Tim Rifat on Mud Shadows, Alien Parasites and Reptilian Consciousness

Recently I viewed an older interview from 1999 , Tim Rifat on the Jeff Rense Show.

The original title is, “Remote Viewing the Reptilian Consciousness”. This is an excellent overview of an understanding of the “alien parasite” model of an invasive, insect-like, Archontic mind parasite that has been predating on humanity for millenia. Tim says that these alien parasites can affect and distort our perception, infect us with negative thoughts, chaos and imbue us with their traits, such as envy, hatred, greed and perversions.

Tim admitted that these mind parasites have influenced every major world religion. They have inorganic dreaming bodies that can take many forms but have insect or wasp-like hive qualities. They can insert their own nymph-like biophysical energy body into our energy body, eating away our own bioenergy bodies, affecting our thoughts, perception of reality and take over our minds, if we allow them. He calls them the Mud Shadows. What many of us perceive as “reptilian hosts” may in fact be nothing more than the same archontic mind parasites that have fully invaded and taken over a human host to carry out its own agenda.

Next Online Support Group Starting Friday, April 8, 2016

Hello,

  • The date for the group was put ahead one week due to a conflict in scheduling.This is a quick reminder that we have several spaces still open for our next block of Anomalous Trauma Support Group sessions, that start on Friday, April 8, at 4pm Eastern time zone.

This will be a block of 6 sessions, every week on Fridays and go for 2 and a half hours. It is on Zoom videoconferencing format, and all you need is audio and preferably a video camera. But this can be attended via telephone or iphone also. Zoom is free to download at www.zoom.us

This group will be facilitated by myself, Eve Lorgen and my colleague Laura Leon.( See: http://www.sovereignkees.com)

The topics of discussion will be geared towards the needs of the group, whatever specific types of experiences they feel the need to explore and talk about. This can include the spectrum of anomalous trauma as previously described on my main page. I want to be clear however, that this group is for those who are functional, not institutionalized, or having any major Axis 1 or 2 personality disorders such as Borderline, Narcissistic, Histrionic, major depression or major alcohol or substance abuse addictions. This is for those who sincerely want to work on personal growth, expand awareness and become more sovereign considering having had histories of anomalous trauma.

The emphasis of this kind of group is on reflective and empathic listening, learning how to develop emotional intelligence and expand personal awareness, exploration of what ones own history is, emotional triggers, patterns of behavior, blind spots, learning about boundaries and what it means to take personal responsibility for ones own healing process and sovereignty.

*This group is NOT for those who want to promote their own belief systems, advertise or network for clients in their own healing professions. It is not for those who cater to promoting “I’m a special ET hybrid contactee” mind control programs or Stockholme syndrome denial systems masked in New Age programming.

There is a nominal fee for the group at $25.00/session, and suggested to be paid in full for the 6 sessions. If this is your first group you may choose to pay the initial $25.00 for the first session, see if you wish to continue with the remaining sessions, then by the day before the next group session, pay for the remaining balance of $125.00 to do the entire block. If this can be done by the Wednesday before the group it allows time to have a space for those on the waiting list to join in on the second session.

How to sign up: Go to my web site under the contact Menu button. Scroll down to sign up for a session and click on the Donation Pay Pal button. Enter the amount you wish to pay, either $25.00 (first trial session) or the full $150.00 for the support group.Enter ATSG for April 1, 2016,  in the message section. You may also go directly to pay pal and enter the same fee amount and message to my email directly at elorgen@gmail.com

This is first come first serve. Payment ensures a spot in the group. It is suggested to make a payment reservation by the Monday before the Friday’s group. All payments are due by the Wednesday day before group session day. This allows time for us to send the zoom links and know who have spots available and for those on the waiting list. This group generally goes every few months, with a few weeks in between each block of group sessions. It is NOT a drop in group, and designed to be a commitment for the entire block. This ensures safety for the group.

Once the session is paid for, a Zoom link will be sent to the participating individuals. It is suggested to let the facilitators know at least three days prior to the group if they will attend and pay before attending. We want to keep this group small at 12 participants, so reserve your spot soon.

In the past several articles and topics have been suggested for reading or for topics of interest, such as:

Compassionate Communication, Reflective Listening and Inner Empathy Process

Interdimensional Interference and Emotional Triggering

Love Bite or Twin Flame, Relationship orchestration or interference issues

Narcissistic Abuse and Recovery

Mind Control, Programming and Abduction/Milab issues

If you have any questions, feel free to email Eve at : elorgen@gmail.com or Laura Leon at laudaleon@gmail.com

Spanish TV Show-Interview on The Love Bite and Dark Side of Cupid

Recently I and several colleagues participated in a Spanish TV show on video to be interviewed by Hiedra Dance of Holisticafm, Sunday Feb. 15., 2016.

This is the Youtube link and description of the show:

Youtube:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JbH8mOe4xZs&feature=youtu.be
“This is the first program of the saga with Evie Lorgen, Laura Leon Sovereignkees Leon; ; and Luis  Betanzos de Mauleon which was a success. We are grateful for this opportunity yesterday and thanks to my radio host Holisticafm in all their bravery for taking on such an incredible project. In this program we have much to share but have decided to go slowly and gently into the arena of the Love Bite and the Dark Side of Cupid interference.

How much do you want to know the truth when you are in the most agonizing Love relationship ever experienced?

“In the end, we return to the question, just how much do you love truth? Do you really love truth or are you just curious? Do you love it enough to rebuild your understanding to align to a reality that doesn’t fit your current beliefs, and doesn’t feel 120% happy? Do you love truth enough to continue seeking even when it hurts, when it reveals aspects of yourself, or human society, or the universe, that are shocking, complex and disturbing, or humbling, glorious and amazing – or even, when truth is far beyond human mind itself? Just how much do we love truth? It’s a good question to ask ourselves, I think.” ~ Scott Mandelker

Paranormal interference in human love relationships. This mini-series is a comprehensive discussion on the theme of paranormal interference in human love relationships, ‘love bite’ set ups, interference patterns, disruptions of ‘true love’ and the impact of real love being interfered with and co-opted.

This is just the beginning!

This Wednesday I present from my heart Evie Lorgen of ‘The Love Bite’ who has revealed one of the most profound hidden manipulations world wide. Evie Lorgen will be in my program with her special colleagues SovereignKees Laura Leon and Luis Betanzos de Mauleon who together share a wealth of knowledge thanks to Evie’s groundwork breakthrough information.

I will be participating and responding to all your questions on the chat. We will also be discussing how the special offspring such as Indigo’s, Crystal children and the other anomalies of the children born with various anomalies who are being interfered with as well as the real dynamic of how twin flames are being especially targeted. Don’t miss it.

A hug and gratitude to my colleagues, especially to my dear Cristian Hol for his dedication, hard work and lovely countenance yesterday, Sunday February 14th, 2016. The program will air on Wednesday February 15th, 2016 in Spain at 3:00pm.

Luis Betanzos Maudeleon Blog on “The Love Bite” in Spanish: 

http://www.luzplatino.com/#!El-Mordisco-del-Amor/cfml/56ae79f30cf2683289305809

When Triggering Happens: Psychological Defenses

The difficulties many anomalous trauma survivors have is the ability to respond calmly, rationally, or appropriately when we are triggered in a post-traumatic-stress, hyper-vigilant state. It is like being a deer caught in the headlights, frozen with fear, feeling endangered and powerless in that moment. Or any number of other reactions that may be over sensitive, hostile, passive or even programmed responses of denial. How many times have we replayed some incident over and over in our heads of all the “could have, should have, said or done this or that”, but didn’t, because we were so triggered! Then the self-doubt, shame or blaming projections we make after the fact, and yet when these incidents happen again, we seem to fall into the same patterns over and over again!

Recognizing this when it’s occurring is the first step. This may require we take a “time out” before reacting in a certain situation. Finding time to calm down, center, process this with a mentor, until learning how to respond differently the next time it happens. Because it will.

Much of the time however, we may react unconsciously with certain psychological defenses that may not be as intense as the PTSD triggered reactions, but are maladaptive in our adult years. And these things tend to work together, where our deeply engrained modes of behaving and “defenses” actually can re-create patterns and situations where the extreme triggering keeps happening.

We need to find time and permission to be still, reflect and assess the reality of the situation. Then set time aside to safely process and share experiences with a safe person or group. We rarely can do this alone successfully, because our conditioning and traumas themselves can create blind spots. Sometimes this self-reflection doesn’t happen until a crisis forces us to look at it. But if we wait or put off our own recovery process, we are likely to bring on more pain, problems and suffering not only for ourselves but for others who are close to us.

The most challenging part is rebuilding the foundation of new beliefs and healthy behaviors. Things like like assertiveness and compassionate communication skills, and practicing this in a safe circle of people over time.

Many of us want to feel safe and “good”, but do this to the point of avoidance behaviors (or addictions) so that we neglect practicing new skills which we really need. I’ve often heard victims who are stuck in learned helplessness mode, whose defense mechanism is yet another form of blaming projection. They may make statements like, “You’re not validating me!” or the incessant, “Yes, but…” whenever reflection of their own situation and how to start changing it, is brought up. At some point it must be realized that in recovery and healing mode, there will be some discomfort. Part of the personal growth, healing to wholeness process requires that we feel what is present inside, what and how this gets triggered– like shame, humiliation, sadness, rage, etc. in a structured, process-oriented environment.

Below I have gathered some excerpts from useful articles by therapists on relevant topics encountered on the healing and recovery path.

For example, when we have the complication of recovery from trauma and addictions, it’s important to address the both issues.

Demanding Comfort:

“Demanding Comfort in your recovery is not realistic. This is a common trap – “change should be easy and comfortable, or there is something terribly wrong.” First of all, it is important for you to remember that the patterns you want to change are probably not that comfortable either. Life while using and drinking was often very painful. Second, the truth is that change requires thought and practice to become a new habit. Third, change cannot come through automatic pilot, it comes by living consciously, manually, intentionally accepting yourself and others as becoming. Fourth, the more you allow yourself to feel good about small steps towards your goals, the deeper your changes become. New Program allows you to enjoy healthy steps forward and feel good about learning from steps backward.”

http://www.cairforyou.com/alchoholdrugs/alcoholdemanding.htm
Character Changes Caused by Addiction:

http://www.cairforyou.com/alchoholdrugs/alcoholcharacter.htm

This is an insightful article on how addiction caused the “two-year-old injured child” to run the show in addictions. It stresses the importance of doing the inner child work which is part of sobriety, so that a healthy response to ill feelings of shame are not repressed, and instead worked through with adult coping skills.

Perceptual Filters:

Our perceptions are filtered through our beliefs and assumptions, our internal dialogue (thoughts) and images, our physiological and behavioral responses, and our emotions. All of these interact to form a filter through which we experience the world. In the process of growing up in an unsafe environment, we make many decisions about ourselves, and the world outside of us.”

http://www.cairforyou.com/alchoholdrugs/alcoholfilters.htm
Assuming Feelings are Fact:

This article is an eye opener showing how our own perceptual filters can create distorted emotional reactions to “reality”. This is often amplified when in an active addiction causes amplified or repressed emotional responses.

“Imagine what impact your alcohol and drug use has had on your perceptual filters. Alcohol is a depressant which impacts depending on dose. At mild levels, alcohol filters your experience as more relaxed and confident. At a higher level, alcohol can trigger a variety of strong emotional reactions: anger, resentment, maudlin, “best friends” sloppy drunk reactions, etc. The feelings that come up while you are drinking and using drugs are not an accurate reflection of your feelings, but rather perceptual filters created by chemicals. The old saying: “What you say when you are drunk is what you really feel” is an absolute lie!”

http://www.cairforyou.com/alchoholdrugs/alcoholfeelings.htm

Powerful Words:

“Notice the kinds of words you are using to describe yourself and others. Listen to the words used in describing the situation. Do you notice flashlight judgmental statements or grace-filled lantern statements that shine with respect and valuing at the entire scene, including you. Keep coming back to this filter as you grow, to deepen your appreciation of the power of words.
There is a profound (subtle) difference between saying “I should quit drinking and using drugs” and “I choose to make my life more manageable by embracing a sober lifestyle.” Over the years of coaching recovering clients, those who allowed themselves to see their identity as “becoming” in their sobriety were the ones who gained quality sobriety and recovery. Those who held to the belief that “I have to quit drinking” usually had to battle a lifetime of resentment and feeling deprived.”

http://www.cairforyou.com/alchoholdrugs/alcoholwords.htm
Developing Self-Esteem:

“When we grow up with distorted mirrors we learn to survive at any cost. We learn rules to help survive. These rules may includes such things as “be nice at all times”, “don’t cause problems”, “don’t get close”, “don’t get mad”, “the invisible”, “don’t outshine dad”, “always put others first”, etc. These rules are usually not stated directly, but we know better than to break them. It is not take tragic war stories to create deep wounds in our self-esteem and character. It is in additional burden on we feel that we have no right to be wounded because we cannot point to dramatic scenes in our families.”

http://www.cairforyou.com/alchoholdrugs/alcoholdevelopselfesteem.htm

Emotional Repression and Memory Loss

Oftentimes with those who have amnesia or poor memories of their childhood, they don’t really understand the full spectrum of their history. They may feel like they really haven’t had “that bad of a childhood”. It’s not about whether it’s good or bad , it’s the reality of repression, habitual defenses and taking on beliefs (or deliberate programming) which has affected self-esteem and healthy coping, affecting interpersonal relationships and many other parameters in their lives.

The aspect of learning to be present, self-connection in the heart and developing an integrated, rational mind requires a safety first. Building self-esteem also involves re-learning skills that many of us never learned as children or even adults. We must start first in a place of non judgement, and corrective supportive interaction.

Sometimes this process of “recovery” requires individual therapy, especially during trauma resolution, emotional processing and deep inner child work. At some point, it is necessary to interact in a group so that one can learn interpersonal interaction, communication skills and appropriate self expression. When in a group we can do this while operating within a structured reflective environment that is safe, and yet can provide “reality checks” of constructive criticism and confrontation, if necessary.

Defense Mechanisms that Affect Relationships

http://www.byregion.net/articles-healers/Defense_Mechanisms.html

“Repression is a defense mechanism first described by Sigmund Freud, as a way that people keep unpleasant memories out of their conscious mind. Repression is a compensatory style that deals with threat and stress by blocking unpleasant emotional experiences that might bring up anxiety, distress and vulnerability. Being split off from feelings is called alexithymia. Repressors have a chronic inaccessible filter that keeps them from experiencing the world through their emotions. They feel attacked and then distance and isolate from others when they are stressed. They avoid talking about and rehashing unpleasant experiences as this adds to their stress. They become inaccessible to others when they feel the problem has been solved by their solution of dismissing it. They are conflict avoidant and cannot tolerate working things out to the satisfaction of their partner. They often deny that there is a problem and have a lack of insight about how their distancing bothers others.”

Narcissism and grandiosity:

“People with severe narcissistic traits long for ideal love that will take care of their fragile sense of self and give them unconditional love. The yearning for getting unconditional love is a unresolved need left over from childhood. Most adults realize unconditional love would be nice. It rarely happens as people we love usually hold us accountable for our actions in some way. People with narcissistic traits distort their self image (again in fantasy to believe that they are superior to others). They think too well of themselves as a defense to cover up their sense of shame deep within. Grandiosity is a distortion which prevents them from blaming themselves and becoming depressed or disintegrated.”

Fantasy thinking:

“Fantasy is an attempt to process information, emotions and unresolved pain to make up for what they did not have in childhood. They place unrealistic demands on others to make them feel better. J. S. Bernstein defined this defense as a person’s “Learning to feel no way but good and to demand success when he did not feel good.” They cannot tolerate negative emotional distress and turn it on others (project) by saying they are bad. They insist on having things their own way which is an unreal attitude that sets others off against them. When they don’t get what they want, they feel devalued. Since they cannot tolerate the feelings of fear, hurt, anxiety, helplessness and despair, they defend against them. They deny and rationalize their own contribution to the problems to preserve their own internal fantasy of being all good and right.They also suffer from the Repressor and Projection defenses described above. Narcissistic people always are Repressors, but not all Repressors are Narcissistic.”

Antidote:
The antidote to narcissistic behavior is to understand how the defenses work, identify and correct the errors in thinking and learn to tolerate frustration, anxiety, sadness and shame. By learning to be straight first with the self, and then with others, these unhealthy defense can be lessened. Then the person can learn to live in the world of reality even though it hurts at times instead of turning to a fantasy which can never be gained.”
Assertiveness and Compassionate Communication Links:

http://stress.about.com/od/relationships/ht/howtoassert.htm

http://www.listeningway.com/cctutorial-1.html

http://www.listeningway.com/cctutorial-1.html#Steps

EL: Living consciously with positive intentions for wholeness, truth, and essential goodness requires mindfulness and practice. Learning how to communicate clearly, with compassion, assertiveness and finesse requires diligent practice, courage, and building a circle of safe relationships. It starts now, one person at a time.

 

La unión de la Llama Gemela, Control Mental y Guerrilla Espiritual – Por Eve Lorgen

This article is now available in Spanish:

Mucho de mi trabajo con clientes que reportan una relación de “cupido negro”, mordisco de amor alienígena o conexión de “llamas gemelas” está entretejido de un drenado de energía obsesivo, traumático. Debajo del velo de ésta poderosa e intoxicante “conexión de almas” con un humano que sigue aparenciendo en sueños o en reinos astrales es en realidad cierto tipo de ser interdimensional ( por ejemplo incubos, sucubos, reptilianos, etc ) que está usando la imágen de ese amante humano deseado. O bien el ser interdimensional está amarrado al alma de la pareja deseada, usándola como huésped para alimentarse de sus energías sexuales y emocionales.
En algunos casos, las personas que reportan una conexión orquestada con un vampiro depredador sexual y astral, no siempre están en contacto físico con tal amante. Puede que hayan tenido algunas conversaciones en la vida real, correspondencia o incluso una relación física o sexual corta, pero muchas más veces, la conexión es “astral”.
En otros reportes, la persona tuvo una relación física sexual con una persona parasitada por reptilianos, donde esa persona finalmente mostraba ser “no humana” y tomaba un rol predatorio, del tipo de abuso vampírico. Pero estos tipos de reportes son de hecho más poco comunes debido a lo letales que pueden ser. Este tipo de casos se detalla en la historia de “Susan Reed aka Jeanne Gospell–“The Body Snatchers”.
En otras ocasiones,

 

Twin Flame AStral Unions, Mind Control and Spiritual Warfare

The Astral Twin Flame Union Experience, Mind Control and Spiritual Warfare

I want to personally thank Arella Elliora, for bringing to my attention several of the links provided in this article. Arella has also written a Spanish translation of this article and can be found here:

http://caminoalregresodelbalance.blogspot.mx/2016/01/la-union-de-la-llama-gemela-control.html

Much of my work with clients who report a “Dark Side of Cupid” relationship, alien love bite, or twin flame connection is interwoven with obsessive, traumatic and energy draining overtones. Underneath the veil of this powerful and blissful “soul connection” with a human who keeps appearing in their “dreams” or astral realms is really some form of inter dimensional being who is most likely using the image of that desired human lover.(ie, incubbi, succubi, reptilians, etc.) Or the inter dimensional being is attached to the desired targeted partner’s soul, using them as a host vampire to feed on their sexual and emotional energies.

Most of the time the person reporting a “love bite” with a predatory, sexual astral vampire is not always in physical contact with that lover. They may have had a few physical life conversations, correspondence or even a short lived, physical-sexual relationship, but most often, it’s “astral”. With some reports, the person had a physical sexual relationship with a “reptilian hosted” person, where that person finally admitted to being “non human” and taking on the role of a predatory, vampiric abuser type. But these types of reports are actually more rare because of the lethality of what is taking place. Such a case is the “Susan Reed aka Jeanne Gospell story.–“The Body Snatchers”. See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/tag/susan-reed/

More often than not, in the twin flame astral unions, the reporting “love bitten” person has not had a real physical relationship with the alleged twin flame lover, but something is happening that connects the two that appears to be a more complex web of inter dimensional connections and orchestrations. There is usually some reason, and oftentimes one or the other partners is connected to a “royalty bloodline” where the attachments to reptilians and other interdimensionals are present and working through one or both persons. A hidden history of alien abductions, repeated splitting traumas, milabs, Satanic Ritual Abuse, ancestral connections to high level sorcerers, Freemasons, powerful groups in the Illuminati or military are often the root cause. I believe that the more complicity and awareness of the Satanic and Luciferic Agenda in the “family of origin”, the more specific and defined the ritualized “traumas”, initiations and programming are in that persons life.

Client History may not include “Bloodline Illuminati Connections” or Alien Abduction Histories.

Some of these reports do not contain the usual abduction or bloodline ancestry histories, and the love bitten victim is like an opportunistic casualty in this inter dimensional war. They may have some vulnerability like an unmet need for healing, love, understanding and seek out a spiritual guru or teacher, then become enamored with that person who they’ve placed on a pedestal. An emotional entanglement can ensue drawing them into the “game” that starts unraveling the red flags of an energy vampirism operation. Then they may suddenly or gradually start having astral sexual connections for the first time in their lives. Astral sexual unions that are blissful, romantic that can activate their kundalini and psychic abilities. After a period of time from weeks, months or years, these sexual astral visitations may result in either channelling or becoming possessed by the entity running the show. Not to mention physical and emotional exhaustion and obsession with that person. The seduction can be gradual so that the person easily gives their permission over without knowing fully what they are doing, until it is too late.
(See: Mariah and Seductive Spirit guide, Page 126, The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, The Supernatural And Energy Vampirism, Keyhole Press 2012)

They may start to lose their energy, become confused, and cannot rid themselves of these demonic beings, or sever psychic cords from the “hosted guru/love bite partner”. They become tormented day and night with significant energy loss and yet they still may retain a love and sex addiction to the sensations being energetically manipulated in their bodies by the being who is linked into them. The once blissful, angelic twin flame bliss becomes taunting torment and torture that will not leave them alone, despite prayer and healing modalities.

Hybrid Child Conceptions

The twin flame unions may or may not result in conception of a child, but some are specifically engineered to conceive a “hybrid child”, as in cases that are part of generational Satanic Ritual Abuse bloodline families. (i.e. See below reference to Carolyn Hamlett’s testimony and those mentioned by Christian SRA therapist, Doug Riggs). Or, in specific alien abduction hybrid breeding programs.(For example, review the work of David Jacobs) These abductees seem to be plucked for these programs because of genetics, an Illuminati Royalty connection or simply be an opportunistic victim or volunteer for the program through deception—or love bite set up.

It is my guess that many twin flame/soul mate types of love bite “set ups” could be based on the original Satanic bloodline agendas. In other words, there are many people who seem to be “run” by inter dimensional beings, where the distinct family bloodline Illuminati histories are not “overt” and yet they fall into similar patterns of repeated traumas and love bite relationships, alien abductions and milabs.

Some are “infected people” who are unhealed and hosting demonic entities masquerading as spiritual teachers and healers. These types are the “organic portals” who can infect and link in via “love bite astral connections” with many at a time, even hundreds or thousands. Some “hosted infector types” may be used to get vulnerable women pregnant, so that the child conceived will be linked in with that particular inter dimensional being or demon. It seems the main agenda for “the dark side” would be to infect as many people as possible for demonic possession or oppression, and also to conceive hybrid or demonized children from these types of conceptions. I would like to point out that genetically augmented humans in some of these “abduction programs” may not be actual “alien” hybrids, but part of a genetically modified experiment and are very “human” and not demonically “hosted”.

MK Ultra Programming for Love Obsession

In “Our Life Beyond MK Ultra” by Elisa E, Book 2, the author describes a type of programming where an alter personality was embedded with sexual memories and alternating deep obsessive feelings of love and hate for two specific “target kill males”. (Who were well known in the conspiracy fields, as well as another example in the book of a famous actor) On Page 52 she states,

“What has come to light is that it is much more likely that it was programming to make us believe we knew him to further their agenda regarding our kill program…” and on page 53 continues:

“The similarities regarding our programming to both of these men are stunning, especially the “feelings” that were programmed in…”

and …”In both programs we have repeatedly witnessed kill as well as “alter-nating” love/hate emotions toward each, up close and at a distance. Sometimes these emotions come out of nowhere and were debilitating, such as awakening in a rage and wanting to kill them.” And later Elisa reveals,

“…We have explicit memories of sexual interaction with each, but consciously realize that these are programmed in memories to provide a basis and/or motivation/justification for killing them as well as to support our journal writings that could be later used by law enforcement to dispose of us in the Department of Justice System.”

Elisa also realized that part of this program of obsessive feelings of love/hate towards a specific, high-profile conspiracy researcher, had the embedded commands of “going home”. This is like a type of call back program, where a targeted person, often a lover(?) will be used to take them (the MK ultra slave gone astray) in and possibly act as a handler to “gather them back into the fold” of the cult. Or, through association and connection with targeted person, the runaway slave is “returned” to the cult and other handlers so they can either be eliminated for “ breaking programming, or re programmed for continued operational use.

By this time in Elisa’s recovery process, she was breaking programming and did not follow through on the “kill program” commands, but was indeed accessed and programmed to believe she had a deep connection to the targeted male(s). Elisa elaborates on this by saying,

“When programming assassins in total mind control programming, the slave is made to repeat the kill program (in the mind) as it is to occur over and over again. This occurred for us in both the case of X and Y and how they made our alter personality believe the relationship was real. The levels of hatred and love we experienced is difficult to express in words. With Y, our incredible need to be with him, to find him, was most certainly that of an irrational stalker mentality. During the expression of these longings, we repeatedly heard that we were “going home” to him, through it was crystal clear that alter 14 was the one programmed to kill him. What saved us (and perhaps him) was a parallel conscious awareness of the irrational and bizarre nature of these “feelings” in light of our also seeing and feeling that we had never actually met him!”

This experience shows that some of these love bites and “engineered love obsessions” can be the result of programming where the victim is made to believe they have had sexual intimacy with the targeted partner, but in Elisa’s case the motivation for these programmed-in memories was to facilitate a target kill command.

One thing Elisa does state emphatically on page 54 is that,

“Symptoms experienced as a result of programming and consciously during deep deprogramming involved all of our states: spiritual, mental, emotional and physical.”

Astral Unions and Operations

There are many reports of alleged “twin flame” or deeply connected soul-mate unions occurring either in the astral or are remembered or assumed to be in some kind of “abduction scenario”—whether it’s with aliens or in a type of milab operation or experiment, according to many “love bite experiencers”. A few of my case histories in the Love Bite (The Love Bite: Alien Interference in Human Love Relationships, Elogos & HHC Press 2000) involve this scenario, and also many private consultations with milab abductees. For many milabs, (alien abductees who are also being utilized by secret government and military black op groups—an extension of MK Ultra) we now have mutual confirmation of memories of “operations” as well as sexual interactions. Some milabs recall mutual experiences in another dimension like “astral operations” and some recall them as if they were real physical events in a specific physical location. I’ve had reports where one partner in the “milab operation” will recall the event clearly as if it was real, where somehow they recall being “bilocated” to the milab operation location,(but they may not accurately recall the specific access point in time) and the other “milab” in the same “black op” only recalls the event as a dream. But in these instances we have a mutuality of memory indicating something indeed is happening, but at what level or dimension is not entirely clear.

I also want to point out that several of these “love bite” experiencers who believe they have a soul mate or even twin flame partner in their “secret lives” of milab operations and other dimensional activities, do have genuine feelings for one another in mutual confirmation. They may both find themselves in entrapments of being used in high level milab and occult operations, and have true feelings for the “twinned partner” and both are trying to escape this control system. It is clear that true love, even a twin flame kind of love connectedness is very powerful, and is being hijacked and exploited to serve the “dark agendas”, who have managed to entrap such couples. This is why I do not want to imply that the twin flame and even soul mate situation is entirely a black and white issue of it being “all negative, demonic manipulations” or mind control programming. I believe that if such soul mates do exist and these individuals are in such “programs”, the real test of “reality” is to heal, come out of the mind control and truly love with wisdom and discernment. If this is done, the effect should be very powerful, and certainly is something the dark “powers that be” do not want with those who have these kinds of connections. Nonetheless, it is the responsibility of each of the “twin flame” partners to do a deep self-inquiry on their own history, work to resolve emotional traumas, and “mind control issues”.

In several love bite cases, mostly private, the duo recalled astral sexual unions and interactions that served to fuel the love obsession in one or both partners. Some recall “programming” in the astral where they were given narrated scripts of a story to program them to fall in love with a specific person, who was deliberately led to them via a pre-conditioned love obsession to be their “next handler”. In such a case, the love bite was engineered to bring them in to be “reactivated” for some kind of MK Ultra occult operational use.

After researching this field for over 20 years I will have to say that the level of human experimentation on all levels of being are more complex that what is assumed to be simple “physical level” MK Ultra mind control or Satanic Ritual Abuse. The extent of control includes a level of inter and extra dimensional involvement and black meta-technology that is a form of spiritual abuse and warfare on unimaginable levels. With this statement I do not want to imply that this situation is “hopeless” targeting with warfare beyond our ability to overcome. Not at all. I do believe our own hearts, minds and spirits working in full integration are extremely powerful, and we can overcome this, since black magic, by nature, is based on trickery and deception, not true spiritual power.

I think that with the numerous reports emerging out of Satanic Ritual Abuse and Illuminati Bloodline cult family survivors, we can start to understand this kind of spiritual warfare, even if much of it is within the framework of Christian religious faiths based on biblical scripture. I believe that these ancient bloodline cults, rituals and spiritual beliefs extend beyond the history of the Christian religion and the life of Jesus Christ. It is old, enduring and seemingly following an agenda that appears to be culminating in our current time. But even the prophetic scriptures such as the Book of Revelation, could be utilized as a script by these same infiltrators and corruptors of the human race to carry out their program of control and trans-humanism.

The 5th Fire Initiation Ritual for Twin Flames

There are a few brave Satanic Ritual Abuse survivors who have reported some of the demonic aspects of Twin Flame unions via specific types of rituals done with “bloodline cult people”. One such witness testimony is Carolyn Hamlett on the “5th Fire Initiation Ritual”, which uses a twin flame couple, to unify, give up their souls for possession and conceive a “hybrid Nephilim” “avatar” child. In this type of “Nephilim hybrid” the physical gestation and maturation is rapid and not “normal” in term of the usual human pregnancy and growth. This is distinct and different from many of the alien abduction hybrid breeding program reports, compared to the children born to the abductee mothers in their physical environment lives. In other words, most of the children born to the abductee mothers in their normal physical life/world, are not such rapid gestation and maturation as described in Carlyn Hamlett’s testimony. On the other hand, hybrid children being shown to parent abductees on the alien crafts or environments during abductions, may appear much more “alien” than human and have different gestation and maturation times. The hybrid children that were raised in “alien environments” are usually taken via abduction from the mother’s wombs in the first trimester. For more details on the entirety of Carolyn Hamlett’s experience see:

http://beyondthephysical.blogspot.mx/2013/07/my-july-30th-interview-with-daniel.html

Doug Riggs, a long time Christian minister and SRA therapist who has worked with many ritual abuse survivors has spoken about the “Nephilim Mothers” being groomed to conceive hybrid children. He does say that these “Nephilim children” mostly males, look like normal humans and are usually physically ”beautiful people”. Another thing Doug Riggs did report in the below video interview is that since 1976, all significant world leaders or those in top positions in the world are all now “hybrids”.

Another interview worth listening to with Doug Riggs and Lynn Marzulli on a more broad perspective of the Nephilim hybrid issue and the End times Deception, Satanic Anti-Christ Agenda.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8OhV45djGo&list=WL&index=53

Discernment Comes with Healing, and Deep Spirit/Source Connection

What I have observed over the years with experiencers of anomalous trauma is that if they have never experienced true healing, love, healthy family relations, and trauma free living, they often lack the ability to discern the truth of a situation. For example, the “red flags” that normally would cue a non-traumatized person that something is “not right” will not register in a long-time abductee or anomalous trauma survivor. It is not that these people are not sensitive, aware or intelligent. It’s the simple fact that from living a life of trauma, a certain level of emotional pain and confusion is normalized in their lives. The analogy of the frog being slowly boiled in the pot of boiling water is a metaphor of how easy it is to not notice the gradual temperature of the water, until it’s so hot they either succumb to being cooked alive (spiritually and emotionally dying), or they jump out of the boiling water and wake up to the reality of obvious abuse.

Sometimes the desire for love, acceptance, or avoidance of the “crazy reality” keeps them in a world of confusion, distraction or obsessions with illusions that actually prevent them from a deeper self connection of internal Spirit Sourced truth.

When there is vampiric energy loss, there is also a level of confusion. Where there still exist psychological defenses, cognitive dissonance and intact mind control programming, there will be a consistency of distractions, drama and numbing (perhaps through various addictions). There will be illusions of what they want reality to be, but is not. Healing and the clarity of wisdom comes from deep heart and core Spirit connection, combined with the rational mind. Sometimes it’s easy to get stuck in the wild goose chase of endless mental puzzles, spinning in this “need to know” questioning and research endeavors on externalized aspects of ones life and world. Many of us who have hidden histories of abductions have intense desires to know what happened, our memories of missing time, our real parentage, proof that we may be a “hybrid” or other such inquiries. These mental “needing to have external knowledge” quests can actually sabotage the true healing process. True healing will always cause you to return to your own heart, feelings and spiritual core of beingness, which then works in balance with the logical mind to to question events and experiences that are unusual and then make sense of things.

If there is a true form of soul mate or even a twin flame dyad, it is not likely to be festered with the magnitude of demonic, vampiristic overtones or riddled with narcissistic, game playing so prominent in hyper dimensional organic portals —pretending to be human lovers. The determination to heal and take emotionally intelligent responsibility will offer the clarity and wisdom to understand and overcome these complex multileveled manipulations and questions. For so many of us we feel alone and unsupported in this. But we are not alone. The fact that we are still alive, and have come to know what we have thus far is a significant victory.

Online Anomalous Trauma Support Group starting Feb. 5, 2016

Hello,

This is a quick reminder that we have several spaces open for our next block (3rd ATSG Block) of Anomalous Trauma Support Group sessions, that start on Friday Feb. 5, 2016, at 4pm Eastern time zone.

This will be a block of 6 sessions, every week on Fridays and go for 2-3 hours. It is on Zoom videoconferencing format, and all you need is audio and preferably a video camera. But this can be attended via telephone or iphone also. Zoom is free to download at www.zoom.us

This group will be facilitated by myself, Eve Lorgen and my colleague Laura Leon.

The topics of discussion will be geared towards the needs of the group, whatever specific types of experiences they feel the need to explore and talk about. This can include the spectrum of anomalous trauma as previously described on my main page. I want to be clear however, that this group is for those who are functional, not institutionalized, or having any major Axis 1 or 2 personality disorders such as Borderline, Narcissistic, Histrionic, major depression or major alcohol or substance abuse addictions. This is for those who sincerely want to work on personal growth, expand awareness and become more sovereign considering having had histories of anomalous trauma.

The emphasis of this kind of group is on reflective and empathic listening, learning how to develop emotional intelligence and expand personal awareness, exploration of what ones own history is, emotional triggers, patterns of behavior, blind spots, learning about boundaries and what it means to take personal responsibility for ones own healing process and sovereignty.

There is a nominal fee for the group at $25.00/session, and suggested to be paid in full for the 6 sessions or in segments of 2-3 payments. Once the session is paid for, a Zoom link will be sent to the participating individuals. It is suggested to let the facilitators know at least two days prior to the group if they will attend and pay before attending. We want to keep this group small at 10 participants, so reserve your spot soon.

In the past several articles and topics have been suggested for reading or for topics of interest, such as:

Compassionate Communication, Reflective Listening and Inner Empathy Process

Interdimensional Interference and Emotional Triggering

Love Bite or Twin Flame, Relationship orchestration or interference issues

Narcissistic Abuse and Recovery

Mind Control, Programming and Abduction/Milab issues

If you have any questions, feel free to email Eve at : elorgen@gmail.com or Laura Leon at laudaleon@gmail.com

The Reptilian Replication Process as Described by Carolyn Hamlett

Carolyn Hamlet is a Satanic Ritual Abuse survivor, who has done many audio interviews about her experiences in the supernatural realm. She has a blog at:

http://beyondthephysical.blogspot.mx/search?updated-min=2015-01-01T00:00:00-05:00&updated-max=2016-01-01T00:00:00-05:00&max-results=43

In the below excerpted material Carolyn shares her knowledge about what she was told by her “alter personality” named Andrew, who was specifically designed and created to work with and interact with the Reptilians as well as the “Mob”. An alter personality was created in her through specific trauma and mind control programming by dissociation, which is well known and common knowledge of those who have been in ritual abuse and MK Ultra.

I chose to excerpt key points in her testimony where she discusses types of reptilians and specifically the replication process that enables them to host a human body but also reproduce themselves in hybrid bloodlines. I also include some of my own knowledge gained from the work of Dr. Corrado Malanga on the alien parasite life cycle. Carolyn’s alter personality was a split off part of her own consciousness and had the unique ability to shapeshift into a male form quite distinct from her front alter core personality. Carolyn’s escape from her Illuminati Cult involvement she ascribes to being a born again Christian.

The excerpted material was taken from:

http://beyondthephysical.blogspot.mx/2015/07/reptilian-genesis-original-super.html

“…When Andrew was “out” as the “front alter” or “front personality”, he took things a step farther.  Andrew had the ability to shape shift and would often change our body to look like himself, a 6’ 2”, well-built Italian looking young man in his early 20’s.  Few people knew what he was.  Andrew was such a strong personality that those who knew what he was, would actually let that slip their mind. “

EL: Carolyn also mentions as an aside of being in the “Merovingian Bloodline” and this being a possible reason for the interest of Grays and Reptilians in her life:

“If I am from the Merovingian bloodline as I suspect because of certain family surnames and family crests, this could account for Andrew knowing how to deal with Reptilians and maybe why they dealt with him. Perhaps that part of me was funneled into Andrew. This also could account for the Grey’s interest in me.

EL: According to Carolyn the Reptilians were originally created by the Nephilim, engineered as a type of “supersoldier” that would do battle for them in physical and other dimensional realms. The problem is that the Reptilians apparently turned on their creators and went off on their own, doing what they do best, fighting, conquering, exploiting, controlling and killing, consuming life force etc. Carolyn says there are three main factions of reptilians, although I personally have heard of more than that, with varying qualities, some more fierce and malevolent than others.

EL: She describes reptilians in her testimony, ways they behave etc. and the fact that they “stink”:

“Reptilians have the ability to grow back a body part.

Everything is expendable to a Reptilian.

If a Reptilian is killed that he can be completely replicated along with his original consciousness. In that sense, they never die.

Reptilians stink as in smells putrid. They can contain their smell to a degree, but that takes energy because it is a natural characteristic of them to put out that putrid stink.  The smell is enough to bring terrifying fear to those who have witnessed the grotesqueness of their evil acts. The memory of the smell attaches itself to the memory and seems more powerful than a memory itself. So when a person familiar with their smell, smells them approaching, a person if not in control of themselves can be overwhelmed by a type of terror that borders on insanity and dying of terror. “

EL: Another thing I may add is that reptilians have been described by some of my own clients as having a “pissy, dank, almost moldy odor”. They also can leave a “spray” on their victims whom they sexually assault, which on women, can have the effect of “phermones” on the male gender and is very noticeable from the woman’s experience but not always conscious from the male perspective in terms of the “odor”. I have had several reports of this, and I think this is actually different than the overall odor of their presence but something they do, to territorialize their victims after sexually assaulting them. Much like how a male cat will urinate on things to “territorialize” their ownership.

Carolyn adds more on Reptilian qualities:

“Reptilians think humans stink.

They love to eat human babies and will even steal babies that are to be used in Satanic sacrifices.

Satan sees Reptilians a “useful idiots”.

Some Reptilians live in underground caverns here on earth.

They grow their own human children food supply.

They can be inter-dimensional. Sometimes you can smell them like a heavy presence, but not see them. They don’t always want you to see them. Sometimes they like their victims to see them because they like the taste of adrenaline in the blood.

They have claws on their fingers. They have a type of scale. 

The Reptilians Andrew has dealt with wear armor. They don’t need to wear armor, they just like to wear it.  Maybe they think it makes them look more fearsome. Andrew said that he thinks Reptilians picked up the wearing of armor from humans.”

EL: I also have had client reports over the years, some MK Ultra supersoldiers such as Andy Pero, who witnessed a couple of babies being eaten alive in an underground base. Other people such as Peggy Kane, a reverse speech researcher stated several years ago in 2006, that the life force and soul itself is consumed by these evil creatures.

(See: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYfyI0CZX5A)

*In reverse speech analysis where “deep subconscious truth” comes out in people’s reverse speech recordings, and through EVP, it was found consistently that Reptilians in particular have created the matrix prison planet system on this Earth to manipulate religions and inhabit the lower astral realms, feeding on life source, souls and  recycling souls who are “trapped here” in the Net that they have artificially engineered. Supposedly the Reptilians originate from Orion. This Net however, is due to be dissolved with the arrival of Planet X Peggy says. And, according to researcher Kameran Faily, a whistleblower that Kerry Cassidy has interviewed on Project Camelot several times (See: http://aftertheshift.blogspot.com/2015/03/the-talk-about-planet-x-starts-around.html)
has essentially said the same thing: When Planet X enters our solar system and gets closer and closer, our own “net of control” and inter dimensional lower astral control system will eventually collapse, creating mayhem from hordes of lower inter dimensional entities, demons, reptilian etc until they are eventually forced out. Only after this transitory phase will Earth’s “net” and artificial matrix grid be cleared out.

When Peggy prayed to Jesus and other astral souls  (in her EVP findings and reversals) prayed to Jesus to help free them in their lower astral entrapments, no Jesus came. Instead Peggy reported that Pleidians helped free many who were trapped by the reptilians in lower astral realms. And whatever the Jesus people were praying to was a false belief system engineered by the Reptilians.

EL: A few private client reports of mine told me that they were shown in underground installations, how small young “Ayran children” were being grown up and stored in cages just for the purpose of feeding certain reptilians.

Reptilians are very psychic and can detect someone’s presence or even their intention. Reptilians are extremely reactive, volatile and dangerous as Carolyn/Andrew testifies. I  spoke to a few psychic abductees many years ago who were asked to remote view reptilians and their bases, after which they were severely psychically attacked because their remote viewing presence was detected. If someone wants to remote view them they must use very good shielding techniques and protection. Astral tagging is very commonplace and reptilians are masters not only in the astral but also with kundalini sexual energy manipulations. They can create “love bite connections” and activate kundalini energy in someone or both partners and then feed off that energy. It’s so common I don’t need to write about it in this post.

One of the more revelatory aspects of Carolyn’s discussion on Reptilians was the connection between a higher level powerful dark being, an Arcturian called Rommel. (It is unknown whether this particular cult group and their “dark lords” are mimicking the name of Arcturians or if indeed these Arcturians are essentially playing on the dark side.) This powerful being had to be brought to our 3D reality through a “portal” created via twin flame union sexual ritual.( I will comment on this in a later post)

“It took the energy of a combined twin flame union of two humans, coupled with what Satan’s spiritual hierarchy calls “the 5th fire initiation” to open up the portal where many of Satan’s highest and most powerful were waiting to be able to gain entrance into our 3rd dimensional earth.

They needed humans to open up that portal because Satan does not have the spiritual authority to open that portal. 

Quick explanation: Although Satan and his fallen are powerful, they do not have the “natural born” spiritual authority that humans were created with. It’s just a fact. The human spirit is different than all other created creatures. The human spirit has what I call “the God code”. We have an essence of God the creator Himself as His children.”

EL: This is the real deal, and I believe many “milabs” and even “experiencers of alien encounters” who have had astral visitations are experiencing these unions and are directed by their “milab handlers” and/or ET guides in the astral to participate without full consent and awareness in these kinds of activities. The portal opening seems to occur spontaneously in some cases— as can immediate “bilocation” of the unionized energy bodies of the twin flame couple to another dimensional reality. I have had at least one report of this. It can also happen in the physical, where a portal opens up or is created via a tantric type of soul mate union and ritual. Often times when a portal or other dimensional reality opens up through the higher energies and consciousness of the couple, it’s spontaneous, and not directed by a ritual. And is not EVIL per se. It’s just part of the side effect of the energies created through these kinds of tantric unions.

There is also the lack of clarity and definitions of what a real soul mate and twin flame is. For the most part, those people thinking they have a twin flame and are experiencing classic Love Bite/Dark Cupid symptoms, is not a real twin flame, but a manipulated soul connected relationship usually in the astral. For more information and clarity on types of unions and twin flames, see Lisa Rene’s glossary definition of Hieros Gamos unions: http://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Hieros_Gamos

One of the difficult aspects of researching this area of “twin flames, soul mates” and the expansions of consciousness that can take place with such unions, and it’s potential alchemical transformation, is how many people perceive this in a black or white fashion. One of the major points I want to bring up is the fact that the dark agenda of the False gods will mimic, co-opt and pervert the “real deal” of spiritual truths to carry out their program of control, exploitation, domination, perversion etc. So what happens in this field of research is the tendency to view things in a polarized fashion of either good or evil and then throwing the baby out with the bathwater. This kind of reactivity and mental programmed “in the box” thinking and believing prevents us from recognizing, realizing and remembering our own innate divinity and abilities to be accessed for our own benefit of goodness and sovereignty from the false gods mind control programs.

I view extreme religiosity as a mind control program specifically designed to be a “containment” of damage control from the ones who designed these systems of control. For example, I have known for years that the Illuminati Bloodline rulers have a saying about what happens to their “runaways”: Out of the frying pan and into the fire.

This does not mean that all “runaways” and those who have awakened to their true memories, experiences etc. will fall into this situation. But it is a common thing that happens, and you only really know after you do a full recovery, integration and spiritual clearing and healing. I believe many healing modalities can be helpful and the important thing is for the one in recovery to emotionally clear out “triggered reactivity”, release false limiting programs and interdimensionals in their personal energy field. It is also wise to do an ancestral clearing as well. Healthy relating, living, virtue, goodness and integrity goes a long way in terms of spiritual protection.

I have been personally assisted in my own “harrowing spiritual warfare battles” by Christian friends who have passed over, the name of Jesus Christ and also pure hearted Buddhist teachers, shamans and healers. Even though I know that there is power in the name and beingness of who we call Jesus Christ (even though that wasn’t his real name for those who remembered him) it doesn’t mean the that this is the only mode of belief or protection. I’ve found many helpful people, healing modalities and spiritual practices to be good in helping me awaken and protect myself in these kinds of situations.

I also know how many healers, teachers, spiritual gurus (including alleged Christians) who are corrupted and led by deceptive inter dimensional entities, or are “hosted” by reptilians and so it takes a perception that goes beyond a religious belief system or healing modality. Look at integrity, love, wisdom, patience, clarity, generosity, non judgmental compassion, and discernment as the virtues and not necessarily a “religious stamp” of approval. Good people who do want to learn and know the truth tend to grow and can change and adjust their perceptions based on the wisdom of experience that goes beyond black and white thinking and limited individualized ego consciousness.

Reptilian Replication Process as described by Carolyn:

How do Reptilians reproduce or replicate?

“They hijack other life forms. They prefer to use humans.

They use a method called “twinning” which they learned from the Nephilim. Twinning is kind of like cloning. They create a type of clone from a piece of the original Reptilian, but upon birth, it begins to gather to itself it’s own experiences.

Life is in the blood. Blood cells are like a slice of themselves and are the type of cells used for twinning.

Their blood cells contain the blue print of everything they are, including their genetic memory, life force, intellect etc. This can be switched on for full memory or partial. Full memory would be a replica of the complete memory of the original. They don’t like to have a complete twin made because there is an identity competition. One would kill the other.
Reptilians are very competitive. A clone would kill the original because the clone would want to BE the original.

Reptilian Replication: The 11 Point Process

1.) Done by a process called twinning.

2.) Twinning has to do with the blood.

3.) Their life is in their blood.

4.) Their blood cell contain the blueprints for everything they are including intellect, spirit and memories, a type of genetic memories. These memories can be switched on if necessary. This is not desirable because the twin may try to kill the original.

5.) A single blood cell which has connection to the bone marrow is separated from their body.

6.) They use some type of energy maybe electricity that activates the part of the cell that is the life force. The life force is connected to every thing that is in the cell.

7.) This area of the cell that is the life force begins to direct the cell to form another entity. The life force is connected to everything in that cell. This process involves magnetic qualities. It activates everything to begin working. This life force contains spirit, memories, and intellect. All characteristics to be expressed are contained in the cell.

8.) This cell must be deposited into another life form as the preferred method of replication. The preferred targets for hijacking are humans. Although they find humans detestable, it is a necessary element of the process. The cell itself at this point may be in another dimension or any where else.

9.) The cell is in some way joined to a human egg. The Reptilian cell is a viable thing. At this point things can go in different directions.

a. The Reptilian cell is joined to human egg fertilized by human sperm in the womb.

b. The Reptilian cell is joined to human egg fertilized by human sperm in a laboratory.

c. Less desirable, the Reptilian cell is joined to an unfertilized human egg.

They are using science. They learned this through the Nephilim.

10.) The Reptilian cell is able to combine into the life form to the extent that it has the ability to project the physical characteristics of the human while remaining in charge. They can not kill the human spirit, but they subdue and subjugate it.

11.) They rule the host from this point forward.

“At times they impose their form on the host body such as at rituals where they eat human sacrifices. They prefer the Reptilian form over the human form.

Because a Reptilian can be replicated, memory and all through one blood cell, if a Reptilian is killed, it can be completely replicated along with it’s original consciousness. In that sense, they never die. It works like the above explanation, but the part of the cell that contains the full conscious memory is not shut off.

Replication is being done in laboratories across the US.

Reptilian people working in labs are the ones motivated to make the replicas.

Another manner the Reptilians reproduce:

When 2 infected humans procreate, Reptilians consider that offspring to be theirs and of Reptilian bloodline.

Sometimes a person’s exercise of will can prevent the Reptilian part from fully expressing itself or taking over.

People with Reptilian DNA in them are unconsciously attracted to those who also have such such DNA. It is like being attracted to a scent on an unconscious level.”

EL: In Dr. Corrado Malanga’s research an article entitled: The Global Picture of Alien Interferences (http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vida_alien/alien_abductionabductees37.htm ) describes the stages of alien interference, one of which is the alien “parasitization” of the human host “abductee” which takes place within the first 6 days of life. Malanga implies that this process is a type of abduction that occurs within the first 6 days of birth, where the alien parasite consciousness or what he called, Active Alien Memory is deposited within the brain, mind and spirit component of the abductee. This AAM can contain all the memories of the alien parasite (which could be an alien Grey, Mantis, Reptilian,(Saurian), or other type of alien/parasite consciousness). This means that the memories of each “host” of this alien parasite would be within the persons mind, and this alone would cause one to question some past life memories, since they may not be the memories of that original human Soul at all.
Some forms of alien parasites such as the LUX being and the “other universe” bodiless types can parasite the baby before birth.

Malanga’s Liberation Techniques such as SIMBAD, FMS and the Updated Triad Color Test are designed to free the abductee from the alien parasite interferences and reconnect the triad components of consciousness which had become separated into a non coherent energy pattern. This happens due to trauma, dissociation, and the alien parasite heavily influencing the thoughts and behaviors of the individual. Once these interferences are removed, neutralized and consciousness components re-integrated, healed etc. the AAM can be “neutralized” so it will not act out the “alien will” of the parasite. But the AAM apparently still remains, like a deactivated program on ones hard drive.

EL: A note on the reptilian red blood cell being from the bone marrow:

We do know that the red blood cells when in early stages of growth in the bone marrow still contain nuclei.(hence DNA) Stem cell therapies are effective for creating and reproducing and re growing almost any desired cell type if you can retrieve embryonic stem cells from the bone marrow. (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stem-cell_therapy)

Why is Blood so important to the aliens and other interfering interdimensionals?

I know two people with documented medical histories where their blood type changed from one type to another such as from A to O and vice versa. In the book “Alien Conspiracy” by Chris B. Evans (Alarm Clock Publishing 2003, pages 187-189), the female abductee Andrea Roberts, had her blood type change numerous times from A negative to O negative. Her own sibling also had her Rh factor change from negative to positive numerous times. This is something I have privately asked several abductees, who initially had an Rh negative blood type only to be found Rh positive later. Or it changes from negative to positive to negative back again. In the case of White Wolf Von Atzingen, he stated privately that his blood type changed from A to O was achieved from stem cell therapy done from secret government medical treatments. White Wolf Von Atzingen is a survivor of an elite MK Ultra Assasin program. His interview with me can be found on my web site at: http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/update-to-white-wolf-von-atzingen-interview/

There is alot of controversy over the origin of the RH negative blood type and especially O negatives, who are considered Universal Donors. Some researchers such as Lisa Rene on her Energetic Synthesis website, theorized that Rh negative blood is sourced from the Stars and has less karma. These blood types are targeted by the Reptilians to hijack these people who tend to have a higher spiritual awareness factor. (See: https://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/blog-timeline-shift/2629-blood-covenant-on-rh-negatives?highlight=WyJyaCIsIm5lZ2F0aXZlIiwiYmxvb2QiLCJvcmlnaW4iLCJyaCBuZWdhdGl2ZSIsInJoIG5lZ2F0aXZlIGJsb29kIiwibmVnYXRpdmUgYmxvb2QiXQ==)

About Blood Covenants and what these do to a persons spiritual sovereignty:

Lisa Rene excerpt: “ When a human being enters into a Blood Covenant through religious or other spiritual forms of indoctrination, this seals the person’s Aura with a sigil or Soul binding that states a “claim” onto that individual. The persons free will is hijacked as the human has been tricked to believe that the Annunaki extraterrestrials impersonating the One creator is actually a God, when he is acting as an intermediary to take claim and ownership over human beings that were born with the inherent divinity of the Inner Holy Spirit and Inner Christos. The False Gods both covet and hate the Inner Holy Spirit because it is the Mother aspect of God, of which they detest, and because they were not given the divine design of sovereignty that humans beings were given in their free will right to choose.”

“In addition to blood covenants made to control the bloodlines, the Reptilians promote Rh Negative Blood as a result from their hybridized DNA. This narrative is untrue. However, it is because they seek to destroy all Oraphim/Christ hybrids and their DNA potential from spreading, growing or changing the Consciousness structure in humanity, which inherently will change the entire DNA of the earth population. They want to kill off the Rh Negative hybrids through genetic modification or control them directly through militarized operations, keeping them misinformed and sick through the various methods already mentioned. They have attempted to compromise their DNA in various ways, such as through tricking humans to make Blood Covenants with False Gods. Much of this is reinforced through family of origin religious beliefs that are passed down to babies and children who grow into adulthood not understanding what is transpiring.

Rh Negative bloodline is blood that is inherently “karmic-less” blood, the ancestral miasm from previous human generations is not recorded in the same way as “karmic” blood patterns that are passed down into future generations. The karmic (miasma) patterns of repeated lifetimes on earth are energy stamps that are recorded in the blood of every being that is born into this dimension. (This is also how blood covenants are passed down to the future offspring without the person being aware of this arrangement.)  Rh Negative blood is sourced from the Stars, as such they may be called Starseed people.
Because there are less karmic energetic imprints in the blood, higher spiritual –energetic bodies of the Rh negative person have a tendency to function or operate at increased levels than in the majority of the human population. These include higher sensory abilities such as telepathy, empathy, clairvoyance, clairaudience, direct spiritual knowing, reading energies, ET contact and awareness that may develop into higher compassionate tendencies towards other humans and the earthly kingdoms. This bloodline has a natural resonance to reconnect with higher DNA activation. For this reason ET’s such as Greys studying DNA code and attempting to replicate DNA, abduct more RH negative people.
For the above reasons, Rh negative people are primarily manipulated with superimposed karmic burdens, many sourcing from Annunaki or other reptilian distortions made in the blood. This is the attempt to distort the blood pattern of the Rh negative person so they cannot be successful or productive in changing the DNA or consciousness structure on planet. Because their blood holds higher DNA potential the NAA and reptilian races do not want this phenomena to occur through the planetary consciousness fields. This impact is known as the hundredth monkey effect, when the collective consciousness reaches certain patterns these influences can impact the collective consciousness on earth. The NAA works against this phenomena from occurring in order to maintain their agenda of promoting a human slave race, on this planet and for other planets which they seek to control. Most reptilian races favor the corrupted Nephilim, ( a being motivated by greed, money and power as they are manipulated by Controllers) who exist as half or more Annunaki in their DNA, to sympathize with their agenda and maintain the belief systems on earth that promote race superiority, genetic discrimination, and social and financial hierarchy as defined by class or a rank assigned.
In this understanding of clearing blood covenants through recessive gene, ancestral gene and hybridization gene of Rh negative bloodlines, we apply core fear release programs to the Rh negative bloodlines as we bear witness to each other. This is taking intention to clear all blood covenants made that connect miasmatic history through recessive genes, ancestral genes and hybridization and genetic modification of past, present and future lifetimes.” 

Carolyn continues on the Reptilian Replication Process:

Why humans are the preferred host:

1.) Humans because similar DNA.

– Reptilians don’t like to acknowledge it, but they already have human DNA in them because they were created by the Nephilim with Nephilim DNA and Nephilim are part human.

2.) To have an anchor on earth.

– Using any terrestrial creature gives them an anchor to the physical plane because a terrestrial creature is made of the substance of the physical plane (earth), but humans have a spiritual authority above all creatures. Even unredeemed humans.

3.) Our intelligence is desirable over other terrestrial life forms.

4.) For spiritual authority.

– Hijacking a human body gives them use of a spiritual authority here on earth that belongs only to humans.

– The spirit of humans are different than all other creatures in creation. We have what I call “the God particle” which is the stamp of the Creator Himself. Mankind was created to be co-rulers over creation with God.

(This is a huge reason why spiritual beings are seeking out humans. They need us to agree with them so they can use us to have access to things on earth as well as in the supernatural. There are places that these beings don’t have access to unless they use humans to get access for them.)
EL: There is still much we do not know about how these reptilian beings operate in the physical and interdimentional realm, and how they “infect” a human host with their blood to replicate themselves. The hosting process of possession may be different than what Carolyn is talking about with the replication process. Many years ago a clairvoyant colleague who observed reptilians first hand wrote an article, “The Birth of a Host”. ( See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/articles/military-abduction-milabs-and-reptilians/reptilian-hosts/http://evelorgen.com/wp/articles/military-abduction-milabs-and-reptilians/reptilian-hosts/ This article is still very relevant today in terms of how one can observe the  process of hosting and eventually a full possession.

Perhaps in the alien parasitism life cycle Malanga described where the human Soul component is used to “revivify” the alien bodies, could be one such method that the reptilians use to “jump start” their red blood “stem cell” replication factor, once it’s already embedded within the human host. (EL; for example, in the female ova or conceived embryo).

 

Predatory Parasites and Online Sex

This is an article written by a 31-year old Finnish woman who wishes to tell her story of how she protracted a predatory interdimensional parasite through cyber sex. The reason I am sharing this testimony is because the lethality of these types of predatory parasites seem to be especially physically draining. I believe these same types of predatory interdimensional parasites, may possibly be doubly infected with an artificial intelligence type of vector which can travel and interact through computer technology and the web. It’s as if the medium of technology is aided by something that acts as a bridge that can readily connect interdimensional parasites through artificial intelligence systems.

Many energy healers, clairvoyants and shamans already know how other dimensional entities can latch into someones energy field through sex (among many other things). But now it is quite common to receive reports of entity attachment through online connections and especially cyber sex. My former mentor Barbara Bartholic had discovered that people who used recreational drugs like methamphetamine were particularly susceptible to “reptilian hosting”. Not only this, but the reptilian hosting often corresponded with an increased addiction to online sex, which kept a viscous cycle going of constant parasite re-infection and sexual addiction. (Not to mention infection of other people to these same entities, who don’t even use dangerous recreational drugs like methamphetamine etc) I’m only mentioning this because online sex itself is a playground for all kinds of other forces, and interdimensional beings that innocent people have no awareness of and can be harmed by this kind of activity.

Most of the time the victims of hyperdimensional predatory parasites do not “see” the entities, but the symptoms of energy vampirism and sometimes the deceptive “twin flame” telepathic communications and masked energetic sexual visitations are done by the same types of vampiric entities. They can shapeshift into the image of the alleged “twin flame “lover”, and be intimately connected to that person (ie. him) or another partner the he is linked in with, such as a female. Such a situation happened with Ajna, the author of this testimony on predatory parasites through online sex.

Luckily, once Anja realized she had a parasitic entity, took responsibility to stop engaging with the online sexual partner and did healing, trauma resolution and energy clearing work. She was able to successfully release the entity, rebuild her health and emotional well being but not until over three years of her life and health was nearly destroyed. Anja now writes a blog about these types of experiences in Finnish.

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How I Caught a Predatory Parasite Through Online Sex

By Anja Bessonoff
December 2015

I got attacked by a malevolent entity through online sex in 2012. The attack was so fierce that it brought me on the brink of death. It took me three-and-a-half years to recover to this point where I can address the events rationally.

In the summer of 2012 I had just recently divorced a man who seemed to make me sick and miserable for some unknown reason. Today I’m able to see clearly that my ex-husband was overshadowed by an entity, but I didn’t know that at the time. I misinterpreted the problem to involve my ex-husband only, and when I divorced him, I thought I was finally safe from whatever the enemy was.
I got to be on my own for only about six weeks and that was definitely the best time of my life – until I got cleverly attacked from another direction. This time the villain was sneakier and much more vicious than the entity that my ex-husband hosted, and I wasn’t prepared at all. My husband’s parasite was slowly harming my health for sure, but this other entity was capable of a sudden murder attempt.
During the months of separation from my ex, I had developed a crush on a male friend who lived in another country, and we talked online. Things changed drastically when he engaged me in online sex with him. He was in a relationship with another woman, and I knew there was very much at stake, but everything happened so fast that afterwards I was just left wondering what struck me.

My intuition warned me from having online sex with him, but when we interacted, I also saw incredible beauty and connection between us that couldn’t possibly be fake. It was as if there were two competing energy currents that confused my intuition: a pure and beautiful energy exchange between me and him, and something shapeless but dangerous lurking behind that.

I was starving for sex and romance after my divorce, and that made me an easy target. I was convinced that the friend that I trusted wasn’t capable of harming me even if we had online sex. He seemed pure an uncorrupted. Yet I sensed danger in the situation.
Today I’m pretty convinced that he was pure about his intentions, but the problem centered on his fiancée. He lived with a woman who seemed nice and friendly – just like the entity who was presumably overshadowing her. Because the two were sexually involved, her parasite had access to his energies, and when I had online sex with him, it was able to access my energies as well.

The entity enticed the man, my friend, and it also enticed me with soft whispers that I misinterpreted as telepathic messages from him. Only after I refused to do what it tried to make me do, its true nature was betrayed. The entity persuaded me to feed my energy to my friend and his fiancée, to build the couple a happy future together. Before the online sex happened, I vaguely agreed because I wanted what was best for him, and he seemed to plead exactly this. I didn’t know that I had actually signed a powerful energetic agreement here, and it wasn’t between me and him but between me and the parasite that had invaded his love relationship.

After the online sex changed my view of everything in the situation, I refused to do what I thought I had promised to my friend and his fiancée. Instead, I insisted that I wanted him for myself. I can still vividly remember my telepathic discussion with what I still thought to be my friend, and it went somewhat like this:

Me: “Look, we can accomplish so much more when we are actually together, versus me feeding only my energy to your life.”
It: “But you promised to create a happy future for me and her.”
Me: “Yes, but you must know that it’s not possible anymore. I don’t have that energy anymore. The source that feeds me won’t let me do it. My whole being just wants to be with you.”
It: “You have lots of energy alright. In that storage called ‘body’. If you don’t give it voluntarily, we’ll take it by force.”

I was struck by terror after this mental conversation. The entity began to take my energy by force right away, and I got really sick. During the next few months I suffered from pneumonia, a uterine infection that got me to the hospital, and severe burnout symptoms. My whole life crashed since I had no energy for my own well-being anymore; the parasite was eating me alive.

By opening up energetically in online sex I granted the entity a direct passage into my energies, and it used that free access to brutally harm me. It sucked my energy dry on any area it could. I knew my body tissues and functions were chopped by it to release ATP for its purposes. The terror I felt because of this was indescribable.

This predatory parasite was able to invade into my lungs and even my brain. My consciousness was severely blackened. I felt dizzy all the time, and I couldn’t remember or concentrate well anymore. I struggled to get enough oxygen and caught one respiratory infection after another.

The entity saw my body as a peculiar storage of energy. Astral parasites don’t recognise what a physical body is since they don’t have one of their own. They see it only as a resource, not as a functional living vehicle. And that’s exactly where this malevolent entity got busted.

A person would never view the body of another person, let alone a friend, as a mere resource that can be sucked dry. A person would never think that he can steal energy from someone else’s body tissues to build happiness for himself. That would be considered a murder or a murder attempt after all!

It wasn’t my friend who tried to kill me, but something else. It made a grave mistake, however, by demanding me to use the energy of my body to feed it. Because it made me painfully aware of its existence every second, it resulted in me starting a personal crusade against this obscure force that had harmed me so severely. Because I knew all along that something was heavily off, and the entity gave itself up in its confusion about what a body is, I had the means to tackle this situation. It was an awfully slow process of course, because I had a strong enemy not just outside but inside me. I asked and received guidance all along, and it helped me through.

I began by clearing all my negative subconscious emotions and traumas one by one. I was very weak in the beginning, and after each session I had to allow my body a great amount of rest. I raised my vibration slowly but steadily, making the environment less and less comfortable for something that feeds off negative vibration.

Two years after the original incident, in July 2014, I was finally strong enough to begin the process of clearing the entity out of my system. I’ve been kind of exhaling all that foreign substance out of me since then. Simultaneously I’ve been repairing my damaged aura. My body isn’t heavy anymore like it was with the abusive entity in charge. I know I’ve still got work to do, but my steady, visible progress keeps me going.

All malevolent entities, beware of this: I absolutely will not stop until I’ve finished clearing you out of my system, once and for all. You are strictly prohibited from entering my space ever again.

Thanks to the Finnish social security system I’ve been able to hang in there financially even though these entities stole my health and my ability to work for more than three years. I will pay it back someday by helping my fellow citizens and hopefully all mankind with the information I obtained through these experiences.
Anja

Addendum: I asked Anja what healing modalities did she use and was there any specific thing or event when the entity actually left your energy field?

“I had to apply a multi-modality approach for healing since nothing simple seemed to work. 
 
For healing trapped emotions and traumas I used ThetaHealing and Thought Field Therapy (tapping). The most prevalent technique for the whole process was probably something that I learned in ThetaHealing class: using the resonance of my own voice, guided by intuition, to clear any unwanted negative vibration.
 
For removing the entity I applied visualisation of cutting cords and breaking the energetic deals I had made with it and with the people involved. Breathing was also a very important factor. I’ve been consciously exhaling everything that doesn’t belong inside my body nor in my energy field. This began spontaneously in summer 2014, and it has been going on since then, guided by my intuition/body’s intelligence.

As supportive means for my body to recover I’ve consumed large amounts of micronutrients. I also keep certain stones and/or magnets near my body for grounding all the time.

Writing openly about this subject and the good old-fashioned prayer are also on my list of things that helped. With all of these modalities combined I was able to corner the enemy. I know I must practice resilience and keep all these forms of support active for at least six more months to prevent any further attacks or setbacks.
 

Anja has a Blog in Finnish at: http://henkinenvaltiatar.fi

Update to White Wolf Von Atzingen Interview

In 2013 I interviewed White Wolf Von Atzingen, survivor of an elite MK Ultra Delta assasin program carried out by the US government. This program was a compartmentalized department of the CIA named SOES, Shadow Operation Extermination Squad.

http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/white-wolf-von-atzingen-interview/

The updated material consists of an informal Question and Answer dialogue format between “Kira” and several members of the Wolf Den–(a private Web forum for members).  Kira was one of the nurses who assisted in the same secret training facility White Wolf trained at in Fort Detrick, Maryland back in the 1990s. Kira uses the name Ariksun in this Q&A which took place in April 2015. Much of this is from an informal updating on a private forum. In this dialogue there are specifics described regarding White Wolf’s general training, and unique information rarely discussed about mind control programming, trauma, alter personalities and also astral operations and programming. Apparently Kira also “escaped” her medical job with the “Shadow government”. She too, was essentially forced into her own employment with the US government shadow side. Kira retained proof of White Wolf’s involvement and kept some ofhis medical records, proving the truth of his testimony of involvment in this inhumane Black Op assassination squad training. Many elements of the occult are also included, which seem to be part and parcel of these kinds of programs.

*For persons newly discovering their own mind control programming or in early research and healing modes may find this material triggering.

Recent Note From Kira:

The following Q&A is I suppose a tie-up and attempt at clarifying some foggy details in the interview between White Wolf and Evie. After living on the move and mostly without Internet access for over two decades I managed to contact White Wolf in early spring of 2015. I’d reached a small window in life where I felt I was able to offer some insights, answers and perhaps clarifying details to some of White Wolf’s information presented in numerous formats, including his book Shadow Scorpion; memoirs of an assassin. With that in mind he decided to open a Q&A format in his Wolf’s Den for those members. I agreed and the following is what materialized.

You’ll find out more about me in the lengthy Q&A session. For now suffice to say that I knew White Wolf many years ago when he was in a government training facility in the capacity of one of his assigned medical caretakers. I was privy to a great deal of information that he wasn’t as well as having bared witness to much of what he endured. This lent me perspectives he didn’t have which has allowed me to offer some clarifying and expanded information through this Q&A.

White Wolf’s seemed to remember quite a lot, which is very surprising considering what levels of trauma he went through. Even so, there are a number of points he didn’t recall correctly or with much clarity. Hopefully this Q&A will assist in correcting those points for readers. I will simply sign off with the name he referred to me as in his autobiographical book. Kira

Ariksun (Kira):

I’m more comfortable answering questions asked than presenting information not asked for. After all, I don’t know anyone here besides White Wolf. I’m happy that people are interested though and I don’t mind answering your questions if I can.

Q: Do you feel White Wolf has remembered all he’s presented accurately?

A- He’s remembered much which is quite surprising given the facts. When I performed follow up labs a year after his graduation, only 1 in 8 trainees remembered anything of the training facility under hypnosis and none recalled anything in their normal conscious state. White Wolf was one who could remember, but again only under deep hypnosis.

The facility he was trained at wasn’t in Maryland. It wasn’t at Fort Detrick. The facility was in southern Pennsylvania near Gettysburg. It also wasn’t a single facility. It was made up of three separate compounds spread apart by some miles. There was a tunnel system connecting all three compounds that was used to shuttle the trainees from one to another. Given the state they were kept in, their minds believed all compounds to be one place.

The northern compound contained the small lake and surrounding swamp. There wasn’t much there. The southern compound was the main facility where all the medical labs, behavioral processes, genetic technology, colored rooms and psychic driving areas and activities took place. The western compound was in the Appalachian Mountains and is where the trainees worked their mountain training. That compound is also where the largest indoor gymnasium sat.

Once every 6 months the trainees were shuttled down to the main research facility in Fort Detrick for in-depth testing. Fluid, tissue, bone and hair samples were taken and psych analysis was performed to cross-check the records being kept in the PA facilities. They would give us dose updates for each trainee as well based upon their results.

One other detail I’ll give at this time concerns White Wolf’s one female handler. Her name wasn’t Diana. That’s one of the many names she used, but it wasn’t her name. She went by Diana, Lagina, Twila, Belinda and others. She always used Diana around White Wolf, so that was what he knew her as. She was a demon in human skin!

Q- “Do you have any information on how later, after White Wolf’s initial training, he had horrid nightmares? Was this astral projection by the programmers?

This natural immunity that you speak of, is this what ‘they’ are now attempting to corral in the general population?”

A- Nightmares are all part of the processes the trainees were being forced through. The consciousness can only take so much before it fractures. The rest it hides inside the subconscious. Those emotions too heavy for the conscious to deal with come forward in the dream state from the subconscious. Though he’d have nightmares before the training, and that was most likely from the access techniques the programmers used to slowly prepare him for the training facility.

I have no access to what “they” are working with today. It could be anything.

Q- How does one extract oneself away from such assignments?

A- It’s very hard. In most cases you need to “escape”, sneak away and stay hidden. It all depends on what your involvement was. They usually don’t just let you go.

Q- During this time, what was your living situation? Did you live in provided living quarters, or were you able to have a private off-duty life?

A- All workers had apartment lodging in the residence section of the south facility. I only lived there when trainees were working through blocks. When trainees were off-facility I was given leave. Two weeks prior to trainees returning for the next block I’d be called back in. I was a nurse. My position only existed when trainees were there and however long it took to either prepare for their arrival or do wrap-ups after they left. My private life was rather boring.

Q- Were employees such as you, also given portions of these treatments to keep you more submissive and compliant? Or, was numbness your primary ‘controller’?

A- No. We were there to work. We were all specially trained and we just did the work. I knew I couldn’t leave so there wasn’t much to do besides focus on the work and deal as best as I could manage.

I was only assigned to a few trainees while other nurses were responsible for others. White Wolf was of course one I was assigned to during his training.

Once I was caught talking to White Wolf when I wasn’t supposed to be. We weren’t allowed to communicate with the trainees beyond their medical conditions. We were to view them as lab animals, something you don’t get to know. Punishment for my actions was being drugged and forced into ritual with White Wolf, more than once. The ritual chamber was in an underground bomb shelter beneath the north facility. It was a truly horrible place. Since White Wolf’s mind was already fractured and being manipulated at every turn, he didn’t remember until bleed-throughs occurred later. Even in a drugged state I was very much consciously aware. I’ve never been able to forget.

Q- What was being used to heal the trainees so quickly? Was there a cocktail mix in the IVs? I remember other modalities mentioned in the SS book, also.

A- I think I answered part of this already. Drug cocktails that’d vary in accordance to each trainee and what they were being put through at the time, combined with forced hypnosis, subliminal frequencies and the depth of programming itself. There were other methods, but those were the main ones. You’d be surprised at how the brain can heal the body when forcefully directed and manipulated with external measures of science. There’re always side-effects though, emotional side-effects because injury holds emotion and forced healing doesn’t allow for the emotions to heal.

Q- Was there an average age of these trainees? Similar characters or traits that might mark them for such an induction? They seem to have individual strengths and abilities, yet there could easily be a common thread of personality, for example.

A- The average age bracket was between 16 and 21. Most of the trainees were 18-21 though. The common thread was genetics and how their brains functioned by-way of childhood development. Skills came next in-line.

Q- You say that you found you could not refuse this job offer. How did they strong-arm you into working for them? For how long?

A- They paid for my training and when the position offer was made it was combined with the message that it’d be the only position I’d be able to find. If I didn’t take it I’d be working in the fast-food industry the rest of my life, at best. I worked for them for 7 years before running.

Q- How were you oriented into this program? Did you observe first-hand torturing and other training techniques? (I cannot imagine a better way to intimidate new hires behind locked gates.)

A- I was a nurse so I was present for anything physically aggressive the trainees went through. I was present from the psychic driving phases through graduation. Many times I’d be in the adjacent room tending the monitors tracking the trainees vitals. There was always a two-way mirror present though because I couldn’t monitor everything through the machines. Sometimes I’d have to be in the same room because I was required to administer various chemicals into the IV tubes. I’m shaking just think of all this.

Q- What kind of relationship did you, Ariksun, have with White Wolf?

A- We didn’t have a relationship like that. I never thought of him in that way, which is why I was so happy to hear he and his wife found each other. The connection I shared with him was just something based upon two people living in hell who’d come to understand something deeper. His energy helped open areas of life inside me, areas that were closed off. I think I was just someone that helped him from getting completely destroyed by the program. His deeper personality that is. Most of the other trainees had nothing left of their core personality by the time their training was finished. It was a survival “relationship”, not a “girlfriend- boyfriend” sexual relationship. Reconnecting with White Wolf, no matter how briefly, feels more like reaching out to a long lost younger brother than anything.

Q: Did other clinicians disappear – walk away – to get out of this assignment? Or, did they simply ‘disappear’?

A- One co-nurse that I got along with disappeared halfway through one of the training blocks in 1987. I inquired after her once and was sternly told she decided the work wasn’t for her. I knew not to ask any more and never found out what became of her. Beyond her I never saw anyone leave or disappear. Some of the nurses seemed to really enjoy working with the trainees and were quite taken with all they were being put through.

Q: In looking at your comments about fracturing trainee minds I get the impression that they lose that spark of life and become flat in personality. Is that a correct assessment? Does this newly formed, base personality change with alters? Or, does this manipulated personality carry over from one alter to another?

A- In some cases the broken mind goes flat, but in other cases that spark seems to get condensed. When that happened it seemed the personality had difficulty expressing itself after, though through designated programmed skills the personality would explode with force and precision. Alters could be molded into any format and energy. The alter’s always fully manipulated. One alter could be seemingly flat while another could be quite flamboyant in the same brain.

Q: Blake clearly states that women trainees did not go through the same regimen as did the men. Did you work with women also? If so, what types of methods to break them were used on the females, differing from the males?

A- I never saw any females part of the training program White Wolf was part of. It was all male trainees. In the southern facility there was a dual compound. One of those was designated to training females in psychic tracking (Locators). However, those girls didn’t go through a psychic driving phase. They were selected through specialty school testing, genetics and mental strength (mental endurance). Drugs were used in their training combined with deep mentalist programming techniques to literally “brainwash” them into full acceptance of their work. Beyond the later phases of trainee – locator frequency bonding, the female locator trainees had no exposure to any of the other sections of the triad compound.

Q: You show much tenacity and courage. In assessing your past years’ experiences you came to a seminal moment when you decided to walk away from this nightmare. Was it a particular circumstance or the culmination of everything? “They” certainly could have caused your death upon your disappearing and could at any time. What do you think is the reason ‘they’ are allowing you to live?

A- I simply couldn’t take it anymore. The energy, the people, what was being done, what I was a part of creating and the constant reminder that I’d be tied to it on some level of work for the rest of my life. I began struggling everyday not to have a mental breakdown.

There was one other trainee group that graduated that program after White Wolf’s group. Once they graduated and were sent into the field, the facility started a closure process that took thirteen months. I, along with the other nurses working beside me, was sent to the med labs in Fort Detrick full-time. My duties consisted of working in containment rooms doing tests on people exposed to lab created viruses and bacteria and documenting their reactions. It was horrible.

I ‘m alive because I’ve been running and hiding ever since I left. It took me over two decades to figure out how to manage living this way, who to contact for “legal” papers containing fake names, how to travel and where, how to get money and stay away from the U.S. For the first five years I lived in shacks in the poorest parts of the globe, a ghost.

Q: You stated that you had access to many documents and records throughout this stint.

Can you speak about information on alters that has not already been discussed in various writings here at EM? For example, Do you know how many ‘alters’ got placed into White Wolf? Is there a way to find out? (I do not recall that White Wolf has discussed any total numbers and if there is a way to find out. How could the individual know if alters remain hidden.)

A- I’ve reviewed White Wolf’s material on alters and he even recently sent me a podcast set he’d made exposing more in-depth details, and there’s not much else to add. I think he did an amazing job explaining them.

Only through incredible patience and constant mental work can a person find alters. It’s a slow and oftentimes maddening process. If a person goes too deep, too fast their mind will break or they’ll destroy sections of their mind along the way. Many times those destroyed pieces are necessary keys to unlocking deeper levels of trauma. Through my training and past work I can say many people programmed with levels and levels of alters will never find them all. The labyrinth is far too complex and guarded to navigate without all the accurate codes and specific processes for the structured sequences.

Since I was part of White Wolf’s training, in the medical arena, I saw the creation work of many of his alters. I’ve no clear memory of exact numbers. Many of his alters were overlapped onto other alters and even twinned so if one was found, the other would spin off and activate alternate protection protocols to continue on. His mind was strong enough and his rage was powerful enough, as well as his animal nature and connection, that the programmers were able to create dozens of key alters and multitudes of sub-alters in him. The majority would never see the light of day, but rather were foundations for more complex alters. His defense system is incredible.

I know he’s healed so much and turned into a truly wonderful person, but he’ll never be able to find even a quarter of his alters. With the healing of his psyche the alters connected either meld back into his core personality, get destroyed if the process is not done correctly (and then that section of him is lost) or the alter will activate protection sequences to meld into another alter not yet found. The more broken pieces along the way, the less availability a person has to access the deeper recesses of the alter labyrinth world and many simply get “locked”, never to be seen or heard from, but also never to be healed and reunited with the core.

Q: And, concerning the Lilith demise, I remember White Wolf saying that he accessed her controlling codes but not others. What type of control codes were used? (I envision that the codes control and activate the alters, is this correct?)

A- The main codes she possessed controlled his shifting abilities. I seem to recall she also had a few codes to activate ritual alters in him, all animal based alters. However, yes the codes were sequences of numbers, colors and even words or partial words in old languages not known to the trainee. All codes are used to trigger and control alter personalities.

Q: Several days ago when you first appeared here, you stated that White Wolf’s energies could not be controlled, only directed. Now, that you have communicated with him, what are your impressions?

A- I’d have to say the same as I’ve stated before and agree with what Sami detailed in his comments on the article: Fight to the Death. I’ve seen the intensity of his energy, open and in-full. This isn’t something he’ll ever be able to control, only direct. Once an energy like that’s created in someone you can’t just un-create it, rather it requires a focal point.

Q: You mention being assigned to Fort Detrick and their varied ‘studies.’ Can you provide more specific information as to what diseases and viruses that you observed?

A- They were working with SARS, Anthrax, Ebola, Cholera, Avian Influenza, HIV, Marburg, Smallpox, Junin, Crimea-Congo, Tetanus, Tuberculosis, Syphilis, and Staphyloccus. Those are the ones I saw in the workings. They had higher level compounds where top specialist worked with things you don’t even want to know exist.

Q: Personally, that you came out of this in one sane piece is phenomenal, in my opinion. Yes, we become deadened for a time for self preservation. What inner core have you discovered about yourself that supports you through whatever may come about?

A- After witnessing what the trainees were put through, I had it easy. What I witnessed wasn’t fun, but I think in many ways it was way easier to remain “sane” being a nurse than being a trainee. The main thing that keeps me going is knowing there’re people out there like White Wolf that have managed to get out and create good lives for themselves no matter what the world did to them. I’d like to think I might’ve had a small part in that.

Q: Earlier today, I felt that this way of the world, where we exist today, and how you figure in this story of White Wolf, all relates to the balance of masculine/feminine energies. Any thoughts?

A- I’ve never given it much thought, so I don’t really have an idea to share.

Q: When was it that you first experienced something that made you question your senses because it challenged what you previously thought to be “reality”.

A- I was in my first year at the facility. Handlers brought in a skinny 17 year old kid. He weighed about 145 pounds. In the room with him was a mock brick wall section. They were real bricks, but not an entire wall. We all left the room and viewed through the two-way mirror. That kid was triggered through sound being directed into the room through speakers. He attacked the wall with his body, hands, and feet, everything he had. He bloodied himself on those bricks and crumbled the wall. He never gave in to the pain or injuries. Through sound he was triggered again and out of that alter. The lighting in the room changed to black light. And three separate frequencies were sent through the speakers. When the sound stopped and the white lights returned that kid was spotless and wandering around the room in a state of confusion. That was my first wake-up call to a deeper aspect of what was happening in that facility.

Q: what was the most incredible, super normal “this isn’t possible” -type of thing you have ever witnessed?

A- That would’ve had to be with White Wolf. It was his third year in. His trainers kept him awake for three full 24 hour periods without food or fluids in a windowless cell room the size of a small closet. They pumped in various continuously changing sounds for those three days and nights. Sequences would be broken by short pauses of silence only to start up again. When they pulled him naked out of that cell he could hardly stand. He couldn’t speak, didn’t know his name and was delirious. They dragged him down the hall and tossed him into the dog room. This was a square, empty room with trap doors where trained attack and war dogs would be let into the enclosure. The first door opened and the first dog entered. The dog attacked and instantly, White Wolf changed. He completely changed. The dog was dead in less than a minute. The second door opened and the third and two more dogs entered and attacked. White Wolf killed them both and only received shallow lacerations. With three war dogs dead around him, he strolled naked up to the two-way mirror, called out the names of us standing behind it, in order from one side to the other as though he could see us, walked back to one of the dogs, tore out its heart and began drinking the blood from it.

There may’ve been other incidents, and I’m sure there were, but that’s the one that stands out in answer to your question Wolfgrylls.

Thank you for you kind wishes Diane and Wolfgrylls. I feel them even in this cold gray place that I currently call home.

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Wolfgrylls- I was around the training processes long enough to be able to pick up basic techniques for urban evasion; knowing which countries to target, how to manage passports and travel itineraries along with how to stay low. I’m not near as adept as those specifically trained for such tradecraft, but I knew enough to get by. Now of course I’ve had over two decades of experience, so the processes have become easier. The lifestyle though has never been all that easy.

The dog event White Wolf detailed in his book wasn’t the same one I described above. That was a separate event. They pitted him against dogs numerous times throughout his training. It was horrible to watch.

Matthew- I saw how alters are created through physical and psychological methods combined. I’ve never been exposed to the new styles of instant downloads and distant manipulations of the younger generations. I’d think trying to reincorporate alter personalities would remain similar no matter which method was used to create them. I couldn’t say for sure. Sadly, I was involved in the medical practices of creating alters, not reintegrating them. I’ve heard that one method for beginning to address alters is to first identify how they were created; physically/psychologically forced, or technologically induced. Once the general time period and process is identified, one would move into analyzing how those general processes have and are still playing out in their life. Alters are addicts. They crave the energy of their maker and seek always to hold that energy close. The more active the alter, the more those events/energies/original processes can be seen in the persons overall lifestyle. I’ve heard that the alter personality separation can be approached through the identification of the addictions, and working to reroute the obsessions of those addictions to more beneficial energies that support the core personality. I wish I could be of more use with details, but as I said, it wasn’t part of what I worked with. Even the works of big names in the 40’s and 50’s worked to create fractures and alters, not heal from it. I know White Wolf has two very nice podcasts detailing alters. Perhaps something in them would help you, if he is willing to offer them for viewing.

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I like what Prajna’s said about questioning “programs” and what may or may not be in someone’s mind. I’ve read Matthew’s “program” list and though I recognize the names, and “Ammon” also used those terms but clearly understood the much more thorough titles , in the training facility those terms weren’t around. I’m not sure where they originated. The programs used in the training facility had coded titles. For instance, an elite alpha alter conditioned with assassination for foreign solid assignments would’ve been called, Delta-34-Beta-Red-2. This contains the level of alter personality – Delta, the facility number in-which the alter was created -34, the color code of the alters purpose – Red and ending with the global sector for activation work – 2, for general overseas. “Assassin” programming is a name quite generic in my opinion, because the programs contain that line of skill were many leveled.

It’s a very important point Prajna made by saying we can’t fall prey to the words of others when we don’t ourselves have physical proof of such detailed manipulation. True, everyone’s affected by the global control systems, but in my experience only very few were subject to the rigors of such elite and difficult “programming”. I know there is some out there today trying to persuade the masses that their all “programmed” with these high level covert programs, but I’m not so sure that’s accurate. White Wolf showed me his old covert programming name guide he compiled a while back. I can certainly see many elite conditioning programs laced within those titles that have been used in the U.S., but I’ve my doubts that the amount of people who either claim or are said to contain such programs is accurate. I’ve even emailed conversed With White Wolf recently about this, and he agrees the statements of percentages are probably quite high and a product of both the control system itself and greed. I’ve been researching people promoting such numbers and names and I can say my personal feeling is that there’s little more to them than greed and deep seeded fear with the need to manipulate and control everything around them. Use discretion.

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Even today programs exist to elite program and mind control people. These programs are very physical, very real and therefore the people being manipulated are on-site. With my experience, from what I’ve witnessed I find it very difficult to believe or even understand how people could possibly be elite programmed through off – site, distant measures. The process of breaking people down and conditioning them for the creation of complex level alters (which are required for elite level programming) and then downloading the program matrix is so incredibly complex and detailed. I’ve no idea how this could possibly done at a distance through satellites and video games. From what I’ve seen this just isn’t possible.

General programming to make the populace compliant is easy, but elite level programming is not and a good percentage of people going through that elite programming process die because it’s so intense.

One interesting feature is White Wolf’s psychic sensitivity. Like Sami stated in his comments under the Fight to the Death article, White Wolf’s ability to “see” something at a distance, to know something beyond logical means, is quite captivating. At the training facility they even tried to gear him towards psychic work because he’s got an inert ability to see energies within people that could potentially host a “program”. However, White Wolf’s mind was far better sited and geared towards hunting and killing. I remember a meeting where “Blake” stated, “If we only had two of him we could use one for each enhancement path.” “Samil” was saying White Wolf’s psychic sensitivities in-part came strongly from his genetics, beings that the red-head gene runs strongly in his blood, as does the genetics of the Aryna race.

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One of the most insidious programs I’m aware of that began in the late 80’s and ran though the mid 90’s was a foundational system that was so successful it branched into numerous versions that spread globally. I was made aware of this program because in the south facility there was a compound where test models were occasionally conducted. The program started by targeting people who heavily used drugs and alcohol. Obviously by that time the CIA had been smuggling in drugs from south of the boarder and Asia for decades. The drug train in the U.S. was full. The 60’s decade was a broad-scale test time frame, which proved successful. It was also a time frame where vast amounts of drugs could be quickly and easily dispersed widely throughout the country. Once that time period passed the drugs simply grew in strength and penetrated all levels of society.

The next major phase beyond the 60’s and 70’s was the programming aspect. Enough of the population by then was addicted to various drugs, so phase two went into play. It was called, Shadow Chaser- B (beta). In my opinion it was one of the worst programs ever run. The object was to dup people while in drugged and stupor states into thinking they had been programmed with elite programs. The process was fairly simple. In an altered state under the influence of drugs and alcohol, the subject’s mind opens and naturally occurring compartments start dissolving into one another. This creates the hallucinogenic symptoms. The main people targeted were people using hallucinogens like LSD, Mushrooms and many others, and of course the ever popular relaxant, Marijuana and alcohol.

One the mind was under the hallucinogenic state it was easy to manipulate and induce imagery, sound and the overall senses of the person. This was done through frequency using standard radio waves. These frequency combinations were fed into the radio waves and anyone under the influence of drugs would be strongly subjected to the effects of Shadow Chaser- B.

Within that decade of monitoring, the testing facilities found 90% of users to be “hooked” by the Shadow Chaser- B. Practically an entire generation of people who used drugs for recreation, “spirituality” and alcoholics had been successfully duped into believing they’d been “programmed”, abducted or otherwise messed with by “covert” sources. Phase three went into effect and created false memories through drug use. Again this was so successful they opened the program up to the world.

“One the of the most wicked things is to make people think their programmed, insane or otherwise mentally instable when they’re not.” The reason it was named Shadow Chaser is because the idea was to create a wide-spread general web program, to make people believe they were crazy, programmed, etc, and keep them chasing shadows so they’d be “out of the way” and wouldn’t be using their inherent beautiful energies and gifts for global benefits.

If someone believes their programmed with elite programming, but has no memory, no proof of events and high level skills, they may very well fall into the Shadow Chaser system. Shadow Chaser preyed upon low self worth, abandonment and minds diffused by chemical drugs. Wouldn’t it be something for someone influenced by such a program to change their focus and start living a fulfilling life away from the process of chasing shadows? Interestingly, one of the side-effects from test subjects was an incredible denial system developed by the programs in those afflicted people. Even when absolute proof was show to them, they’d aggressively deny it and desperately hold onto the falsehoods of the program. It truly was an act of evil in my opinion. Shadow Chaser was a “general” program matrix, wide-spread and global in use.

Once again, I don’t know any of you here beyond White Wolf, so I don’t know where you’ve been. I’m not saying any of you are or aren’t programmed or were or weren’t part of covert programs like White Wolf was. I’m just sharing details of what I know. I hope you understand.

White Wolf emailed me and asked if I’d perhaps outline exactly how “specific”, elite programming is done and perhaps show how it might be extremely difficult to perform outside of physical apprehension and manipulation. I could, but it may take some time so I’d like to here if anyone else here is interested in such details before I invest the time.

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I saw three subjects who’d been exposed to Shadow Chaser-B commit suicide two years afterward. They were so convinced they’d been taken by the government and tortured and mind controlled, but had absolutely no proof, no physical scars or aliments from the torture, no clear memories of anything, just a gut-level speculation. It drove them mad and they took their own life for something that never happened, only because Shadow Chaser-B made them believe it did.

Wolfrgylls has a good point. He mentioned turning to government programming as a possible explanation to give a name to the mental challenges he has. In my experience as a psych-nurse, I’ve found many people who’ve experienced extreme traumas during childhood, like being raped by a parent or sibling, find it easier to place blame for their adult issues on something that never happened than to face the reality of what did. When I was still working in that field it was one of the most common patterns I witnessed. Though it’s true that some people who suffered childhood abuse were also exposed to government programs, there is always proof in those cases; physical scars, medical records, files, bodily trauma from injury inflicted during the programs among other very real red-lights showing the reality of the said events. This’ a very physical world and intense scars left by bodily injury don’t just disappear. I worked as a nurse for these programs. I know from lots of experience that the torture done to the physical body leave scars, scars that don’t just disappear. Even scars left by injuries done in altered states don’t leave the body memory. When the alter is triggered out the scars simply “hide”.  Though in time the body and brain energy can no longer maintain the high maintenance alter holding levels and the scars begin to show up on a permanent basis. Even severe sickness states will bring out scars from alters because the body takes as much energy from the brain as possible for physical healing, leaving little left to maintain alter integrity. Usually in those cases the person’s so low on energy that they’re unable to act through alter states even when the walls deteriorate.

I researched people with “big” names claiming to have been tortured by the government in horrific ways and those same people have not s scar on their bodies. Those same people also claim to have reintegrated many of their alter personalities that gave them memories back from those times of torture. I fail to believe their stories for reasons just stated.

Another important detail is the fact that people elite programmed (specifically programmed) are always utilized for the skills they were programmed with. There’s always a life pattern of movement and actions that show the programming was being utilized. There’s also always very specific and well laid out and executed skills that can be shown and seen. People exposed to general web programs such as Shadow Chaser have no such proof, no physical signs, no enhanced skills and abilities that fit the elite programs.

Q: This whole programming process sounds so proficient. Did you ever get a sense of who devised it? Or, were there others in the background who oversaw this programming process? Off-worlders come to mind. Did the usual instructors do this programming?

A- I never worked with the programming aspect. I only worked with the health of the trainees, physical, mental and emotional. I was exposed to witnessing many of the programming procedures because they were brutally harsh on the human body and I was required to maintain the trainees’ physical integrity. Even so, I wasn’t exposed to the background beyond human history. I can’t say where the processes originated; only that it’s been around for a long time. There were various level instructors in the facility. The ones specializing in the programming procedures were the only ones involved with that aspect.

Q: Even though you have been away from this programming, are there techniques that you learned of how to reduce or eliminate some astral intrusions?

A- The astral energy’s very real in my opinion and experience. Of course there are two levels of access that I’m aware of. A complete access where astral navigation is embarked upon outside the self and a partial access where the astral is only navigated within one’s own mind. The complete access is the genuine access of the astral itself. The partial access is more of a mind play that dabbles with astral energy but has very little effect. It’s more of an advanced dream or hallucination. It all seems “real”, but the energies are so weak, nothing real and lasting occurs. The complete access is where manifestations occur and this includes astral to body. People trained in astral spying and even combat can be physically injured just as real and easy as if they were injured in the flesh. Injuries inflicted in the complete astral access will always show up on the physical body and can be clearly see and felt upon the return to flesh. If one dies in the complete astral access, they die in their physical form as well.

Astral intrusion most of the time is connected to part of the brain or mind keeping a foot in the door, so to speak. What I was told is that if a person removes their focus from the astral, completely in brain and mind, it becomes difficult for astral energy to bleed into their physical life. I’ve found being grounded and centered and focusing genuinely on what I’m doing helps to keep my mind and brain from wandering into astral dream energies while awake.

As to blocking specific astral targeting, I think White Wolf’s laid out some really powerful advice in many of his articles I’ve read in this den.

Q: During your experiences, did you ever see a code used to ‘untrigger’ someone? Your explanations of how tricky this whole process is, leads me to wonder if a ‘wipe clean’ slate was used in order to re-program.

A- Absolutely. Many codes exist to trigger programmed people out of alters. I’m not aware of any codes that can “wipe-clean” a person’s mind from the program matrix though. You can program over old programming, but I’ve not seen an “erase button”.

Q: Were non-humans involved in either side of this programming – trainee or trainer?

A- They did use animals quite a bit in various levels of certain trainee’s programming. Being one of the higher level medical workers in the facility I had to keep records on my assigned employees as well as my assigned trainees. There were two people on my chart that had blood readings I could never fully read and was always told to “ignore” those readings because they were above my pay-grade. “Lilith’s” blood was very strange. I’d never seen anything like it before. There was also a woman from the Locator training side whose blood readings also made no sense to me. To me both of them couldn’t have been full human, but I’ve no idea beyond that besides strange speculations. I’ve heard there were/are “Off-world” species involved in certain bases and programs around the world, but in the one I worked in the only thing that might suggest something of that nature was those two women’s blood labs. There were areas of the triad compounds I wasn’t allowed in or even near. I never knew what took place in those areas. White Wolf and a few other trainees in his group were brought into two of them on occasion. There were also levels under Ft. Detrick that I didn’t have access to and had no idea what took place down there. I didn’t want to know!

Q: This programming process undoubtedly gets to our ‘core’ selves. “They” know us better than we do. Did you find safe methods in getting to the core self?

A- I’m not sure I understand this question. I was never elite programmed.

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Just a few things about myself you might wish to know. I’m in my late 40’s, have pale blond hair and blue eyes. I never had parents that I knew. I never had a family. I was raised in a state orphanage after my mother gave me up when I was born. In school I’d get straight A’s in every subject and was placed in “specially gifted” classes. I completed high school when I was 15 and soon after, when I turned 16, was placed in a special program at MIT for medical and psychology training. That was the only life I knew.

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Q: With so many caught under that umbrella (Shadow Chaser), how do you see it affecting their children?  They would be groomed socially into a particular mind-thinking pattern, would they not?  Not to mention easy pickings for continuation of the program to the children…

A- Well if you can get the parents think they’re part of some covert project, they’ll have a higher chance of passing along those ideas and possible hysteric or hyperactivity to their children. This could be done through verbal communication or simply emotional behavior. Overtime, such conditioning could be built and passed along through genetics, yes.

Q:  In your travels how do you see all of this programming/mind control evolving?  It might be difficult for you to assess what goes on in this country, but sadly, many are greatly dazed and hooked into their technology phones, etc.  Many truly appear like zombies with eyes glazed.

It seems that we are all being attacked in one way or another with the ELF, satellite coverage, etc.  I suspect that these energies serve to maintain others who are already on Shadow Chaser programming, for instance.

A- Right now I’m sitting in a late night Internet café, and the people in here certainly seem to be in a zombie state! It isn’t just in the U.S. I can tell you that. The industrial nations I’ve been to, for the most part, are filled with people hooked on the spreading handheld tech. I think the future holds a high potential for nations of hunchbacks that can see nothing further than 5 feet away! What I see are empty holes of dissatisfaction inside people being filled with the ever increasing technology that further removes them from themselves and the real world around them. The virtual cloud grows ever larger and more consuming and yes that could be considered a form of general mind control.

The third world countries I’ve been to are somewhat different. The tech control isn’t really there, but typically the U.S. can be found experimenting with drugs, viruses and bacteria on the populations. The overall depression of squalor’s also blatantly apparent. The young and old suffer from disease, starvation and violence funded by the industrial nations raking in the money and resources in the wake. The tech control will never reach those places, but those people are controlled in other manners.

There are very few places I’ve been where the control system is seemingly lacking.

Q: Can you explain fuller what you meant by ‘astral dream energy’?

A- When we dream, part of our energy either partly enters the astral levels of our mind or spiritual/ether levels. People can bounce between those two paths all night. Astral dream energy is the energy of the person being used to access and wander the astral energy in the mind. That’s quite basic, but I suppose one could spend quite a long time in detailing such phenomenon.

Q:  Your bio shows attending MIT.  Were you specifically trained there to become this specialized type of nurse for the agency – special classes?  It blows my mind that one can go from training to be a nurse and begin working at such a facility.  Orientation for SOES must have been a real mind-bender.

A- Yes I mentioned this in a comment quite a while back in the discussion, possibly in another thread. I was given a spot in a specialty training program for “gifted” students where the focus was on physical medicine and deep level psychology. I ran on a full scholarship. Afterward I was approached about the job at Ft Detrick and it was made known to me that I had no choice. I’d no idea I was being trained for such a position.

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Q: With your specialized knowledge base of medical science, and your experiences in government projects, have you learned of any information regarding a conspiracy to target the pineal gland? If so, what are the tactics being used to hinder the pineal gland? and do you know of any counter-measure that can reverse the process?

A- Yes the pineal gland is a target. The most widespread, common methods today for disabling the pineal gland is though countless chemical additives in food, water, low grade supplements and the air itself. Truly there isn’t much in the way of tactics anymore, just the continuation of production and dispersal of common place chemicals. Exposure does the rest.

The best methods for protecting the pineal gland, from a medical view, are the avoidance of contaminated food, water and supplement supplies. Combine that with using it on a regular basis through direct focus and meditation can work wonders. The easiest pineal gland to shutdown is the one least used. Glands that have been calcified take a long time to heal. Lots of patience and daily work. There are herbs in conjunction with acupuncture that can greatly assist, however they need to be catered to the individual. I couldn’t list a generic combination here because there isn’t any.

Q: From what you know about programming, is there really such a thing as an “internal programmer”? a mechanism within the mind that monitors everything the slave does and sabotages the slave’s attempts at self-healing. If so, is this common through out the general civilian population, or only for specifically programmed individuals?

A- For people who’ve been elite programmed, there’s a mental function within their brain that works to hold energy separations between programmed compartments and alters. This region’s very sensitive to anything intruding upon the compartments themselves from the exterior beyond the select triggers assigned to them. I suppose you could term that function an “internal programmer”, but I don’t feel it’s a very accurate term. In general programs I’m unaware of such a downloaded function.

Q: In White Wolf’s book Shadow Scorpion, it was mentioned that you used acupuncture to heal the trainees, but is also mentioned that “black acupuncture” was used. I’m aware of traditional chinese acupuncture but what exactly is black acupuncture? is this some kind of covert form of acupuncture?

Can acupuncture be used to break through programming blockages?

A- Black acupuncture, also termed “covert”, “shadow”, or “negative” acupuncture is acupuncture theory used for the opposite affects of traditional acupuncture. It’s used to disrupt, hinder and negatively manipulate the meridian system in the human body. The practice is quite old and has rooting in the ancient martial style called Dimak, a style the trainees were trained in both physically and through genetic mods. This process began on White Wolf after they took him out of the suffocation blocks. (coffin sized acrylic boxes where the air flow is controlled and slowed until the person inside suffocates into unconsciousness only to be revived by pumping oxygen back into the block)

I’ve seen acupuncture successfully administered to trainees to break old program routines in order to create new ones. I’ve never seen it work on a whole though, just for small and specific program sections. It can be used on certain individuals to “break through” certain levels of program, but I doubt it’d work on everyone equally.

Q: Kira, did you ever witness WW shape-shift? And if you did, what did it feel like to you, what did it appear like?

A- Once, yes. It was in a ritual and I never wish to see something like that again, ever. I was behind a two-way mirror monitoring when I saw his shift. My skin crawls just thinking about it! If I never witnessed it I’d never believe the human body could do such things and survive. I could hear bones cracking and joints popping through the growls and inhuman noises of seeming agony. What remained after the shift was something I’ll never forget. I can’t think about it anymore. I’m sorry.

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To everyone here, I’ve been contacted by the only person whose been helping me stay as safe as I can over the years. The first two people disappeared some 12 years ago one night when they were to meet me and help me out of a country. I never found out what happened to them. They assist me getting from one place to another and inform me when where I’m at gets too dangerous. It seems to be that time again. Even though they’re very knowledgeable and have the required skills, there’s a price. People like this are connected in dark places, which in-part is where the dangers can arise from. I’ll be leaving very soon and have no idea where I’ll end up, but I must go. If I can ever manage to return here to White Wolf’s website, I will. Truly I’m surprised I’ve been able to remain as long as I have. Blessings to you all. You’ve all touched my heart.

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Q: What went on in rituals and what purpose did they serve?

A- This is my last communication here, for now. My access out is within the next 32 hours and all electronic communications stop tonight.

White Wolf detailed a ritual fairly well in his posts called Memory of Glass and in his book Shadow Scorpion. There were many variations though. The one in his book took place in the north facility’s underground chamber, but the Memory of Glass was a cult ritual that took place separate of the facility that “Lilith” was involved with.

The rituals that took place in the facility numbered at six different ones. Not all trainees were subject to the rituals. Only a few hand selected trainees were chosen for ritual use. Mostly it depended upon genetics and if they’d been part of ritual cults outside the facility. “Lilith” had White Wolf dragged into rituals through the cult she was part of because of his shifting abilities. Since she was also employed at the facility she also had him selected for government occult rituals.

Once his blood type was changed through stem cell therapy, he was fair game for rituals. Type O was prized for one aspect of ritual use, the aggressor. His new blood type combined with his shifting abilities made him a real prize in their eyes. He became sort of like a prize fighting dog in dog fighting pits. He was reserved for only higher level rituals of specific types. They wouldn’t use him for just any old ritual.

Where other selected trainees were typically used in “directing” rituals, rituals that were geared towards directing energies, White Wolf was reserved for energy “creation” rituals. The “creation” rituals did just that, they created high intensity and power energies through various ritual acts. Typically only very high power/energy people of very specific genetics could be used in those rituals. White Wolf’s manipulated genetics made for a highly sought mixture and power source.

Rituals simply generated or directed energy. Depending upon who was participating and what actions were done, what surrounding elements were involved and time of day/night and year determined what energy results would develop. The idea is simple enough. For every action there is a reaction. Ritual follows that foundational principle. The details are what can be seemingly endless.

To my knowledge the training facility only used six types.

• Creation for projects

• Creation for alignments

• Creation for manifestation

• Directing for projects

• Directing for alignments

• Directing for manifestation

Sexual acts of every kind imaginable can be used in rituals, as well as torture and sacrifice. White Wolf was reserved for high powered creation rituals involving one male- him, and young aged females that would either build and draw energy from him or be his sacrifice. He was always drugged in ritual and only with rare moments could his conscious mind compute the events. I was used only in ritual with him and was drugged myself. I was only aware of six rituals he was involved in at the facility and of those five I was used twice. The drugs administered for me were not the same kind given to him. I was quite unfortunately aware of almost everything. It was my fear and pain they wanted to enhance and draw energy from, so they needed me fairly conscious. As far as I know, White Wolf has no recollection of those two rituals. In one of them I believe I was more afraid than I’ve ever been in my whole life and couldn’t imagine being that afraid again. What I saw and experienced are things I can’t speak of.

The one misleading piece of disinformation circulating the Internet is the idea and belief that a person will only do under the influence of drugs, hypnosis and other covert control measures, that which is in the persons mind patterns. For example, a person cannot be made to kill under drug influences and hypnotic states unless it was already in that persons natural, constitutional make-up. This is a completely false belief and holds no ounce of truth. I’ve seen first-hand how a person can be made to do something they would never have done prior to the manipulation. I’ve studied the works of Dr. Watkins and read the studies of hundreds of his patients. Many were found to be the most gentle and caring people. Through his covert and rash hypnosis practices he could turn them into mass murderers. There are cases studies of people who “wouldn’t hurt a fly and have behavioral patterns of the gentlest souls on earth”, who ended up killing in cold blood their own friends after Dr. Watkins ran his practices on them. This was in the last 40’s. At the training facility I was those practices greatly enhanced at work and I can say that with the proper levels of torture, hypnotic practices and drugs, they can change anyone into anything.

I hope I’ve answered all of your questions well enough. I offered what I could as best as I could. Perhaps once I’m settled again I’ll be able to return here. Love to you all.

 

Alters and Triggering, transcript from earlier podcast:

 

Element Mountain Web site:

http://elementmountain.com

 

Small Circles of 5 Animals Jujitsuhttp://www.smallcirclesof5animalsjujitsu.com

More about White Wolfhttp://elementmountain.com/about-white-wolf/

Shadow Scorpion book linkhttps://www.smashwords.com/books/view/76405

(that is the newest edition of 2015)

Other e-books by White Wolf: https://www.smashwords.com/profile/view/WhiteWolfVon

Video links:

Philosophy of Happiness: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h7kolV0H5aE

Survival Combat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=65lDf2mxZMw

Knife Solo: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=65lDf2mxZMw

Knife Throwing: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMK5WMwdpUE

Chaga Hunting: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=42-zuj-5T6g