The Black Angel Ladies

This poem came to me regarding a mystery.

The Black Angel Ladies

By Eve Lorgen 6/18/016

They sit together in unabashed apparel.
Donning masks of matronly unwantedness, in this world of reversals.

Quietly they seem, in hushed whisperings,
their black skin and styled hair—shimmering.
They wait with me in calm elegance.
They are not of this world: Beyond happenstance.

Graced with wisdom, they sing to me
The Hymn of the Pearl: My Beloved’s Victory.
They unlock my grief of Eternal Widowhood.
Bearing the same crown; It is all understood.

Our widowhood lies in humanity’s lack
of incorruptible eternal remembrance: We fill in the gap.
We sing, we are sung, oracles of old.
Recognizing those with hearts of gold.

We are ladies in waiting, who hold the Pearl.
Unbethrothed and invisible to the wisdom of this world.

White Wolf Von Atzingen on the Lilith Cult

In May 2016 White Wolf von Atzingen did a revealing radio interview with Joanna Christine Hart. He talked about his recruitment and training experiences in a covert black ops squad, and revealed alot of never-heard-before details of memories involving an ancient Lilith cult. There is alot of dark information in this interview which can be triggering to anyone who is from any form of ritual abuse, MILAB or related histories.

In addition to the radio interview, White Wolf wrote an excellent article on the Lilith Cult and its myriad symbolisms on his own web site:

http://elementmountain.com/den-post/lilith-and-molech-cult-reality/

To add to this article, there are suggested links and some groups set up to help cult survivors for anyone in need:

http://factnet.org/cult-experts

http://factnet.org/support-groups-people

http://www.encourage-cult-survivors.org

http://wellspringretreat.org

http://www.icsahome.com/articles/working-with-women-survivors-of-cults-dahlen-csj-14-1

http://cultinformation.org.uk/article_caring-for-cult-victims.html

A recent written interview with White Wolf on his Martial Arts experience and training can be found here:

http://www.smallcirclesof5animalsjujitsu.com/interviews.html

Hyperdimensional Interference and the Keys to Discernment -Panel Discussion

Our panel discussion on Hyperdimensional Interference and the Keys to Discernment is out now! We decided collectively that the topic of the interdimensional interference issue needed more elaboration from the micro perspective to the macro perspective. Our last panel, “Love Bite Plus” focused on my two books, that deal specifically with the alienlovebite and the Dark Side of Cupid, where some definite form of manipulation was taking place within a love relationship, whether it is physical or merely astral.

We all have had experiences with the hidden aspects of disruption, interference, psychic attacks and other types of hyperdimensional interference (both positive and negative) that extended beyond the love relationship context, from our own individual lives and observation of how this same phenomena occurs on a macro societal and collective scale. It all really boils down to how our own human race and our Soul essence energy has been exploited and preyed upon by parasitical forces which feed upon our “loosh”. These parasitical forces may be perceived in all shapes, sizes and types of beings, and work in and through human beings as well.

Although many ardent truth researchers and experiencers have understood this basic concept of the manipulation of human kind by these “archontic forces”, we may lack the specific keys to discernment, identification of, and application of individual solutions in which to realize a greater degree of sovereignty within this world of apparent “predation”.

As time goes on, more and more reports of interference and outright targeting, and all manner of malevolent attacks are being predated upon many individuals, especially those who have any form of abuse histories, abductions, whistleblowers, ritual abuse, milabs, and high level occult bloodline lineages and/or those with a significant degree of spiritual metaphysical abilities.

A later panel discussion will be done on the reptilian hosting, possession issues of interference.

Some of the Points of Discussion Are:

  • – The macro-perspective/bigger picture of the Hyperdimensional Matrix Control System on a global level and how it ties in with the micro-perspective: hyperdimensional interference on a personal/individual level. Clarification and definition of basic concepts.
  • – Suppression of extra-sensory perception and social/cultural conditioning (starting in childhood) keeps hyperdimensional forces hidden from our awareness.
  • – Hyperdimensional “technologies” used for interference/manipulation: shape-shifting, thought injections, manipulation of perception, etc. They have knowledge of our physiology and psychology and use it against us.
  • – As powerful as negative entities seem, their “achilles heel” is lack of creativity (when it comes to attack/interference) and are actually not as powerful as they like us to believe.
  • – Importance to gain deeper knowledge about this topic and educate oneself for empowerment and protection.
  • – Ancient cultures were very aware of the hidden forces influencing our reality/world. Suppression of Knowledge. Corruption of Science. “Modern” world caught in limited 3D reductionist thinking and view of life/reality. Outer technological progress at cost of developing our inner technology (mind-body split by design}, which cuts us off from our full potential and ability to perceive these forces.
  • – All our unresolved issues within are gateways for hyperdimensional interferences and suggestions that influence our behaviors and actions, leading to addictions, hanging out with the wrong crowd and people that are not good for us, all of which re-enforces the “feeding” loop.
  • – Manipulation of desires and emotions. Entities controlling groups/crowds and feeding off of the “loosh”, including worship/admiration (gurus, priests, celebrities, politicians)
  • – Normalization of pathology in society. The predator gave us its own mind.
  • – Importance of healthy skepticism (Discernment) as opposed to blind belief and extreme skepticism.
  • – Normalization of sexual pathologies. Internet porn, strip clubs as feeding grounds. Hosting/Possession. Sex addiction, compulsions, change of personality. Manipulated sexual desires. Etheric implants.
  • – Interference on internet message boards, forums, social media (Facebook). Important to check your compulsions, triggers, urges, thoughts before posting/reacting.
  • – Disinformation “agents” sent your way. Ego hooks. Fake new “friends”.
  • – People don’t know how much they are influenced and controlled by hyperdimensional forces until they start to wake up, seek truth, gain knowledge and engage in self work (de-programming, de-conditioning).
  • – The end-game goal of their agenda from a macro-perspective is full take-over of our bodies in order to lock us in a frequency prison, priming our bodies for their essence to host in (creating an incarnarnational opportunity). Hence the push for disembodiment, increasing the body-mind split via increased mental activity/distraction through technology as well as poisoning the body via GMOs, EMF radiation, vaccinations, chemtrails, etc., for genetic modification. —> Hybridization.
  • – Disinformation/trap of “positive aliens”supposedly upgrading our DNA, which is actually a “downgrading”. Discernment! Ties into MK Ultra, abductions/contactees (fake screen memories). New Age deception.
  • – Embodiment (full soul integration, connecting to our inner “technology”) is key for protection, awakening and  anchoring higher frequencies, reconnecting to our original genetic blue print.
  • – Humanity is being used as an “interface”. Soul recycling, stuck in incarnation loop and physicality.
  • – Narcissism and Borderline Personality Disorders (as well as Sociopathy and Psychopathy) as major gateways (vehicles) for hyperdimensional hosting/interference. Trap of agreement when getting into reactive behavior; triggered into their “game”.
  • – Importance of boundaries and taking self-responsibility for the hyperdimensional forces (working through others) can only target what resonates with our own wounds and weaknesses (psychologically and emotionally).
  • – Trap of victim-consciousness and blame, which these entities encourage us to react with since that state disempowers us even more.
  • – Via non-reactive zero-point consciousness and especially not getting/feeding into reactionary states of fear and paranoia, we can starve them so they lose interest and move on. i.e. not giving them what they want.
  • – Certain reactions (fear/paranoia) are a from of permission for more interference/attacks because of the frequency match. Keeps increasing because of the feedback-loop.
  • – Divide and conquer/in-fighting in the “truth movement” from a hyperdimensional perspective. Lack of emotional intelligence, embodiment and self-work in many well-meaning activists and conspiracy researchers. “Truthers” can become unconscious disinformation “agents”, especially if there is lack of understanding of the hyperdimensional matrix.
  • – Oftentimes online/public persona is very different than how people are in person. Careful of cult of personality or “celebrity” style personas in the “truth movement” (ties into projection, worship, etc) who feed off of the attention and are caught up in drama/gossip/martyr/savior/victim mindsets, which is what negative hyperdimensional entities want and feed off of, working though them. Unconscious on their part.
  • – Frequency Resonance Vibration and the power of our own minds with regards to shaping our experiences (for better or worse). Our lack of understanding of who truly are and what we are capable of is being used against us. Interferences/attacks don’t happen over night but build up slowly, manipulating our free will choice, resulting in traps of agreement.
  • – Timeline shuffling via thought injections and emotional manipulation, hijacking our minds, which results in negative forces creating reality through us that is in alignment with their agenda. We are way more creative and powerful than them, hence they need us to create through us via free will manipulation.
  • – Silence as a permission for interference and consent/trap of agreement. Be vocal about boundaries and question everything we take as “normal”: media, culture, government.
  • – Government is an archonic creation, literally an “alien” construct and the most basic set-up of the Matrix Control System through which the hyperdimensional overlords work through.  We don’t need government in any shape or form.
  • – Voting is consent to be ruled over (a government body taking over your life), a trap of agreement giving away our power as sovereign individuals, and also a consent to the Matrix Control System based on authoritarianism. It has negative metaphysical repercussions despite any well-meaning intentions, manipulating people’s free will choice to align with the “alien” agenda of complete take-over.
  • – Importance of making conscious choices and using true free will. Most people mistake free will for their mechanical programmed reactions based on social/cultural, unconscious programming and past trauma, i.e. they are not choosing consciously but do as they are programmed to do under the illusion of “free will”.
  • – Hyperdimensional forces need our free will consent/agreement to align with their agenda. Forced choice is not “nutritious” to them and not “quality food”, hence the manipulation of consciousness and mass beliefs (such as the belief in government and many other things people don’t question) is how they get what they want. Manipulated need for authority  —> Stockholm Syndrome.
  • – Sincere Self-work is imperative, deprogramming from cultural/social conditioning. Disillusionment is inevitable in the process of waking up.
  • – Importance of basic  psychological self-work; shadow work. What are your emotional triggers? Importance of boundaries.
  • – Issues in relationships (not related to Love Bite/Dark Side of Cupid) when one person starts to wake up, engages in truth seeking and self-work but the other person isn’t. Trap/danger of trying to make the other person “see” and “wake up”.
  • – Anyone who is not in the process of sincere self-work, seeking truth (and not aware of the hyperdimensional matrix) can become a “trojan horse”, being used by entities to get to the one who is in the process of awakening. Discernment in relationships (not just the romantic kind)

Youtube Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EdHaPzGC8_o

audio: http://lunahelia.com/RTEVENT/Hyper-Dimensional_Interference_Keys_to_Discernment_5.21.16_audio.mp3

 

Tim Rifat on Mud Shadows, Alien Parasites and Reptilian Consciousness

Recently I viewed an older interview from 1999 , Tim Rifat on the Jeff Rense Show.

The original title is, “Remote Viewing the Reptilian Consciousness”. This is an excellent overview of an understanding of the “alien parasite” model of an invasive, insect-like, Archontic mind parasite that has been predating on humanity for millenia. Tim says that these alien parasites can affect and distort our perception, infect us with negative thoughts, chaos and imbue us with their traits, such as envy, hatred, greed and perversions.

Tim admitted that these mind parasites have influenced every major world religion. They have inorganic dreaming bodies that can take many forms but have insect or wasp-like hive qualities. They can insert their own nymph-like biophysical energy body into our energy body, eating away our own bioenergy bodies, affecting our thoughts, perception of reality and take over our minds, if we allow them. He calls them the Mud Shadows. What many of us perceive as “reptilian hosts” may in fact be nothing more than the same archontic mind parasites that have fully invaded and taken over a human host to carry out its own agenda.

Next Online Support Group Starting Friday, April 8, 2016

Hello,

  • The date for the group was put ahead one week due to a conflict in scheduling.This is a quick reminder that we have several spaces still open for our next block of Anomalous Trauma Support Group sessions, that start on Friday, April 8, at 4pm Eastern time zone.

This will be a block of 6 sessions, every week on Fridays and go for 2 and a half hours. It is on Zoom videoconferencing format, and all you need is audio and preferably a video camera. But this can be attended via telephone or iphone also. Zoom is free to download at www.zoom.us

This group will be facilitated by myself, Eve Lorgen and my colleague Laura Leon.( See: http://www.sovereignkees.com)

The topics of discussion will be geared towards the needs of the group, whatever specific types of experiences they feel the need to explore and talk about. This can include the spectrum of anomalous trauma as previously described on my main page. I want to be clear however, that this group is for those who are functional, not institutionalized, or having any major Axis 1 or 2 personality disorders such as Borderline, Narcissistic, Histrionic, major depression or major alcohol or substance abuse addictions. This is for those who sincerely want to work on personal growth, expand awareness and become more sovereign considering having had histories of anomalous trauma.

The emphasis of this kind of group is on reflective and empathic listening, learning how to develop emotional intelligence and expand personal awareness, exploration of what ones own history is, emotional triggers, patterns of behavior, blind spots, learning about boundaries and what it means to take personal responsibility for ones own healing process and sovereignty.

*This group is NOT for those who want to promote their own belief systems, advertise or network for clients in their own healing professions. It is not for those who cater to promoting “I’m a special ET hybrid contactee” mind control programs or Stockholme syndrome denial systems masked in New Age programming.

There is a nominal fee for the group at $25.00/session, and suggested to be paid in full for the 6 sessions. If this is your first group you may choose to pay the initial $25.00 for the first session, see if you wish to continue with the remaining sessions, then by the day before the next group session, pay for the remaining balance of $125.00 to do the entire block. If this can be done by the Wednesday before the group it allows time to have a space for those on the waiting list to join in on the second session.

How to sign up: Go to my web site under the contact Menu button. Scroll down to sign up for a session and click on the Donation Pay Pal button. Enter the amount you wish to pay, either $25.00 (first trial session) or the full $150.00 for the support group.Enter ATSG for April 1, 2016,  in the message section. You may also go directly to pay pal and enter the same fee amount and message to my email directly at elorgen@gmail.com

This is first come first serve. Payment ensures a spot in the group. It is suggested to make a payment reservation by the Monday before the Friday’s group. All payments are due by the Wednesday day before group session day. This allows time for us to send the zoom links and know who have spots available and for those on the waiting list. This group generally goes every few months, with a few weeks in between each block of group sessions. It is NOT a drop in group, and designed to be a commitment for the entire block. This ensures safety for the group.

Once the session is paid for, a Zoom link will be sent to the participating individuals. It is suggested to let the facilitators know at least three days prior to the group if they will attend and pay before attending. We want to keep this group small at 12 participants, so reserve your spot soon.

In the past several articles and topics have been suggested for reading or for topics of interest, such as:

Compassionate Communication, Reflective Listening and Inner Empathy Process

Interdimensional Interference and Emotional Triggering

Love Bite or Twin Flame, Relationship orchestration or interference issues

Narcissistic Abuse and Recovery

Mind Control, Programming and Abduction/Milab issues

If you have any questions, feel free to email Eve at : elorgen@gmail.com or Laura Leon at laudaleon@gmail.com

Spanish TV Show-Interview on The Love Bite and Dark Side of Cupid

Recently I and several colleagues participated in a Spanish TV show on video to be interviewed by Hiedra Dance of Holisticafm, Sunday Feb. 15., 2016.

This is the Youtube link and description of the show:

Youtube:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JbH8mOe4xZs&feature=youtu.be
“This is the first program of the saga with Evie Lorgen, Laura Leon Sovereignkees Leon; ; and Luis  Betanzos de Mauleon which was a success. We are grateful for this opportunity yesterday and thanks to my radio host Holisticafm in all their bravery for taking on such an incredible project. In this program we have much to share but have decided to go slowly and gently into the arena of the Love Bite and the Dark Side of Cupid interference.

How much do you want to know the truth when you are in the most agonizing Love relationship ever experienced?

“In the end, we return to the question, just how much do you love truth? Do you really love truth or are you just curious? Do you love it enough to rebuild your understanding to align to a reality that doesn’t fit your current beliefs, and doesn’t feel 120% happy? Do you love truth enough to continue seeking even when it hurts, when it reveals aspects of yourself, or human society, or the universe, that are shocking, complex and disturbing, or humbling, glorious and amazing – or even, when truth is far beyond human mind itself? Just how much do we love truth? It’s a good question to ask ourselves, I think.” ~ Scott Mandelker

Paranormal interference in human love relationships. This mini-series is a comprehensive discussion on the theme of paranormal interference in human love relationships, ‘love bite’ set ups, interference patterns, disruptions of ‘true love’ and the impact of real love being interfered with and co-opted.

This is just the beginning!

This Wednesday I present from my heart Evie Lorgen of ‘The Love Bite’ who has revealed one of the most profound hidden manipulations world wide. Evie Lorgen will be in my program with her special colleagues SovereignKees Laura Leon and Luis Betanzos de Mauleon who together share a wealth of knowledge thanks to Evie’s groundwork breakthrough information.

I will be participating and responding to all your questions on the chat. We will also be discussing how the special offspring such as Indigo’s, Crystal children and the other anomalies of the children born with various anomalies who are being interfered with as well as the real dynamic of how twin flames are being especially targeted. Don’t miss it.

A hug and gratitude to my colleagues, especially to my dear Cristian Hol for his dedication, hard work and lovely countenance yesterday, Sunday February 14th, 2016. The program will air on Wednesday February 15th, 2016 in Spain at 3:00pm.

Luis Betanzos Maudeleon Blog on “The Love Bite” in Spanish: 

http://www.luzplatino.com/#!El-Mordisco-del-Amor/cfml/56ae79f30cf2683289305809

When Triggering Happens: Psychological Defenses

The difficulties many anomalous trauma survivors have is the ability to respond calmly, rationally, or appropriately when we are triggered in a post-traumatic-stress, hyper-vigilant state. It is like being a deer caught in the headlights, frozen with fear, feeling endangered and powerless in that moment. Or any number of other reactions that may be over sensitive, hostile, passive or even programmed responses of denial. How many times have we replayed some incident over and over in our heads of all the “could have, should have, said or done this or that”, but didn’t, because we were so triggered! Then the self-doubt, shame or blaming projections we make after the fact, and yet when these incidents happen again, we seem to fall into the same patterns over and over again!

Recognizing this when it’s occurring is the first step. This may require we take a “time out” before reacting in a certain situation. Finding time to calm down, center, process this with a mentor, until learning how to respond differently the next time it happens. Because it will.

Much of the time however, we may react unconsciously with certain psychological defenses that may not be as intense as the PTSD triggered reactions, but are maladaptive in our adult years. And these things tend to work together, where our deeply engrained modes of behaving and “defenses” actually can re-create patterns and situations where the extreme triggering keeps happening.

We need to find time and permission to be still, reflect and assess the reality of the situation. Then set time aside to safely process and share experiences with a safe person or group. We rarely can do this alone successfully, because our conditioning and traumas themselves can create blind spots. Sometimes this self-reflection doesn’t happen until a crisis forces us to look at it. But if we wait or put off our own recovery process, we are likely to bring on more pain, problems and suffering not only for ourselves but for others who are close to us.

The most challenging part is rebuilding the foundation of new beliefs and healthy behaviors. Things like like assertiveness and compassionate communication skills, and practicing this in a safe circle of people over time.

Many of us want to feel safe and “good”, but do this to the point of avoidance behaviors (or addictions) so that we neglect practicing new skills which we really need. I’ve often heard victims who are stuck in learned helplessness mode, whose defense mechanism is yet another form of blaming projection. They may make statements like, “You’re not validating me!” or the incessant, “Yes, but…” whenever reflection of their own situation and how to start changing it, is brought up. At some point it must be realized that in recovery and healing mode, there will be some discomfort. Part of the personal growth, healing to wholeness process requires that we feel what is present inside, what and how this gets triggered– like shame, humiliation, sadness, rage, etc. in a structured, process-oriented environment.

Below I have gathered some excerpts from useful articles by therapists on relevant topics encountered on the healing and recovery path.

For example, when we have the complication of recovery from trauma and addictions, it’s important to address the both issues.

Demanding Comfort:

“Demanding Comfort in your recovery is not realistic. This is a common trap – “change should be easy and comfortable, or there is something terribly wrong.” First of all, it is important for you to remember that the patterns you want to change are probably not that comfortable either. Life while using and drinking was often very painful. Second, the truth is that change requires thought and practice to become a new habit. Third, change cannot come through automatic pilot, it comes by living consciously, manually, intentionally accepting yourself and others as becoming. Fourth, the more you allow yourself to feel good about small steps towards your goals, the deeper your changes become. New Program allows you to enjoy healthy steps forward and feel good about learning from steps backward.”

http://www.cairforyou.com/alchoholdrugs/alcoholdemanding.htm
Character Changes Caused by Addiction:

http://www.cairforyou.com/alchoholdrugs/alcoholcharacter.htm

This is an insightful article on how addiction caused the “two-year-old injured child” to run the show in addictions. It stresses the importance of doing the inner child work which is part of sobriety, so that a healthy response to ill feelings of shame are not repressed, and instead worked through with adult coping skills.

Perceptual Filters:

Our perceptions are filtered through our beliefs and assumptions, our internal dialogue (thoughts) and images, our physiological and behavioral responses, and our emotions. All of these interact to form a filter through which we experience the world. In the process of growing up in an unsafe environment, we make many decisions about ourselves, and the world outside of us.”

http://www.cairforyou.com/alchoholdrugs/alcoholfilters.htm
Assuming Feelings are Fact:

This article is an eye opener showing how our own perceptual filters can create distorted emotional reactions to “reality”. This is often amplified when in an active addiction causes amplified or repressed emotional responses.

“Imagine what impact your alcohol and drug use has had on your perceptual filters. Alcohol is a depressant which impacts depending on dose. At mild levels, alcohol filters your experience as more relaxed and confident. At a higher level, alcohol can trigger a variety of strong emotional reactions: anger, resentment, maudlin, “best friends” sloppy drunk reactions, etc. The feelings that come up while you are drinking and using drugs are not an accurate reflection of your feelings, but rather perceptual filters created by chemicals. The old saying: “What you say when you are drunk is what you really feel” is an absolute lie!”

http://www.cairforyou.com/alchoholdrugs/alcoholfeelings.htm

Powerful Words:

“Notice the kinds of words you are using to describe yourself and others. Listen to the words used in describing the situation. Do you notice flashlight judgmental statements or grace-filled lantern statements that shine with respect and valuing at the entire scene, including you. Keep coming back to this filter as you grow, to deepen your appreciation of the power of words.
There is a profound (subtle) difference between saying “I should quit drinking and using drugs” and “I choose to make my life more manageable by embracing a sober lifestyle.” Over the years of coaching recovering clients, those who allowed themselves to see their identity as “becoming” in their sobriety were the ones who gained quality sobriety and recovery. Those who held to the belief that “I have to quit drinking” usually had to battle a lifetime of resentment and feeling deprived.”

http://www.cairforyou.com/alchoholdrugs/alcoholwords.htm
Developing Self-Esteem:

“When we grow up with distorted mirrors we learn to survive at any cost. We learn rules to help survive. These rules may includes such things as “be nice at all times”, “don’t cause problems”, “don’t get close”, “don’t get mad”, “the invisible”, “don’t outshine dad”, “always put others first”, etc. These rules are usually not stated directly, but we know better than to break them. It is not take tragic war stories to create deep wounds in our self-esteem and character. It is in additional burden on we feel that we have no right to be wounded because we cannot point to dramatic scenes in our families.”

http://www.cairforyou.com/alchoholdrugs/alcoholdevelopselfesteem.htm

Emotional Repression and Memory Loss

Oftentimes with those who have amnesia or poor memories of their childhood, they don’t really understand the full spectrum of their history. They may feel like they really haven’t had “that bad of a childhood”. It’s not about whether it’s good or bad , it’s the reality of repression, habitual defenses and taking on beliefs (or deliberate programming) which has affected self-esteem and healthy coping, affecting interpersonal relationships and many other parameters in their lives.

The aspect of learning to be present, self-connection in the heart and developing an integrated, rational mind requires a safety first. Building self-esteem also involves re-learning skills that many of us never learned as children or even adults. We must start first in a place of non judgement, and corrective supportive interaction.

Sometimes this process of “recovery” requires individual therapy, especially during trauma resolution, emotional processing and deep inner child work. At some point, it is necessary to interact in a group so that one can learn interpersonal interaction, communication skills and appropriate self expression. When in a group we can do this while operating within a structured reflective environment that is safe, and yet can provide “reality checks” of constructive criticism and confrontation, if necessary.

Defense Mechanisms that Affect Relationships

http://www.byregion.net/articles-healers/Defense_Mechanisms.html

“Repression is a defense mechanism first described by Sigmund Freud, as a way that people keep unpleasant memories out of their conscious mind. Repression is a compensatory style that deals with threat and stress by blocking unpleasant emotional experiences that might bring up anxiety, distress and vulnerability. Being split off from feelings is called alexithymia. Repressors have a chronic inaccessible filter that keeps them from experiencing the world through their emotions. They feel attacked and then distance and isolate from others when they are stressed. They avoid talking about and rehashing unpleasant experiences as this adds to their stress. They become inaccessible to others when they feel the problem has been solved by their solution of dismissing it. They are conflict avoidant and cannot tolerate working things out to the satisfaction of their partner. They often deny that there is a problem and have a lack of insight about how their distancing bothers others.”

Narcissism and grandiosity:

“People with severe narcissistic traits long for ideal love that will take care of their fragile sense of self and give them unconditional love. The yearning for getting unconditional love is a unresolved need left over from childhood. Most adults realize unconditional love would be nice. It rarely happens as people we love usually hold us accountable for our actions in some way. People with narcissistic traits distort their self image (again in fantasy to believe that they are superior to others). They think too well of themselves as a defense to cover up their sense of shame deep within. Grandiosity is a distortion which prevents them from blaming themselves and becoming depressed or disintegrated.”

Fantasy thinking:

“Fantasy is an attempt to process information, emotions and unresolved pain to make up for what they did not have in childhood. They place unrealistic demands on others to make them feel better. J. S. Bernstein defined this defense as a person’s “Learning to feel no way but good and to demand success when he did not feel good.” They cannot tolerate negative emotional distress and turn it on others (project) by saying they are bad. They insist on having things their own way which is an unreal attitude that sets others off against them. When they don’t get what they want, they feel devalued. Since they cannot tolerate the feelings of fear, hurt, anxiety, helplessness and despair, they defend against them. They deny and rationalize their own contribution to the problems to preserve their own internal fantasy of being all good and right.They also suffer from the Repressor and Projection defenses described above. Narcissistic people always are Repressors, but not all Repressors are Narcissistic.”

Antidote:
The antidote to narcissistic behavior is to understand how the defenses work, identify and correct the errors in thinking and learn to tolerate frustration, anxiety, sadness and shame. By learning to be straight first with the self, and then with others, these unhealthy defense can be lessened. Then the person can learn to live in the world of reality even though it hurts at times instead of turning to a fantasy which can never be gained.”
Assertiveness and Compassionate Communication Links:

http://stress.about.com/od/relationships/ht/howtoassert.htm

http://www.listeningway.com/cctutorial-1.html

http://www.listeningway.com/cctutorial-1.html#Steps

EL: Living consciously with positive intentions for wholeness, truth, and essential goodness requires mindfulness and practice. Learning how to communicate clearly, with compassion, assertiveness and finesse requires diligent practice, courage, and building a circle of safe relationships. It starts now, one person at a time.

 

La unión de la Llama Gemela, Control Mental y Guerrilla Espiritual – Por Eve Lorgen

This article is now available in Spanish:

Mucho de mi trabajo con clientes que reportan una relación de “cupido negro”, mordisco de amor alienígena o conexión de “llamas gemelas” está entretejido de un drenado de energía obsesivo, traumático. Debajo del velo de ésta poderosa e intoxicante “conexión de almas” con un humano que sigue aparenciendo en sueños o en reinos astrales es en realidad cierto tipo de ser interdimensional ( por ejemplo incubos, sucubos, reptilianos, etc ) que está usando la imágen de ese amante humano deseado. O bien el ser interdimensional está amarrado al alma de la pareja deseada, usándola como huésped para alimentarse de sus energías sexuales y emocionales.
En algunos casos, las personas que reportan una conexión orquestada con un vampiro depredador sexual y astral, no siempre están en contacto físico con tal amante. Puede que hayan tenido algunas conversaciones en la vida real, correspondencia o incluso una relación física o sexual corta, pero muchas más veces, la conexión es “astral”.
En otros reportes, la persona tuvo una relación física sexual con una persona parasitada por reptilianos, donde esa persona finalmente mostraba ser “no humana” y tomaba un rol predatorio, del tipo de abuso vampírico. Pero estos tipos de reportes son de hecho más poco comunes debido a lo letales que pueden ser. Este tipo de casos se detalla en la historia de “Susan Reed aka Jeanne Gospell–“The Body Snatchers”.
En otras ocasiones,

 

Twin Flame AStral Unions, Mind Control and Spiritual Warfare

The Astral Twin Flame Union Experience, Mind Control and Spiritual Warfare

I want to personally thank Arella Elliora, for bringing to my attention several of the links provided in this article. Arella has also written a Spanish translation of this article and can be found here:

http://caminoalregresodelbalance.blogspot.mx/2016/01/la-union-de-la-llama-gemela-control.html

Much of my work with clients who report a “Dark Side of Cupid” relationship, alien love bite, or twin flame connection is interwoven with obsessive, traumatic and energy draining overtones. Underneath the veil of this powerful and blissful “soul connection” with a human who keeps appearing in their “dreams” or astral realms is really some form of inter dimensional being who is most likely using the image of that desired human lover.(ie, incubbi, succubi, reptilians, etc.) Or the inter dimensional being is attached to the desired targeted partner’s soul, using them as a host vampire to feed on their sexual and emotional energies.

Most of the time the person reporting a “love bite” with a predatory, sexual astral vampire is not always in physical contact with that lover. They may have had a few physical life conversations, correspondence or even a short lived, physical-sexual relationship, but most often, it’s “astral”. With some reports, the person had a physical sexual relationship with a “reptilian hosted” person, where that person finally admitted to being “non human” and taking on the role of a predatory, vampiric abuser type. But these types of reports are actually more rare because of the lethality of what is taking place. Such a case is the “Susan Reed aka Jeanne Gospell story.–“The Body Snatchers”. See: http://evelorgen.com/wp/tag/susan-reed/

More often than not, in the twin flame astral unions, the reporting “love bitten” person has not had a real physical relationship with the alleged twin flame lover, but something is happening that connects the two that appears to be a more complex web of inter dimensional connections and orchestrations. There is usually some reason, and oftentimes one or the other partners is connected to a “royalty bloodline” where the attachments to reptilians and other interdimensionals are present and working through one or both persons. A hidden history of alien abductions, repeated splitting traumas, milabs, Satanic Ritual Abuse, ancestral connections to high level sorcerers, Freemasons, powerful groups in the Illuminati or military are often the root cause. I believe that the more complicity and awareness of the Satanic and Luciferic Agenda in the “family of origin”, the more specific and defined the ritualized “traumas”, initiations and programming are in that persons life.

Client History may not include “Bloodline Illuminati Connections” or Alien Abduction Histories.

Some of these reports do not contain the usual abduction or bloodline ancestry histories, and the love bitten victim is like an opportunistic casualty in this inter dimensional war. They may have some vulnerability like an unmet need for healing, love, understanding and seek out a spiritual guru or teacher, then become enamored with that person who they’ve placed on a pedestal. An emotional entanglement can ensue drawing them into the “game” that starts unraveling the red flags of an energy vampirism operation. Then they may suddenly or gradually start having astral sexual connections for the first time in their lives. Astral sexual unions that are blissful, romantic that can activate their kundalini and psychic abilities. After a period of time from weeks, months or years, these sexual astral visitations may result in either channelling or becoming possessed by the entity running the show. Not to mention physical and emotional exhaustion and obsession with that person. The seduction can be gradual so that the person easily gives their permission over without knowing fully what they are doing, until it is too late.
(See: Mariah and Seductive Spirit guide, Page 126, The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, The Supernatural And Energy Vampirism, Keyhole Press 2012)

They may start to lose their energy, become confused, and cannot rid themselves of these demonic beings, or sever psychic cords from the “hosted guru/love bite partner”. They become tormented day and night with significant energy loss and yet they still may retain a love and sex addiction to the sensations being energetically manipulated in their bodies by the being who is linked into them. The once blissful, angelic twin flame bliss becomes taunting torment and torture that will not leave them alone, despite prayer and healing modalities.

Hybrid Child Conceptions

The twin flame unions may or may not result in conception of a child, but some are specifically engineered to conceive a “hybrid child”, as in cases that are part of generational Satanic Ritual Abuse bloodline families. (i.e. See below reference to Carolyn Hamlett’s testimony and those mentioned by Christian SRA therapist, Doug Riggs). Or, in specific alien abduction hybrid breeding programs.(For example, review the work of David Jacobs) These abductees seem to be plucked for these programs because of genetics, an Illuminati Royalty connection or simply be an opportunistic victim or volunteer for the program through deception—or love bite set up.

It is my guess that many twin flame/soul mate types of love bite “set ups” could be based on the original Satanic bloodline agendas. In other words, there are many people who seem to be “run” by inter dimensional beings, where the distinct family bloodline Illuminati histories are not “overt” and yet they fall into similar patterns of repeated traumas and love bite relationships, alien abductions and milabs.

Some are “infected people” who are unhealed and hosting demonic entities masquerading as spiritual teachers and healers. These types are the “organic portals” who can infect and link in via “love bite astral connections” with many at a time, even hundreds or thousands. Some “hosted infector types” may be used to get vulnerable women pregnant, so that the child conceived will be linked in with that particular inter dimensional being or demon. It seems the main agenda for “the dark side” would be to infect as many people as possible for demonic possession or oppression, and also to conceive hybrid or demonized children from these types of conceptions. I would like to point out that genetically augmented humans in some of these “abduction programs” may not be actual “alien” hybrids, but part of a genetically modified experiment and are very “human” and not demonically “hosted”.

MK Ultra Programming for Love Obsession

In “Our Life Beyond MK Ultra” by Elisa E, Book 2, the author describes a type of programming where an alter personality was embedded with sexual memories and alternating deep obsessive feelings of love and hate for two specific “target kill males”. (Who were well known in the conspiracy fields, as well as another example in the book of a famous actor) On Page 52 she states,

“What has come to light is that it is much more likely that it was programming to make us believe we knew him to further their agenda regarding our kill program…” and on page 53 continues:

“The similarities regarding our programming to both of these men are stunning, especially the “feelings” that were programmed in…”

and …”In both programs we have repeatedly witnessed kill as well as “alter-nating” love/hate emotions toward each, up close and at a distance. Sometimes these emotions come out of nowhere and were debilitating, such as awakening in a rage and wanting to kill them.” And later Elisa reveals,

“…We have explicit memories of sexual interaction with each, but consciously realize that these are programmed in memories to provide a basis and/or motivation/justification for killing them as well as to support our journal writings that could be later used by law enforcement to dispose of us in the Department of Justice System.”

Elisa also realized that part of this program of obsessive feelings of love/hate towards a specific, high-profile conspiracy researcher, had the embedded commands of “going home”. This is like a type of call back program, where a targeted person, often a lover(?) will be used to take them (the MK ultra slave gone astray) in and possibly act as a handler to “gather them back into the fold” of the cult. Or, through association and connection with targeted person, the runaway slave is “returned” to the cult and other handlers so they can either be eliminated for “ breaking programming, or re programmed for continued operational use.

By this time in Elisa’s recovery process, she was breaking programming and did not follow through on the “kill program” commands, but was indeed accessed and programmed to believe she had a deep connection to the targeted male(s). Elisa elaborates on this by saying,

“When programming assassins in total mind control programming, the slave is made to repeat the kill program (in the mind) as it is to occur over and over again. This occurred for us in both the case of X and Y and how they made our alter personality believe the relationship was real. The levels of hatred and love we experienced is difficult to express in words. With Y, our incredible need to be with him, to find him, was most certainly that of an irrational stalker mentality. During the expression of these longings, we repeatedly heard that we were “going home” to him, through it was crystal clear that alter 14 was the one programmed to kill him. What saved us (and perhaps him) was a parallel conscious awareness of the irrational and bizarre nature of these “feelings” in light of our also seeing and feeling that we had never actually met him!”

This experience shows that some of these love bites and “engineered love obsessions” can be the result of programming where the victim is made to believe they have had sexual intimacy with the targeted partner, but in Elisa’s case the motivation for these programmed-in memories was to facilitate a target kill command.

One thing Elisa does state emphatically on page 54 is that,

“Symptoms experienced as a result of programming and consciously during deep deprogramming involved all of our states: spiritual, mental, emotional and physical.”

Astral Unions and Operations

There are many reports of alleged “twin flame” or deeply connected soul-mate unions occurring either in the astral or are remembered or assumed to be in some kind of “abduction scenario”—whether it’s with aliens or in a type of milab operation or experiment, according to many “love bite experiencers”. A few of my case histories in the Love Bite (The Love Bite: Alien Interference in Human Love Relationships, Elogos & HHC Press 2000) involve this scenario, and also many private consultations with milab abductees. For many milabs, (alien abductees who are also being utilized by secret government and military black op groups—an extension of MK Ultra) we now have mutual confirmation of memories of “operations” as well as sexual interactions. Some milabs recall mutual experiences in another dimension like “astral operations” and some recall them as if they were real physical events in a specific physical location. I’ve had reports where one partner in the “milab operation” will recall the event clearly as if it was real, where somehow they recall being “bilocated” to the milab operation location,(but they may not accurately recall the specific access point in time) and the other “milab” in the same “black op” only recalls the event as a dream. But in these instances we have a mutuality of memory indicating something indeed is happening, but at what level or dimension is not entirely clear.

I also want to point out that several of these “love bite” experiencers who believe they have a soul mate or even twin flame partner in their “secret lives” of milab operations and other dimensional activities, do have genuine feelings for one another in mutual confirmation. They may both find themselves in entrapments of being used in high level milab and occult operations, and have true feelings for the “twinned partner” and both are trying to escape this control system. It is clear that true love, even a twin flame kind of love connectedness is very powerful, and is being hijacked and exploited to serve the “dark agendas”, who have managed to entrap such couples. This is why I do not want to imply that the twin flame and even soul mate situation is entirely a black and white issue of it being “all negative, demonic manipulations” or mind control programming. I believe that if such soul mates do exist and these individuals are in such “programs”, the real test of “reality” is to heal, come out of the mind control and truly love with wisdom and discernment. If this is done, the effect should be very powerful, and certainly is something the dark “powers that be” do not want with those who have these kinds of connections. Nonetheless, it is the responsibility of each of the “twin flame” partners to do a deep self-inquiry on their own history, work to resolve emotional traumas, and “mind control issues”.

In several love bite cases, mostly private, the duo recalled astral sexual unions and interactions that served to fuel the love obsession in one or both partners. Some recall “programming” in the astral where they were given narrated scripts of a story to program them to fall in love with a specific person, who was deliberately led to them via a pre-conditioned love obsession to be their “next handler”. In such a case, the love bite was engineered to bring them in to be “reactivated” for some kind of MK Ultra occult operational use.

After researching this field for over 20 years I will have to say that the level of human experimentation on all levels of being are more complex that what is assumed to be simple “physical level” MK Ultra mind control or Satanic Ritual Abuse. The extent of control includes a level of inter and extra dimensional involvement and black meta-technology that is a form of spiritual abuse and warfare on unimaginable levels. With this statement I do not want to imply that this situation is “hopeless” targeting with warfare beyond our ability to overcome. Not at all. I do believe our own hearts, minds and spirits working in full integration are extremely powerful, and we can overcome this, since black magic, by nature, is based on trickery and deception, not true spiritual power.

I think that with the numerous reports emerging out of Satanic Ritual Abuse and Illuminati Bloodline cult family survivors, we can start to understand this kind of spiritual warfare, even if much of it is within the framework of Christian religious faiths based on biblical scripture. I believe that these ancient bloodline cults, rituals and spiritual beliefs extend beyond the history of the Christian religion and the life of Jesus Christ. It is old, enduring and seemingly following an agenda that appears to be culminating in our current time. But even the prophetic scriptures such as the Book of Revelation, could be utilized as a script by these same infiltrators and corruptors of the human race to carry out their program of control and trans-humanism.

The 5th Fire Initiation Ritual for Twin Flames

There are a few brave Satanic Ritual Abuse survivors who have reported some of the demonic aspects of Twin Flame unions via specific types of rituals done with “bloodline cult people”. One such witness testimony is Carolyn Hamlett on the “5th Fire Initiation Ritual”, which uses a twin flame couple, to unify, give up their souls for possession and conceive a “hybrid Nephilim” “avatar” child. In this type of “Nephilim hybrid” the physical gestation and maturation is rapid and not “normal” in term of the usual human pregnancy and growth. This is distinct and different from many of the alien abduction hybrid breeding program reports, compared to the children born to the abductee mothers in their physical environment lives. In other words, most of the children born to the abductee mothers in their normal physical life/world, are not such rapid gestation and maturation as described in Carlyn Hamlett’s testimony. On the other hand, hybrid children being shown to parent abductees on the alien crafts or environments during abductions, may appear much more “alien” than human and have different gestation and maturation times. The hybrid children that were raised in “alien environments” are usually taken via abduction from the mother’s wombs in the first trimester. For more details on the entirety of Carolyn Hamlett’s experience see:

http://beyondthephysical.blogspot.mx/2013/07/my-july-30th-interview-with-daniel.html

Doug Riggs, a long time Christian minister and SRA therapist who has worked with many ritual abuse survivors has spoken about the “Nephilim Mothers” being groomed to conceive hybrid children. He does say that these “Nephilim children” mostly males, look like normal humans and are usually physically ”beautiful people”. Another thing Doug Riggs did report in the below video interview is that since 1976, all significant world leaders or those in top positions in the world are all now “hybrids”.

Another interview worth listening to with Doug Riggs and Lynn Marzulli on a more broad perspective of the Nephilim hybrid issue and the End times Deception, Satanic Anti-Christ Agenda.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8OhV45djGo&list=WL&index=53

Discernment Comes with Healing, and Deep Spirit/Source Connection

What I have observed over the years with experiencers of anomalous trauma is that if they have never experienced true healing, love, healthy family relations, and trauma free living, they often lack the ability to discern the truth of a situation. For example, the “red flags” that normally would cue a non-traumatized person that something is “not right” will not register in a long-time abductee or anomalous trauma survivor. It is not that these people are not sensitive, aware or intelligent. It’s the simple fact that from living a life of trauma, a certain level of emotional pain and confusion is normalized in their lives. The analogy of the frog being slowly boiled in the pot of boiling water is a metaphor of how easy it is to not notice the gradual temperature of the water, until it’s so hot they either succumb to being cooked alive (spiritually and emotionally dying), or they jump out of the boiling water and wake up to the reality of obvious abuse.

Sometimes the desire for love, acceptance, or avoidance of the “crazy reality” keeps them in a world of confusion, distraction or obsessions with illusions that actually prevent them from a deeper self connection of internal Spirit Sourced truth.

When there is vampiric energy loss, there is also a level of confusion. Where there still exist psychological defenses, cognitive dissonance and intact mind control programming, there will be a consistency of distractions, drama and numbing (perhaps through various addictions). There will be illusions of what they want reality to be, but is not. Healing and the clarity of wisdom comes from deep heart and core Spirit connection, combined with the rational mind. Sometimes it’s easy to get stuck in the wild goose chase of endless mental puzzles, spinning in this “need to know” questioning and research endeavors on externalized aspects of ones life and world. Many of us who have hidden histories of abductions have intense desires to know what happened, our memories of missing time, our real parentage, proof that we may be a “hybrid” or other such inquiries. These mental “needing to have external knowledge” quests can actually sabotage the true healing process. True healing will always cause you to return to your own heart, feelings and spiritual core of beingness, which then works in balance with the logical mind to to question events and experiences that are unusual and then make sense of things.

If there is a true form of soul mate or even a twin flame dyad, it is not likely to be festered with the magnitude of demonic, vampiristic overtones or riddled with narcissistic, game playing so prominent in hyper dimensional organic portals —pretending to be human lovers. The determination to heal and take emotionally intelligent responsibility will offer the clarity and wisdom to understand and overcome these complex multileveled manipulations and questions. For so many of us we feel alone and unsupported in this. But we are not alone. The fact that we are still alive, and have come to know what we have thus far is a significant victory.

Online Anomalous Trauma Support Group starting Feb. 5, 2016

Hello,

This is a quick reminder that we have several spaces open for our next block (3rd ATSG Block) of Anomalous Trauma Support Group sessions, that start on Friday Feb. 5, 2016, at 4pm Eastern time zone.

This will be a block of 6 sessions, every week on Fridays and go for 2-3 hours. It is on Zoom videoconferencing format, and all you need is audio and preferably a video camera. But this can be attended via telephone or iphone also. Zoom is free to download at www.zoom.us

This group will be facilitated by myself, Eve Lorgen and my colleague Laura Leon.

The topics of discussion will be geared towards the needs of the group, whatever specific types of experiences they feel the need to explore and talk about. This can include the spectrum of anomalous trauma as previously described on my main page. I want to be clear however, that this group is for those who are functional, not institutionalized, or having any major Axis 1 or 2 personality disorders such as Borderline, Narcissistic, Histrionic, major depression or major alcohol or substance abuse addictions. This is for those who sincerely want to work on personal growth, expand awareness and become more sovereign considering having had histories of anomalous trauma.

The emphasis of this kind of group is on reflective and empathic listening, learning how to develop emotional intelligence and expand personal awareness, exploration of what ones own history is, emotional triggers, patterns of behavior, blind spots, learning about boundaries and what it means to take personal responsibility for ones own healing process and sovereignty.

There is a nominal fee for the group at $25.00/session, and suggested to be paid in full for the 6 sessions or in segments of 2-3 payments. Once the session is paid for, a Zoom link will be sent to the participating individuals. It is suggested to let the facilitators know at least two days prior to the group if they will attend and pay before attending. We want to keep this group small at 10 participants, so reserve your spot soon.

In the past several articles and topics have been suggested for reading or for topics of interest, such as:

Compassionate Communication, Reflective Listening and Inner Empathy Process

Interdimensional Interference and Emotional Triggering

Love Bite or Twin Flame, Relationship orchestration or interference issues

Narcissistic Abuse and Recovery

Mind Control, Programming and Abduction/Milab issues

If you have any questions, feel free to email Eve at : elorgen@gmail.com or Laura Leon at laudaleon@gmail.com