasn’t going to tell me but it scared him and it made him think he had to leave. I’m not sure of what this was, but something made me think that the contract revocation I did must have caused him to disconnect with me. The other observation I made was that I had been tricked into writing another contract to him (via hand-written letter), and perhaps that was why he had ended it in the way that he did, to regain that contract.

These were some other red flags. He kept saying things in a manner to glorify me in ways that made me feel uncomfortable. He would say that my name was “Grace” because it meant “Source” and he would ask me if I was human. He would also talk as if we were the only ones on the planet doing this work (grandiosity) which I didn’t resonate with. (EL- Grandiosity is often a sign of unresolved trauma as well as excessive self referential ideation.) He seemed jealous at times of my supposed abilities, wondering if we were the same person, then how come I was the only one who had “powers”? When he spoke of his purpose, he spoke about changing or defying some spiritual laws, but it sounded off and even kind of sinister. (EL- It’s as if the entities within or his own “void” causes him/it to have confusion of identity and reality. He is  jealous of her authentic gifts)

All of this happened in a matter of 11 days. I was very confused, and to be honest, there is still a part of me that it was somehow my fault and that I was harmful to him. (EL- Guilt belief systems very strong, although we later will see how new insights emerge that yield greater self understanding) What I did know was that it was an extremely damaging experience, and rather than faulting someone, it was something I would not want anyone to experience. Physically, I felt as if my organs had been ripped apart. I lost touch with my present timeline and reality, as if I was in a completely different world. It took every effort for me to regain my focus in my present reality to resume daily tasks and work. I did feel relieved that it was over, and I did feel really dumb for letting this happen. It wasn’t until I listened to your talk on the “New Predator” that I began to see that something was wrong. Whatever this situation was, it’s very confusing, and I can sense that these hyperdimensional entities are upgrading in their tactics. (EL—the confusion and guilt is powerful, as are the damaging effects on emotional, physical and spiritual well being. It’s difficult  for people with “do no harm ethics” not to “be angry” or want to blame someone or something when something this traumatic and deliberatley PREDATORY happens).

I now am seeing my part in all of these situations, and have since removed that holographic image of my dreams about “love” and my soulmate manifestation. (EL-Her Spirit is strong to want to perceive and reveal truth—even when it’s really painful) 

I just want to thank you for all of your work and research, as they have helped me to gain clarity into what happened to me and that I’m not crazy. I know that I have a lot of work to do in regaining my sense of self and sorting out all of the programming and damage for the things I did, but I at least have some hope and more awareness on avoiding any other situations. Having experienced a lot of interference, I know that it takes a lot of courage on your part to do the work that you do, and I am truly grateful for all of it. I know that my mission profile isn’t to be some sort of whistleblower, but after much contemplation, I have decided to share my story with you. My hope is that it aids with your research and potentially generates awareness so that it doesn’t happen to others, especially those who can see or perceive beyond this dimension.
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(About 3 months later)

Since the time of that email, things have improved a lot. I am finally beginning to feel like I can use my energy for me, and that is liberating. I have also been digging deep both using my intuition and by researching the alien abduction phenomenon via the work of your colleagues (Lauda Leon, James Bartley, Bernhard Guenther, and others). I spoke to James Bartley, and he has helped me with some new intuitive techniques to empower myself and to gain knowledge. It’s helped me to make some larger connections about what has been happening to me, and I feel that this information may be of interest to you.

After the last love bite situation, I had a visit from a reptilian who turned out to be a Draco. After I got over the fear, I began to communicate with him to get some answers, and it turns out that this entity has been involved with me over several lifetimes. As I was interrogating this being, I was able to access in meditation the memory of being taken captive by him and others of this faction in a past life. They cut out my eyes because they were trying to hack the ability to “see”; he even said that they learned that “the ability to see was not with the eyes but with the heart”. That hostage situation led to me making some sort of contract with him for involvement in a future life or lives. I was told that it was one of their techniques for timeline manipulation. By inserting glitches into individuals’ timelines, it alters the greater timeline. I was able to trace back throughout this lifetime, and his involvement has been quite extensive, beginning at birth. He also was involved with my sexual trauma and inserted himself into two organic portal types to directly have relationships with me. This last man I was involved with was one of those. I recognized a change in the guy’s face; he looked old and ugly like a gargoyle or something. After I was able to see the Draco in his full form, I realized that it was his face I saw in the guy (ridges above the nose/forehead).

I realized that all of my experiences (the cult, physical abuse, rape, etc) with men had created a sort of energetic imprint that keeps leading me to this entity and under his control. It seems to go beyond the typical explanation of going into toxic relationships due to a lack of self worth or the familiarity of abuse etc. Also, he wasn’t being mean or scary to me. There was a strange level of respect and almost a kindred feeling; it was as if I was his pet. I’m starting to realize that over lifetimes, I may have developed a sort of Stockholm syndrome with him and potentially other archontic forces such as ascended masters and gods/goddesses. It explains why I was so addicted to these toxic and destructive relationships, almost addicted to being dominated and abused. I am currently in a detox to clear this imprint so that I can re-learn love and attraction.

I am sharing this with you because I have a feeling that there are many others who experience these repeat experiences, and maybe collectively we can find a solution. I am working every day to learn more and to fight this. I am determined to reclaim my sovereignty.

I also watched your new video with Lauda Leon ( See above link on Firebloods, Priestess/Harlot etc), and I was blown away by the many synchronicities with my personal memories. I have memories in both Atlantean and “pre-fall” times as well as in Egypt. In two of those lifetimes, I was a “priestess” and just as Lauda said, it was a “whore priestess” situation. I always wondered if I was crazy for seeing priestesses as prostitutes, and maybe it was blasphemous to say that. But I do have memories of being one. I remembered being held in a cave alone and waiting to be raped essentially. In those times, they were able to deceive us to believe were doing something “holy”.

I also remembered that before the patriarch took over, there were women who had a crystalline power in the womb, which was the power of creation. At some point the masculine became jealous and had to take over, leading to lifetime after lifetime of a patriarchal society that was designed to erase the power of the feminine. I had a memory in Egypt of being a priestess again, and the training began in childhood. I was directly taught by Thoth, and later I was led into a secret chamber to engage in sex magic with someone who was like my twin flame. Shortly after, I was murdered by another priestess.

I didn’t really share or really believe these memories, and I assumed I was just being grandiose & made them up. When I hear about others’ accounts of these times, it’s crazy how the information aligns.  

The pyramids actually appeared with the top pyramid being the visible one, and the bottom chamber of the pyramid was underground and was an upside down pyramid. I was taken into the bottom of this pyramid to engage in this magic at the time. Listening to Lauda talking about the “inversion” several times in her videos, I believe that this is also one of those inversions. This does not feel like the natural way that energy was supposed to flow, and it feels like in the Egyptian times, they were trying to replicate and manipulate something that was hidden or lost from the Atlantean times.pyramid

 

The other theme that has been strong for me lately is timelines. I have been shown that there are many timeline manipulations that have taken place that look like loops or sine-waves.  I feel that in this lifetime, we can repair this timeline and reclaim the power or return things to the original order.

The hardest part of all this is feeling isolated, crazy, or cursed/evil. Your work, and the work of your colleagues really helps me. Even though I do not know you, it feels like you are a friend because you understand and give a compassionate space without judgment. Thank you so much for what you do.

Sine Wave Loop Image: loop

Thank you Grace!

 

Harald Kautz-Vella Talks about the Love Bite Phenomenon

HKV and Veronica Keen Interview, Part 2, on Sept. 5, 2015

Harold Kauz-Vella describes a Love Bite Energy Vampirism Dynamic in “Epigenetic Bloodline Programmed Relationships”.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Df-herGvVBE

This is a brief summary of the topics discussed in this interview :

The morphogenetic field is being attacked by alien consciousness to change life here.  This alien consciousness appeared here on Earth thousands of years ago via meteors and is part of the alien “black goo” container of programmed alien consciousness. This alien consciousness is trying to change our morphogenetic field from a three phase system which includes the heart chakra, to a two phase system of linear predictability without love and empathy, under conditions of scarcity. (What the Illuminati monetary scarcity system is, under the control of the Predator-Parasite connected AI System)

Harold discusses what happens in male-female relationships of those in “bloodlines” where conditions of strong, ancestral epigenetic programming of pain, “unhealthy high drama”, and lack of empathy repeat themselves in cycles. Miserable high drama relationships. Love Bites!

Male female relationships of this type of deep “bloodline programming” cause great pain and classic “love bite” characteristics. He describes it in his own experience with a “love bite” woman who claimed to have her 12-stranded DNA activated, and who was in fact practicing black magic rituals and linked him into a manipulated love connection. (He described it as a kiss, as the physical touch that linked him in).

What he explained was a classic “Dark Cupid love bite relationship” where obsession took hold and a disconnection from his own intuition internal source guidance system. (This is common in the “alien love bite” phenomenon). He says these kinds of relationships happen alot (especially in “bloodline people”) and need a shamanic type of healing modality because “implants” linked in to the alien parasites remain. As long as the implants remain in this plasma-like energetic state, the love bitten person can still feel an attraction and fall back into a thought looped obsession of the love bite partner. I would agree that this is one reason why the “love bite” connection is so hard to break, and why seemingly normal people can become obsessed overnight and lose all critical reasoning ability  disconnected from their natural spiritual intuition while under the spell of a love bite connection. It is the implants, psychic inline and outline cords and obsessive thought loops, in my view, along with any unhealed wounds that keep the love bite cycle going. It always feeds some kind of unseen parasite, working through the couple. Harold did say alot of this is due to deep, long standing epigenetic programming, which I can understand as ancestral bloodline imprinting due to a deep connection with the various inter dimensional parasite beings who work through certain bloodlines. Especially those who practice black magic.(Oftentimes they are Draco and Reptilian in particular)

I also have observed over the years how certain powerful souls with innate abilities who incarnate here to do authentic healing work are often “targeted” by a love bite partner who throws them off track, and gets them corded up with interdimensionals, implants and siphons away their creative life force energy. In my case histories in both my books, The Love Bite, and The Dark Side of Cupid, the other non-reporting partner is not necessarily aware of how he or she is being used to target the other partner.

I was quite amazed that Harold described this in the way he did; how the heart chakra of the male is linked in with the alien parasite system, and pulls in the energy from the woman who needs to “feel some kind of pain” in these unhealthy relationships.  For example, the Borderline trait person who needs and creates alot of drama even if it is feeling pain, in order to “feel”. This also occurs with the Narcissistic Personality disordered person, who tends to act as the predator, while the targeted partner plays the role of victim. He mentioned that Borderline Personality types tend to these kinds of connections and also Bloodline people who have deep epigenetic programming of the pain-drama-love bite linked into the Parasite kinds of dynamics.

Harold did go into how this Game of predator-victim only stops once the victim stops being a victim and decides to stop “playing into the game” of the predator. It’s a two way system where both play roles in this game that feeds the predator parasite. In my experience, it is rarely the predator type of personality that heals first, because it is the nature for them (ie., Narciscists) to continue doing this until they are stopped or until they can no longer find any victims to play the game. This is why Boundaries are SO IMPORTANT for anyone who has been involved in such types of relationships.

On that Youtube page someone with the name of eevie made a comment about love bites and having a chakra harness removed, which helped solve the problem. I want the reader to know this is not my comment and another woman with the name of Evie. I do not necessarily advocate removing all ones “chakras” to avoid implant manipulation of our energy field. (Although chakras are certainly being plugged into.) Sometimes the heart chakra is literally being squeezed, or maybe tubes coming in and out of that area, or the solar plexus, sacral or root chakra areas. Please see the French clairvoyant drawings of this on my web site, how this is observed with the parasite inter dimensional beings hosting someones energy field.

http://evelorgen.com/wp/wp-content/uploads/2013/03/Stéphane-Cardinaux-Reptiliens-etc.pdf

 

 

Soul Mates, Twin Flames or Love Bite?

This Article appeared on Wake Up World Website on 11/29/014

http://wakeup-world.com/2014/11/29/soul-mates-twin-flame-or-love-bite/

Soul Mates, Twin Flame or Love Bite?

By Eve Lorgen 11/26/014

Have you ever had a love connection with someone so strong, you believed they could be your soul mate or even a twin flame? Did this person who you thought to be “the One”, arrive with a magical sense of reality, powerful psychic connections, super sexual chemistry, de ja vus, omens and supernatural overtones?

Perhaps you feel mystically connected on a deeper soul level, and yet there seems to be a dangerousness about it. The passion may be unstoppable if you cross that line. Longing and passion builds as telltale signs appear that he or she must be “the One”.

A love drama unfolds with emotional highs, crashing lows and perhaps even paranormal activity. You find yourself doing things that you have never done with other partners. You take greater risks that may be out of character for you. The love affair becomes erratic, obsessive or unable to consummate . It is as if you and your lover are being buffeted around by unseen forces from one exhausting drama to the next. It feels surreal, and orchestrated as if it is influenced from the beyond. Or maybe it goes like this:

The meeting could be accidental, in an unusual place or situation for you. But somehow, something magically happens that creates an opportunity. Perhaps you sense a premonition, energetic feelings that seem to happen out of the blue. Then your eyes meet.

There is a sense of familiarity, as if you already know this strange new person, perhaps from another place or time. Yet, you can’t seem to place it. The locked gaze, the sensation of butterflies swirling in your stomach, the feeling of excitement, anxiety, and perhaps even danger all lurk inside you. You can barely contain the sense that something big is happening.

Maybe he or she asks you something that was on your mind, just as you were going to speak it. “Have we met before? You seem familiar.” A few moments pass, and maybe you experience a feeling of déjà vu. Perhaps you recall a recent dream when you saw the face of your could-be lover. He or she is wearing the same color that appeared in your dream, or perhaps appears in a familiar scene. You now feel that the dream was some sort of divine precognitive foreshadowing. Your dream lover has come to life.

Your senses feel heightened, more alive. Those zingy, tingly, warm, and fuzzy feelings in your body seem to be resonating with this other person. Did you just meet The One? Your soul mate? Is this a sign that this person is about to enter center stage in your life? You exchange phone numbers and email. Next time you meet, you talk about things that you thought no one would ever really share with you, much less understand. You seem to have so much in common. Perhaps the person is not normally your type, yet inexplicably you share a powerful connection. The erotic fantasies begin. Somehow they feel so much more real. Why is that?

From deep inside, however, you feel a subtle hint of push-pull resistance. Your inner voice tries to check in with you, but you squash it like a bug. Your logical mind may question all this, but the lonely part of you can’t stop wanting excitement, a rescue from that hopeless feeling that you’ll never have true love and will always settle for less. You want to experience passion and love that you’ve never really known before. You fight both sides of yourself as if you’ve been split into two people. Confusion sets in, and you just can’t stop thinking about that person.

The Love Connection Begins and Cupid’s Drama Unfolds

A series of magical phone calls, texting, emailing, and meetings begin. Perhaps you are compelled to drive long distances or even go across the country to meet with your newfound lover-to-be. The energies of excitement build, and you can’t stop thinking about him or her, and especially about when you can have more time together to really connect, touch. Merge.

You never felt such a powerful connection with someone; it’s almost telepathic with supernatural overtones. You finish each other’s sentences, buy similar things at the store, find yourself wearing the same colors, and even eating the same food when not in each others’ presence, and at the same times.

That first kiss sends electrical thrills that zip right down to your erogenous zones. It’s almost like you’ve been zapped by Cupid’s arrow! You kiss again, deeply. It happens so easily, so fast. Sex feels so natural and connected. You find yourself doing things you didn’t do with other partners. You feel less inhibited and the creative juices flow. You take greater risks that may be out of character for you. You push away confusion and the inner red-flag voice flailing to be heard because, you say to yourself, “Yes! I’m going to follow my heart. I want passion!”

Now the roller coaster drama begins, and your life turns upside down. He or she makes you feel on top of the world, desired, cherished, and important. Events seem magically to unfold as though a divine script were being written that has pierced through the wall of your lonely heart. You are on a blissful high.

Yet it doesn’t last. Something happens. At some point, where you once felt excitement and passion, you wonder why you begin to feel weak and a little drained. Maybe your partner reveals a dark side. Emotional manipulation starts to unveil. Is your partner deliberately manipulating you like an emotional vampire, or does it just seem like it? You don’t want to believe it. The emotional crashing lows begin, and you start to feel that events are unfolding out of your control. Your partner’s full attention and presence seem to be out of your reach, and your life becomes an endless chase of unconsummated love.

Eventually, unrequited love pangs tear at your heart as you and your lover are buffeted about in one drama after another. In time, you become an emotional wreck. Confusion sets in and it seems as though every time you get near Cupid’s lover, you become weaker. You feel sucked dry of your emotions, logic, and better sense. What happened?”

This passage is an excerpt from my book, “The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, the Supernatural and Energy Vampirism”. (http://www.amazon.com/The-Dark-Side-Cupid-Supernatural/dp/0967799546) I was inspired to write this book after more than 15 years of research and counseling people with anomalous trauma. It usually revolved around those who have had paranormal experiences, and other dimensional visitations such as alien abductions. I discovered inadvertently through those who had multiple alien visitation histories, that they also exhibited an unusual kind of tagging by their “hyperdimensional watchers”. These watchers had a means to pre-bond them to their future love partners, or to manipulate their relationships so that they would marry or meet a particular lover, often with an obsessive, deep, soul connected quality. But then something else occurred which showed blatant forms of what I call “emotional and psychic vampirism”. Instead of a long lasting soul mate kind of experience, it took the form of a high drama,  supernatural connection, that was endlessly being interfered with, so that a harmonious sacred love connection was hijacked or disrupted for some other purpose.

One partner would be switched off psychically, and leave the other person in a state of unrequited love. Or one partner was somehow overshadowed by a “third party entity” such as a “reptilian” or other non-human inter-dimensional entity that used the ”hosted” partner as a portal for psychic and sexual energy feeding. A kind of “middleman” psychic vampire, energy harvesting operation. It was as if an invisible predatory force was literally using the love obsessed couple as a source of energy or entertainment.

Sometimes the paranormal interference came in the form of a definite third party entity, that was witnessed by one or both partners. For example an alien grey, reptilian, mantis, ET , spirit or demon of some sort. This interference could occur surrounding the relationship itself, and yet remain unseen, but leave the sense that the couple is being watched or manipulated in a perverse kind of theatrical drama.

Red Flags of a Dark Side of Cupid Connection

To distinguish these kinds of love relationships from “normal kinds of relationship issues” I devised a number of Red Flags for a Dark Side of Cupid Relationship:

  •  – Dreams of the partner before meeting them, suggesting something precognitive.
  • – Physical sensations in the solar plexus, genital, gut or other body areas, such as neck, heart, and between the shoulders.
  • – Astral sex visitations and/or telesthesia — sensing the energy body in a sexual way and very physically, as if another being were present but invisible.
  • – Strong psychic connection, even though you may not really love your partner.
  • – Powerful sexual passion and obsessive need to have sex, even in cases in which you don’t love the partner or they don’t love you and/or are abusive.
  • – Psychic responses and coincidences from either partner, like receiving a phone call or email from your partner the moment you think about cutting off the connection.
  • – A sense of emotional or physical draining.
  • – One partner becoming suddenly switched off emotionally or “psychically unplugged.”
  • – Feelings of being watched, or being played like puppets in some drama-myth.
  • – Paranormal activity, third party “entity” visits or attacks, sudden dreams, visions and thoughts as if implanted.
  • – Obsessive thoughts that are not usual for either partner
  • – Synchronicities, omens, and a feeling of being in a magical reality.

The Unholy Triad of the Dark Side of Cupid

To simplify the dynamics of these Dark Cupid love affairs. I put together three main categories of characteristics of these forged connections: The Unholy Triad of the Dark Side of Cupid. If two of the three main sets of symptoms were present, then that relationship is most likely a “Love Bite/Dark Cupid” connection. The Unholy Triad is:

  1. Magical or Supernatural Elements
  2. Emotional Highs and Crashing Lows and/or Signs of Energy Draining
  3. Emotional Manipulation and the Psychopathology Element

If only the magical and supernatural elements are present without the other two elements, then that relationship could very well be a true soul mate or twin flame connection. But it really is two of the three elements noted and especially the third aspect of manipulation and psychopathology that is the tell tale sign, this relationship is being manipulated.

Oftentimes this psychopathology aspect manifests as a narcissistic quality or borderline personality disorder, a Dr. Jeckyl/Mr. Hyde kind of persona that can leave the love bitten person utterly bewildered, resulting in unimaginable hurt and unbearable grief. If you’ve ever read about narcissistic abuse and the aftermath of this kind of crazy-making relationship, then you can get an idea of the utter shock and emotional devastation that this kind of “manipulated relationship” can bring.

Some readers may pause now and rationalize that this is simply a poor relationship choice with an emotionally abusive, personality disordered person. But I assure you, it is really not that simple. These things can co-exist in a “Dark Cupid” relationship, but the true sign is the paranormal anomalies that eventually manifest during this kind of relationship. I have described these kinds of relationships in detail in my book from the perspective of a clairvoyant “bird’s eye view”, and in easily recognizable interpersonal psychology dynamics. What I discovered was really a sign of sexual and psychic energy vampirism that is mediated through some sort of other dimensional predatory beings.

It was only apparent when so many witnesses over the years came forward who had “extrasensory faculties” and actually saw these other dimensional beings overshadowing or lurking around them or their “partner”.(http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/french-clairvoyants-perception-of-reptilian-hosting/). Some could perceive cords of energy linking them and their partner and another entity such as a “reptilian”. Others had distinct solar plexus sensations and even grinding pain, after linking up with their “possessed partner”. Some were perceptive enough to actually see in visions and dreams how they were being set up in magic love spells cast by a sorcerer or witch. Some love bite experiencers had these kinds of relationships several times, and seemed to be plagued by a “familiar spirit”, “alien watcher” or bloodline curse that affected them and everyone in their family.

And yet I have consulted with people who do not fall into the “anomalous trauma” category of alien abductions or a regular “paranormal experiencer” kind of person and yet had a full-blown, Dark Cupid love connection that hurt them in ways that defied rational explanation. One witness, who has gone public with his testimony,(

http://veilofreality.com/2014/11/22/the-dark-side-of-cupid-hyperdimensional-interferences-in-love-relationships/) admitted that the love bite relationships only happened after he had published serious research on “UFO’s, Alien Contact and Spiritual Conspiracy Topics”.

 

The Power of Sacred Love and Twin Flames

 

I have also come to hypothesize that there are some “other dimensional forces” which seek to destroy true, sacred love and especially the meeting and consummation of twin flame relationships. Sacred love, sexuality and the alchemical transformation of male/female “shakti” energies is a very powerful thing. In some cultures in India for example, the entire reason for Jeevan Mukti yogic practice is to become enlightened when one successfully unites with their twin flame Ardhanishwara. (http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/twin-flames-liberation-and-enlightenment-from-a-vedic-perspective-interview-with-indian-pranic-healer-and-love-bite-experiencer-kailasnath/)

In ancient Greek culture the Hieros Gamos (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hieros_gamos) is the same kind of mystical union between twin flame souls, resulting in great transformation, even Gnosis and enlightenment. In Tibetan Buddhism we have Annuttara yoga tantra. In Taoist Chi Gong there are alchemical sexual practices both internal and external for the purpose of greater spiritual awareness and immortality. (http://www.healingtaousa.com/faq_taoist_sexual_practice.html) In all of these practices true love is essential or transformation to higher consciousness.

In Taoist myth as well as other myths around the world, humans were once androgynous, but then the genders were split, due to some kind of “fall from grace”. In  the Greek myth told by Aristophanes (http://www.connellodonovan.com/hen.html) the split arose as a punishment from the  “gods” because they became “jealous” and feared humans having too much power in their androgynous state. And so the primordial, androgynous human was split into two souls and placed into different gendered bodies. I personally believe this gender split is much more complex than the extant ancient writings tell us and can even involve some kind of extraterrestrial genetic engineering such as is hypothesized in the Wes Penre Papers.

http://wespenre.com/4/PDF/WesPenreFourthLevelOfLearning%28EntireLevel–Papers1-17andAppendixPaperA%29031014.pdf

Many of my clients have wondered why it took so long to “get over” a love bite relationship, even if it was short lived. Some think that their lover is being deliberately oppressed and manipulated by dark spiritual forces so that their true twin flame connection cannot be experienced or consummated. It is as if the couple—or one partner—is being held “hostage” by these predatory prison wardens of humanity. When one partner “switches off” or is really being manipulated to reject the true love union, it’s also known as the “twin flame runner syndrome”. Although I wonder if some therapists of these unusual soul mate connections really know what may be going on behind the scenes.

Could these relationships be salvaged into harmonious, blissful and powerful unions with “regular relationship counseling”? Modalities like compassionate communication and applying the relationship gender understandings of John Gray (Men are from Mars, Women from Venus series) are immensely supportive. These systems can help, but the real hurdle is usually getting both partners to even agree to any kind of therapy. Oftentimes one partner is too proud, fearful or downright arrogant to even admit to something “strange” going on and refuses to engage willingly into any kind of therapeutic work. I contend that there is much more to these kinds of paranormally influenced love connections, and we must find healing therapies that really work. In The Dark Side of Cupid I offer psychological and paranormal intervention strategies to help the broken hearted heal from these extraordinarily painful and baffling relationships. The best strategy and protection from a “dark Cupid” relationship is awareness that this even exists.

I believe it is true that knowledge is power. But there is something else even greater and that is sacred love. Sacred love should be protected, nurtured and valued above all things on heaven and Earth. It is truly a mystery…that apparently other dimensional beings since ancient times have wanted to hijack, mimic, exploit and corrupt. This is the war of all wars.

 

And I believe we do have a choice in the matter. We are not powerless!

Video Interview of Eve Lorgen with Jon Kelly

Here is a 30 minute video interview Jon Kelly did with me on November 14, 2012. We talked about my new book, The Dark Side of Cupid, and how this work started from alien abduction research. I touched upon the energy vampirism issue, souls and spiritual warfare. Many people in my case studies experienced being disrupted in some way when seeking the truth of their alien visitation experiences, as well as “engineered love relationships”.

This phenomenon-aka-the “dark side of Cupid” relationship is not exclusive to experiencers of alien encounters, but happens to many more people, especially those seeking the truth about many issues kept secret regarding UFOs, Paranormal, Spirituality, higher consciousness and conspiracy issues. Energy vampirism when viewed from a shamanic perspective, can open our eyes to the unseen entities which may be responsible for this form of “paranormal interference” and soul energy feeding.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eTt37fluZX4&feature=youtu.be

Anubis, Egyptian Jackal-Headed Being Visits Sleeping Couple

Brett, (pseudonym) a former contributor to my Love Bite book testimonies,(http://www.amazon.com/Love-Bite-Alien-Interference-Relationships/dp/0967773709/) reported several accounts of anomalous visits that he and his girlfriend had earlier this year and in April of 2011. Both individuals have had alien visitations throughout their life. The aliens they usually encounter are the typical alien greys or tans. The two children of Brett’s girlfriend, Megan, are suspected of having alien encounters also, but they are too scared to talk about it.

Brett and Megan live in the Southern Highlands area of NSW Australia in two separate homes within minutes of each other. Brett described to me in his own writing four separate unusual incidents, the first one with Anubis in March of this year, followed by several more incidents: a flying orb “UFO” and the sudden appearance of scratches on one of Megan’s children, after a nightmare about “monsters”. In his own words Brett shared Megan’s encounter with Anubis:

Anubis

In March this year Lara was staying over at my house. She woke at 2:30 am to find a large being standing near the doorway of my bedroom, silhouetted against my pale bedroom door. It was 2 metres tall with broad powerful shoulders and a jackal head, just like Anubis. It’s face was wrinkly and she got the impression it was old. It terrified her and soon faded away, but it was a solid being for a moment. I slept through it but woke up feeling like crap, drained and lethargic. Lara went to work at her popular cafe. Every local that came in that day complained of waking depressed and drained. They–the customers–said this without being asked by anyone. They were in a state of mild confusion and unease. It seems crazy but it was as if everyone was paid some sort of visit the night before. We found out later this lethargy and unease extended to least 10km in all directions.

Anubis: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anubis

Incident # 2

Scratches

Megan had a terrible night last April, she dreamed that monsters were attacking her elder sister Grace, aged 14, who slept down the hallway. Lara constantly went in to comfort Megan throughout the night. By morning Grace awoke lethargic and depressed…. and covered in scratches. They looked like domestic cat scratches, however, they were to wide apart to be cat scratches. Each scratch was three parallel lines 20mm and about 150mm long and they covered her back, thighs and belly. They drew blood but were superficial and they disappeared within two days, I personally never saw them and Grace just doesn’t want to talk about it. Lara had one identical scratch on her left thigh, which I saw before it too disappeared without trace.

Incident #3

The White Being

Megan was drawing one day a few months ago, around June 2012. It was your typical grey with large almond eyes but with white and red lips and with a red halo around the top half of its head. Lara observed her daughter’s drawing and Megan said that this creature comes and visits her at night. She hates it. Megan then tore up the picture. Lara retrieved the pieces of the drawing and reassembled them, but they were destroyed before I could see the picture. She won’t talk about it.

Incident # 4

The Orb

In April ’11 I was on the phone with my girlfriend Lara. It was dark outside and her youngest daughter, Megan then aged 7, was still playing outside. During our phone conversation, Megan excitedly ran inside trying to get Lara’a attention. She asked her to wait till she was off the phone.

Another call came in for me, so I hung up and rang the other caller. I walked outside and soon a golden orb sailed across the sky to the south east.  The orb was perfectly spherical with no sound and it was a quiet windless night, elevation about 55 degrees.

I told Lara the next day and she said that Megan saw the same thing yesterday and that’s why she was so excited. Between Megan’s sighting and mine was about 10 minutes, as the crow (or orb) flies it’s 10km. It was moving at 60km/hour. Using this info, I estimated it to be about 600m away from me, about 3m in diameter and 440m altitude.

Significance? Well, I don’t know but Lara is an abductee, Megan is an abductee and I’m an abductee.

 

 

Paranormal Romance: The Real Deal


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Have you ever wondered what a real paranormal romance would be like? Imagine powerful psychic connections, super sexual chemistry, de ja vus, omens and magical synchronicities. You feel mystically connected on a deeper soul level, and yet there seems to be a dangerousness about it. The passion may be unstoppable if you cross that line. Longing and passion builds as telltale signs appear that he or she must be “the one”.

A love drama unfolds with emotional highs, crashing lows and perhaps even paranormal activity. You find yourself doing things that you have never done with other partners. You take greater risks that may be out of character for you. The love affair becomes erratic, obsessive or unable to consummate . It is as if the lovers are being buffeted around by unseen forces from one exhausting drama to the next.  It feels surreal, orchestrated as if it is influenced from the beyond.

If you’ve ever thought you have met your soul mate but were baffled by magical omens, paranormal activity and exhausting emotional drama, you may first want to do a background check on Cupid’s evil twin.

No, it’s not your imagination.

Cupid may very well exist, but he also has a dark side. In The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, The Supernatural and Energy Vampirism, Eve Lorgen, M.A., shares her expertise on what may really be happening when lovers are brought together by paranormal sources. These love connections can lead to obsession, and may even cause the lovers to question their own sanity. Paranormal interference may be anywhere from a nudging sense that “this love connection feels like it’s being orchestrated elsewhere” to a hard-hitting realization that the lover is an outright psychopathic, demonically overshadowed, psychic vampire.”

Through several case histories, identifiable signs and symptoms and a questionaire, the author introduces the reader to a new understanding of mystically connected love relationships gone wrong. She offers practical tools for recognizing, dealing with and healing from these traumatic, fools-gold soul mate connections.

Hear what others are saying about The Dark Side of Cupid:

Whether you are a fan of paranormal romance, someone seeking a soul mate, or wanting to know how real psychic vampirism occurs in a love affair, then this book is for you.
- Joe H. Slate, Ph.D. Author of Psychic Vampires: Protection from Energy Predators and Parasites.

“In Eve Lorgen’s remarkable book she explores an aspect of our reality that may well be one of the most powerful driving forces in our world today, the influence on our lives of a non-human intelligence with highly advanced technology at its disposal. . . . [Her] book is of great import to us all and very timely in its publication.”
From the Foreword by Nigel Kerner, author of Grey Aliens and the Harvesting of Souls

“Through real life experience, Eve Lorgen has developed knowledge and expertise on a subject that few professional counselors dare to tread, mostly because it is unfamiliar and unmapped territory.  While love is the experience that can excite us the most and sometimes bring out our best, it is also our most vulnerable spot through which we can be devoured. This is a book for both the practitioner and the experiencer plus anyone else who wants to broaden their knowledge of the dark side of Cupid.”
Peter Moon, Author of The Montauk Project

eve“Note from Eve Lorgen:
The Dark Side of Cupid is a must-read guidebook for all truth-seeking individuals who are looking for their soul mate. This book comprises several years–well over a decade–of research since the publication of The Love Bite and succinctly describes how one can recognize, deal with, and heal from anomalous relationship interference. Its focus is on healing, empowerment, and a deepening of one’s Soul connection. It is a tool for awakening.

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About the Dark Side of Cupid–Summary of Book

By Eve Lorgen 

The Dark Side of Cupid is about love affairs, the supernatural and energy vampirism. These love connections are believed to be supernaturally arranged and interfered with in such a way as to create a kind of forged soul mate connection. These connections are very powerful, and the psychic bond-link is strong.The energy is very palpable, and you know it when you feel it. So much so, at least one lover in the dyad believes the other must be their soul mate. This is similar to what is experienced in the alien love bite phenomenon. But in this book, not all persons who reported this kind of love relationship believed themselves to be abductees, nor was there any distinct observation of alien beings responsible for these powerful psychic connections between lovers, except for a few cases.

In my view however, I believe the aliens can function in a more interdimensional way, and may be responsible for much more than what we have traditionally understood in the classical alien abduction literature. This book is not about alien abduction research, but rather a guide for those to be able to discern when a more subtle form of interference is taking place within their love relationship.

People from all over the world have come to me in search of answers about unusual love relationships that they believed could be alien orchestrated and manipulated. In the initial years of my research all individuals knew themselves to be alien abductees. But more recently, and over a span of 20 years working with alien abductees and anomalous trauma victims now, I’ve received reports from individuals who were not abductees, but somehow ended up in a type of love bite relationship with a partner who they believed to be heavily interfered with or overshadowed by an alien, reptilian, interdimensional, or attached entity of some sort.

In The Dark Side of Cupid the focus is on recognizing, dealing with and healing from soul draining love affairs that are believed to have been supernaturally arranged and interfered with. Sixty percent of the cases in the book reported at least one alien encounter, however. I believe that nearly all of the cases involve some kind of alien being, such as a reptilian, an interdimensional being–or an attached entity, that was responsible for creating the connection between the lovers, and interfering in such a way as to create chaos and drama. Lots of drama. The focus of this book is not alien abductions per se, or the relationships of “abductees”, but the paranormal and supernatural things that occur when a couple is being set up together, by a supernatural being who may be interloping as Cupid. Of course there is the question whether these types of beings are really who is behind the Cupid myth. I also believe the aliens may be responsible for masquerading under many forms, but ultimately are playing a very big game with humans on this earth and especially in love relationships. It is larger than the alien abductee population and my intent is to bring this to a larger audience, in such a way that the symptoms of such a relationship are brought to the light of awareness, so one can recognize alien manipulation. It’s not all about UFO’s, medical exams and hybrid genetics, but something much more important and widespread. The human soul.

I believe the ultimate purpose of the beings interloping as Cupid is a form of energy vampirism, feeding off the soul, if you will. Energy vampirism can be subtle or profound. In the cases of this book there is a distinct range of symptoms, from annoying emotional vampirism  and the sense it is being set up as if you are a puppet in some TV reality show– to a more definite inner knowing, replete with paranormal activity, magical synchronicities and a roller coaster of emotional drama. It can be as lethal as demonic vampirism where your health, sanity and life feel endangered, where one partner is literally hosted or overshadowed by a non-human interdimensional entity-such as a reptilian–who wreaks havoc in the life of the love bite experiencer.

One third of the book is about how to recognize whether your love connection is orchestrated or manipulated by supernatural sources. This is the awareness and educational factor, to understand how to recognize signs and symptoms of such a connection. Supernatural interference  can occur in a neutral, benevolent or predatory way, and discernment is an important part of how to recognize such interference. Over a dozen case histories are described, so that one can get a clear understanding via real life stories, how the Dark Side of Cupid operates.

The second third of the book is about dealing with and resolving the love relationship if you know there is manipulation and interference. This involves psychological intervention strategies like compassionate communication skills. This is helpful if the couple understands there is manipulation, and they want to work it out, as the connection can be quite strong with good chemistry. Some couples have been able to work these things out so that the love affair survives. But this success only comes with awareness of what is happening and a strong resolve to work things out by learning how to communicate and be resilient to “alien” manipulation.

The last part of the book involves paranormal intervention strategies and healing issues regarding a love relationship that is going to break up or was severed. This is the most powerful part of the book, because it takes emotional intelligence, spiritual integrity and strategies such as taking up a spiritual practice. Things like daily prayer, shamanic healing, spirit release work, meditation, yoga and engaging in advanced hypnotherapeutic techniques have been helpful. More recently Iv’e had success with the liberation techniques of Dr. Corrado Malanga, such as SIMBAD and FMS. These techniques are designed to reduce and ultimately eliminate alien interference, including the alien love bite manipulated love connection.

Experiencing a dark side of Cupid love affair is a wake up call. This is an opportunity for awakening spiritual and emotional intelligence. This will enable the seeker of true love to be able to recognize true soul mate connections versus counterfeit ones.

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(not for reprint except for MUFON, or with express permission by author)

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