Predatory Parasites and Online Sex

This is an article written by a 31-year old Finnish woman who wishes to tell her story of how she protracted a predatory interdimensional parasite through cyber sex. The reason I am sharing this testimony is because the lethality of these types of predatory parasites seem to be especially physically draining. I believe these same types of predatory interdimensional parasites, may possibly be doubly infected with an artificial intelligence type of vector which can travel and interact through computer technology and the web. It’s as if the medium of technology is aided by something that acts as a bridge that can readily connect interdimensional parasites through artificial intelligence systems.

Many energy healers, clairvoyants and shamans already know how other dimensional entities can latch into someones energy field through sex (among many other things). But now it is quite common to receive reports of entity attachment through online connections and especially cyber sex. My former mentor Barbara Bartholic had discovered that people who used recreational drugs like methamphetamine were particularly susceptible to “reptilian hosting”. Not only this, but the reptilian hosting often corresponded with an increased addiction to online sex, which kept a viscous cycle going of constant parasite re-infection and sexual addiction. (Not to mention infection of other people to these same entities, who don’t even use dangerous recreational drugs like methamphetamine etc) I’m only mentioning this because online sex itself is a playground for all kinds of other forces, and interdimensional beings that innocent people have no awareness of and can be harmed by this kind of activity.

Most of the time the victims of hyperdimensional predatory parasites do not “see” the entities, but the symptoms of energy vampirism and sometimes the deceptive “twin flame” telepathic communications and masked energetic sexual visitations are done by the same types of vampiric entities. They can shapeshift into the image of the alleged “twin flame “lover”, and be intimately connected to that person (ie. him) or another partner the he is linked in with, such as a female. Such a situation happened with Ajna, the author of this testimony on predatory parasites through online sex.

Luckily, once Anja realized she had a parasitic entity, took responsibility to stop engaging with the online sexual partner and did healing, trauma resolution and energy clearing work. She was able to successfully release the entity, rebuild her health and emotional well being but not until over three years of her life and health was nearly destroyed. Anja now writes a blog about these types of experiences in Finnish.

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How I Caught a Predatory Parasite Through Online Sex

By Anja Bessonoff
December 2015

I got attacked by a malevolent entity through online sex in 2012. The attack was so fierce that it brought me on the brink of death. It took me three-and-a-half years to recover to this point where I can address the events rationally.

In the summer of 2012 I had just recently divorced a man who seemed to make me sick and miserable for some unknown reason. Today I’m able to see clearly that my ex-husband was overshadowed by an entity, but I didn’t know that at the time. I misinterpreted the problem to involve my ex-husband only, and when I divorced him, I thought I was finally safe from whatever the enemy was.
I got to be on my own for only about six weeks and that was definitely the best time of my life – until I got cleverly attacked from another direction. This time the villain was sneakier and much more vicious than the entity that my ex-husband hosted, and I wasn’t prepared at all. My husband’s parasite was slowly harming my health for sure, but this other entity was capable of a sudden murder attempt.
During the months of separation from my ex, I had developed a crush on a male friend who lived in another country, and we talked online. Things changed drastically when he engaged me in online sex with him. He was in a relationship with another woman, and I knew there was very much at stake, but everything happened so fast that afterwards I was just left wondering what struck me.

My intuition warned me from having online sex with him, but when we interacted, I also saw incredible beauty and connection between us that couldn’t possibly be fake. It was as if there were two competing energy currents that confused my intuition: a pure and beautiful energy exchange between me and him, and something shapeless but dangerous lurking behind that.

I was starving for sex and romance after my divorce, and that made me an easy target. I was convinced that the friend that I trusted wasn’t capable of harming me even if we had online sex. He seemed pure an uncorrupted. Yet I sensed danger in the situation.
Today I’m pretty convinced that he was pure about his intentions, but the problem centered on his fiancée. He lived with a woman who seemed nice and friendly – just like the entity who was presumably overshadowing her. Because the two were sexually involved, her parasite had access to his energies, and when I had online sex with him, it was able to access my energies as well.

The entity enticed the man, my friend, and it also enticed me with soft whispers that I misinterpreted as telepathic messages from him. Only after I refused to do what it tried to make me do, its true nature was betrayed. The entity persuaded me to feed my energy to my friend and his fiancée, to build the couple a happy future together. Before the online sex happened, I vaguely agreed because I wanted what was best for him, and he seemed to plead exactly this. I didn’t know that I had actually signed a powerful energetic agreement here, and it wasn’t between me and him but between me and the parasite that had invaded his love relationship.

After the online sex changed my view of everything in the situation, I refused to do what I thought I had promised to my friend and his fiancée. Instead, I insisted that I wanted him for myself. I can still vividly remember my telepathic discussion with what I still thought to be my friend, and it went somewhat like this:

Me: “Look, we can accomplish so much more when we are actually together, versus me feeding only my energy to your life.”
It: “But you promised to create a happy future for me and her.”
Me: “Yes, but you must know that it’s not possible anymore. I don’t have that energy anymore. The source that feeds me won’t let me do it. My whole being just wants to be with you.”
It: “You have lots of energy alright. In that storage called ‘body’. If you don’t give it voluntarily, we’ll take it by force.”

I was struck by terror after this mental conversation. The entity began to take my energy by force right away, and I got really sick. During the next few months I suffered from pneumonia, a uterine infection that got me to the hospital, and severe burnout symptoms. My whole life crashed since I had no energy for my own well-being anymore; the parasite was eating me alive.

By opening up energetically in online sex I granted the entity a direct passage into my energies, and it used that free access to brutally harm me. It sucked my energy dry on any area it could. I knew my body tissues and functions were chopped by it to release ATP for its purposes. The terror I felt because of this was indescribable.

This predatory parasite was able to invade into my lungs and even my brain. My consciousness was severely blackened. I felt dizzy all the time, and I couldn’t remember or concentrate well anymore. I struggled to get enough oxygen and caught one respiratory infection after another.

The entity saw my body as a peculiar storage of energy. Astral parasites don’t recognise what a physical body is since they don’t have one of their own. They see it only as a resource, not as a functional living vehicle. And that’s exactly where this malevolent entity got busted.

A person would never view the body of another person, let alone a friend, as a mere resource that can be sucked dry. A person would never think that he can steal energy from someone else’s body tissues to build happiness for himself. That would be considered a murder or a murder attempt after all!

It wasn’t my friend who tried to kill me, but something else. It made a grave mistake, however, by demanding me to use the energy of my body to feed it. Because it made me painfully aware of its existence every second, it resulted in me starting a personal crusade against this obscure force that had harmed me so severely. Because I knew all along that something was heavily off, and the entity gave itself up in its confusion about what a body is, I had the means to tackle this situation. It was an awfully slow process of course, because I had a strong enemy not just outside but inside me. I asked and received guidance all along, and it helped me through.

I began by clearing all my negative subconscious emotions and traumas one by one. I was very weak in the beginning, and after each session I had to allow my body a great amount of rest. I raised my vibration slowly but steadily, making the environment less and less comfortable for something that feeds off negative vibration.

Two years after the original incident, in July 2014, I was finally strong enough to begin the process of clearing the entity out of my system. I’ve been kind of exhaling all that foreign substance out of me since then. Simultaneously I’ve been repairing my damaged aura. My body isn’t heavy anymore like it was with the abusive entity in charge. I know I’ve still got work to do, but my steady, visible progress keeps me going.

All malevolent entities, beware of this: I absolutely will not stop until I’ve finished clearing you out of my system, once and for all. You are strictly prohibited from entering my space ever again.

Thanks to the Finnish social security system I’ve been able to hang in there financially even though these entities stole my health and my ability to work for more than three years. I will pay it back someday by helping my fellow citizens and hopefully all mankind with the information I obtained through these experiences.
Anja

Addendum: I asked Anja what healing modalities did she use and was there any specific thing or event when the entity actually left your energy field?

“I had to apply a multi-modality approach for healing since nothing simple seemed to work. 
 
For healing trapped emotions and traumas I used ThetaHealing and Thought Field Therapy (tapping). The most prevalent technique for the whole process was probably something that I learned in ThetaHealing class: using the resonance of my own voice, guided by intuition, to clear any unwanted negative vibration.
 
For removing the entity I applied visualisation of cutting cords and breaking the energetic deals I had made with it and with the people involved. Breathing was also a very important factor. I’ve been consciously exhaling everything that doesn’t belong inside my body nor in my energy field. This began spontaneously in summer 2014, and it has been going on since then, guided by my intuition/body’s intelligence.

As supportive means for my body to recover I’ve consumed large amounts of micronutrients. I also keep certain stones and/or magnets near my body for grounding all the time.

Writing openly about this subject and the good old-fashioned prayer are also on my list of things that helped. With all of these modalities combined I was able to corner the enemy. I know I must practice resilience and keep all these forms of support active for at least six more months to prevent any further attacks or setbacks.
 

Anja has a Blog in Finnish at: http://henkinenvaltiatar.fi

Soul Mates, Twin Flames or Love Bite?

This Article appeared on Wake Up World Website on 11/29/014

http://wakeup-world.com/2014/11/29/soul-mates-twin-flame-or-love-bite/

Soul Mates, Twin Flame or Love Bite?

By Eve Lorgen 11/26/014

Have you ever had a love connection with someone so strong, you believed they could be your soul mate or even a twin flame? Did this person who you thought to be “the One”, arrive with a magical sense of reality, powerful psychic connections, super sexual chemistry, de ja vus, omens and supernatural overtones?

Perhaps you feel mystically connected on a deeper soul level, and yet there seems to be a dangerousness about it. The passion may be unstoppable if you cross that line. Longing and passion builds as telltale signs appear that he or she must be “the One”.

A love drama unfolds with emotional highs, crashing lows and perhaps even paranormal activity. You find yourself doing things that you have never done with other partners. You take greater risks that may be out of character for you. The love affair becomes erratic, obsessive or unable to consummate . It is as if you and your lover are being buffeted around by unseen forces from one exhausting drama to the next. It feels surreal, and orchestrated as if it is influenced from the beyond. Or maybe it goes like this:

The meeting could be accidental, in an unusual place or situation for you. But somehow, something magically happens that creates an opportunity. Perhaps you sense a premonition, energetic feelings that seem to happen out of the blue. Then your eyes meet.

There is a sense of familiarity, as if you already know this strange new person, perhaps from another place or time. Yet, you can’t seem to place it. The locked gaze, the sensation of butterflies swirling in your stomach, the feeling of excitement, anxiety, and perhaps even danger all lurk inside you. You can barely contain the sense that something big is happening.

Maybe he or she asks you something that was on your mind, just as you were going to speak it. “Have we met before? You seem familiar.” A few moments pass, and maybe you experience a feeling of déjà vu. Perhaps you recall a recent dream when you saw the face of your could-be lover. He or she is wearing the same color that appeared in your dream, or perhaps appears in a familiar scene. You now feel that the dream was some sort of divine precognitive foreshadowing. Your dream lover has come to life.

Your senses feel heightened, more alive. Those zingy, tingly, warm, and fuzzy feelings in your body seem to be resonating with this other person. Did you just meet The One? Your soul mate? Is this a sign that this person is about to enter center stage in your life? You exchange phone numbers and email. Next time you meet, you talk about things that you thought no one would ever really share with you, much less understand. You seem to have so much in common. Perhaps the person is not normally your type, yet inexplicably you share a powerful connection. The erotic fantasies begin. Somehow they feel so much more real. Why is that?

From deep inside, however, you feel a subtle hint of push-pull resistance. Your inner voice tries to check in with you, but you squash it like a bug. Your logical mind may question all this, but the lonely part of you can’t stop wanting excitement, a rescue from that hopeless feeling that you’ll never have true love and will always settle for less. You want to experience passion and love that you’ve never really known before. You fight both sides of yourself as if you’ve been split into two people. Confusion sets in, and you just can’t stop thinking about that person.

The Love Connection Begins and Cupid’s Drama Unfolds

A series of magical phone calls, texting, emailing, and meetings begin. Perhaps you are compelled to drive long distances or even go across the country to meet with your newfound lover-to-be. The energies of excitement build, and you can’t stop thinking about him or her, and especially about when you can have more time together to really connect, touch. Merge.

You never felt such a powerful connection with someone; it’s almost telepathic with supernatural overtones. You finish each other’s sentences, buy similar things at the store, find yourself wearing the same colors, and even eating the same food when not in each others’ presence, and at the same times.

That first kiss sends electrical thrills that zip right down to your erogenous zones. It’s almost like you’ve been zapped by Cupid’s arrow! You kiss again, deeply. It happens so easily, so fast. Sex feels so natural and connected. You find yourself doing things you didn’t do with other partners. You feel less inhibited and the creative juices flow. You take greater risks that may be out of character for you. You push away confusion and the inner red-flag voice flailing to be heard because, you say to yourself, “Yes! I’m going to follow my heart. I want passion!”

Now the roller coaster drama begins, and your life turns upside down. He or she makes you feel on top of the world, desired, cherished, and important. Events seem magically to unfold as though a divine script were being written that has pierced through the wall of your lonely heart. You are on a blissful high.

Yet it doesn’t last. Something happens. At some point, where you once felt excitement and passion, you wonder why you begin to feel weak and a little drained. Maybe your partner reveals a dark side. Emotional manipulation starts to unveil. Is your partner deliberately manipulating you like an emotional vampire, or does it just seem like it? You don’t want to believe it. The emotional crashing lows begin, and you start to feel that events are unfolding out of your control. Your partner’s full attention and presence seem to be out of your reach, and your life becomes an endless chase of unconsummated love.

Eventually, unrequited love pangs tear at your heart as you and your lover are buffeted about in one drama after another. In time, you become an emotional wreck. Confusion sets in and it seems as though every time you get near Cupid’s lover, you become weaker. You feel sucked dry of your emotions, logic, and better sense. What happened?”

This passage is an excerpt from my book, “The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, the Supernatural and Energy Vampirism”. (http://www.amazon.com/The-Dark-Side-Cupid-Supernatural/dp/0967799546) I was inspired to write this book after more than 15 years of research and counseling people with anomalous trauma. It usually revolved around those who have had paranormal experiences, and other dimensional visitations such as alien abductions. I discovered inadvertently through those who had multiple alien visitation histories, that they also exhibited an unusual kind of tagging by their “hyperdimensional watchers”. These watchers had a means to pre-bond them to their future love partners, or to manipulate their relationships so that they would marry or meet a particular lover, often with an obsessive, deep, soul connected quality. But then something else occurred which showed blatant forms of what I call “emotional and psychic vampirism”. Instead of a long lasting soul mate kind of experience, it took the form of a high drama,  supernatural connection, that was endlessly being interfered with, so that a harmonious sacred love connection was hijacked or disrupted for some other purpose.

One partner would be switched off psychically, and leave the other person in a state of unrequited love. Or one partner was somehow overshadowed by a “third party entity” such as a “reptilian” or other non-human inter-dimensional entity that used the ”hosted” partner as a portal for psychic and sexual energy feeding. A kind of “middleman” psychic vampire, energy harvesting operation. It was as if an invisible predatory force was literally using the love obsessed couple as a source of energy or entertainment.

Sometimes the paranormal interference came in the form of a definite third party entity, that was witnessed by one or both partners. For example an alien grey, reptilian, mantis, ET , spirit or demon of some sort. This interference could occur surrounding the relationship itself, and yet remain unseen, but leave the sense that the couple is being watched or manipulated in a perverse kind of theatrical drama.

Red Flags of a Dark Side of Cupid Connection

To distinguish these kinds of love relationships from “normal kinds of relationship issues” I devised a number of Red Flags for a Dark Side of Cupid Relationship:

  •  – Dreams of the partner before meeting them, suggesting something precognitive.
  • – Physical sensations in the solar plexus, genital, gut or other body areas, such as neck, heart, and between the shoulders.
  • – Astral sex visitations and/or telesthesia — sensing the energy body in a sexual way and very physically, as if another being were present but invisible.
  • – Strong psychic connection, even though you may not really love your partner.
  • – Powerful sexual passion and obsessive need to have sex, even in cases in which you don’t love the partner or they don’t love you and/or are abusive.
  • – Psychic responses and coincidences from either partner, like receiving a phone call or email from your partner the moment you think about cutting off the connection.
  • – A sense of emotional or physical draining.
  • – One partner becoming suddenly switched off emotionally or “psychically unplugged.”
  • – Feelings of being watched, or being played like puppets in some drama-myth.
  • – Paranormal activity, third party “entity” visits or attacks, sudden dreams, visions and thoughts as if implanted.
  • – Obsessive thoughts that are not usual for either partner
  • – Synchronicities, omens, and a feeling of being in a magical reality.

The Unholy Triad of the Dark Side of Cupid

To simplify the dynamics of these Dark Cupid love affairs. I put together three main categories of characteristics of these forged connections: The Unholy Triad of the Dark Side of Cupid. If two of the three main sets of symptoms were present, then that relationship is most likely a “Love Bite/Dark Cupid” connection. The Unholy Triad is:

  1. Magical or Supernatural Elements
  2. Emotional Highs and Crashing Lows and/or Signs of Energy Draining
  3. Emotional Manipulation and the Psychopathology Element

If only the magical and supernatural elements are present without the other two elements, then that relationship could very well be a true soul mate or twin flame connection. But it really is two of the three elements noted and especially the third aspect of manipulation and psychopathology that is the tell tale sign, this relationship is being manipulated.

Oftentimes this psychopathology aspect manifests as a narcissistic quality or borderline personality disorder, a Dr. Jeckyl/Mr. Hyde kind of persona that can leave the love bitten person utterly bewildered, resulting in unimaginable hurt and unbearable grief. If you’ve ever read about narcissistic abuse and the aftermath of this kind of crazy-making relationship, then you can get an idea of the utter shock and emotional devastation that this kind of “manipulated relationship” can bring.

Some readers may pause now and rationalize that this is simply a poor relationship choice with an emotionally abusive, personality disordered person. But I assure you, it is really not that simple. These things can co-exist in a “Dark Cupid” relationship, but the true sign is the paranormal anomalies that eventually manifest during this kind of relationship. I have described these kinds of relationships in detail in my book from the perspective of a clairvoyant “bird’s eye view”, and in easily recognizable interpersonal psychology dynamics. What I discovered was really a sign of sexual and psychic energy vampirism that is mediated through some sort of other dimensional predatory beings.

It was only apparent when so many witnesses over the years came forward who had “extrasensory faculties” and actually saw these other dimensional beings overshadowing or lurking around them or their “partner”.(http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/french-clairvoyants-perception-of-reptilian-hosting/). Some could perceive cords of energy linking them and their partner and another entity such as a “reptilian”. Others had distinct solar plexus sensations and even grinding pain, after linking up with their “possessed partner”. Some were perceptive enough to actually see in visions and dreams how they were being set up in magic love spells cast by a sorcerer or witch. Some love bite experiencers had these kinds of relationships several times, and seemed to be plagued by a “familiar spirit”, “alien watcher” or bloodline curse that affected them and everyone in their family.

And yet I have consulted with people who do not fall into the “anomalous trauma” category of alien abductions or a regular “paranormal experiencer” kind of person and yet had a full-blown, Dark Cupid love connection that hurt them in ways that defied rational explanation. One witness, who has gone public with his testimony,(

http://veilofreality.com/2014/11/22/the-dark-side-of-cupid-hyperdimensional-interferences-in-love-relationships/) admitted that the love bite relationships only happened after he had published serious research on “UFO’s, Alien Contact and Spiritual Conspiracy Topics”.

 

The Power of Sacred Love and Twin Flames

 

I have also come to hypothesize that there are some “other dimensional forces” which seek to destroy true, sacred love and especially the meeting and consummation of twin flame relationships. Sacred love, sexuality and the alchemical transformation of male/female “shakti” energies is a very powerful thing. In some cultures in India for example, the entire reason for Jeevan Mukti yogic practice is to become enlightened when one successfully unites with their twin flame Ardhanishwara. (http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/twin-flames-liberation-and-enlightenment-from-a-vedic-perspective-interview-with-indian-pranic-healer-and-love-bite-experiencer-kailasnath/)

In ancient Greek culture the Hieros Gamos (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hieros_gamos) is the same kind of mystical union between twin flame souls, resulting in great transformation, even Gnosis and enlightenment. In Tibetan Buddhism we have Annuttara yoga tantra. In Taoist Chi Gong there are alchemical sexual practices both internal and external for the purpose of greater spiritual awareness and immortality. (http://www.healingtaousa.com/faq_taoist_sexual_practice.html) In all of these practices true love is essential or transformation to higher consciousness.

In Taoist myth as well as other myths around the world, humans were once androgynous, but then the genders were split, due to some kind of “fall from grace”. In  the Greek myth told by Aristophanes (http://www.connellodonovan.com/hen.html) the split arose as a punishment from the  “gods” because they became “jealous” and feared humans having too much power in their androgynous state. And so the primordial, androgynous human was split into two souls and placed into different gendered bodies. I personally believe this gender split is much more complex than the extant ancient writings tell us and can even involve some kind of extraterrestrial genetic engineering such as is hypothesized in the Wes Penre Papers.

http://wespenre.com/4/PDF/WesPenreFourthLevelOfLearning%28EntireLevel–Papers1-17andAppendixPaperA%29031014.pdf

Many of my clients have wondered why it took so long to “get over” a love bite relationship, even if it was short lived. Some think that their lover is being deliberately oppressed and manipulated by dark spiritual forces so that their true twin flame connection cannot be experienced or consummated. It is as if the couple—or one partner—is being held “hostage” by these predatory prison wardens of humanity. When one partner “switches off” or is really being manipulated to reject the true love union, it’s also known as the “twin flame runner syndrome”. Although I wonder if some therapists of these unusual soul mate connections really know what may be going on behind the scenes.

Could these relationships be salvaged into harmonious, blissful and powerful unions with “regular relationship counseling”? Modalities like compassionate communication and applying the relationship gender understandings of John Gray (Men are from Mars, Women from Venus series) are immensely supportive. These systems can help, but the real hurdle is usually getting both partners to even agree to any kind of therapy. Oftentimes one partner is too proud, fearful or downright arrogant to even admit to something “strange” going on and refuses to engage willingly into any kind of therapeutic work. I contend that there is much more to these kinds of paranormally influenced love connections, and we must find healing therapies that really work. In The Dark Side of Cupid I offer psychological and paranormal intervention strategies to help the broken hearted heal from these extraordinarily painful and baffling relationships. The best strategy and protection from a “dark Cupid” relationship is awareness that this even exists.

I believe it is true that knowledge is power. But there is something else even greater and that is sacred love. Sacred love should be protected, nurtured and valued above all things on heaven and Earth. It is truly a mystery…that apparently other dimensional beings since ancient times have wanted to hijack, mimic, exploit and corrupt. This is the war of all wars.

 

And I believe we do have a choice in the matter. We are not powerless!

Reptilian Hosting and Strip Clubs

This is an article, based on a recent report I received regarding a reptilian hosting situation.  The woman observed this situation to be ongoing with her soon to be “ex-husband” for many years, and in her estimation, was due primarily to a psychic cording, linking and reptilian attachment that originated when her husband repeatedly visited sex strip-clubs.

The formatting is direct from the woman’s (named “M”) own statements from personal correspondence. She has provided several sketches of what she observed in her “husband” usually during sexual activity, when the entity “took control” of his body temporarily. The sketches show the iguana-like reptilian entity attached to his shoulder, and also a dark greenish-grey energy field surrounding his aura, which is really the overshadowed energy body of a larger reptilian entity (4th dimensional) that entered “from the back” of her husband. “M” also noticed other things that she discovered when doing her own healing work,(EMDR) as well as tracing back the origin of the iguana-reptilian entity, via a type of ET technology, holographic boxes, cords faciltating interdimensional access. One of the key issues of relevance is the technological and interdimensional access of humanity via places like sex strip clubs that are targetted with a type of ET technology linked in via some UFO and connected into the building with interdimensional fiber optic-like connections that allow linking and direct energetic access to the persons in the strip club.

I would also like to add a link from a previous article regarding a French Clairvoyant’s perception of how certain ET-looking entities attach to the human energy field and shift the energetics of their system by directly linking into certain chakras and energy centers.

http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/french-clairvoyants-perception-of-reptilian-hosting/

 

Excerpt from M:

I actually saw this electrical iguana shaped  dynamic over my soon to be X husband’s right shoulder when we were having sex in 2012. There was also an energetic white cubic form that sat behind this iguana form.  I could clearly sense the white cubic form but did not physically see with my human eyes. I did see the rest of this with my physical eyes.  IMG_1280:iguana

During this intimacy with my husband, he suddenly became very robotic and mechanical which was actually not that unusual.  However, this time as this started to happen, this electric blue outline of an iguana formed and appeared over his right shoulder. I was reclined on the edge of our bed and my husband was standing over me having intercourse with me as this was happening.  I then immediately saw a gray, overshadowing reptilian being take over his body from behind him. I could actually see the being and then I could see its outline around my husband’s body as this ‘takeover” took place.  It was like this thing had been waiting for the right moment to come in to take my husband over and he just came in and overtook my husband’s consciousness and physical body for the orgasm event. It was very creepy. As this happened my husband became very robotic as he methodically attempted to finish having sex with me. However, I immediately sat up and said, “What is that?” as I pointed directly to the iguana shape. I could tell the entity was surprised that I could see it. It moved backwards and started fading in a stunned and annoyed sort of way. It did seem annoyed and surprised that I was  pointing at it and basically calling it out. I also made my husband get off of me immediately. This whole experience from when I first saw the iguana shape over his shoulder to the end took about 45 seconds to a minute to happen.

This event was one of several events that included events and evidence that helped me discover and shed light on the traumatizing reality and truth that my husband was not only a sex addict that had been acting out sexually for the past 20 years of our 23 year marriage–but I also realized he was reptilian possessed or demonically possessed and  was driven by what I would call a demonic-reptilian interface or a “reptilian holographic insert” and other sexually deviant drivers. IMG_1282_copy:Iguana

Needless to say, I never had sex with him again after this event. I have also discovered many disturbing  details regarding  his sexually deviant  behaviors and they were consistently quite sadistic in nature. He has been driven by  a need to violate others with out their knowing it in ways that he knows they would find very invasive and disturbing if they knew what he was doing. The way he stores memories is also void of sentiment or nostalgia. It is fact based memories and very few details that include emotional memories of meaningful events. A robotic memory is dominant with him.

Later in meditation, after this iguana event had happened, I was trying to understand what I had seen and so I asked about it in meditation and was able to see the events and the dynamics of how this had happened. I saw several situations where my husband was doing things that had allowed this entity and other entities and some “alien technologies of sorts” to come into his field.

The main entity and the technology that was connected to or linked to the iguana/reptile that I saw over his shoulder he had actually  “contracted”  in a strip club. I was shown or just saw the whole scene of how my husband got this entity attachment and the related technology that went with it. He got this entity during a lap dance in a strip club, where he was also paying to be sexually serviced by a stripper/prostitute.  As he was in the mist of this particular event, the stripper was over him and on his lap sexually servicing him  and he leaned his head back and his sexual field opened up very widely directly over and above his body and even over the event itself. It opened in the form of what looked like a large hourglass cone shape  that was swirling a bit as it opened. These very nasty entities and cording devices and other things  that were inside of the the stripper”s energy field or that were connected to her field  were literally dumped into my husband’s energy field during this opening of his sexual field with her field and the field of the event itself.

FGC Constellation of Alien technology above SC23

I saw that the stripper had gotten some of these things from her childhood experiences and many more of them were entities and other creepy things that she had picked up or contracted from the many sexually deviant men that she had serviced and the atmosphere she worked in.  I also knew some of these were actively being directed by and were connected to something outside of her also. I could clearly see that there was something that worked through her and that was driving her from outside of her field. It was an alien type technology that was actually linked into her and into her field and even into to the strip club itself and what was going on in this place.  I could see this larger technology was there for the purpose of cording the men or people (there were a few women too) that she was servicing sexually in these acts of prostitution. It was some sort of unconscious contract she had with an outside force that hovered above this time event.

I could actually see a rounded  disked shaped space craft hovering in a dimension that seemed to be directly above and slightly to the right of  the physical space above the strip club and this event field itself. I saw my husband and others physically in the strip club committing these acts.  I also saw the technology that was being used to cord these people that were susceptible to these sorts of addictive and/or deviant  processes. This ship and its technology hovered above it all and it was there for the specific purpose of cording people. funnel 2

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The things that have happened in my marriage have been traumatizing and at the same time are quite interesting.  As I look at it all now in hind sight with a little distance,  it is clear that something much larger then my husband’s and my situation is going on. It makes so much more sense than it ever has before, as the bigger picture is emerging. Something much larger is going on and it is effecting many people.

I have had two “love bite” relationships that have both been very traumatizing and difficult experiences to go through. I have done much work now to resolve my unresolved trauma.  The first relationship was a short, less then two years, a  marriage in my early twenties to a psychopath.  I am in the process of divorcing my current  husband or 23 years now. He is not a psychopath but does have a splintered self and has he been a very convincing fraud and fake, nice guy. Realizing who he really was really choosing to be and what he has really had going on all these years has also been extremely educational, eye opening,  and enlightening to witness. I have seen a whole new level of some of the darker things that are going on in our world now.

Also I just ordered your book-The Dark Side Of Cupid and received it in the mail today and I am looking forward to reading it tonight–very excited to have your work in hand.

I am an artist and the attached images are very quick sketches that I did to capture this dynamic of what I saw while it was still fresh in my mind.  I am  planning on creating better images of several of the things that I have witnessed going on during this marriage relationship because there are several other things that I think directly relate to what’s going on and also to the work you are doing, I will send these illustrations of these events  to you when complete. Thank You for the work you are doing.

With The Kindest Regards,

“M”

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 “M” continues in next correspondence for more detail:
Hopefully by sharing this information and experience, others will be more able to see and perceive these things also.  I have learned that these entities do not like being seen for what they really are. It is a dis-empowering experience for them. Therefore seeing this all for what is, seems to be one of the easiest ways to transform and transcend its ability to influence our lives. One of the things that has surprised me the most about all of this is the dimensionality aspect of it. We have been conditioned to see and perceive the “alien” and “UFO phenomena”  in a way that is actually quite misleading and limiting.detail fgc AT BestTherapeutic Help and Recovery:I am doing much better and working daily to heal and to be my most whole and authentic self and to move on with my life. That does not mean that there has not been significant amount of unnecessary damage. I do have to say that this “Alien love bite” thing and all of the manipulative, deceptive agendas that go along with this on a very practical level–seems to be rather wasteful.  In many ways the experience of having our lives deviated by this force that is cruel, limiting in annoying ways, seems ultimately unnecessary and wasteful.  While I do understand the concept that so many spiritual teachers suggest that we signed up for this suffering to make us stronger–I just do not agree. Something about that is off. ( EL–I agree!)

I don’t see this as a grand spiritual lesson that we signed up for before we came here, that is intended to somehow make us better or stronger through being traumatized or through suffering of some kind.  I see this as a nuisance, like mosquitos that swarm on a beautiful tropical island. We may sign up for the vacation and we then educate ourselves about the local parasites and predator that are present in this environment, we keep our eyes open and take action to prevent ourselves from being bitten, harmed or distracted by them. We don’t allow them to deviate us form enjoying a good life or a good vacation.

One of the most helpful things for me therapy wise has been EMDR. See: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eye_movement_desensitization_and_reprocessing

It has helped me in healing this current trauma and it has addressed the underlying issues, and limiting reactive patterns that were set up for me through early childhood experiences. I think these experiences set up survival mechanisms in me that made me more vulnerable and susceptible to being targeted by this type of abuse in my relationships. My natural nature is highly empathetic, compassionate and open, and the blind-spots these early traumas created made me an easy target, it seems. Through EMDR I was able to reprocess a lot of the automatic response patterns that I was not aware that I even had. The results have been amazing and confirmable through real-life situations.

During EMDR  I had two very factual based memories come up of myself being ritually abused around the age of three months. This happened while I was in the care of a babysitter who was “prostituting” me out to a clergy type person in Raliegh, NC and my memory suggests that it was actually surprisingly an unsuccessful event for the people doing it.  I think this experience is part of the reason that I am able to perceive the things I am able to perceive now.  It seems I may have been targeted at a very early age by this alien or demonic force. The abuse only happened twice because my highly intuitive mother, who was 19 years old at the time, quickly sensed that something was horribly wrong and quit her job and took me out of the care of this person. She did not know what had actually happened however, when I asked both my parents about this time in my life. After the memory came up in EMDR, they both confirmed that they had intuited that something was off with this the babysitter and they both noticed that I had become oddly sick and had changed after being in her care for only a couple of months and they both knew they had to take me out of her care. Thank goodness for parental intuition.  I do not understand why I was targeted at such a young age or continued to be targeted and I don’t think it’s because I am some special person or anything like that. However, something in me knows that none of this is just random occurrence. There are reasons or circumstances behind why people are targeted.

I asked M,

“I also find it interesting that the auric field color around the ex is forest, darkish-green. Was his color this way most of the time or only when the iguana, which looks like it hangs on at the neck area on one side?”

M:  The electric blue outlined iguana was on my husband’s right shoulder and this is what I saw first. It appeared there and then I knew there was this white, cubic box behind it. The iguana form on his right shoulder stayed there on his shoulder but it  started fading as this dark, green-gray reptilian entity showed up. It came in also slightly from the right  and then it seemed to come into my husbands body from behind him. The dark, gray-green form behind my STBX husband’s body in the illustration is actually the entity overshadowing my husband in what looked like an energetic body.  I could see this entity in it’s entirety and the part that merged with my husbands body was less easy to see, yet I could still see it and the part that was larger then my husband is what looks like an auric field over my husbands body.  It was a reptilian looking entity and it was actually  coming into my husbands body, taking it over and was even very awkwardly animating my husband’s body. I knew my husband was not there anymore as soon as this entity started taking him over.  Not sure where my husbands consciousness was, but it seems maybe he was beside himself and was not conscious of this as it was happening. I have ask him  if he has any memories of what was happening to him this day and he said he remembers it happening because of my response to it, and the fact that I made him get off me.  But he said he has no memory of what was happening to him. To me it was obvious that he was being taken over and evicted by this reptilian entity for what was going to be a brief, three to five minute grand finalle.  I also knew somehow that this entity could not be here, in our world or atmosphere much longer then 3 to maybe 17 minutes at the most in one event. I knew that  it was continually corded into my husband in his daily life but it remained outside of  the human sphere.  I knew that this reptile entity was connected to my husband somehow and that it monitored my husband continually and even influenced him and drove his behaviors and choices. However, this entity could not be here in its physical energetic form for too long. Not sure how I knew this, I just did.

The entity, in its energetic form, was a little bit larger then my husband’s body energetically at least and the green-gray outline around my husbands body that looks like an aura was the part of the reptilian entity that extended beyond my husband’s body as it took him over. I could see the whole entity in its 3d energetic form yet it is difficult to draw it as it was  transparent and simultaneously multidimensional.

I also know that this entity despised me and directed its rage towards me through my husband sometimes.

This is another interesting thing that happened around this. It was not too long after this event that I figured out what was going on with my husband and I insisted he leave our home.  I did  agree to allow him to do a year of SA  therapy  before deciding whether or not to divorce him. However I have not allowed him to move back in our home since the day he was out.

A day or two after I asked him to leave I had a dream where these entities were very aggressively and brutally anally raping me. In the dream I knew they could not really touch me but they wanted me to believe they could. They were even trying to make me have a physical orgasm and I blocked them and I disregarded them. I gave them no energy of any kind, not even anger.  I simple saw them for what they were.  It seemed like this was a last ditch effort on their part to get me or to punish me or to show me who’s boss. I knew they despised that I could block them. I could also sense that they knew if my husband was not physically living with me they would have less opportunity to access me through him in the future.  I know I do still have to be aware and on guard so they do not find a way to get to me. I also know there is no comparison when it comes to who is more alive, real,  luminous and Divinely endowed.

I asked M:

“Did you ever do any internal energy body scanning on yourself to see if any cords links or weird looking parasites were present? Oftentimes when I do sessions with people and use hypnotherapeutic methods, and view the energy body, they may see any number of things, from odd shaped implants to serpent, snake, octopus, medusa, alien or insect type of parasites that act like living beings that feed off of energy internally. Most of them seem to hook in the sacral, genital or solar plexus areas. Or they can link in on the back of shoulders, neck and even the heart.”

M replies:

I found the watercolor sketches of how the alien  technology that I saw over the strip club was set up and seemed to work. It may be more confusing then helpful as I did these  during my meditation to help me remember the details of what I was seeing. The actual physical club is represented at the bottom of the drawing. It looks like a constellation because this technology was connected to many similar establishments that carried out, supported, and  linked into the same constellation of human behavior patterns. The things above this are each in different areas of dimensions or dimensional levels and they had specific functions. Sidereal time was involved in understanding  how this worked.  This was all actually very interesting and I am not sure I can adequately explain it all and I wont try to here because this is long enough already.

The same type of reptilian being that was corded to and overshadowing my STBX husband was the  kind of reptilian entity that was sitting  inside the ship seen at the top of the drawing and it was very mechanically and robotically running whatever was going on technology-wise inside the ship. I do know that just because I saw this technology this way does not mean this actually exists there, and it could be an energetic dynamic of some kind or holographically devised in some way. I also know that it could actually be there in some way. I do think it may represent how the propensity for human deviation is created and continued in human behaviors, somehow through an outside influence or interference that we have been not been consciously aware of in significant ways yet.

More details on the constellation of influence to other physical locations:

M said: The strip club scene inside the cone/ inverted funnel shape was not the 3d physical strip club that my H was in when he was hooked or possessed.

The physical  strip club that my husband was in, when he was hooked/possessed,  is at the bottom of  the drawing. It looks like a constellation. This constellation image at base of drawing represents the strip club my husband was in and is actually an outline that fits perfectly over an image of the actual strip club he was in.  It is just  drawn like a constellation – I drew it this way because of something that had happened earlier and because  I needed it as a reference and didn’t need to draw a specific club because there were a lot more then just one physical establishment being linked and driven by this technology. The technology was linking into many strip clubs  and other addiction-based establishments and even vulnerable individuals wherever they were, too.  The main theme that this technology drove  was sexual deviance and perversion though. I do have good note on all of this and will get them out and look at them.

The Funnel shape is not the 3d strip club yet the scene I saw in it does exist somewhere and my intuition was that it was inside of a bank on the top floor of a banking building like a sky scraper. It some how served as a template or a school that was somehow a part of how this technology functioned.

I actually went into the funnel shape in the meditation and have notes about what was going on in this contained space, ( time and space were different and I noticed this and thought it was odd in a predatory sort of way)  There was a lot going on inside the funnel shape and part of what was going on included  a gross misuse of nature.

The funnel shape was there.  I could see it as an important part of the technology so I don’t think it was just an analogy or symbolic representation,  even though it could easily function that way. It could of had a holographic dynamic to it, especially regarding what was playing out inside of it. It was in the sky and in between the dimensional “splits?”  _ not sure how to describe it perfectly -will check notes – I  probably documented more details about it. —

What was going on, in the bottom red carpeted level of the funnel was definitely happening in a large corporation setting like banking somewhere. It was playing out or had played out physically some where and the architecture of where it was playing out mattered.  The men and the female “sex workers” (that were more like super(ficially)  happy zombie slaves) were people living out some lifestyle of sorts. It was a template of some kind or it set the template for the technology that was linking into and driving human behaviors in our physical world.  Training was going on that was paying out,  setting up and  normalizing  exaggerated deviated  patriarchal sexuality that is really not human or can be deviated beyond what is natural  normal human behavior easily.

 

 

 

Shadowlands Voyager Interview Now on Youtube

My interview with Christina and the Shadowlands Voyager team is now available via mp3 file and on their Youtube Channel. This was a unique interview in that we were able to discuss many women’s issues, the healing journey, facing the shadow, Patriarchy’s deceptions, false gods and how this all relates to the alien interference and soul energy vampirism in this world. We tapped into the feminine wisdom often marginalized in other venues dealing with “alien/UFO/ET/spiritual” issues. I also talk a little bit about my own healing journey and experiences.

Here is a link to the audio file of the show we did last week: Feb. 17, 2013
And here is the YouTube version:
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Video Interview of Eve Lorgen with Jon Kelly

Here is a 30 minute video interview Jon Kelly did with me on November 14, 2012. We talked about my new book, The Dark Side of Cupid, and how this work started from alien abduction research. I touched upon the energy vampirism issue, souls and spiritual warfare. Many people in my case studies experienced being disrupted in some way when seeking the truth of their alien visitation experiences, as well as “engineered love relationships”.

This phenomenon-aka-the “dark side of Cupid” relationship is not exclusive to experiencers of alien encounters, but happens to many more people, especially those seeking the truth about many issues kept secret regarding UFOs, Paranormal, Spirituality, higher consciousness and conspiracy issues. Energy vampirism when viewed from a shamanic perspective, can open our eyes to the unseen entities which may be responsible for this form of “paranormal interference” and soul energy feeding.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eTt37fluZX4&feature=youtu.be

Off Planet Radio Interview of Eve Lorgen Now on Youtube

This is the link for my August interview with Randy Maugans of Off Planet Radio.

I talk about The Dark Side of Cupid book, research on my work with experiencers of paranormal relationship interference.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rezMdrNMAU0

 

Paranormal Romance: The Real Deal


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Have you ever wondered what a real paranormal romance would be like? Imagine powerful psychic connections, super sexual chemistry, de ja vus, omens and magical synchronicities. You feel mystically connected on a deeper soul level, and yet there seems to be a dangerousness about it. The passion may be unstoppable if you cross that line. Longing and passion builds as telltale signs appear that he or she must be “the one”.

A love drama unfolds with emotional highs, crashing lows and perhaps even paranormal activity. You find yourself doing things that you have never done with other partners. You take greater risks that may be out of character for you. The love affair becomes erratic, obsessive or unable to consummate . It is as if the lovers are being buffeted around by unseen forces from one exhausting drama to the next.  It feels surreal, orchestrated as if it is influenced from the beyond.

If you’ve ever thought you have met your soul mate but were baffled by magical omens, paranormal activity and exhausting emotional drama, you may first want to do a background check on Cupid’s evil twin.

No, it’s not your imagination.

Cupid may very well exist, but he also has a dark side. In The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, The Supernatural and Energy Vampirism, Eve Lorgen, M.A., shares her expertise on what may really be happening when lovers are brought together by paranormal sources. These love connections can lead to obsession, and may even cause the lovers to question their own sanity. Paranormal interference may be anywhere from a nudging sense that “this love connection feels like it’s being orchestrated elsewhere” to a hard-hitting realization that the lover is an outright psychopathic, demonically overshadowed, psychic vampire.”

Through several case histories, identifiable signs and symptoms and a questionaire, the author introduces the reader to a new understanding of mystically connected love relationships gone wrong. She offers practical tools for recognizing, dealing with and healing from these traumatic, fools-gold soul mate connections.

Hear what others are saying about The Dark Side of Cupid:

Whether you are a fan of paranormal romance, someone seeking a soul mate, or wanting to know how real psychic vampirism occurs in a love affair, then this book is for you.
- Joe H. Slate, Ph.D. Author of Psychic Vampires: Protection from Energy Predators and Parasites.

“In Eve Lorgen’s remarkable book she explores an aspect of our reality that may well be one of the most powerful driving forces in our world today, the influence on our lives of a non-human intelligence with highly advanced technology at its disposal. . . . [Her] book is of great import to us all and very timely in its publication.”
From the Foreword by Nigel Kerner, author of Grey Aliens and the Harvesting of Souls

“Through real life experience, Eve Lorgen has developed knowledge and expertise on a subject that few professional counselors dare to tread, mostly because it is unfamiliar and unmapped territory.  While love is the experience that can excite us the most and sometimes bring out our best, it is also our most vulnerable spot through which we can be devoured. This is a book for both the practitioner and the experiencer plus anyone else who wants to broaden their knowledge of the dark side of Cupid.”
Peter Moon, Author of The Montauk Project

eve“Note from Eve Lorgen:
The Dark Side of Cupid is a must-read guidebook for all truth-seeking individuals who are looking for their soul mate. This book comprises several years–well over a decade–of research since the publication of The Love Bite and succinctly describes how one can recognize, deal with, and heal from anomalous relationship interference. Its focus is on healing, empowerment, and a deepening of one’s Soul connection. It is a tool for awakening.

To learn more go to: http://keyholepublishing.com/Lorgen.html

 Order from publisher directly: http://keyholepublishing.com/Books.html

To order the book directly from Amazon:

http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B008UHS9OO

Contact Eve Lorgen at: http://evelorgen.com/wp/contact/

Compassionate Communication Skills

One of the most effective communication skills to learn and practice is compassionate communication. It is based on the work of Marshall Rosenberg and is also known as
Non Violent Communication or NVC. What is great about compassionate communication is its utter simplicity, and emphasis on sincerely connecting to the heart.

I have personally taken the Compassionate Communication course by Jerry Donoghue in Asheville, NC and can attest to its effectiveness, ease and simplicity without getting into complicated “psychobabble”. This course is also offered via online skype conferencing.

Another course that is highly effective for personal growth and development of compassion is Inner Empathy. This goes a step further and addresses deeper issues that arise in relationships. This is also offered online and practice groups meet so that others can regularly practice compassionate communication and inner empathy awareness. These methods are independent of any religious orientation, and can be adapted to anyones personal faith. I use these methods in my coaching and hypnotherapy practice.

http://www.ashevilleccc.com/articles.html

This is an article on Inner Empathy.

http://www.innerempathy.com/articles.html

 

Robert Bruce on Emotional Vampires

I have read Robert Bruce’s new Psychic Self Defense Guidebook and he is an excellent practitioner in understanding psychic self defense. He also talks about Emotional Vampires on his web site.

“…When another person cuts you off, slights you, snubs you, gets one over on you, or betrays you in some way, it makes you feel bad. You feel it like a low blow. You can actually feel your energy leave you when this happens. You suddenly feed ‘deflated’. When this happens, someone has stolen a piece of your vital energy. If this happens often, pretty soon you’ll be exhausted and disempowered for no discernable reason.

These people are also of the same type that always bottlenecks your progress. They drive you crazy with irrational arguments, and you just know they are insulting you behind your back… simply because they’re jealous. These are the Emotional Vampires of our world.”

http://www.astraldynamics.com/psychic-self-defense/feeling-confident-emotional-vampires.php