Eve Lorgen will be a guest on the The Michael Decon Program, Tuesdy January 24, 2017, at 8:00 PM PST / 9:30 PM EST
Youtube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cq-lxkYZcV4&feature=youtu.be
Eve Lorgen will be a guest on the The Michael Decon Program, Tuesdy January 24, 2017, at 8:00 PM PST / 9:30 PM EST
Youtube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cq-lxkYZcV4&feature=youtu.be
I am happy to share that our Web Panel Discussion Love Bite Plus has been subtitled into French, thanks to the work of Mae. These two panels,
Love Bite Plus, and Hyperdimensional Interference and the Keys to Discernment are now available on her Youtube channel. (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGXaX4168ElfCHsPOv0sCzg)
– Love Bite + Pannel of 2015 : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djF31WIB38g
– Hyperdimensional Interferences of 2016 : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9W2b5N82B0E
What are Archons, and why do they “copy”?
A general overview of Archons and their nature can be found in many of the Nag Hammadi Library Gnostic codexes. (See: http://gnosis.org/naghamm/nhlcodex.html)
A summary of the various meanings and connotations of Archons can be viewed in the Gnostic Glossary by L. Carauana—See: http://www.gnosticq.com/az.text/glos.af.html#Anchor-ARCHONS-21683
In short: “- ARCHONS
– The rulers of the Lower Aeons
– Also called rulers, governors, authorities, guards, gate keepers, robbers, toll collectors, detainers, judges, pitiless ones, adulterers, man-eaters, corpse-eaters, fishermen
1. ARCHONS – IN GENERAL
– Yaltabaoth is the Chief Archon and created all the others. See YALTABAOTH.
– According to the Apocryphon of John, there are twelve Archons and their aeons, comprising the Lower Aeons
– Seven heavenly Archons are associated with the seven planetary heavens.
– Five Archons ‘of the Abyss’ are associated with the five sublunary realms created by earth, water, air and fire intermixed in the ether.
7. ARCHONS – ALTERNATE NAMES
– The Archons as toll collectors: “…three of them will seize you – they who sit (there) as toll collectors…” (Jesus to James, First Apocalypse of James) “The toll-collector who dwells in the fourth heaven replied, saying…” (Apocalypse of Paul)
– As judges: James prays as he dies: “Do not give me into the hand of a judge who is severe with sin!” (First Apocalypse of James)
– As governors and administrators: “The governors and the administrators possess garments granted only for a time, which do not last.” (Dialogue of the Saviour)
– As robbers: “This is the tomb of the newly-formed body with which the robbers had clothed the man, the bond of forgetfulness; and he became a mortal man.” (Apocalypse of John)
– As pitiless ones: “I have broken the gates of the pitiless ones” (Sophia of Jesus Christ); “the secure gates of those pitiless ones I broke” (Trimorphic Protonoia)
– as adulterers: “she (the soul) had given herself to wanton, unfaithful adulterers” (Exegesis on the Soul)
– As man-eaters and fishermen: “For man-eaters will seize us and swallow us, rejoicing like a fisherman casting a hook into the water.” (Authoritative Teaching)
– In the sense of man-eaters, the Archons are also corpse-eaters. They eat the dead (the non-Elect) while the angels of the Upper Aeons, as truth, eat the living (the Elect) as they ascend: “This world is a corpse-eater. All the things eaten in it themselves die also. Truth is a life-eater. Therefore no one nourished by truth will die…” (Gospel of Philip)
– Archons have souls, but no spirit: “they (the Archons) could not lay hold of that image, which had appeared to them in the waters, because of their weakness – since beings that merely possess a soul cannot lay hold of those that possess a spirit” (Hypostasis of the Archons)
– Since they have no fullness, they are deficient. Though they exist at present, they will return to their state of non-existence: “their end will be like their beginning: from that which did not exist (they are) to return once again to that which will not be.” (Tripartite Tractate)
• They are likenesses, copies, imitations, shadows, phantasms and distorted reflections of the Upper Aeons: “(The Archons) are their (the Pleromas’) likenesses, copies, shadows, and phantasms, lacking reason and the light (…). In the manner of a reflection are they beautiful. For the face of the copy normally takes its beauty from that of which it is a copy.” (Tripartite Tractate)
– (TO GO) ASTRAY
– Those who ‘go astray’ are caught in the traps and distractions of the Archons, and have not yet recognized the ‘gnosis’.
– If they later recognize the gnosis, they may still be saved (as Penitants)
– “…many go astray on the way.” (Gospel of Philip)
– “those on whom the counterfeit spirit descends are drawn by him and they go astray.” (Apocryphon of John)
– As the penitants: “And I said, ‘Lord, where will the souls of these go when they have come out of their flesh? (…) Those who have not known to whom they belong, where will their souls be?’ And he said to me, ‘In those, the despicable spirit has gained strength when they went astray. (…) After it comes out of (the body), it is handed over to the authorities (…), and they bind it with chains and cast it into prison, and consort with it until it is liberated from the forgetfulness and acquires knowledge. And if thus it becomes perfect, it is saved (…) It is not again cast into another flesh.” (Apocryphon of John)
– Those who go astray do not know the difference between perishable and imperishable: “Now a difference existed among the imperishable aeons. Let us, then, consider (it) this way: Everything that came from the perishable will perish, since it came from the perishable. Whatever came from imperishableness will not perish but will become imperishable, since it came from imperishableness. So, many men went astray because they had not known this difference; that is, they died.” (Eugnostos the Blessed)
– The flesh of ‘non-understanding’ leads us astray. Jesus: “I do not speak of the flesh in which you dwell, but the flesh of non-understanding which exists in ignorance, which leads astray many from the of my Father.” (First Book of Jeu)
The term copycat has been used in only relatively recent times, but may have originated with some of Shakespeare’s writings. (See: http://www.slate.com/articles/news_and_politics/explainer/2011/08/what_a_copycat.html
The Archons nature is filled with spiritual ignorance, and envy, and like Jesus said,(paraphrased) “They were liars and thieves from the beginning”. They aim to steal, copy, exploit, control, corrupt and harvest by leading astray those who have not remembered and acted upon their true spiritual origin, (gnosis). They are compelled to act like parasites, infecting, copying themselves within their hosts, until the hosts become corrupted, and “copied out” to run the archons programs for them, and reproduce their parasitic behaviors like embedded programs.
Imitators and Parasite Infected Trolls in Social Media
So how might this be playing out in today’s world, particularly with social media technologies in particular? How can we recognize how this takes place in everyday terms, lifestyles and psychology?
After being confronted with several cases of alien love bites and other archontic infected machinations through certain people, I was inspired to write this post on Facebook:
“My next article and web panel discussion will be on Archontic copy cat programs, and how mind controlled, entity infected people running these programs use others work to promote themselves and smear others reputation with their stupidity.”
It never ceases to amaze me at the effectiveness of mind control, conditioning programs and corrupted beliefs to completely hoodwink and lead people astray. You see, the mind control doesn’t have to take the form of some overt MK-Ultra handled and trauma tortured person in a ritual abuse cult, in order for them to act out “programs” of the controllers, Archontic parasites, reptilian entities, demons or whatever is working through them. On the contrary, sometimes those who have been more heavily handled and tortured, tend to be the ones that cannot be controlled more easily by the generic conditioning population control methods for the “average intelligence” and spiritually “lukewarm” people. This is something that alien abduction researchers such as Barbara Bartholic, myself, James Bartley and Karla Turner have noticed with many “alien abductees”. It was often those people who were specifically targeted with an extra dose of abuse, interference, programming and control to be kept in line with the Archontic control system over humanity. These persons were interfered with more heavily and used as lab rats to develop and streamline the best control systems by the shadow “breakaway” groups implementing these occult control systems on humanity. Most of these individuals—original abductees— remained relatively unknown for their real lives and “abilities”, while some who are “parasited” and running the alien or MK Ultra occult programming tended to be the big famous people. Or those who are high up in alphabet soup agencies, occult organizations, aerospace, academia and entertainment. It just works that way for the most part. The more heavy an influence a position will have, the more likely the person at the top is already controlled by these archontic parasite programs.
The media is chock full of these Archontic infected trolls and imitators whose sole function is to skew the true statistical presence of real discussion, opinions and truth that originals will make known. Some may refer to these trolls as “bots” which may not even be real people, but programs designed to react to specific topics, memes or discussions. I found it alarming that for having only a scarce 194 friends on Facebook, I had assigned to me nearly thirty Facebook security fake profiles and people who apparently stalk certain groups regularly without being real “friends” on Facebook. (I have since deleted my Facebook account) And when you effort to block them, Facebook security won’t let you! And if this tactic doesn’t work to discourage originals from writing and discussing apparently “subversively tagged” material, the Archontic infected imitators and parasites start posting material on the internet whose real purpose is to malign and taint the reputation of originals and truth telling folks.
I found this video on Youtube describing typical, reptilian targeting troll tactics. This is the description of the video:
“Published on Jan 6, 2017
“Mirrored Original” The Dynamics Of Realm Piracy – Case Example 2Circles YT channel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWhXX... The Solution
Only the strong finish the journey. What is most important to survive this adventure are:
-Daily cold showers
-Meditation to cultivate the inner silence (Spirit ignition)
-Heavy weight lifting
This strengthens the pull of the soul on the body. Comes with a feeling of confidence and overall well being and makes it much more difficult for entities to weaken you psychologically/emotionally. Easy gymnastics won’t do it, you have to push your limits.
Having strong emotional self control is absolutely vital for remaining uninfluenced by forces that prey on our emotions. This is achieved by constant honest self-observation, correction and maturing.
And ALWAYS being aware that there ARE those that prey on our emotions. Knowing and accepting that is half the battle won. Knowing that you are about to be manipulated into a fight, prevents it right away. Knowing that you were manipulated into one, makes it easier to deal with it afterwards.
You are not your body, not your name, not your life story. You are a soul that had hundreds of experiences like that. No one and nothing in this reality can do the REAL YOU any harm.
Always remember this when being challenged and provoked. It’s not you that gets attacked, but merely your Matrix Avatar Toon.
You take no damage when Super Mario gets killed by a turtle.
Neither does the real you take damage when a matrix lizard attacks your avatar. It’s just a game.
It happens more often than one would think, but most people don’t recognize the reptilian signature, the psychic mind reading, synchronistic component of “timed reptilian assaults” online. Of course this can happen in person in different ways, but is more common online. I’ve had these occur in several ways, often time in a multiple hit format, in person with some social interaction, online emails or forum remarks, Facebook etc. It’s how it is orchestrated seemingly from a hyper-dimensional perspective, perhaps with the assistance of artificial intelligence mediated through the internet utilizing the “troll matrix characters” to carry out their archontic programmed, parasite functions.”
There are also Facebook “copycat social media programs”, where you get some email invitation from a friend or email address you recognize, and to get the message, you have to open a link and it immediately copies your FB profile and by just clicking on the link to try to read the message, it automatically sets up your social media page, (without permission) after which you start receiving numerous invitations, messages and so on. Then when you go to delete the account or unsubscribe, it pops up a page where you have to accept their cookies in order to delete your page! Unbelievable!
I’m sure many have made initial purchases for online dating networking only to realize that it won’t let you unsubscribe or remove your profile from public view. Even if you call their contact number several times, it keeps charging your credit card. Apparently to delete your subscription you have to find a specific email they send with a slew of other junk emails that fill up your box so much you cannot find the one email with the fine print hidden in a way you cannot easily find the “Do not continue, unsubscribe” option. It is insane and deceptive, and what is worse is that when you do manage to speak to a “real person” through a phone contact number, they justify the corrupt, deceptive business tactics and make you wrong and “feel guilty and shamed” for not consenting to be endlessly charged. Archontic copy cats just following orders from their controllers of course….
It makes you think that people who promote these things have been archontically “copied out” having lost their soul and moral compass, so they normalize fraudulent business operations in the name of technology or, “its just a job”.
Spam emails are similar in that they try to make it irresistible to not click on a link that tells you money has been deposited into your Pay Pal account, after which it is yet another scam to steal personal information. One has to wonder the minds who create such scams, spam and crime businesses, and if they too are nothing but Archontic copied out “back drop people” whose sole purpose is to carry out their copycat parasite program, in such a way that it looks “normal”. IT IS NOT NORMAL. Nor is it human or whatever were original humans? The serpent seed? Who knows…
The sad thing about the increase in scams, and all manner of deceitful crimes is that it causes one to be suspicious and distrusting. It is not always safe to “help” someone in need or on the side of the road for example, especially for a woman.
Now I know there are good people out there who give, are volunteers for many organizations, and I also know people who were inspired to give, during the holidays for example —to a particular Christmas gift giving Facebook group for the local poor in their community. And they got caught into a scam. These generous people, in one case, were told a sob story of how the recipient man is a poor unemployed widower with kids to support who desperately needed help. Turned out that the poor widower was a meth addict, crack head, leeching off easily duped people to collect as many “gift cards” as possible for himself. So we really have to ask ourselves, how can we still be able to give and live according to positive spiritual laws, and still maintain discernment so that you “know” when you’ve been targeted for a scam or dishonest business practices? (Or sexual predators on dating sites…)
You see, people would like to give and live in generous ways where they don’t have to be afraid of being ripped off, hurt or left in dangerous situations. It’s also true that as the economic depression increases, the number of scams and illegal business operations (including sex trafficking and human slavery) increase along with the reversing of the moral compass “just to survive”. If you ask me, it is all engineered by the same Archontic predators so that people have less and less chances to get out of their reptilian brain and out of the trap of poverty consciousness.
A key point to observe also, is how many businesses which require some sort of agreement, where the real important parts are in the fine print, which is really a form of entrapment, or what we now call “agreement of entrapment”, that legally binds you to their deceitful thievery and access to you or your personal information. This is why creating statements of non-consent and declarations of non consent may be helpful. A sample “Declaration of Non-Consent” can be viewed here:
These agreements of entrapment extend beyond “signing forms or agreements” for purchases, job confidentialities or online social media. These agreements of entrapment are carried out within our own belief systems, and how we can get sucked into feelings of guilt, shame and obligation that in reality is not our own “stuff”, but projections and manipulations by others who don’t deal with their stuff–who are expert manipulators. See my previous article on Cleaning Up Others Messes—When is Enough?
This is ultimately a lesson on Boundaries, if we want to be free and unharmed from predators acting out archontic programs.
Spiritual Warfare is about Soul Harvesting
It is not all black and white however, as there are so many programs and unimaginable activities going on that the average, easily distracted person may never become aware of it, and be counted in as easily “harvestable material” by the ones who lay claim on their human souls.
Most of the population won’t notice these covert shadow government, breakaway and “alien” engineered activities but the abductees and milabs—especially those with supernatural abilities and higher IQ’s tend to be monitored, targeted and tweaked like canaries in a coal mine so that the rest of the population will be easily controlled in comparison and not even know they are enslaved and manipulated. All for the harvest of course. It is a spiritual war and never forget that.
Some may prefer to perceive this as some kind of spiritual evolution, or ascension cycle. But if you ask me, it’s not quite that simple. The complexity lies in the Archontic infection, “imitators of humans” and artificial intelligence “beast” technologies which have hijacked so many systems that the probability of people waking up, as time proceeds is becoming less likely. (At least if life continues in this fashion.) Excepting for the few, the brave, unrelenting truth seekers whose determination to seek the truth, live the example through their originality and shining goodness of their beingness. Not copy-cats.
The Loss of Discernment and Skewing of Moral Compass
Unfortunately our Earth history, religions and values have been so corrupted and in some cases, completely reversed. People who do not listen or follow their own spiritual intuition—and do the real healing work, called self-responsibility— are easily taken over by the false copy-cat programs and parasites without even knowing it has hijacked them. They lose their spiritual discernment, and often fall into either the victim or predator role. Their moral compass is often skewed by this point and now they are operating on behaviors, compulsions and beliefs that justify the ”the archontic parasite programs”. It is these individuals who tend to copy-cat the “creative originals”, or promote themselves using others’ accomplishments to flagellate their own egos, businesses, and compulsive self-justifications.
This is sad, infuriating and disgusting. I see how something real and genuine such as “interdimensional interference, alien manipulation and high technology, black magic operations really do happen, and yet the parasited “copy cats” and emotionally, spiritually weak and intellectually ignorant people will use every excuse to essentially say, “the devil made me do it”—it’s his/her fault and I’m a poor victim and he/she is the monster doing all of this to me.” Not only that, but I’ve directly observed how the whining victim claiming an “alien love bite” through corrupted New Age beliefs and practice in reptilian manipulated, neo-tantric sexual practices completely put themselves in harm’s way through lack of discernment. Or excessive drug use like methamphetamine or “crack”. This thus enables the predator/abuser to be and act out what they are with free reign, while both are essentially playing the whining victim card, etc.
What I see is the failure of many to understand some basic spiritual laws, and how their own lack of healing, false beliefs, egotistical desires and mind controlled behaviors led them straight into the predators den, until they too started acting like energy vampires! You know, the old vampire tales of how the “victim gets bitten” and turns into a vampire themselves may not be completely untrue—unless the victim heals, learns true spiritual laws and takes personal responsibility to reconnect with their real Spirit instead of the Archon parasites, and false programs of the copy-cats playing gods—or humans. Since, after all, we are often dealing with something that is no longer human, per se, but pretenders who are in actuality predators who tend to exhibit psychopathic, narcissistic, vampiric tendencies. Some can be quite charming, and alluring in sexuality, carrying out the “reptilian sexual predations and tactics” of false twin flames, kundalini activation, bliss and the characteristic alien love bite/Dark Cupid dynamics. (See: The Love Bite: Alien Interference in Human Love Relationships (https://www.amazon.com/Love-Bite-Alien-Interference-Relationships/dp/0967773709/)
and The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, The Supernatural and Energy Vampirism by Eve Lorgen (https://www.amazon.com/Dark-Side-Cupid-Supernatural-Vampirism/dp/0967799546/ref=pd_sim_14_1?_encoding=UTF8&pd_rd_i=0967799546&pd_rd_r=G6G7DQCTHWE48RG0RCBX&pd_rd_w=jfWB6&pd_rd_wg=qloXp&psc=1&refRID=G6G7DQCTHWE48RG0RCBX
This is often an X-rated topic all its own which, at some point, we will address in an upcoming Web Panel discussion where we elaborate more on the reptilian sexual predations and abilities.
So much can be learned through a basic understanding of human psychology, trauma, addictions, genuine spiritual laws and ethics. And, I must admit, that many of us who have had any sort of traumatic experiences related to the “alien love bite”, or anomalous hyperdimensional interferences, such as mind control, sorcery attacks, targeting, or even MK Ultra programs, we realize that hindsight is 20/20 vision.
Hope, Self-Forgiveness and Humility
It is easy to be angry, blaming, and self-pitying when these kinds of traumatic experiences happen to us over and over again. We can fall into a kind of hopelessness to give up when we see this day in and day out. We may choose to numb ourselves, isolate or self-medicate with all manner of distractions or even addictions. We may just normalize the “dysfunction” of it all, believing it is “just the way it is”, while actually perpetuating and creating these beliefs and patterns in our reality.
But I know that this is not the solution. Hope is here, and people are waking up, healing, taking personal responsibility and helping others. We just have to go deep enough inside ourselves, be humble and willing enough to feel, connect, self-forgive and allow the wisdom of our Spirit to move at the pace of what is right for us. We are all in different places, from different family systems, cultures and age groups.
Guilt, Shame and “Dysfunctional Family Loyalties”
This brings me to the topic of how family or group loyalties can affect our discriminating wisdom and hinder the opening up of opportunity to ultimate freedom.
One thing I have observed that is often a stumbling block to healing, integration and awareness of our “Spiritual higher Self” is the lack of understanding of “agreements of entrapment” . The key is to understand how our own trapped emotions and deep beliefs about “what we should do or be” imprison us to remain victims of continual manipulation by hyper dimensional forces, or our own subconscious minds, family systems and “curses”. In essence,
The entire spiritual manipulation system and agreements of entrapment seem to lie in how we allow guilt, shame, family loyalties and obligations to keep us tied to someone, thing, or group etc ., whose only job is to drag us down energetically and vibrationally such that we too may get spiritually harvested or used as archontic puppets to be recycled endlessly.
We actually see this family loyalty obligation heavily in “Mafia families” and Illuminati Bloodline families to the extent that those who choose to break away from “their handlers and abusers—who have used them to promote crime and other “agendas”, are shamed with guilt, punished and left to the wolves, homeless, sometimes medically and financially compromised or reputations smeared. This ties in with the psychopathology of narcissistic abuse, and how cult abuse creates innumerable agreements of entrapment for manipulation.
Why is this insistence of the “obligation to loyalties so impressed upon families or even “specific fraternal groups, cults or alphabet soup agencies?” Think about it, if you are in recovery, lets say from any kind of drug or alcohol addiction, recovering from any kind of sexual abuse, narcissistic cult abuse etc., the single most important action to take to recover is the NO CONTACT RULE, and of course to not “use” the substance of abuse. One of the most difficult things for people in recovery is the complete change in not only their drinking or drug habits but their social lifestyle, relationships and maybe even their careers. When family loyalties keep them locked into guilt and shame, or normalize dysfunctional behaviors, they are left wide open to be manipulated by the same dark forces that caused them to become self-medicating addicts to begin with. Guilt and shame are the most common means in which “the dark side” creates agreements of entrapment to ensure they have souls to exploit, manipulate and ultimately, if possible, to harvest for their own use.
In some Buddhist texts such as Zurchunpa’s Testament (Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche, Snowlion Publications, 2006) it is suggested, if not required, to detach from ones own family and country of origin, if the enlightenment seeking yogi wishes to become free from the cycles of samsara. It is also suggested to keep the company of excellent friends who abide by virtue. Pride, attachment, aversion and distractions are the enemies of true freedom. And, “If you do not practice the moment faith arises, there will be no end to the jobs you have to do.” (Pg.33)
Faith from the Buddhist perspective, is actually the number one key to finding and practicing the Dharma. Dharma is essentially the teachings of truth. Awareness of truth happens through faith, practicing virtue, taking the time to meditate in awareness and contemplate the true causes and effects of what is perceived in reality. My only criticisms regarding classical Buddhist instructions are the lack of clarification of human psychology, interpersonal relations and contemporary issues on anomalous experiences. There is also a kind of idolized over culturalization of Asian traditions, which often reflect some forms of archontic infection such as gender inequality, and hive minded assumptions holding group loyalties. Buddhist groups, just like any other religious groups and cults can be just as vulnerable to mind control programming and “archontic infection” as any other, unless the truth seeking yogi really remembers their true spiritual origins. By this time, they often remain unnamed and anonymous, living through the spontaneous wisdom of the Spirit.
This Friday, December 9, 8-9 pm Eastern time, I will be a guest on Ralphie Castaldo’s Mystic Spiral Radio Show.
This time we will talk about the Soul, the Spirit, astral parasites, artificial intelligence programming, and how we can become aware of this, so we can free ourselves from parasites and Archontic AI programming, whose purpose is for Soul Harvesting–or the “second death”. This is important and yet many people haven’t made the connections in understanding why it is so important to be aware of and integrated to their Higher Selves and our Eternal Spirit. We need to discern the difference between soul programming versus true Spiritual Eternal beingness. This is Natural and connected to our true Nature, but most have this submerged deep underneath unconscious programming and Archontic control systems. When we can open up our awareness in a natural spontaneous fashion, we can start to notice how this subtle programming is automated in various systems in this world and even in the dream state. Waking up means taking personal responsibility for healing, sobriety, understanding our own selves, and bypassing the Archontic programming of our minds.
This is the recorded link from the 12/9/2016 show: https://www.podomatic.com/podcasts/moontribe712/episodes/2016-12-09T19_10_26-08_00
You can tune into the show live via parazradionetwork.com:
The link for show is
Ralph’s website is: http://themysticalspiral.com
I will be a guest on Yvonne Palermo’s Groovie Bean’s Radio Show on Thursday November 10, 7pm Pacific time. Check the below link for specific details.
I will discuss many of the topics relevant to the Aftermath of the Alien Love Bite, Soul Types and Predators, and Building Upon the Real for the Greater Good, and the latest article, Cleaning Up Others Messes–When is Enough?”
This is a dynamite show, we discussed core psychological issues as well as spiritual issues and roots of problems many of us are experiencing with any kind of “hyperdimensional interference” issues, abductions, milabs, spiritual warfare and matrix mind control and spiritual abuse issues. We covered it all succinctly!
Within this topic we will discuss psychological weeding, discernment and what it means to really Deal With Our Stuff. If we do not deal with our stuff, we are vulnerable to neutralization and soul harvesting for the end of this cycle. Stay tuned!
In my previous article, “The Aftermath of the Alien Love Bite, Soul Types and Predators”(See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/articles/alien-love-bite-related/the-aftermath-of-the-alien-love-bite-soul-types-and-predators/) I proposed to write an article that could answer some tough questions by my clients, especially the ones who were born into “specific bloodlines” of ruling occult groups who target them for many reasons. The questions that have been repeatedly brought up by some Dark Side of Cupid, “love bite” experiencers are, “Why do I repeatedly keep being targeted by vampiric and especially “reptilian hosted” agents who seem to be run by these inter dimensional beings?” And of course the biggest question by these people is, “what can I do to keep these parasites away from me?” How can I build my life and authentic love relationships with a human being who is benevolently compatible and not like “the other predators?”
I contemplated this from a more spiritual perspective based upon a profound experience I had many years ago at the age of 22. This experience catalyzed a deep realization of remembrance, a core essence of being, whose depth of “realness” was so immense, total, absolute and freeing, that the core significance of it vindicated a deep realness within an eternal place of being. A deeper, greater reality. It was recognition of truth of beingness free of the earthly and even “astral” state of being. This deep knowing is present always, when in this state of presence. But when I returned back into my body state of consciousness, the shock of this realization was so intense it nearly gave me a heart attack. In fact, I believed at the time, if I did not return to my “body” from this realized state of beingness, my heart would explode and I would die of some kind of heart attack.
Well, I did not die physically, but the experience of spiritual remembrance left me shaken, wordless and deeply imprinted in such a way that a truth was revealed in me, for recognitions sake, beyond all religion or teachings that I had known at that time. It was not until many years later in my exploration of Gnostic, Tibetan Buddhist studies and Advaita-Vedanta mystical teachings that I came to understand this experience. But the ironic thing about this realization was that my original intention and prayers for three days and nights was to “know and understand the truth of Jesus Christ, the one in the Bible.” Well, I can assure you this was no “vision” of Jesus but more of a direct recognition of beingness that was so utterly real in its depth, that there was no question in my mind about what truth is inside our being. “Seek the Kingdom of Heaven first within you and all will be added unto you.” Each and every one of us who has an eternal spirit of awareness has this within them. But most of us do not fully remember this state of being.
What People Really Want—Freedom and Happiness
So much of what my counseling clients seek is of course, happiness, but more specifically, freedom from inter dimensional interference, and all that goes with this. The “archontic” Matrix control systems run by seemingly predatory beings, both human and non human— appears to be the problem on “the outside” that ruins so many lives. Ultimately I believe, building upon and recognizing the real—our internal truth of being—is the key to freedom, empowerment, love and all good things. But for most people, and even “yogis and mystics”, this must be done gradually, in such a way that we increase and expand our awareness of “reality”. This awareness becomes more and more real, until we can sustain a measure of lucidity in mindfulness.
True happiness comes from within. It actually arises out of getting in touch with our core essence of being. Contact with true reality. It is not a short term investment strategy, nor does it have to take a long time. But it does require that you desire it, are willing to be still, have faith, be patient, humble and courageous.
Getting Lucid with Mindfulness and Self-Observation
This must be a step by step process, where we are intentionally committed expand our own awareness, out of which comes change. Mindfulness is not really about “trying to change” but rather intending on allowing ones awareness to be aware of truth versus lies; stalking the illusions. As we go into a place of self-observation and mindfulness, we will start to perceive what distractions and “obstacles in our path” have prevented us from being still, from being happy, from feeling love. From feeling truly alive and knowing ourselves in our core essence. It is not a “conceptual self analysis” or self-absorbed narcissism either. It requires us to take notice of whatever feelings are present in the moment, without identifying with them so much that we lose our lucidity.
What is lucidity, you may ask? For me, it is awareness of being aware. Like what happens when you are in a dream, and know you are dreaming. In that moment of recognition, the reality of the dream deepens immensely, everything vivifies, and with it can come a natural state of wonder and joy of whatever arises in the moment. It unleashes the wonder of each unfolding moment as a mystery that is beyond our illusion of controlling the dream. Many people assume that lucidity in dreams is being able to control the dream or the vividness of it. But this is in error. It is the absolute knowing that you are dreaming and therefore have a greater ability to create and connect on expanded levels of being, not only as the dreamer, but as the background of the dreams and characters. It is a wonderful oneiric laboratory to explore self-healing, and discovering parts of ourselves we may not be fully aware of. We can apply lucidity in our meditation, in our daily lives. We can take advantage of this process when we have negative feelings and positive feelings. With lucid awareness our understanding of the feelings observed in that moment will be revealed in such a way, that we are able change out of an authentic awakening, with much less effort.
When we “wake up” we no longer will hold on to the things which we realize are illusions, distractions, addictions, bad relationships, avoidance or self-pity. The waking up process is not so easy however. When it does happen, it can be painful, and we may hit a threshold of obstacles, pain, and intense suffering of any number of feelings before we have that “aha!” moment. It tends to happen in stages when we can process the insights revealed over time and with maturity. In my view, the spiritual path to awakening is a healing journey where deep psychological changes take place.
Psychological Healing and Trauma Resolution Therapy Helps Wake Us Up
Waking up to a greater spiritual reality inevitably requires substantial psychological self reflection and healing of our deepest core wounds. This is essentially a psychotherapeutic process to root out the original causes of our suffering. It is really a rooting out process of identifying that which is false, and cutting through the psychological defenses which keep us from connecting deeper into our own core selves. Oftentimes it is easier to discover what the truth is by knowing in our heart, what we are not. And I can assure you, most beliefs in the “matrix world system” are geared to prop up false beliefs about who and what you are, in order to control you. The unenlightened love to lord over and control you, they are lovers of power, usually with big egos. Have you ever noticed how the power hungrier someone is, the more of a psychopath they turn out to be? And do you really think they have your best interests at heart?
Now here is a paradox. The truth is, things do not need to be fixed, they need to be understood. If we can truly understand without judgement and over identification and excessive emotional triggering, things will change naturally. Oh, but what does this really mean when we break things down into practical day to day living and being?
Therapy and counseling in some practices are more about alleviating symptoms or reinforcing the “matrix world view”, where pharmaceuticals are prescribed or “things to make you feel better” are advised. And on the spiritual front line of “enlightenment solutions” we can run into the fake gurus who are really spiritual predator-vampires. Gatekeepers and soul entrappers who end up identifying and feeding off of the real “gifted ones”. Then they target you to exploit or clamp down your real, supernatural abilities. I do find it almost ironic, that many who have woken up, have found out by going to hell and back. Or having been trapped by evil sorcerers, or being in an abusive relationship with a narcissist only to discover what they don’t want and who they are not. This is a huge key. You want to know why?
Because when things get bad enough you are forced to feel negative emotions. You may be forced to drop your ego and surrender enough to experience a deeper presence of being within. You may hit rock bottom like the alcoholic or drug addict who finally realizes their way of life is killing them. They finally wake up to the shocking insanity and intense pain they are feeling. It is necessary to get in touch with the negative feelings you are having, be aware of what they are. Take note of the positive ones too. What causes these feelings, really? Where do they start in your body? Can you be in your body or are you habitually dissociating? You need to be still long enough to know when your automatic, triggered avoidance patterns start kicking into gear, in ways that actually pull you out of REALITY and connection with your heart and your core self. You know that is what addictions are all about don’t you? Avoidance of uncomfortable feelings, hidden traumas and vulnerable emotional wounds.
Do you know what is funny? Addicts and alcoholics feel like life would be boring and dull without the drugs, alcohol etc. Many have not really got into contact with their core selves because they are avoiding bad feelings, perhaps repressed traumas. Trauma and addictions go together like peas and carrots. If you work on one, let’s say the drinking part, the other issue will rise to the surface. If you deal with the trauma first, and truly resolve the trauma over time, (or even rapidly with modalities such as Rapid Release Trauma Therapy, hypnotherapies etc.) your addictions may just stop by themselves. Or in the least with less effort. This is where the understanding part comes in. With understanding, things will change naturally. You don’t have to “fix feelings”, you just have to self-connect long enough to understand, let go of the illusions and the problems disappear. It is really more about letting go.
And you know what will drive psychopaths and abusers away from you? You want to get rid of them? Start a meditation practice, be still, silent and ever aware. They will think you are so BORING they will leave you alone and have to find someone else for their narcissistic supply of energy!
The Walls We Hit Before Waking Up
Faith is the number one necessity before any positive change can occur. This is a pre-requisite for Buddhist teachings on enlightenment and for genuine happiness as well. It is not just a Christian virtue, but is supreme in just about every religion. If you prefer, we can say that it is helpful that you see that it is desirable to wake up in order to relieve your suffering. It must be desirable to give up illusions and dependencies on what is NOT REAL so you can make contact with that deeper REALITY. That awakening to the deeper reality of your true beingness is so powerful that entire systems of control have been created to keep you addicted to the fake, so as to distract you without you even knowing you are a puppet. So do you really want freedom and awakening?
And what tends to happen before we can drop illusions, over identifications, and ego masks to go deeper inside the mystery of the heart and spirit? Those psychological defenses pop up, mind control programs, avoidance patterns, addictions, distractions and real demons could start manifesting. Oftentimes when our distraction patterns drop, we touch in with our aloneness during periods of silence. We can feel quite alone even when we are with someone, if any emotional wounds have not been dealt with. There is this thing called loneliness which can be so unbearable, despairing and empty that we avoid it at all costs, thinking loneliness can only be cured by having company, or doing the things which numb those bad feelings when you start to feel lonely or depressed. Loneliness can happen when we are with someone or alone. It can happen when we start to be still in solitude, even in meditation, as we get in touch with silence. Sometimes the loneliness is like a wall of the most despairing pain of hopelessness, non love, and shameful unworthiness. A rejection so deep, an abandonment so great that you split it off into another compartment of your being. It could be the overlay covering up rage, intense sadness or even terror. But remember this is a wall, they are feelings, which are not really you, but feelings of experience you have had or still live in you based on something much earlier in life that was never healed or made conscious.
Our Addictions and Avoidance Patterns Distort Our Perception of Reality
The difficult part of the self-discovery process is how many of our behaviors are running on a kind of automatic mode, something we cannot seem to consciously control from a logical perspective. When we are still running on these automatic defenses and “conditioned programs”, our perceptions of others and of reality is skewed. We tend to see people through the lens of our own addictive needs—the needs we cling to so that we don’t have to feel uncomfortable feelings, our old wounds still festering inside. If we seem to be stuck in blaming others, or trying to fix the world, we have not fully woken up. If we keep trying to control others in co-dependent relationships, we have not done our self-healing work. If we still are dependent on approval, appreciation and the constant distraction of company of others (in a compulsive way), we are still asleep. If we keep finding ourself looking for love from someone out there, we have not dealt with our stuff. If we habitually manipulate others into providing for our own “psychic energy”, attention and approval, we are actually emotional energy vampires in disguise.
Now I know this sounds harsh and like a cliche about seeking it all within. It is not ALL within but so much of it is, that if we don’t take personal responsibility and a willing humbleness to deal with our SH**, then nothing will change. Love happens through openness and awareness. It can only happen by dropping the illusions which have kept us in this merry go round of distractions, numbness and disconnection from reality.
What We Need is Slowing Down
There are some things that we do need, however. Safety is very important, either in or out of a relationship. Many of my anomalous trauma clients lack the safety and sustained stillness to stay with the mindful, healing and recovery process long enough to truly wake up. They may have so much drama and “interference” that any kind of committed therapy process is unlikely. And when this happens I can guarantee you it is part of the “program” to keep the person believing that it is impossible, unnecessary, too expensive, everyone else’s fault and the entire gamut of I’m right, ego rigidity and “yes but…”.excuses. Many of the excuses are part of what I call the learned helplessness, “whining victim” program that effectively self sabotages true change. And if I would tell this to someone who is in the midst of a whopping, whining victim (or predator) program, it would infuriate them. The truth is, they really believe they are powerless because they are trapped in illusions.
What we do need is willingness for more awareness, stillness, enjoying the simple pleasures of life, like decent food, water, light, exercise, a good book, perhaps an entertaining movie now and then. But what we don’t need is to be so busy that we cannot enjoy simple pleasures and instead adopt artificial stimulants, or are too busy and sleep deprived to even enjoy simple pleasures. We want to engage the true senses and slow down. When we do slow down, our senses actually come more alive, making it easier to enjoy simple pleasures. The need for addictions, drama or over stimulation falls away. It only requires a decision to be still with awareness for a short period daily or on a regular enough basis in small steps and goals. You can perceive miracles and hidden, secret things from slowing down. Your perceptions expand, and when you start noticing all kinds of things, understanding of what arises starts to awaken in you. This enables you to change, the awareness that comes with simply slowing down.
Mindfulness Meditation is Good
In my own experience, I had explored just about every “therapy” there is, from cognitive-behavioral talk therapy, hypnotherapy, rebirthing, interpersonal communication skills, marriage and family therapy, lucid dreaming, journaling, art therapy, dance, creative writing, martial arts, Chi Gong, authentic movement and yoga. You name it, I did it. Some significant radical shifts in expanded awareness occurred after doing a couple of 10 day shamatha meditation retreats. Shamatha meditation is a very simple form of mindful sitting meditation where one follows the breath, a single object of meditation or awareness of whatever arises in the mind. (http://www.deerparkthimphu.org/activities/shamatha.html) I personally would recommend doing this with a very good teacher in person, someone like Dr. Alan B. Wallace. (http://www.sbinstitute.com/Shamatha_Project)
Sometimes it takes getting out of your ordinary habits in a different environment, where silence and stillness with awareness is the only activity. For me, meditation is what woke me up to feeling and finally perceiving in vivid, expanded awareness, the insanity I had been living, and it was shocking and painful enough for me to change. For other individuals however, it may be something else that wakes them up in such a way as to be the catalyst for effective change. I’ve seen some “meditation junkies” become kind of addicted to the cult aspect of Buddhist community, instead of doing more deep, psychotherapeutic work. Some people actually fall into dissociation, rather than embodied awareness in stillness, that true meditation requires. This is why it is good to have an experienced teacher, who has demonstrated their own internal self-healing and mindfulness work. You will recognize them by their openness, compassion, and wisdom in how they live their lives and how well their own students learn and exemplify wisdom in their lives.
The evidence is when change starts to take place in you, in your awareness. It happens, you don’t do it. If you try to “do it” it doesn’t last. Change is natural through awareness of truth, reality and embodied self-connectedness. Then you keep your openness, flexibility, softness and compassion through awareness. It is not a rigid “trying to control”, change. Or being compelled to lecture or prove yourself right. The evidence is in the softness, ease, effortless effort, compassion, awareness, wisdom and openness. It is a tasting and feeling, an experiential, expanded perception beyond information in your head or over analyzing on a conceptual level. And with this comes strength and courageousness. Joy will start to emerge, a spontaneousness to perceive humor in life as well.
Doing the Healing Work
Nothing is more painful and humbling than someone telling you that, “you need therapy”, or ask you sarcastically, “are you off your meds?”. Or when a concerned family member, friend or fellow work mate suggests you get into a recovery program for an ongoing addiction you have normalized in your life, which is starting to create problems that you, apparently, are unaware of. More often than not, when we do decide to get “professional help” for something, it resulted from an uncomfortable situation in our life like a broken relationship, lost job or God forbid, a Driving Under the Influence (DUI) or police arrest. One good thing about suffering is that it can be the agent of positive change and expanded awareness. Some experiences, such as a narcissistic abuse, alien love bite relationships can be so intense and psycho-spiritually shattering that it can serve as a “spiritual initiation” of permanent consciousness change. A real wake up call.
The sad part about “not having done our healing and personal growth work”, or for short, “not dealing with your sh**” (NDWYSH), means that some part of you has disconnected from your spiritual core essence, most likely your emotional center. Part of your heart actually shuts down, and with this shutting down comes a block in your awareness, a blind spot. We do this to ourselves as a reaction to stress, trauma or deep emotional wounds. Sometimes our conditioned beliefs and ways we were raised in our family system required us to be cut off from our own authentic being, or we would not be accepted, loved. In severe cases, if we did not do or be what we were told, we were beaten up, abused or thrown out on the streets. Abandoned.
It is rather ironic that in order to psychologically survive such kinds of abuse and traumas, we abandon our own selves, to protect us from the shock of the reality that perhaps we lived in a very unsafe world, where we really were unloved or had psychopath caretakers. And for many of us, the shock of reality, the extreme vulnerability and powerlessness of childhood, and our feelings about the craziness we have had to endure, was too much for a young child.(It can be too much for an adult!) That inner child—whose real needs, identity, whose heart and soul had to be abandoned or be put in cold storage somewhere, until some day, it would be safe enough to be who we are and feel what we feel.
Co-Dependency is a Spiritual Issue
In Melanie Tonia Evans article, “On Co-Dependency and Narcisicism, (See: http://blog.melanietoniaevans.com/2014-co-dependency-check-up/) she addresses the culprit of the spiritual disease of Co-Dependency and Narcissism:
“Societal beliefs, unconsciousness, and the horrific programming of ‘Needing to get worthiness, value, approval, and love outside of ourselves’ is all responsible for the dis-ease (yes it is a human disease) of co-dependency.
The reason being is: we are all a product of a world that looks “outwards” for comfort and fulfillment. We were NOT taught to come inside and self-partner in times of stress.
Rather we were told to “Shut up and get on with it”, or that our feelings and emotions were “inconvenient” and “irrelevant” and therefore had to be ignored, repressed, shoved aside or switched off.
As a result we all became more and more disconnected from our emotional centres and we tried to acquire stuff or people’s love and approval to stop the pain, and when that failed we took up addictions (self-avoidance mechanisms) to try to numb ourselves out from the pain.
Co-dependency is a spiritual disease. It is NOT a psychological issue, the psychological component is the symptom. It is an emotional issue, a soul issue. The remedy does not lie in logical thinking. It requires a deep connection back to yourself and your true connection with Source / Life / God.
Until we know we are at One with Source (and at the Quantum Level that is the absolute scientific truth) we cannot ever be at One with ourselves, others or this planet.
This is when we suffer the results of “disconnection” and are not generating the Source truth of “wellbeing”. Rather we are granted by Source/Life/God the results of our free will choice of living in the illusions of “separation”.
And that separation hurts so much it makes us want to be addicted to whatever alleviates these awful feelings of disconnection from our true REAL SELVES/SPIRIT/SOURCE.
By reacting in unconscious triggering, and whatever addictions we choose to effectively numb our pain, this decision constitutes an agreement to disconnect from our heart and soul, leaving us open for other substitutes to run our “vehicle”. This disconnect also takes away from our life force energy and our awareness in consciousness, because energy and awareness are linked. The more your energy is lost, the less aware you become.
We may have grown up this way, living in dysfunctional families, where all these kinds of crazy behaviors were normalized, including verbal abuse, emotional neglect, boundary invasions, poor communication skills and addictions. And when we grew older, and entered into relationships, jobs and started raising our own families, we started having huge problems. Sometimes it is the problems that wake us up to the discovery of how blind, numb, abusive or victimized we really were. And when we don’t heal these original wounds, we set ourselves up to be hurt even more, sometimes as victims or on the other end of it as perpetrators of abuse.
The difficult thing about effective, lasting change is that it must be dealt with on deeper levels of our being, not just logical analysis or simple awareness of your patterns. It must happen in such a way that you connect to the younger feeling parts of yourself that initially experienced the trauma, the vulnerable part who held false beliefs about themselves or the world, that needs to be let go of. The self abandonment that occurs with early traumas are often linked in with Boundary issues. According to Melanie Tonia Evans,
“True empowered boundaries mean: ‘I love myself and I know my truth. I know who I am, and I will not compromise myself anymore. You have a choice to be in my reality of meeting this higher vibration. If you don’t – that’s okay – I’m not in anymore regardless of the consequences. Because in no way is the correct and healthy development of my life dependent on you making any particular choice, or even understanding what I need. You are NOT my source of self – I AM!’
Now of course we don’t reach this level of conduct until we have done the work on ourselves to get there, and naturally the work is about finding and up-levelling the young unhealed parts of our Inner Being that are still hooked on “You HAVE to be the source of me because I can’t be that to myself”.
It is true, as children we couldn’t be a source to ourselves, we were entirely co-dependent. We were powerless and vulnerable, and if we haven’t healed and up-levelled these young parts – which means self-developing and growing them lovingly and supportively up – they still affect us, regardless of knowing better logically. I promise you the painful aspects of our life are not being created logically, and they can’t be solved logically.”
It’s been stated in therapy circles, “There is no healing without feeling”. And I believe this is true. Sometimes all we need is the safety, empathy and permission to feel whatever is happening inside us with gentle nudging towards real release and deep insight. It is amazing what people do when they hit their “wall” of the pain.(Or PTSD overload) Oftentimes they may spin into story telling, over and over, in a cyclic, anger—addicted way, without true resolution of the underlying feeling. Feelings are in layers, and what most people do not understand is that emotions like rage and anger are actually secondary. They cover up deeper feelings that are more vulnerable. The goal is to be able to reach that wall with awareness of what we habitually have been doing to jerk away from the “feeling”, the real memories etc., so we can address that protective part and the beliefs it may hold— which “takes control” to avoid the issue. For some people, they need more aggressive confrontation and redirection to be present with THAT FEELING and memory. Others need more gentle reassurance, nudging and guidance to take that feeling to its origin in the present now. Sometime it must be taken slowly, so that the feelings and embodied awareness of processing this energy can be done with more self control, safely without triggered PTSD syndrome.
Being able to feel, be vulnerable, feel safe, and let go of what is pent up inside creating so many problems, is not always an easy, logical process. It can take time, or it can be relatively fast, once the defenses are set aside to release and get to the truth. Working directly with the subconscious mind, identifying those beliefs and fears is the eventual goal for more rapid resolution. We must get in touch with those abandoned parts, love them, forgive them, self parent them, and allow these parts to grow up. This is how you stop seeking and expecting others to always fill those voids, to be happy. Then we are less likely to attract predators. The predators will be attracted to you if you still are not taking personal responsibility for your healing and still have self abandonment and “blind spots”. If we keep seeking others to “take away our pain”, keep us from feeling lonely, depressed or looking for that magic healer to “clear all my implants, attached entities”, etc. we will fall into the same traps. It is not that a therapist or healer cannot help you, but it should be, rather, that they help guide you to help yourself and bring into your awareness the self-discovery to heal yourself. You have to be ready to feel, and see what you are really believing about yourself, life and others. The denial must be dropped for clear perception. And clarity comes as you drop those addictions, illusions, excessive fears and desires.
If you haven’t gotten it yet that healing is all about deeper self-connection, self responsibility, expanded awareness, and being willing to be vulnerable in your heart, you will fall back into the co-dependent “conditioning program”. Or keep on being addicted to numbing, blaming others, acting out, etc. Or you may fall into the perpetrator rather than victim role, or vacillate between the two.
How can we become more aware of what we are really doing, not doing, believing, or feeling in ways that indicate there is still some healing to do? Are you worried or compelled to try to “protect people from their feelings”? Do you do this unconsciously? What fears are driving you—what beliefs? Practice awareness, mindfulness. Here is a good “Co-Dependency Checklist” that Melanie Tonia Evans created for those in recovery programs:
▪ Do you spend a lot of time worrying about what other people think about you?
▪ Do you try to impress other people and make them happy so that you can be happy?
▪ Do you often analyse other people’s lives?
▪ Do you get distressed by bad things that happen which are out of your control?
▪ Do you say and do what you think other people want you to say and do?
▪ Do you try to control other people’s behaviour so that you can feel okay?
▪ When an interaction with someone goes ‘wrong’ do you spend time analysing their actions, what they said and what they might be feeling and thinking?
▪ Do you find it difficult to speak up and confront an issue when you feel uncomfortable?
▪ Do you blame other people for the way you feel?
▪ Do other people’s moods bring your own mood down?
▪ Do you immediately think of someone else who needs this information more than you?
▪ Do you seek and listen to other people’s opinions rather than seeking and listening to your own?
▪ Do you obsess over saying the wrong thing or hurting someone else’s feelings?
▪ Do you hang on to people and situations even when it hurts, hoping they will change into something better?
▪ Do you often feel selfish, guilty or ‘what a waste of time’ when you do something nice for yourself?
▪ Do you often say ‘Yes’ when you really want to say ‘No’?
▪ Do you struggle to listen to your own feelings and go along with other people’s feelings?
▪ Do you give a lot of yourself to other people, even if they don’t ask, and then get upset when they don’t do the same in return?
▪ Do you try to fix or change other people to be who you want them to be?
▪ Do you try and help or fix others who don’t take responsibility for themselves?
▪ Do you tend to put everyone else’s needs before your own?
▪ Do you avoid taking charge of your own life, and / or creating your own happiness in the hope that someone will provide it for you?
For most of us, we didn’t learn how to communicate with reflective empathy, we just did what was modeled to us in our families. And if we never even bothered to do any personal growth work, mindfulness, healing and honest self-reflection, we are likely to be projecting our “stuff” on others unconsciously. We must really know our own histories, childhoods, relating patterns and what our own families have modeled to us. Are we aware of ethics and spiritual laws that may open us up to dark forces and predators? What agreements of entrapment are we actually holding onto without realizing its ramifications? I’m often astounded at how unaware many “normal seeming” people are, who have found themselves victim to psychopaths, supernatural predators and narcissists.
What prevents some people from true mutuality in friendships of respect? Could it be their refusal to be vulnerable to their own hearts and feelings? Are they rigidly holding onto denial and illusions, making you wrong so they don’t have to grow up? Are they trying to control you with their version of what they think “reality” is, while marginalizing your worth and freedom? Do they play fair in relationships so that compassionate communication can even happen? Do they have value systems that marginalize compassionate communication and reflective empathy? Is their own blind spots and psychological defenses causing cold, insensitive behaviors that hurt you? We need to also ask ourselves if we do these kinds of things to others as well.
Perhaps we must ask how much we value our own souls, and choosing what we want to be connected with. Do we really want to experience the truth of REALITY?
That Mystery Called Love
I found myself having ahas! when listening to the mystic, Thomas De Mello. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1pNb_tYuHfY&index=69&list=PL9285D44ED7F7B18B)
The ever present desire and need for LOVE is a consistent topic of discussion everywhere. So many people want to experience true love, feel more loved, love more. Contrary to what we tend to assume, adoration does not lead to love, reality, life or truth. Love is generated through awareness of what is REAL.
Thomas De Mello says, “If you wish to Love, You must learn to see again. You must give up your drug.” These ‘drugs’ is a term for all our psychological defenses, distractions, co-dependent addictions or whatever you do to avoid your uncomfortable feelings. Love actually comes through awareness. It comes from dropping the illusions and obstructions to pure perception. Love is the essence of REALITY and your own eternal spiritual beingness.
Wisdom has always been more about what illusions we are willing to let go of. Dropping your masks and pretenses. It is the same for love. As Thomas De Mello says simply,
“The unobstructed heart and mind is love and wisdom. Understand the obstruction and obstacles and they will drop. Turning on the light of awareness. Happiness is not something you acquire or produce or have. Love is something that has you! “
In practice and with time, you surrender to it when you are aware of your illusions, addictions, desires and fears. It is a gradual process of tearing away those conditioned “assumptions” and attachments we have clung to, oftentimes without even knowing how we did it. These “mind control programs” and clinging desires are like sticky tentacles latching onto us, creating a “tar baby” effect. (See: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tar-Baby)
In aloneness, where we can be in enough solitude to be aware of and let go of these clinging dependencies, it will be like a cold turkey death. If you can be alone not having the company of people, and be emotionally dependent on them anymore to feel special, adored, appreciated, you will become free. You can be in the midst of people, and enjoy their company but they will no longer have any power over you, to make you happy or miserable. Your dependence on them dies and your capacity to love is born. Why? Because you no longer see others as the means to satisfy your addictions and dependencies.
There can be a terror in this kind of aloneness, it is like dying. There could be withdrawal symptoms, like a dark pit of emptiness. When you have let go of your own need to control someone else, need them to “love you” or be special to anyone you are getting it. If you can get to this point, you will at last know. You will be able to perceive with a vision that is clear and unclouded by fears or desires. Then you can truly love. But you must go through the pains of loss, letting go of addictions, illusions and be utterly alone before this can happen.
Dependence dies and your capacity to love is born. Why—because you no longer see others as the means to satisfy your addictions or narcissistic supply!
No, I don’t think it means being a saint or an advanced yogi who retreats to meditate in caves for years on end. It is a quality of intention with awareness, humbleness, and the dedication to see things through because you are sick and tired of hurting all the time. When you are sick of the pain, the endless recycling of misery, the ridiculous control systems by idiotic predator psychopaths, you will come to a place where enough is enough. Taking personal responsibility means creating the option for freedom, and true happiness. Being in the world but not of it.
But first, we actually have to come to respect our own spiritual heart. Any deep truths and feelings we buried. We must realize the greatest violence to our own being is self-abandonment. It is this self-abandonment that causes the feelings of loneliness, hurt, sorrow and disconnectedness from REALITY.
To paraphrase what Thomas De Mello said,
“You must cultivate ceaseless awareness, patience and compassion as you would have for a drug addict. Develop taste for good things in life, pure, simple, things. Work, laughter, intimacy with people to whom you do not cling or who you depend emotionally, but whose company you enjoy. Activities you can do with your whole being, while engaged in them. Success or recognition don’t mean a thing to you. It will help if you return to nature. Mountains—silently commune with trees, animals, flowers, birds, clouds, sky and stars etc. Spiritual exercise to gaze at things, to be aware of things around you. The world will drop, concepts will drop and you will see and you will make contact with reality. That is the cure for lonliness. We usually seek to cure our loneliness through our emotional dependence on people, distractions, noise. Get back to nature. Then you will know your heart has brought you to the vast desert of solitude. No one there to depend on. At first it is unbearable because you are unaccustomed to aloneness. Stick it out, the desert will blossom into love, your heart will burst into song. It will be springtime forever. Drug is gone, you are free. Then you will understand what freedom is, love is, happiness, what REALITY is. Truth is, what GOD is.”
Our next panel discussion we want to address the concepts of the Matrix engineers using polarity “choices” for neutralization, soul corruption and harvesting strategies. What we need to be doing and letting go of in order to take responsibility for dealing with our SH**. What happens if we choose to ignore the wisdom of our own Source connected Spirit.
Useful blog and links for PTSD Recovery: http://www.new-synapse.com/aps/wordpress/?p=1022
Updated Declaration of Non-Consent for Interference from Laura Leon’s web site: http://www.sovereignkees.com/non-consent-declaration.html
I will be a guest on Ralph Anthony Castaldo’s Mystic Spiral Show this Friday, September 9, 2016 at 8 pm Eastern time.
Here is the podcast: http://moontribe712.podomatic.com/entry/2016-09-09T19_29_30-07_00
You can tune into the show live via parazradionetwork.com:
The link for show is
Ralph’s website is themysticalspiral.com
My radio interview with Rex at The Leak Project Interview on 6/27/016:
My interview on Darkness Radio from June 9, 2016 is also available:
Anomalous Trauma of the Supernatural
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Our panel discussion on Hyperdimensional Interference and the Keys to Discernment is out now! We decided collectively that the topic of the interdimensional interference issue needed more elaboration from the micro perspective to the macro perspective. Our last panel, “Love Bite Plus” focused on my two books, that deal specifically with the alienlovebite and the Dark Side of Cupid, where some definite form of manipulation was taking place within a love relationship, whether it is physical or merely astral.
We all have had experiences with the hidden aspects of disruption, interference, psychic attacks and other types of hyperdimensional interference (both positive and negative) that extended beyond the love relationship context, from our own individual lives and observation of how this same phenomena occurs on a macro societal and collective scale. It all really boils down to how our own human race and our Soul essence energy has been exploited and preyed upon by parasitical forces which feed upon our “loosh”. These parasitical forces may be perceived in all shapes, sizes and types of beings, and work in and through human beings as well.
Although many ardent truth researchers and experiencers have understood this basic concept of the manipulation of human kind by these “archontic forces”, we may lack the specific keys to discernment, identification of, and application of individual solutions in which to realize a greater degree of sovereignty within this world of apparent “predation”.
As time goes on, more and more reports of interference and outright targeting, and all manner of malevolent attacks are being predated upon many individuals, especially those who have any form of abuse histories, abductions, whistleblowers, ritual abuse, milabs, and high level occult bloodline lineages and/or those with a significant degree of spiritual metaphysical abilities.
A later panel discussion will be done on the reptilian hosting, possession issues of interference.
Some of the Points of Discussion Are:
Youtube Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EdHaPzGC8_o
My interview with Greg Carlwood on the Higher Side Chat Podcast 5/15/016:
We covered alot of material for two straight hours. Great insights:
Notes and Topic Points:
5:45: How profound, detailed dreams can indicate an alien encounter.
7:40: What aliens get out of encounters and abductions. Eve says that the agenda of the reptilians is to feed off of humans’ emotional energy.
11:15: The truth about soul mates: You may have been “love-bitten” by an entity. You’ll also learn about how aliens can cause pedophilia and other sexual perversions.
19:00: The truth about “milabs.” Are they a partnership between extraterrestrials and the military? Is the military performing their own abductions?
34:25: How your family’s background can enhance your chances of you being approached by a malevolent entity. A family history of cults or involvement with the Illuminati can play a large role.
39:00: Some facts about covenants (including those made by your ancestors or in a past life), making agreements with aliens, and how to get out of such agreements made by you or on your behalf.
46:00: Eva’s thoughts on why some high-profile celebrities live much longer than average, and why others, such as Prince and Whitney Houston, have died at tragically young ages.
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58:45: Eva says that two percent of the population knows or suspects that they’ve experienced alien interference, but many more have had this experience and simply don’t realize it because it feels normal to them.
1:12:40: Some clues to look for to determine whether you are having a reptilian sexual encounter.
1:17:30: Some signs that you are being affected by some type of paranormal encounter, which include precognitive dreams, physical sensations in your chakra areas, and a strong sexual connection despite a lack of love.
1:34:30: How Eve’s mentors, Dr. Karla Turner and Barbara Bartholic, died under suspicious circumstances, and how their deaths contain the markings of alien interference.
1:47:00: Information about Eva’s current work, which is about remembering past lives and time loops, and how extraterrestrial beings may be involved.