I saw that the stripper had gotten some of these things from her childhood experiences and many more of them were entities and other creepy things that she had picked up or contracted from the many sexually deviant men that she had serviced and the atmosphere she worked in. I also knew some of these were actively being directed by and were connected to something outside of her also. I could clearly see that there was something that worked through her and that was driving her from outside of her field. It was an alien type technology that was actually linked into her and into her field and even into to the strip club itself and what was going on in this place. I could see this larger technology was there for the purpose of cording the men or people (there were a few women too) that she was servicing sexually in these acts of prostitution. It was some sort of unconscious contract she had with an outside force that hovered above this time event.
I could actually see a rounded disked shaped space craft hovering in a dimension that seemed to be directly above and slightly to the right of the physical space above the strip club and this event field itself. I saw my husband and others physically in the strip club committing these acts. I also saw the technology that was being used to cord these people that were susceptible to these sorts of addictive and/or deviant processes. This ship and its technology hovered above it all and it was there for the specific purpose of cording people.
The things that have happened in my marriage have been traumatizing and at the same time are quite interesting. As I look at it all now in hind sight with a little distance, it is clear that something much larger then my husband’s and my situation is going on. It makes so much more sense than it ever has before, as the bigger picture is emerging. Something much larger is going on and it is effecting many people.
I have had two “love bite” relationships that have both been very traumatizing and difficult experiences to go through. I have done much work now to resolve my unresolved trauma. The first relationship was a short, less then two years, a marriage in my early twenties to a psychopath. I am in the process of divorcing my current husband or 23 years now. He is not a psychopath but does have a splintered self and has he been a very convincing fraud and fake, nice guy. Realizing who he really was really choosing to be and what he has really had going on all these years has also been extremely educational, eye opening, and enlightening to witness. I have seen a whole new level of some of the darker things that are going on in our world now.
I am an artist and the attached images are very quick sketches that I did to capture this dynamic of what I saw while it was still fresh in my mind. I am planning on creating better images of several of the things that I have witnessed going on during this marriage relationship because there are several other things that I think directly relate to what’s going on and also to the work you are doing, I will send these illustrations of these events to you when complete. Thank You for the work you are doing.
Hopefully by sharing this information and experience, others will be more able to see and perceive these things also. I have learned that these entities do not like being seen for what they really are. It is a dis-empowering experience for them. Therefore seeing this all for what is, seems to be one of the easiest ways to transform and transcend its ability to influence our lives. One of the things that has surprised me the most about all of this is the dimensionality aspect of it. We have been conditioned to see and perceive the “alien” and “UFO phenomena” in a way that is actually quite misleading and limiting.
Therapeutic Help and Recovery:I am doing much better and working daily to heal and to be my most whole and authentic self and to move on with my life. That does not mean that there has not been significant amount of unnecessary damage. I do have to say that this “Alien love bite” thing and all of the manipulative, deceptive agendas that go along with this on a very practical level–seems to be rather wasteful. In many ways the experience of having our lives deviated by this force that is cruel, limiting in annoying ways, seems ultimately unnecessary and wasteful. While I do understand the concept that so many spiritual teachers suggest that we signed up for this suffering to make us stronger–I just do not agree. Something about that is off. ( EL–I agree!)
I don’t see this as a grand spiritual lesson that we signed up for before we came here, that is intended to somehow make us better or stronger through being traumatized or through suffering of some kind. I see this as a nuisance, like mosquitos that swarm on a beautiful tropical island. We may sign up for the vacation and we then educate ourselves about the local parasites and predator that are present in this environment, we keep our eyes open and take action to prevent ourselves from being bitten, harmed or distracted by them. We don’t allow them to deviate us form enjoying a good life or a good vacation.
One of the most helpful things for me therapy wise has been EMDR. See: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eye_movement_desensitization_and_reprocessing
It has helped me in healing this current trauma and it has addressed the underlying issues, and limiting reactive patterns that were set up for me through early childhood experiences. I think these experiences set up survival mechanisms in me that made me more vulnerable and susceptible to being targeted by this type of abuse in my relationships. My natural nature is highly empathetic, compassionate and open, and the blind-spots these early traumas created made me an easy target, it seems. Through EMDR I was able to reprocess a lot of the automatic response patterns that I was not aware that I even had. The results have been amazing and confirmable through real-life situations.
During EMDR I had two very factual based memories come up of myself being ritually abused around the age of three months. This happened while I was in the care of a babysitter who was “prostituting” me out to a clergy type person in Raliegh, NC and my memory suggests that it was actually surprisingly an unsuccessful event for the people doing it. I think this experience is part of the reason that I am able to perceive the things I am able to perceive now. It seems I may have been targeted at a very early age by this alien or demonic force. The abuse only happened twice because my highly intuitive mother, who was 19 years old at the time, quickly sensed that something was horribly wrong and quit her job and took me out of the care of this person. She did not know what had actually happened however, when I asked both my parents about this time in my life. After the memory came up in EMDR, they both confirmed that they had intuited that something was off with this the babysitter and they both noticed that I had become oddly sick and had changed after being in her care for only a couple of months and they both knew they had to take me out of her care. Thank goodness for parental intuition. I do not understand why I was targeted at such a young age or continued to be targeted and I don’t think it’s because I am some special person or anything like that. However, something in me knows that none of this is just random occurrence. There are reasons or circumstances behind why people are targeted.
I asked M,
“I also find it interesting that the auric field color around the ex is forest, darkish-green. Was his color this way most of the time or only when the iguana, which looks like it hangs on at the neck area on one side?”
M: The electric blue outlined iguana was on my husband’s right shoulder and this is what I saw first. It appeared there and then I knew there was this white, cubic box behind it. The iguana form on his right shoulder stayed there on his shoulder but it started fading as this dark, green-gray reptilian entity showed up. It came in also slightly from the right and then it seemed to come into my husbands body from behind him. The dark, gray-green form behind my STBX husband’s body in the illustration is actually the entity overshadowing my husband in what looked like an energetic body. I could see this entity in it’s entirety and the part that merged with my husbands body was less easy to see, yet I could still see it and the part that was larger then my husband is what looks like an auric field over my husbands body. It was a reptilian looking entity and it was actually coming into my husbands body, taking it over and was even very awkwardly animating my husband’s body. I knew my husband was not there anymore as soon as this entity started taking him over. Not sure where my husbands consciousness was, but it seems maybe he was beside himself and was not conscious of this as it was happening. I have ask him if he has any memories of what was happening to him this day and he said he remembers it happening because of my response to it, and the fact that I made him get off me. But he said he has no memory of what was happening to him. To me it was obvious that he was being taken over and evicted by this reptilian entity for what was going to be a brief, three to five minute grand finalle. I also knew somehow that this entity could not be here, in our world or atmosphere much longer then 3 to maybe 17 minutes at the most in one event. I knew that it was continually corded into my husband in his daily life but it remained outside of the human sphere. I knew that this reptile entity was connected to my husband somehow and that it monitored my husband continually and even influenced him and drove his behaviors and choices. However, this entity could not be here in its physical energetic form for too long. Not sure how I knew this, I just did.
The entity, in its energetic form, was a little bit larger then my husband’s body energetically at least and the green-gray outline around my husbands body that looks like an aura was the part of the reptilian entity that extended beyond my husband’s body as it took him over. I could see the whole entity in its 3d energetic form yet it is difficult to draw it as it was transparent and simultaneously multidimensional.
I also know that this entity despised me and directed its rage towards me through my husband sometimes.
This is another interesting thing that happened around this. It was not too long after this event that I figured out what was going on with my husband and I insisted he leave our home. I did agree to allow him to do a year of SA therapy before deciding whether or not to divorce him. However I have not allowed him to move back in our home since the day he was out.
A day or two after I asked him to leave I had a dream where these entities were very aggressively and brutally anally raping me. In the dream I knew they could not really touch me but they wanted me to believe they could. They were even trying to make me have a physical orgasm and I blocked them and I disregarded them. I gave them no energy of any kind, not even anger. I simple saw them for what they were. It seemed like this was a last ditch effort on their part to get me or to punish me or to show me who’s boss. I knew they despised that I could block them. I could also sense that they knew if my husband was not physically living with me they would have less opportunity to access me through him in the future. I know I do still have to be aware and on guard so they do not find a way to get to me. I also know there is no comparison when it comes to who is more alive, real, luminous and Divinely endowed.
I asked M:
“Did you ever do any internal energy body scanning on yourself to see if any cords links or weird looking parasites were present? Oftentimes when I do sessions with people and use hypnotherapeutic methods, and view the energy body, they may see any number of things, from odd shaped implants to serpent, snake, octopus, medusa, alien or insect type of parasites that act like living beings that feed off of energy internally. Most of them seem to hook in the sacral, genital or solar plexus areas. Or they can link in on the back of shoulders, neck and even the heart.”
I found the watercolor sketches of how the alien technology that I saw over the strip club was set up and seemed to work. It may be more confusing then helpful as I did these during my meditation to help me remember the details of what I was seeing. The actual physical club is represented at the bottom of the drawing. It looks like a constellation because this technology was connected to many similar establishments that carried out, supported, and linked into the same constellation of human behavior patterns. The things above this are each in different areas of dimensions or dimensional levels and they had specific functions. Sidereal time was involved in understanding how this worked. This was all actually very interesting and I am not sure I can adequately explain it all and I wont try to here because this is long enough already.
The same type of reptilian being that was corded to and overshadowing my STBX husband was the kind of reptilian entity that was sitting inside the ship seen at the top of the drawing and it was very mechanically and robotically running whatever was going on technology-wise inside the ship. I do know that just because I saw this technology this way does not mean this actually exists there, and it could be an energetic dynamic of some kind or holographically devised in some way. I also know that it could actually be there in some way. I do think it may represent how the propensity for human deviation is created and continued in human behaviors, somehow through an outside influence or interference that we have been not been consciously aware of in significant ways yet.
More details on the constellation of influence to other physical locations:
M said: The strip club scene inside the cone/ inverted funnel shape was not the 3d physical strip club that my H was in when he was hooked or possessed.
The physical strip club that my husband was in, when he was hooked/possessed, is at the bottom of the drawing. It looks like a constellation. This constellation image at base of drawing represents the strip club my husband was in and is actually an outline that fits perfectly over an image of the actual strip club he was in. It is just drawn like a constellation – I drew it this way because of something that had happened earlier and because I needed it as a reference and didn’t need to draw a specific club because there were a lot more then just one physical establishment being linked and driven by this technology. The technology was linking into many strip clubs and other addiction-based establishments and even vulnerable individuals wherever they were, too. The main theme that this technology drove was sexual deviance and perversion though. I do have good note on all of this and will get them out and look at them.
The Funnel shape is not the 3d strip club yet the scene I saw in it does exist somewhere and my intuition was that it was inside of a bank on the top floor of a banking building like a sky scraper. It some how served as a template or a school that was somehow a part of how this technology functioned.
I actually went into the funnel shape in the meditation and have notes about what was going on in this contained space, ( time and space were different and I noticed this and thought it was odd in a predatory sort of way) There was a lot going on inside the funnel shape and part of what was going on included a gross misuse of nature.
The funnel shape was there. I could see it as an important part of the technology so I don’t think it was just an analogy or symbolic representation, even though it could easily function that way. It could of had a holographic dynamic to it, especially regarding what was playing out inside of it. It was in the sky and in between the dimensional “splits?” _ not sure how to describe it perfectly -will check notes – I probably documented more details about it. —
What was going on, in the bottom red carpeted level of the funnel was definitely happening in a large corporation setting like banking somewhere. It was playing out or had played out physically some where and the architecture of where it was playing out mattered. The men and the female “sex workers” (that were more like super(ficially) happy zombie slaves) were people living out some lifestyle of sorts. It was a template of some kind or it set the template for the technology that was linking into and driving human behaviors in our physical world. Training was going on that was paying out, setting up and normalizing exaggerated deviated patriarchal sexuality that is really not human or can be deviated beyond what is natural normal human behavior easily.