Predatory Parasites and Online Sex

This is an article written by a 31-year old Finnish woman who wishes to tell her story of how she protracted a predatory interdimensional parasite through cyber sex. The reason I am sharing this testimony is because the lethality of these types of predatory parasites seem to be especially physically draining. I believe these same types of predatory interdimensional parasites, may possibly be doubly infected with an artificial intelligence type of vector which can travel and interact through computer technology and the web. It’s as if the medium of technology is aided by something that acts as a bridge that can readily connect interdimensional parasites through artificial intelligence systems.

Many energy healers, clairvoyants and shamans already know how other dimensional entities can latch into someones energy field through sex (among many other things). But now it is quite common to receive reports of entity attachment through online connections and especially cyber sex. My former mentor Barbara Bartholic had discovered that people who used recreational drugs like methamphetamine were particularly susceptible to “reptilian hosting”. Not only this, but the reptilian hosting often corresponded with an increased addiction to online sex, which kept a viscous cycle going of constant parasite re-infection and sexual addiction. (Not to mention infection of other people to these same entities, who don’t even use dangerous recreational drugs like methamphetamine etc) I’m only mentioning this because online sex itself is a playground for all kinds of other forces, and interdimensional beings that innocent people have no awareness of and can be harmed by this kind of activity.

Most of the time the victims of hyperdimensional predatory parasites do not “see” the entities, but the symptoms of energy vampirism and sometimes the deceptive “twin flame” telepathic communications and masked energetic sexual visitations are done by the same types of vampiric entities. They can shapeshift into the image of the alleged “twin flame “lover”, and be intimately connected to that person (ie. him) or another partner the he is linked in with, such as a female. Such a situation happened with Ajna, the author of this testimony on predatory parasites through online sex.

Luckily, once Anja realized she had a parasitic entity, took responsibility to stop engaging with the online sexual partner and did healing, trauma resolution and energy clearing work. She was able to successfully release the entity, rebuild her health and emotional well being but not until over three years of her life and health was nearly destroyed. Anja now writes a blog about these types of experiences in Finnish.

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How I Caught a Predatory Parasite Through Online Sex

By Anja Bessonoff
December 2015

I got attacked by a malevolent entity through online sex in 2012. The attack was so fierce that it brought me on the brink of death. It took me three-and-a-half years to recover to this point where I can address the events rationally.

In the summer of 2012 I had just recently divorced a man who seemed to make me sick and miserable for some unknown reason. Today I’m able to see clearly that my ex-husband was overshadowed by an entity, but I didn’t know that at the time. I misinterpreted the problem to involve my ex-husband only, and when I divorced him, I thought I was finally safe from whatever the enemy was.
I got to be on my own for only about six weeks and that was definitely the best time of my life – until I got cleverly attacked from another direction. This time the villain was sneakier and much more vicious than the entity that my ex-husband hosted, and I wasn’t prepared at all. My husband’s parasite was slowly harming my health for sure, but this other entity was capable of a sudden murder attempt.
During the months of separation from my ex, I had developed a crush on a male friend who lived in another country, and we talked online. Things changed drastically when he engaged me in online sex with him. He was in a relationship with another woman, and I knew there was very much at stake, but everything happened so fast that afterwards I was just left wondering what struck me.

My intuition warned me from having online sex with him, but when we interacted, I also saw incredible beauty and connection between us that couldn’t possibly be fake. It was as if there were two competing energy currents that confused my intuition: a pure and beautiful energy exchange between me and him, and something shapeless but dangerous lurking behind that.

I was starving for sex and romance after my divorce, and that made me an easy target. I was convinced that the friend that I trusted wasn’t capable of harming me even if we had online sex. He seemed pure an uncorrupted. Yet I sensed danger in the situation.
Today I’m pretty convinced that he was pure about his intentions, but the problem centered on his fiancée. He lived with a woman who seemed nice and friendly – just like the entity who was presumably overshadowing her. Because the two were sexually involved, her parasite had access to his energies, and when I had online sex with him, it was able to access my energies as well.

The entity enticed the man, my friend, and it also enticed me with soft whispers that I misinterpreted as telepathic messages from him. Only after I refused to do what it tried to make me do, its true nature was betrayed. The entity persuaded me to feed my energy to my friend and his fiancée, to build the couple a happy future together. Before the online sex happened, I vaguely agreed because I wanted what was best for him, and he seemed to plead exactly this. I didn’t know that I had actually signed a powerful energetic agreement here, and it wasn’t between me and him but between me and the parasite that had invaded his love relationship.

After the online sex changed my view of everything in the situation, I refused to do what I thought I had promised to my friend and his fiancée. Instead, I insisted that I wanted him for myself. I can still vividly remember my telepathic discussion with what I still thought to be my friend, and it went somewhat like this:

Me: “Look, we can accomplish so much more when we are actually together, versus me feeding only my energy to your life.”
It: “But you promised to create a happy future for me and her.”
Me: “Yes, but you must know that it’s not possible anymore. I don’t have that energy anymore. The source that feeds me won’t let me do it. My whole being just wants to be with you.”
It: “You have lots of energy alright. In that storage called ‘body’. If you don’t give it voluntarily, we’ll take it by force.”

I was struck by terror after this mental conversation. The entity began to take my energy by force right away, and I got really sick. During the next few months I suffered from pneumonia, a uterine infection that got me to the hospital, and severe burnout symptoms. My whole life crashed since I had no energy for my own well-being anymore; the parasite was eating me alive.

By opening up energetically in online sex I granted the entity a direct passage into my energies, and it used that free access to brutally harm me. It sucked my energy dry on any area it could. I knew my body tissues and functions were chopped by it to release ATP for its purposes. The terror I felt because of this was indescribable.

This predatory parasite was able to invade into my lungs and even my brain. My consciousness was severely blackened. I felt dizzy all the time, and I couldn’t remember or concentrate well anymore. I struggled to get enough oxygen and caught one respiratory infection after another.

The entity saw my body as a peculiar storage of energy. Astral parasites don’t recognise what a physical body is since they don’t have one of their own. They see it only as a resource, not as a functional living vehicle. And that’s exactly where this malevolent entity got busted.

A person would never view the body of another person, let alone a friend, as a mere resource that can be sucked dry. A person would never think that he can steal energy from someone else’s body tissues to build happiness for himself. That would be considered a murder or a murder attempt after all!

It wasn’t my friend who tried to kill me, but something else. It made a grave mistake, however, by demanding me to use the energy of my body to feed it. Because it made me painfully aware of its existence every second, it resulted in me starting a personal crusade against this obscure force that had harmed me so severely. Because I knew all along that something was heavily off, and the entity gave itself up in its confusion about what a body is, I had the means to tackle this situation. It was an awfully slow process of course, because I had a strong enemy not just outside but inside me. I asked and received guidance all along, and it helped me through.

I began by clearing all my negative subconscious emotions and traumas one by one. I was very weak in the beginning, and after each session I had to allow my body a great amount of rest. I raised my vibration slowly but steadily, making the environment less and less comfortable for something that feeds off negative vibration.

Two years after the original incident, in July 2014, I was finally strong enough to begin the process of clearing the entity out of my system. I’ve been kind of exhaling all that foreign substance out of me since then. Simultaneously I’ve been repairing my damaged aura. My body isn’t heavy anymore like it was with the abusive entity in charge. I know I’ve still got work to do, but my steady, visible progress keeps me going.

All malevolent entities, beware of this: I absolutely will not stop until I’ve finished clearing you out of my system, once and for all. You are strictly prohibited from entering my space ever again.

Thanks to the Finnish social security system I’ve been able to hang in there financially even though these entities stole my health and my ability to work for more than three years. I will pay it back someday by helping my fellow citizens and hopefully all mankind with the information I obtained through these experiences.
Anja

Addendum: I asked Anja what healing modalities did she use and was there any specific thing or event when the entity actually left your energy field?

“I had to apply a multi-modality approach for healing since nothing simple seemed to work. 
 
For healing trapped emotions and traumas I used ThetaHealing and Thought Field Therapy (tapping). The most prevalent technique for the whole process was probably something that I learned in ThetaHealing class: using the resonance of my own voice, guided by intuition, to clear any unwanted negative vibration.
 
For removing the entity I applied visualisation of cutting cords and breaking the energetic deals I had made with it and with the people involved. Breathing was also a very important factor. I’ve been consciously exhaling everything that doesn’t belong inside my body nor in my energy field. This began spontaneously in summer 2014, and it has been going on since then, guided by my intuition/body’s intelligence.

As supportive means for my body to recover I’ve consumed large amounts of micronutrients. I also keep certain stones and/or magnets near my body for grounding all the time.

Writing openly about this subject and the good old-fashioned prayer are also on my list of things that helped. With all of these modalities combined I was able to corner the enemy. I know I must practice resilience and keep all these forms of support active for at least six more months to prevent any further attacks or setbacks.
 

Anja has a Blog in Finnish at: http://henkinenvaltiatar.fi

Mesa Redonda Interferencia Paranormal en Relaciones Románticas–Love Bite Plus Panel with Spanish Translation

Thanks to Arella Elliora , panel participant for the translation.

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NXOcIyqWRIE&feature=youtu.be

Published on Oct 29, 2015

Mesa redonda doblada al español donde discutimos el mecanismo, las características y las señales de alerta para distinguir relaciones orquestadas e interferencia paranormal ( mucho de esto es resultado de prácticas ocultistas y nuevaeristas ) en la conexión entre dos personas.

Hablamos también de sanación, prevención y varios ejemplos y casos prácticos, así como del programa de la “llama gemela” que ha sido usado para justificar y romantizar lo que realmente son casos de abducción/interferencia paranormal.

Participantes :

Eve Lorgen: http://evelorgen.com

Laura Leon: http://www.sovereignkees.com

Bernhard Guenther: http://veilofreality.com

Carissa Conti: http://in2worlds.net

Tom Montalk: http://montalk.net

Arella Eliora: http://thewayofbalance.blogspot.com (English)

http://caminoalregresodelbalance.blog… (Spanish)

English version : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A1j-d…

Panel Discussion on “Paranormal Interference in Human Love Relationships” THE LOVE BITE PLUS

We have completed a 3 hour and 22 minute Panel Discussion on The Love Bite and The Dark Side of Cupid topic. This is the most comprehensive discussion yet available on the internet on the theme of paranormal interference in human love relationships. Orchestrations of “love bites”, interference patterns, disruptions of “true love” and so much more.

Paranormal/Hyperdimensional Interferences in Human Love Relationships.

We covered many topics, shared our experiences, research, pathways towards healing, protection and much more. We’ll be doing more panel discussions in the near future, going even deeper into this topic and also focus more on the repair/healing/integration/protection aspect.

Much gratitude to my amazing colleagues, friends and fellow renegades for a great and insightful discussion:
James Bartley, Sovereign Laura Leon, Carissa Conti, Tom Montalk, Arella Eliora and Bernhard Guenther

Websites: Eve Lorgen: http://evelorgen.com

Laura Leon: http://www.sovereignkees.com

Bernhard Guenther: http://veilofreality.com

Carissa Conti: http://in2worlds.net

Tom Montalk: http://montalk.net

Arella Eliora: http://thewayofbalance.blogspot.com (English)

http://caminoalregresodelbalance.blogspot.mx (Spanish)

Youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A1j-dtUgops

MP3: http://lunahelia.com/RTEVENT/Love_Bite+_Panel_Discussion_10.24.2015_audio.mp3

 

 Notes on Love Bite Plus:

  • The history of how the term “alien love bite” came about
  • The alien love bite and the Dark Cupid “love bite” symptoms
  • The targeting aspect of Dark Side of Cupid connections
  • Obsessive aspect of the love bite, love drug attachment extremes.
  • How the love bite can trigger life threatening conditions
  • How ETs/aliens handlers keep us in states of prolonged isolation where emotional needs go unmet, thus setting us up for love bite relationships
  • Trust issues, intimacy issues as a result of abduction histories
  • The inverse of the Love Bite—disrupting true love and how its not unusual for truth seeking abductees.
  • How others connected to the “abductee” can be manipulated to keep the abductee from awakening
  •  The Predator vs Prey set up in Love Bite/Dark Cupid
  • One of the persons, the “prey victim” is usually more spiritually evolved because essentially they are being targeted.
  • How the Predator in the duo tends to have Narcissistic traits or personality disordered. How the predator can mirror our needs so well. Sexual attraction high. How both the Predator and the Prey are both empathic and psychic.
  • How it feels like one is under a spell and the “red flags” of true intuition get overridden
  • How some people are groomed to be addicts of love.
  • How the predator types are acting like “organic portals”, puppet people and are very destructive. Some predators are possessed by high level entities and demons, psychic vampires.
  • Many victims of the DSOC were literally targeted by sorcerers, “hosts” for inter dimensional entities.
  • How true soul sparks or Twin Flame true love partners will be targeted to be set up in counterfeit “twin flame love bites” so that they don’t meet the real soul mate partner. How to tell if its a real twin flame versus the imposter love bite.
  • Many online Twin Flame web sites, forums, gurus are actually part of the parasite/predator program to keep and ensnare people in love bites. How difficult it is to “deprogram” people from the belief in their twin flame when the red flags of a love bite are glaring at them. Denial.
  • Cult leaders especially dangerous and often are hosted by parasitic beings who encourage and set up love bites in masse. (octopus head feeders)
  • The feelings of when your own intuition is being overridden, like you are in a trance but somehow just “go along with it”.
  • Our bodies can react with psychosomatic symptoms when we have invasive negative energy beings invading our energy bodies. Dark beings should be incompatible with our frequency hence unusual physical symptoms or pain.
  • Sexual interaction the most potent form of energy transfer between two people and with entities.
  • Some fractured people are groomed to be “empty vessels” and puppets for mind control agendas that may play out in love bite scenarios. Example.
  • False timeline reality creation, through “black magic like” rituals can bring in dark beings, and cause a true destiny distortion, and a love bite instead of “true love”.
  • Love spells can yield love bites.
  • Solar plexus chakra affected in many love bites, where our will is weakened
  • Childhood wounding can contribute to vulnerability to love bites, and also be the source of great learning and healing
  • Drug use can open one up to entity possession, unhealed wounds, fracturing of personality
  • Narcissists and entity possession often go hand in hand
  • How the narcissist uses blame, projection, shame, guilt and punishing tactics
  • How you cannot rationally communicate to a narcissist because they twist, blame, shame and project so much its futile. Just disengage.
  • Healing discussion in love bite situations
  • Self awareness and self correction necessary to re connect with spirit and intuition

 

Harald Kautz-Vella Talks about the Love Bite Phenomenon

HKV and Veronica Keen Interview, Part 2, on Sept. 5, 2015

Harold Kauz-Vella describes a Love Bite Energy Vampirism Dynamic in “Epigenetic Bloodline Programmed Relationships”.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Df-herGvVBE

This is a brief summary of the topics discussed in this interview :

The morphogenetic field is being attacked by alien consciousness to change life here.  This alien consciousness appeared here on Earth thousands of years ago via meteors and is part of the alien “black goo” container of programmed alien consciousness. This alien consciousness is trying to change our morphogenetic field from a three phase system which includes the heart chakra, to a two phase system of linear predictability without love and empathy, under conditions of scarcity. (What the Illuminati monetary scarcity system is, under the control of the Predator-Parasite connected AI System)

Harold discusses what happens in male-female relationships of those in “bloodlines” where conditions of strong, ancestral epigenetic programming of pain, “unhealthy high drama”, and lack of empathy repeat themselves in cycles. Miserable high drama relationships. Love Bites!

Male female relationships of this type of deep “bloodline programming” cause great pain and classic “love bite” characteristics. He describes it in his own experience with a “love bite” woman who claimed to have her 12-stranded DNA activated, and who was in fact practicing black magic rituals and linked him into a manipulated love connection. (He described it as a kiss, as the physical touch that linked him in).

What he explained was a classic “Dark Cupid love bite relationship” where obsession took hold and a disconnection from his own intuition internal source guidance system. (This is common in the “alien love bite” phenomenon). He says these kinds of relationships happen alot (especially in “bloodline people”) and need a shamanic type of healing modality because “implants” linked in to the alien parasites remain. As long as the implants remain in this plasma-like energetic state, the love bitten person can still feel an attraction and fall back into a thought looped obsession of the love bite partner. I would agree that this is one reason why the “love bite” connection is so hard to break, and why seemingly normal people can become obsessed overnight and lose all critical reasoning ability  disconnected from their natural spiritual intuition while under the spell of a love bite connection. It is the implants, psychic inline and outline cords and obsessive thought loops, in my view, along with any unhealed wounds that keep the love bite cycle going. It always feeds some kind of unseen parasite, working through the couple. Harold did say alot of this is due to deep, long standing epigenetic programming, which I can understand as ancestral bloodline imprinting due to a deep connection with the various inter dimensional parasite beings who work through certain bloodlines. Especially those who practice black magic.(Oftentimes they are Draco and Reptilian in particular)

I also have observed over the years how certain powerful souls with innate abilities who incarnate here to do authentic healing work are often “targeted” by a love bite partner who throws them off track, and gets them corded up with interdimensionals, implants and siphons away their creative life force energy. In my case histories in both my books, The Love Bite, and The Dark Side of Cupid, the other non-reporting partner is not necessarily aware of how he or she is being used to target the other partner.

I was quite amazed that Harold described this in the way he did; how the heart chakra of the male is linked in with the alien parasite system, and pulls in the energy from the woman who needs to “feel some kind of pain” in these unhealthy relationships.  For example, the Borderline trait person who needs and creates alot of drama even if it is feeling pain, in order to “feel”. This also occurs with the Narcissistic Personality disordered person, who tends to act as the predator, while the targeted partner plays the role of victim. He mentioned that Borderline Personality types tend to these kinds of connections and also Bloodline people who have deep epigenetic programming of the pain-drama-love bite linked into the Parasite kinds of dynamics.

Harold did go into how this Game of predator-victim only stops once the victim stops being a victim and decides to stop “playing into the game” of the predator. It’s a two way system where both play roles in this game that feeds the predator parasite. In my experience, it is rarely the predator type of personality that heals first, because it is the nature for them (ie., Narciscists) to continue doing this until they are stopped or until they can no longer find any victims to play the game. This is why Boundaries are SO IMPORTANT for anyone who has been involved in such types of relationships.

On that Youtube page someone with the name of eevie made a comment about love bites and having a chakra harness removed, which helped solve the problem. I want the reader to know this is not my comment and another woman with the name of Evie. I do not necessarily advocate removing all ones “chakras” to avoid implant manipulation of our energy field. (Although chakras are certainly being plugged into.) Sometimes the heart chakra is literally being squeezed, or maybe tubes coming in and out of that area, or the solar plexus, sacral or root chakra areas. Please see the French clairvoyant drawings of this on my web site, how this is observed with the parasite inter dimensional beings hosting someones energy field.

http://evelorgen.com/wp/wp-content/uploads/2013/03/Stéphane-Cardinaux-Reptiliens-etc.pdf

 

 

Interdimensional Interference and Emotional Triggering

Introduction

Alien Interference and interdimensional interference patterns are experiences like “the alien love bite” and Dark Side of Cupid love relationships.(http://evelorgen.com/wp/books/ )The latter is when one partner is linked to some inter dimensional being like a reptilian and acts as an organic portal enabling psychic vampirism. Other times it is not so defined, where there is a third party entity interfering with the couple, increasing the sexual energy, emotional highs and lows, excessive drama and triggering. The alien love bite is more of the situation where known alien handlers who have visited one or both partners throughout life, is responsible for orchestrating the relationship, via several bonding stages, often from childhood or many months leading up to meeting that partner. Once the connection is made, an emotional roller coaster tends to follow, with an increase in alien visitations for one or both partners during the drama, as if these alien beings are “feeding” off the emotional and sexual energy. (http://evelorgen.com/wp/articles/alien-love-bite-related/alien-orchestrated-human-bonding-dramas/)

Interdimensional interference can take place in other kinds of situations and when the interference is present, it may feel as if a highly charged agitating energy is seeking an opening for “chaos” to erupt into dramas that may be out of proportion for the reality that is unfolding. It has a “feel” to it. Edgy, sometimes anxiety and fear producing or a prodromal sense that “something bad is about to happen”. Oftentimes alien abductees get a prodromal sense before their “alien handlers” came to get them later that night.

It’s window of ability to “get into your field” is any unhealed emotional wounds or even physical weakness. This can also happen if your energy field is wide open or has cracks from unresolved traumas. Alien implants, or other entities already attached can leave a person open for more ID’s as well. (ID is Interdimensional being)

The interference happens in such a way that if others are involved in the “interference cluster of attack” it will seek to destroy relationships that are mutually supportive, loving or those that create awareness that enhances life and wholeness. The “interference factor” is usually discovered later to be some type of inter dimensional being who is linked in to one or more persons, depending on their connection and “agreements” or contracts on a more subtle level of reality. It may be unconscious on the experiencer’s part, but if they do deep self inquiry or quantum clearing modalities like Holographic Kinetics,(http://www.holographickinetics.com) or even hypnotherapy, their own Spirit will reveal the original cause and condition of this “agreement”  to enter the “game” of this particular inter dimensional being. Or the experiencer of interference somehow “enters the game” of an “infected individual or group”, and thereafter is under vulnerability to being interfered with. Until they “break that contract” and origin of this agreement.

The Emotional Triggering Factor

In order to fully identify and understand when interdimensional interference is happening, one needs to understand what emotional triggering is, how and why it happens. This is key, because emotional reactivity is the “fuel” which feeds and enables the unseen interference to continue.

Unhealed and “trapped” traumas of old emotional wounds, can create unconscious patterns of “triggering behaviors and reactions”. This is essentially the “glue” which keeps interdimensional beings, entities and running “programs” to lock into your body and energy field. Other factors which lock them in are contracts, agreements and even rituals, vows etc., to specific beings and/or groups.

Triggering old wounds and “sensitive issues” can cause a person to unleash exaggerated reactions to events, which wouldn’t cause such triggering in a person who has healed their emotional wounds.(Or does not have this “issue”) If I wanted to give an example of triggering, it could be a highly reactive response of anger, blame, jealousy, rage, fear, etc. to something that would not ordinarily cause such a reaction in someone who didn’t have this “deep wound” bleeding away inside of them. Let’s say you get an email or call from someone who is very needy and has severe abandonment issues. If you don’t respond back within 24 hours they go into a blaming rage or make numerous accusations of your character based on the deep sense of hurt or abandonment they feel “all over again” that reminds them of an earlier incident or series of experiences related to abandonment. This often happens in Borderline Personality Disorder,(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Borderline_personality_disorder) where any triggering of the least amount of emotional pain can cause them to react in unnaturally reactive ways, usually blaming the other person they perceived to have “hurt” them. The more deeply hurt and unresolved the trauma,( ie. narcissistic wounding, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissistic_rage_and_narcissistic_injury) the more triggering is likely to happen when they encounter the least “reminder” of similarity of that feeling around anyone. And the more they “defend” against their true core feelings and issues, the more likely they will twist reality to a false perception of others and the world around them. But they don’t even know they are doing this, because their defense and avoidance of their feelings is so great, they literally twist reality to an entirely different perception. This serves to sabotage any real healing, integration and wholeness and is often part of a running program. Oftentimes they are such expert manipulators they can cause you to question your own sense of “reality”. Usually after encountering such a person, you are left feeling shocked, insulted and violated unfairly, and may even start to doubt yourself, unless you are very grounded in your own core well being.

Our unhealed wounds and traumas cause us to have “blind spots” which usually take forms of habitual behaviors, beliefs or exaggerated “triggering” reactions. Blind spots of unawareness can cause us to be vulnerable to bad relationships, or be more likely to attract a psychopathic or “hosted” love bite partner,( ie a “narcississtic reptilian types”) so it’s essential for ones own safety to clear out as many unhealed wounds and traumas as one can.

We cannot help “hurting others” when triggering occurs, if we have not learned how to tend to our own emotional needs, or have done our healing work.

Some popular healing modality groups refer to “zero point” awareness, where a non attached emotional zone is reached, and one can maintain a non reactive stance even in the face of “interdimensional attack”. I caution many who jump to assumptions that they are at “zero point” when in fact they just repress their own emotions and shadow self. This “false zero point” stance will actually cause the person to lose their heart centered empathy and compassion and tend toward nihilistic approaches to life and reality. These people may eventually become corrupted and end up with some sort of inter dimensional running them. Who—by the way—can give them psychic abilities. But that is a subject for another article!

When emotional triggering happens, the first reaction is to blame someone else for their own “faults”, and believe that you are the only one who is right.”. But this position of self righteousness, judgement and blaming is the doorway for the “inter dimensional interference” to continue in your own life. Having to be “right” all the time, avoiding your own unresolved emotional pain, and not being willing to see your part in this, is the doorway for this to continue in your life. Even if the interference is due to someone else’s “interdimensional” like a draco, reptilian, winged serpent, etc., there is always some reason it entered your field, even if it’s something seemingly inconsequential, like feeling sorry for the person, or sleeping in their house, or getting “drunk” in their presence.

Interdimensional interference is personal and can be collective, like in a family system. Or it can be something linked to a group you are part of. There are many types of inter-dimensional beings and there are also extra-dimensional beings, ET’s, human spirits, animal spirits, etc. Some “internal running programs” may have the feel of “entities” inside someone or even a group but these are actually fueled “mind patterns, beliefs and programs” that take on a sort of life of their own.

Inter dimensional interference can move through a person, group or collective almost like a virus. Someone can be a carrier, or “host” for an ID, while others can be sleepers that are only “activated” at a certain time, after making a certain connection with a person or group. If something is happening to you, there is always some reason, and it’s best not to “blame others” until you have done your own self inquiry, established your own healing process, and made a connection with your Spirit.

Oftentimes the “trigger” for an inter-dimensional to become active in your life is through a “love bite” kind of relationship, where its interference “effects” linger in your life long after the relationship ended. Usually we find there was some kind of karmic connection or cause for the ID, but it may not be what you think it is. Even before the “love bite drama” where perhaps the kundalini got activated with concomitant psychic abilities and new awareness, we find out later (via Holographic Kinetics and communication with Spirit of the person) that the person already had some sort of hidden trauma or inter dimensional being like a reptilian in their field that prepped and engineered this connection with a “hosted partner”. Once involved, this connection activated more types of interference or existing inline and outline implants and “astral” energy siphoning operation. I  have had a number of reports of a “dark Cupid/ love bite relationship where several months or a few years before they met, they had a sudden “kundalini activation”. One wonders if the heightened kundalini energy can serve as an invisible “beacon” of highly charged energy, wherein a “reptilian hosted person” and inter dimensional parasitic beings zoom in to feed on the kundalini activated person– like moths to a flame. Kind of like an enzyme-substrate complex that works together in a system of inter dimensional engineering. So in some people, the “love bite partner” who is hosted i.e., possessed by a reptilian for example, acted as a part of a multi-phase process of something that was “set up” in the first place through a variety of causes. Trauma, trapped IDs in their energy body, alien abduction and other possible karmic or ancestral origins and so on.

It’s very common for people who have had narcissistic parents or siblings to have a “dark Cupid/love bite” relationship(s) later in life or a series that shows a pattern has been set up. It’s not as simple as we think, however. These inter dimensional beings can hide in many dimensions and layers, so that if we want to be free of them we must be willing to clear ourselves on all levels and dimensions. This means other lifetimes, timelines, and clearing out ancestral causes as well. Sometimes interdimensionals only become active in your life after a deeper connection to someone was made or “astral tagging” and implanting after joining a particular group or guru’s circle. Interdimensional beings can be linked to hierarchies and clusters of beings linking hundreds, thousands, or millions of people. Like Octopus Head clusters feeding on thousands of people.(http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/big-head-octopus-like-negative-energy-beings-and-manipulation-tactics/)

Every time we connect deeply to another person, like in some form of sexual relationship, or even astral connections,(i.e.., astral sex) this alone can link you in with “all of their interdimensionals” even if you just did your healing work or clearings. So you have to be mindful who you connect with, how, and also develop your own energetic and spiritual immune system. This can be a lonely path, but the more we educate each other of this reality, the more we can be supportive of how we all can help heal one another.

The Cure: Taking Personal Responsibility

Releasing the emotions associated with a trauma/experience are necessary, feeling them fully in the moment of therapeutic release. This can be done in modalities like hypnotic regression, trauma resolution, EMDR, Rapid Release Trauma therapy, Inner Child work, and good old fashioned grieving. Quantum healing methods like Holograhpic Kinetics can also be useful for trapped trauma release work.

If we still have “triggering” that is exaggerated and causes unnecessary hurt and rejection of others, then we have not done enough healing and recovery.

Compassionate communication skills and inner reflective empathy are a good foundational place to start in ones healing process.  A necessary step to healing is taking responsibility for communicating in a mature way so that your own reactions to someones “perceived faults” do not become weapons of relationship destruction. As we become more aware of what we are feeling inside, we will know what our personal triggers are, so as to circumvent problems down the road. Our awareness in feeling is our strategy of protection. Oh, by the way, this is also a big part of what emotional intelligence is.

We all hold some blind spots, or unconscious behaviors we may do that are part of our own upbringing, culture, personal beliefs and unhealed emotional wounding. So working alone in ones healing process is not always beneficial for long periods of time. It’s ideal to have a group of supportive friends or people in ones “therapy group” to check in with. A buddy, check and balance system so that we help others be aware of their own blind spots and vice versa. This is true also for “light workers, healers, therapists, teachers etc, so that their own ego and self righteous, know-it-all superiority programs don’t get the best of them.

Practices and Healing Modalities

Practices like vippassana meditation (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vipassanā), shamatha (http://www.sbinstitute.com/Shamatha_Project) and calming the mind help one to become more aware and sensitive to the energy body as well as the spiritual realm. Body-Mind cultivation techniques like Chi Gong, Tai Chi and Yoga are also good. Intention to heal and be clear helps along with practices like this. Breath coordinated with movement in the proper ways can help reduce the overactive stress response and help manage PTSD for example.

Holographic Kinetics is a healing and comprehensive healing modality that is based on Aboriginal Dreamtime Healing and the Laws of Lore.(http://www.holographickinetics.com) Certain universal and spiritual metaphysical laws are understood in this system, that explain the “rules of the game”. This is helpful when trying to understand inter dimensional interference. Our own assumptions of the casualty of why things are happening and to whom may not be accurate in our belief systems which we may have assimilated from corrupted, incomplete yet well meaning sources. Or our own perceptions can be altered due to unhealed wounding, lack of integration and incomplete understanding of the “rules of the game”. How and why certain things happen. Limiting beliefs like “I am right” can create blind spots that prevent us from being clear of interferences.

Other Forms of Interferences

Some interferences seem to be happening in “waves”. Many sensitive healers and psychically perceptive individuals have stated something unusual is manifesting, as if darkness that is in people is being brought up to the surface. More reports of “possession” for example, especially in methamphetamine addicts. There is a question to be considered, “Is there an unnatural form of “dark matter” or dark energy forces being unleashed at this time in our dimensional reality, so that the shadow and “unhealed wounds and blind spots” in others becomes triggered to exaggeration, creating chaos and misunderstanding? Some have postulated that CERN is opening up pockets of “dark matter” in various locations and dimensional spaces, and in these spaces unusual demonic and dark energy manifestations are taking place. Other healers (private communications) have reported people being hit violently with psychic attacks by certain types of beings such as draconians, causing severe bodily reactions like purging, violent nausea and vomiting for hours on end. A new kind of virus? Who knows…

Our best weapon of defense against this darkness attacks, is to become lucid enough to know that at any moment something could happen to trigger your old and unhealed emotional wounds. It’s most likely to be done by a close friend, family or person you work with. So make your best efforts to not overreact, blame, judge or lash out at someone. Allow the situation to de-fuse by not engaging in the drama in a way where you are likely to react in a triggered fashion. Learn compassionate communication and stay in touch with your own Spirit and heart. Having a lifestyle of healing, clearing and healthy maintenance of body, mind and spirit is the best approach to defense against these types of “interferences”.

Sometimes it’s best to just lay low until the “dark cloud passes”. If you have difficulty with communication with others, and are likely to hurt someone, then just take a time out until you find the tools to deal with this the next time a wave of darkness passes into your circle and your life. Sometimes we need to quarantine ourselves until we discover the causes of these unusual types of inter dimensional interference attacks. Shield our own energy body  and spiritual immune system from invasive people or groups.

Setting Boundaries and Mutuality in Relationships

Of course there are benefits of taking time to heal in solitude or meditation retreats in silence. If you can be aware of what your own energies are, then you are ahead of the game. Sometimes if we are living with one or more people for an extended period of time, we mistake their own energy or even their emotions as our own. Energetic boundaries help us to be able to discern what is ours and what is not.

Isolation can be a thorn on our side also if we use it excessively as a psychological defense so much so that we lose our social and interpersonal connection needs. When we have multiple unhealed emotional wounds, we tend to have intimacy problems of deep authentic heart connection with others and our own self.

A good way to self connect is through safe, reflective empathy in partnership with another person (s) who can “relate” by the same rules of heart centered communication and empathy. If you find yourself giving and not receiving back in a mutual way in your friendships and relationships, or vice versa, then it’s a sign that you need to find a way to express reflective empathy for others, or to set boundaries with those who take from you but cannot return the same kind of support and friendship.

Relationships are better if they are mutual, where all parties can be honest and play by the same rules of engagement with empathetic awareness and compassion. If they are not mutual, perhaps they are not true friendships and you are either being a parent for someone or taking the role of child in the relationship.

 Trauma and Addictions

Trauma and addictions tend to go together. Traumas can remain locked into the body and emotions stay stuck in time. When locked in, they still will be a source of hidden anxiety or any form of psychological defense, inter dimensional interference or stress related health issues. The addictions serve to self medicate and help numb the emotions associated with the trauma. Self medication and numbing create a false persona “defense”, that will not connect authentically to the heart of their own “feelings” or those of others while in a numbed out, defense mode. When we repress our authentic selves, we not only hurt ourselves, but we hurt others by our own neglect of the value of their presence in our lives. When we are numb and avoid true feelings that lay hidden within us, we can neglect and reject others when they are in need, and we don’t even know how we have hurt them. This happens alot in families of alcoholics and substance abusers, workaholics, etc.

So if someone claims to have done all their healing work but is still in an active addiction, the probability is that they have not gone deep enough into their feeling being to reach the hidden “issues” that are often buried through the self numbing that goes with the addictive personality. In order to even reach the trauma and really clear it, the person has to stop the addictions because addictions in and of themselves generally sabotage the healing process.

If a person is still in an active addiction and not willing to stop this,(or cannot on their own) a true therapeutic process of deeper healing cannot fully take place. This is because as long as the numbing is still going on, the person will not be able to access deeper feelings and insights that would ordinarily be available if they were not numbing all the time. So doing therapy with an active addict is often a waste of time. It is very common that alcoholics and substance abusers keep these aspects of their lives secret, even to their doctors and “therapists” if they have one. They often normalize these behaviors such as drinking, since socially it is so acceptable that they don’t even realize that daily drinking of alcohol has become a dependence or addiction, depending on how often they drink and why.

Our Responsibility to Each Other

The more we can mutually practice compassionate presence and space for each other, the more we all can heal and be authentically present from the heart. We can be at home in the true nature of our being, when we have the love and safety of compassionate reflective presence in our lives. Safety must come first, then compassion and openness of sharing in a therapeutic manner. This also means constructive criticism, as well as support. Then healing will occur, and exaggerated triggering will lesson over time. Then the “interference factors” which are very real—will not hold as much power over you.

It also must be mentioned that healers and therapists may have blind spots and needs of their own to tend to. No one is perfect. When healers do not share with other professionals in their field for check and balance clearings, then they can become limited by their own blind spots. This, in my view, is necessary when you work with many clients. Sometimes we need a professional opinion or check and balance system to keep our own skills up to date.

Part of our journey to wholeness is to be calm in moments of uncertainty and to increase our resiliency to stress and “triggering”. Sometimes bad things happen to good people. And it’s not always “your fault”. Know that there are still things we do not fully understand in our current human state of affairs. If we have loving kindness, hold compassionate space and communication for others, we can enjoy a way of being that is present and stronger in the face of adversity. If we don’t have love, we won’t have the power to overcome.

All in balance and in wisdom.

Grieving

If we could bring all wounds of trauma to their ultimate end in healing, we will come to the point of grieving losses of one sort or another. This is something that is largely marginalized in many popular and quick fix “spiritual healing modalities”. Grief is a natural process that actually leads to greater compassion for self and others, and allows the space for joy and love to live in our hearts. It connects you to your heart and spirit, and when all stages are complete, then acceptance comes with a greater spaciousness of compassion, joy, and humility is the result.

Grief has many stages, five of which are known and popularized by the work of Elizabeth Kubler-Ross (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kübler-Ross_model). It may not go through each stage in the exact order, but move in two or more phases at the same time. Or go back and forth from one stage to another, one step forward, two steps backward, two steps forward, one step backward, until resolution and acceptance occurs. One can get stuck in grief or have “complicated grief” when it’s combined with PTSD. I discuss grieving at length in my Dark Side of Cupid book,(http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B008UHS9OO) because I believe it is very important and usually overlooked in many therapeutic circles, especially New Age “clearings” where they neglect the obvious fundamental work that really needs to be addressed. Grief is not a bad thing but people run from grief like the plague. Or they confuse it with depression and take an anti depressant when really all they may need is support in bereavement therapy. If you don’t do your grieving work, whether it’s the loss of a loved one, your own childhood or your illusions of love, you will never be free from unhappiness and constant setbacks in your life.

 Foundational Healing Work

It is my experience that the greatest benefit to “advanced healing modalities” like Holographic Kinetics or even Dr. Corrado Malangas Liberation techniques (https://flashmentalsimulation.wordpress.com/liberation-techniques/), is when the person has  already engaged in foundational counseling therapies along the way. This actually needs to be done so that the person is open to change to allow a deeper internal connection to Heart and Spirit.(Or integrated mind, spirit soul, body etc) The most effective healing can come when the heart-spirit connection has initially been made. This kind of spiritual connection can only be made when the usual psychological defenses, ego, “programming” and  inter dimensional entities are set aside long enough for the real work to be done. This means setting aside “false beliefs”, unhealed wounds, ego defenses and doing some grieving work, so that the quantum healing methods will “stick”. Otherwise what can happen and what does happen, is a return to alien and inter dimensional interference, or it can worsen where bigger demons come in. Why does this happen? It’s simple, you have to do the foundational healing and recovery work so that you can understand the true laws of how and why these forces enter your field. If you still hold an active addiction, or sustained psychological defenses against healing ones own pent up traumas, then you are a mine field for more interdimensional “infection”. Plain and simple.

 What is Yours and What Isn’t

I’m telling you now you cannot escape your own “stuff”. But some people run from their issues and have a tendency to blame others. Others tend to take too much responsibility and try too hard to do it for others. The key is a humbleness to relax into your own Spirit and the Source of All That Is for the truth of a given situation, person etc. to arise. To let go enough of your own defenses of being right, to allow truth to emerge for positive change. The defenses are not just about “ego” and “being right” but oftentimes a subconscious avoidance of emotional pain, memories of our own repressed traumatic experience and ungrieved losses. Sometimes we need to be gently nudged by others to let us know what we are not wiling to see or change on our own. But it is best if these “nudges to self aware-ness” can be done by someone compassionate, and not someone wanting to punish you or take their frustrations out on you due to their own unhealed wounds and reactive triggering. Unfortunately the latter happens a lot, when we are not actively doing our healing work. If we have a therapist, counselor or friend to practice things like Inner Empathy (http://www.innerempathy.com) and Compassionate Communication (https://www.nwcompass.org/compassionate_communication.html), we leave the doorway open to positive change, integration and wholeness. If we do not take responsibility for our own healing work, we are likely to get hurt and get hurt bad, by others.

We have to have patience to not get triggered and at least understand what our own triggers are. This means we have to have an awareness of what our own wounds are, our vulnerabilities and blind spots, where we are stuck. This is taking personal responsibility.

When you have to constantly remind someone who continues to carry on with addictions, compulsive behaviors, defenses, excessive drama, being irresponsible to commitments etc., then we are taking too much responsibility for someone in our lives. And of course how we communicate this to someone is important. If we do this in a blaming, shaming or critical way, they are most likely not going to respond positively and even get defensive and avoid you. But if you do this in a compassionate way, maybe no more than three separate times, then you have done your work and the rest is up to the other person to take responsibility for. If you cannot handle how another person behaves in your presence, or they cause you excessive pain, then you must take responsibility to set appropriate boundaries for your own safety.

Sometimes it takes time to change a particular situation like a bad marriage. It takes planning and execution of the plan as best as you can do over time. During these times it’s good to have some kind of counseling support, and if you do rely on a friend(s) for this support, make sure that you can offer the same kind of support back at some point. Don’t be an emotional vampire!

If the pattern continues with others despite setting “boundaries” then you may want to question whether the issue is really what you think it is. Go to counseling, talk to someone, but do so with a professional who can be a neutral observer. Someone who can call you on your “stuff” in a way where it’s safe for you to receive their observations. But if you try to hide or present “only a good side” eventually you will be found out.

Many people complain that they cannot afford “therapy”. But more often than not, it is a defense that keeps them from dealing with things they really need to clear out of their lives. If you are willing to heal and ask your higher Spirit/Source of wisdom, things will open up for you in a way where this can happen. But you have to be willing to let go of your excuses, ego, false beliefs, addictions etc., and have faith that you CAN do this. You are the only one who can start the ball rolling when it comes to your own healing and personal growth journey. No one can do the work for you. People can help guide you, but ultimately it’s up to you to want to heal and change for the better. You have to WANT to do it. And the good news is, once you connect with the power of your Spirit your intentions can be executed and healing can be done on many levels in a shorter period of time you ever thought possible.

A general psychology and healing resource page describing many of the already known medical and psychological issues can be found here:

http://medassisting.org/learning-resources/foundational/#UnderstandingHumanBehavior

But remember, most of these resources do not include spiritual warfare, hyperdimensional, paranormal or “alien/ET/milab” associated information.

Round Table Discussion Event for The Love Bite/Dark Side of Cupid

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Hosted by Sienna Lea and Eve Lorgen through RISE Multiversity with Five Key Panelists:

  • Eve Lorgen
  • James Bartley,
  • Brenda Butler
  • Bernhard Günther
  • Laura Leon

This will be a fascinating, unique and controversial discussion on the taboo topic of the Love Bite and Dark Side of Cupid engineered love relationships. This cutting edge discussion will take place Saturday, February 28, 2015 at 6 pm Eastern time through RISE Multiversity.

Each of us will contribute our own viewpoints on the Love Bite/ Dark Cupid experience based on research as well as personal experience with the alien abduction phenomena and “hyper-dimensional interferences” in love relationships.

Bullet Points of Discussion will include:

  • The love obsession and “love drug” aspect of ET/Alien orchestrated relationships. How early work of Barbara Bartholic and Karla Turner helped shed the light on these alien manipulated dramas.
  • Is it a true twin flame love connection being disrupted by dark forces, if so how can one protect oneself?
  • Manipulation of energy centers, implants. How to tap into and recognize the true heart/soul essence versus manipulated chakra centers.
  • Reptilian interference and astral dreamscape manipulation
  • Screen memory or real memories, how do you know?
  • Original causes of inter dimensional interference in family systems, karmic soul entrapment agreements. Practicing dark arts or rituals can link you to these interfering entities for lifetimes, until one clears them.
  • Sexual energy vampirism and the “hosted partner” being “seen” during sexual activity by an overshadowed entity like a reptilian
  • Use of channeling to influence people and entrap them. Possessed cult leaders and followers
  • Psychopathology, family violence and dysfunctional relationships feed the entities. How these same forces engineer family systems to be dysfunctional to maintain the Archontic Parasite Feeders.
  • Mind control programming systems of belief that maintain the “ Vampiric Feeding System”.
  • Justification of alien behaviors, Stockholm Syndrome in popular cults and New Age Belief systems. Ego boosting beliefs about being spiritually upgraded, alien human hybrids and the ascension con.
  • Being shamed and “blaming the victim” tactics by many New Age beliefs and cult leaders so that true communication of real experiences—and discussion— are kept in the dungeons of secrecy. These shaming tactics actually serve to protect the perpetrators who are essentially hosted or possessed people who serve and feed these “clusters of hyper-dimesional entities”.
  • Emotional Intelligence and taking responsibility for ones healing, personal growth and clearing of traumas, mind control and/or interdivisional entities.
  • Cultivation of intuition, awareness and integrity to avoid “Dark Cupid” and love bite relationships
  • Setting appropriate boundaries from unsafe relationships, “hosted/possessed people”.
  • Healing, clearing and expansion of awareness through authentic heart/Spirit connection.

Note*: Go to link for information on how to sign up to attend this Webinar. There is a maximum room space for 100 people so sign up now.

http://www.risemultiversity.org/love-bite-roundtable.html

 

Soul Mates, Twin Flames or Love Bite?

This Article appeared on Wake Up World Website on 11/29/014

http://wakeup-world.com/2014/11/29/soul-mates-twin-flame-or-love-bite/

Soul Mates, Twin Flame or Love Bite?

By Eve Lorgen 11/26/014

Have you ever had a love connection with someone so strong, you believed they could be your soul mate or even a twin flame? Did this person who you thought to be “the One”, arrive with a magical sense of reality, powerful psychic connections, super sexual chemistry, de ja vus, omens and supernatural overtones?

Perhaps you feel mystically connected on a deeper soul level, and yet there seems to be a dangerousness about it. The passion may be unstoppable if you cross that line. Longing and passion builds as telltale signs appear that he or she must be “the One”.

A love drama unfolds with emotional highs, crashing lows and perhaps even paranormal activity. You find yourself doing things that you have never done with other partners. You take greater risks that may be out of character for you. The love affair becomes erratic, obsessive or unable to consummate . It is as if you and your lover are being buffeted around by unseen forces from one exhausting drama to the next. It feels surreal, and orchestrated as if it is influenced from the beyond. Or maybe it goes like this:

The meeting could be accidental, in an unusual place or situation for you. But somehow, something magically happens that creates an opportunity. Perhaps you sense a premonition, energetic feelings that seem to happen out of the blue. Then your eyes meet.

There is a sense of familiarity, as if you already know this strange new person, perhaps from another place or time. Yet, you can’t seem to place it. The locked gaze, the sensation of butterflies swirling in your stomach, the feeling of excitement, anxiety, and perhaps even danger all lurk inside you. You can barely contain the sense that something big is happening.

Maybe he or she asks you something that was on your mind, just as you were going to speak it. “Have we met before? You seem familiar.” A few moments pass, and maybe you experience a feeling of déjà vu. Perhaps you recall a recent dream when you saw the face of your could-be lover. He or she is wearing the same color that appeared in your dream, or perhaps appears in a familiar scene. You now feel that the dream was some sort of divine precognitive foreshadowing. Your dream lover has come to life.

Your senses feel heightened, more alive. Those zingy, tingly, warm, and fuzzy feelings in your body seem to be resonating with this other person. Did you just meet The One? Your soul mate? Is this a sign that this person is about to enter center stage in your life? You exchange phone numbers and email. Next time you meet, you talk about things that you thought no one would ever really share with you, much less understand. You seem to have so much in common. Perhaps the person is not normally your type, yet inexplicably you share a powerful connection. The erotic fantasies begin. Somehow they feel so much more real. Why is that?

From deep inside, however, you feel a subtle hint of push-pull resistance. Your inner voice tries to check in with you, but you squash it like a bug. Your logical mind may question all this, but the lonely part of you can’t stop wanting excitement, a rescue from that hopeless feeling that you’ll never have true love and will always settle for less. You want to experience passion and love that you’ve never really known before. You fight both sides of yourself as if you’ve been split into two people. Confusion sets in, and you just can’t stop thinking about that person.

The Love Connection Begins and Cupid’s Drama Unfolds

A series of magical phone calls, texting, emailing, and meetings begin. Perhaps you are compelled to drive long distances or even go across the country to meet with your newfound lover-to-be. The energies of excitement build, and you can’t stop thinking about him or her, and especially about when you can have more time together to really connect, touch. Merge.

You never felt such a powerful connection with someone; it’s almost telepathic with supernatural overtones. You finish each other’s sentences, buy similar things at the store, find yourself wearing the same colors, and even eating the same food when not in each others’ presence, and at the same times.

That first kiss sends electrical thrills that zip right down to your erogenous zones. It’s almost like you’ve been zapped by Cupid’s arrow! You kiss again, deeply. It happens so easily, so fast. Sex feels so natural and connected. You find yourself doing things you didn’t do with other partners. You feel less inhibited and the creative juices flow. You take greater risks that may be out of character for you. You push away confusion and the inner red-flag voice flailing to be heard because, you say to yourself, “Yes! I’m going to follow my heart. I want passion!”

Now the roller coaster drama begins, and your life turns upside down. He or she makes you feel on top of the world, desired, cherished, and important. Events seem magically to unfold as though a divine script were being written that has pierced through the wall of your lonely heart. You are on a blissful high.

Yet it doesn’t last. Something happens. At some point, where you once felt excitement and passion, you wonder why you begin to feel weak and a little drained. Maybe your partner reveals a dark side. Emotional manipulation starts to unveil. Is your partner deliberately manipulating you like an emotional vampire, or does it just seem like it? You don’t want to believe it. The emotional crashing lows begin, and you start to feel that events are unfolding out of your control. Your partner’s full attention and presence seem to be out of your reach, and your life becomes an endless chase of unconsummated love.

Eventually, unrequited love pangs tear at your heart as you and your lover are buffeted about in one drama after another. In time, you become an emotional wreck. Confusion sets in and it seems as though every time you get near Cupid’s lover, you become weaker. You feel sucked dry of your emotions, logic, and better sense. What happened?”

This passage is an excerpt from my book, “The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, the Supernatural and Energy Vampirism”. (http://www.amazon.com/The-Dark-Side-Cupid-Supernatural/dp/0967799546) I was inspired to write this book after more than 15 years of research and counseling people with anomalous trauma. It usually revolved around those who have had paranormal experiences, and other dimensional visitations such as alien abductions. I discovered inadvertently through those who had multiple alien visitation histories, that they also exhibited an unusual kind of tagging by their “hyperdimensional watchers”. These watchers had a means to pre-bond them to their future love partners, or to manipulate their relationships so that they would marry or meet a particular lover, often with an obsessive, deep, soul connected quality. But then something else occurred which showed blatant forms of what I call “emotional and psychic vampirism”. Instead of a long lasting soul mate kind of experience, it took the form of a high drama,  supernatural connection, that was endlessly being interfered with, so that a harmonious sacred love connection was hijacked or disrupted for some other purpose.

One partner would be switched off psychically, and leave the other person in a state of unrequited love. Or one partner was somehow overshadowed by a “third party entity” such as a “reptilian” or other non-human inter-dimensional entity that used the ”hosted” partner as a portal for psychic and sexual energy feeding. A kind of “middleman” psychic vampire, energy harvesting operation. It was as if an invisible predatory force was literally using the love obsessed couple as a source of energy or entertainment.

Sometimes the paranormal interference came in the form of a definite third party entity, that was witnessed by one or both partners. For example an alien grey, reptilian, mantis, ET , spirit or demon of some sort. This interference could occur surrounding the relationship itself, and yet remain unseen, but leave the sense that the couple is being watched or manipulated in a perverse kind of theatrical drama.

Red Flags of a Dark Side of Cupid Connection

To distinguish these kinds of love relationships from “normal kinds of relationship issues” I devised a number of Red Flags for a Dark Side of Cupid Relationship:

  •  – Dreams of the partner before meeting them, suggesting something precognitive.
  • – Physical sensations in the solar plexus, genital, gut or other body areas, such as neck, heart, and between the shoulders.
  • – Astral sex visitations and/or telesthesia — sensing the energy body in a sexual way and very physically, as if another being were present but invisible.
  • – Strong psychic connection, even though you may not really love your partner.
  • – Powerful sexual passion and obsessive need to have sex, even in cases in which you don’t love the partner or they don’t love you and/or are abusive.
  • – Psychic responses and coincidences from either partner, like receiving a phone call or email from your partner the moment you think about cutting off the connection.
  • – A sense of emotional or physical draining.
  • – One partner becoming suddenly switched off emotionally or “psychically unplugged.”
  • – Feelings of being watched, or being played like puppets in some drama-myth.
  • – Paranormal activity, third party “entity” visits or attacks, sudden dreams, visions and thoughts as if implanted.
  • – Obsessive thoughts that are not usual for either partner
  • – Synchronicities, omens, and a feeling of being in a magical reality.

The Unholy Triad of the Dark Side of Cupid

To simplify the dynamics of these Dark Cupid love affairs. I put together three main categories of characteristics of these forged connections: The Unholy Triad of the Dark Side of Cupid. If two of the three main sets of symptoms were present, then that relationship is most likely a “Love Bite/Dark Cupid” connection. The Unholy Triad is:

  1. Magical or Supernatural Elements
  2. Emotional Highs and Crashing Lows and/or Signs of Energy Draining
  3. Emotional Manipulation and the Psychopathology Element

If only the magical and supernatural elements are present without the other two elements, then that relationship could very well be a true soul mate or twin flame connection. But it really is two of the three elements noted and especially the third aspect of manipulation and psychopathology that is the tell tale sign, this relationship is being manipulated.

Oftentimes this psychopathology aspect manifests as a narcissistic quality or borderline personality disorder, a Dr. Jeckyl/Mr. Hyde kind of persona that can leave the love bitten person utterly bewildered, resulting in unimaginable hurt and unbearable grief. If you’ve ever read about narcissistic abuse and the aftermath of this kind of crazy-making relationship, then you can get an idea of the utter shock and emotional devastation that this kind of “manipulated relationship” can bring.

Some readers may pause now and rationalize that this is simply a poor relationship choice with an emotionally abusive, personality disordered person. But I assure you, it is really not that simple. These things can co-exist in a “Dark Cupid” relationship, but the true sign is the paranormal anomalies that eventually manifest during this kind of relationship. I have described these kinds of relationships in detail in my book from the perspective of a clairvoyant “bird’s eye view”, and in easily recognizable interpersonal psychology dynamics. What I discovered was really a sign of sexual and psychic energy vampirism that is mediated through some sort of other dimensional predatory beings.

It was only apparent when so many witnesses over the years came forward who had “extrasensory faculties” and actually saw these other dimensional beings overshadowing or lurking around them or their “partner”.(http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/french-clairvoyants-perception-of-reptilian-hosting/). Some could perceive cords of energy linking them and their partner and another entity such as a “reptilian”. Others had distinct solar plexus sensations and even grinding pain, after linking up with their “possessed partner”. Some were perceptive enough to actually see in visions and dreams how they were being set up in magic love spells cast by a sorcerer or witch. Some love bite experiencers had these kinds of relationships several times, and seemed to be plagued by a “familiar spirit”, “alien watcher” or bloodline curse that affected them and everyone in their family.

And yet I have consulted with people who do not fall into the “anomalous trauma” category of alien abductions or a regular “paranormal experiencer” kind of person and yet had a full-blown, Dark Cupid love connection that hurt them in ways that defied rational explanation. One witness, who has gone public with his testimony,(

http://veilofreality.com/2014/11/22/the-dark-side-of-cupid-hyperdimensional-interferences-in-love-relationships/) admitted that the love bite relationships only happened after he had published serious research on “UFO’s, Alien Contact and Spiritual Conspiracy Topics”.

 

The Power of Sacred Love and Twin Flames

 

I have also come to hypothesize that there are some “other dimensional forces” which seek to destroy true, sacred love and especially the meeting and consummation of twin flame relationships. Sacred love, sexuality and the alchemical transformation of male/female “shakti” energies is a very powerful thing. In some cultures in India for example, the entire reason for Jeevan Mukti yogic practice is to become enlightened when one successfully unites with their twin flame Ardhanishwara. (http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/twin-flames-liberation-and-enlightenment-from-a-vedic-perspective-interview-with-indian-pranic-healer-and-love-bite-experiencer-kailasnath/)

In ancient Greek culture the Hieros Gamos (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hieros_gamos) is the same kind of mystical union between twin flame souls, resulting in great transformation, even Gnosis and enlightenment. In Tibetan Buddhism we have Annuttara yoga tantra. In Taoist Chi Gong there are alchemical sexual practices both internal and external for the purpose of greater spiritual awareness and immortality. (http://www.healingtaousa.com/faq_taoist_sexual_practice.html) In all of these practices true love is essential or transformation to higher consciousness.

In Taoist myth as well as other myths around the world, humans were once androgynous, but then the genders were split, due to some kind of “fall from grace”. In  the Greek myth told by Aristophanes (http://www.connellodonovan.com/hen.html) the split arose as a punishment from the  “gods” because they became “jealous” and feared humans having too much power in their androgynous state. And so the primordial, androgynous human was split into two souls and placed into different gendered bodies. I personally believe this gender split is much more complex than the extant ancient writings tell us and can even involve some kind of extraterrestrial genetic engineering such as is hypothesized in the Wes Penre Papers.

http://wespenre.com/4/PDF/WesPenreFourthLevelOfLearning%28EntireLevel–Papers1-17andAppendixPaperA%29031014.pdf

Many of my clients have wondered why it took so long to “get over” a love bite relationship, even if it was short lived. Some think that their lover is being deliberately oppressed and manipulated by dark spiritual forces so that their true twin flame connection cannot be experienced or consummated. It is as if the couple—or one partner—is being held “hostage” by these predatory prison wardens of humanity. When one partner “switches off” or is really being manipulated to reject the true love union, it’s also known as the “twin flame runner syndrome”. Although I wonder if some therapists of these unusual soul mate connections really know what may be going on behind the scenes.

Could these relationships be salvaged into harmonious, blissful and powerful unions with “regular relationship counseling”? Modalities like compassionate communication and applying the relationship gender understandings of John Gray (Men are from Mars, Women from Venus series) are immensely supportive. These systems can help, but the real hurdle is usually getting both partners to even agree to any kind of therapy. Oftentimes one partner is too proud, fearful or downright arrogant to even admit to something “strange” going on and refuses to engage willingly into any kind of therapeutic work. I contend that there is much more to these kinds of paranormally influenced love connections, and we must find healing therapies that really work. In The Dark Side of Cupid I offer psychological and paranormal intervention strategies to help the broken hearted heal from these extraordinarily painful and baffling relationships. The best strategy and protection from a “dark Cupid” relationship is awareness that this even exists.

I believe it is true that knowledge is power. But there is something else even greater and that is sacred love. Sacred love should be protected, nurtured and valued above all things on heaven and Earth. It is truly a mystery…that apparently other dimensional beings since ancient times have wanted to hijack, mimic, exploit and corrupt. This is the war of all wars.

 

And I believe we do have a choice in the matter. We are not powerless!

Eve Lorgen interview with Paranormal Radio show Host Jim Harold

Eve’s radio show interview with Jim Harold is now available via mp3 . This show was done last August or September. Jim Harold Radio Show mp3 link:

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Jim Harold
President, Jim Harold Media LLC
Host, Paranormal Podcast, & Jim Harold’s Campfire
Author, Jim Harold’s Campfire: True Ghost Stories & True Ghost Stories: Jim Harold’s Campfire 2 (A Kindle #1 Best Seller)
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Bay Area Paracon Conference Appearance in September 27th, 28th, 2014

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The Bay Area Paracon will be held on September 27th and 28th, 2014 in Benicia, CA. It is the largest Paracon in Northern California with two full days of International Celebrity Guests, Ghost Tours, Vendors and Enthusiasts.

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Reptilian Hosting and Strip Clubs

This is an article, based on a recent report I received regarding a reptilian hosting situation.  The woman observed this situation to be ongoing with her soon to be “ex-husband” for many years, and in her estimation, was due primarily to a psychic cording, linking and reptilian attachment that originated when her husband repeatedly visited sex strip-clubs.

The formatting is direct from the woman’s (named “M”) own statements from personal correspondence. She has provided several sketches of what she observed in her “husband” usually during sexual activity, when the entity “took control” of his body temporarily. The sketches show the iguana-like reptilian entity attached to his shoulder, and also a dark greenish-grey energy field surrounding his aura, which is really the overshadowed energy body of a larger reptilian entity (4th dimensional) that entered “from the back” of her husband. “M” also noticed other things that she discovered when doing her own healing work,(EMDR) as well as tracing back the origin of the iguana-reptilian entity, via a type of ET technology, holographic boxes, cords faciltating interdimensional access. One of the key issues of relevance is the technological and interdimensional access of humanity via places like sex strip clubs that are targetted with a type of ET technology linked in via some UFO and connected into the building with interdimensional fiber optic-like connections that allow linking and direct energetic access to the persons in the strip club.

I would also like to add a link from a previous article regarding a French Clairvoyant’s perception of how certain ET-looking entities attach to the human energy field and shift the energetics of their system by directly linking into certain chakras and energy centers.

http://evelorgen.com/wp/news/french-clairvoyants-perception-of-reptilian-hosting/

 

Excerpt from M:

I actually saw this electrical iguana shaped  dynamic over my soon to be X husband’s right shoulder when we were having sex in 2012. There was also an energetic white cubic form that sat behind this iguana form.  I could clearly sense the white cubic form but did not physically see with my human eyes. I did see the rest of this with my physical eyes.  IMG_1280:iguana

During this intimacy with my husband, he suddenly became very robotic and mechanical which was actually not that unusual.  However, this time as this started to happen, this electric blue outline of an iguana formed and appeared over his right shoulder. I was reclined on the edge of our bed and my husband was standing over me having intercourse with me as this was happening.  I then immediately saw a gray, overshadowing reptilian being take over his body from behind him. I could actually see the being and then I could see its outline around my husband’s body as this ‘takeover” took place.  It was like this thing had been waiting for the right moment to come in to take my husband over and he just came in and overtook my husband’s consciousness and physical body for the orgasm event. It was very creepy. As this happened my husband became very robotic as he methodically attempted to finish having sex with me. However, I immediately sat up and said, “What is that?” as I pointed directly to the iguana shape. I could tell the entity was surprised that I could see it. It moved backwards and started fading in a stunned and annoyed sort of way. It did seem annoyed and surprised that I was  pointing at it and basically calling it out. I also made my husband get off of me immediately. This whole experience from when I first saw the iguana shape over his shoulder to the end took about 45 seconds to a minute to happen.

This event was one of several events that included events and evidence that helped me discover and shed light on the traumatizing reality and truth that my husband was not only a sex addict that had been acting out sexually for the past 20 years of our 23 year marriage–but I also realized he was reptilian possessed or demonically possessed and  was driven by what I would call a demonic-reptilian interface or a “reptilian holographic insert” and other sexually deviant drivers. IMG_1282_copy:Iguana

Needless to say, I never had sex with him again after this event. I have also discovered many disturbing  details regarding  his sexually deviant  behaviors and they were consistently quite sadistic in nature. He has been driven by  a need to violate others with out their knowing it in ways that he knows they would find very invasive and disturbing if they knew what he was doing. The way he stores memories is also void of sentiment or nostalgia. It is fact based memories and very few details that include emotional memories of meaningful events. A robotic memory is dominant with him.

Later in meditation, after this iguana event had happened, I was trying to understand what I had seen and so I asked about it in meditation and was able to see the events and the dynamics of how this had happened. I saw several situations where my husband was doing things that had allowed this entity and other entities and some “alien technologies of sorts” to come into his field.

The main entity and the technology that was connected to or linked to the iguana/reptile that I saw over his shoulder he had actually  “contracted”  in a strip club. I was shown or just saw the whole scene of how my husband got this entity attachment and the related technology that went with it. He got this entity during a lap dance in a strip club, where he was also paying to be sexually serviced by a stripper/prostitute.  As he was in the mist of this particular event, the stripper was over him and on his lap sexually servicing him  and he leaned his head back and his sexual field opened up very widely directly over and above his body and even over the event itself. It opened in the form of what looked like a large hourglass cone shape  that was swirling a bit as it opened. These very nasty entities and cording devices and other things  that were inside of the the stripper”s energy field or that were connected to her field  were literally dumped into my husband’s energy field during this opening of his sexual field with her field and the field of the event itself.

FGC Constellation of Alien technology above SC23

I saw that the stripper had gotten some of these things from her childhood experiences and many more of them were entities and other creepy things that she had picked up or contracted from the many sexually deviant men that she had serviced and the atmosphere she worked in.  I also knew some of these were actively being directed by and were connected to something outside of her also. I could clearly see that there was something that worked through her and that was driving her from outside of her field. It was an alien type technology that was actually linked into her and into her field and even into to the strip club itself and what was going on in this place.  I could see this larger technology was there for the purpose of cording the men or people (there were a few women too) that she was servicing sexually in these acts of prostitution. It was some sort of unconscious contract she had with an outside force that hovered above this time event.

I could actually see a rounded  disked shaped space craft hovering in a dimension that seemed to be directly above and slightly to the right of  the physical space above the strip club and this event field itself. I saw my husband and others physically in the strip club committing these acts.  I also saw the technology that was being used to cord these people that were susceptible to these sorts of addictive and/or deviant  processes. This ship and its technology hovered above it all and it was there for the specific purpose of cording people. funnel 2

duct work on FGC tech copy-1

The things that have happened in my marriage have been traumatizing and at the same time are quite interesting.  As I look at it all now in hind sight with a little distance,  it is clear that something much larger then my husband’s and my situation is going on. It makes so much more sense than it ever has before, as the bigger picture is emerging. Something much larger is going on and it is effecting many people.

I have had two “love bite” relationships that have both been very traumatizing and difficult experiences to go through. I have done much work now to resolve my unresolved trauma.  The first relationship was a short, less then two years, a  marriage in my early twenties to a psychopath.  I am in the process of divorcing my current  husband or 23 years now. He is not a psychopath but does have a splintered self and has he been a very convincing fraud and fake, nice guy. Realizing who he really was really choosing to be and what he has really had going on all these years has also been extremely educational, eye opening,  and enlightening to witness. I have seen a whole new level of some of the darker things that are going on in our world now.

Also I just ordered your book-The Dark Side Of Cupid and received it in the mail today and I am looking forward to reading it tonight–very excited to have your work in hand.

I am an artist and the attached images are very quick sketches that I did to capture this dynamic of what I saw while it was still fresh in my mind.  I am  planning on creating better images of several of the things that I have witnessed going on during this marriage relationship because there are several other things that I think directly relate to what’s going on and also to the work you are doing, I will send these illustrations of these events  to you when complete. Thank You for the work you are doing.

With The Kindest Regards,

“M”

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 “M” continues in next correspondence for more detail:
Hopefully by sharing this information and experience, others will be more able to see and perceive these things also.  I have learned that these entities do not like being seen for what they really are. It is a dis-empowering experience for them. Therefore seeing this all for what is, seems to be one of the easiest ways to transform and transcend its ability to influence our lives. One of the things that has surprised me the most about all of this is the dimensionality aspect of it. We have been conditioned to see and perceive the “alien” and “UFO phenomena”  in a way that is actually quite misleading and limiting.detail fgc AT BestTherapeutic Help and Recovery:I am doing much better and working daily to heal and to be my most whole and authentic self and to move on with my life. That does not mean that there has not been significant amount of unnecessary damage. I do have to say that this “Alien love bite” thing and all of the manipulative, deceptive agendas that go along with this on a very practical level–seems to be rather wasteful.  In many ways the experience of having our lives deviated by this force that is cruel, limiting in annoying ways, seems ultimately unnecessary and wasteful.  While I do understand the concept that so many spiritual teachers suggest that we signed up for this suffering to make us stronger–I just do not agree. Something about that is off. ( EL–I agree!)

I don’t see this as a grand spiritual lesson that we signed up for before we came here, that is intended to somehow make us better or stronger through being traumatized or through suffering of some kind.  I see this as a nuisance, like mosquitos that swarm on a beautiful tropical island. We may sign up for the vacation and we then educate ourselves about the local parasites and predator that are present in this environment, we keep our eyes open and take action to prevent ourselves from being bitten, harmed or distracted by them. We don’t allow them to deviate us form enjoying a good life or a good vacation.

One of the most helpful things for me therapy wise has been EMDR. See: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eye_movement_desensitization_and_reprocessing

It has helped me in healing this current trauma and it has addressed the underlying issues, and limiting reactive patterns that were set up for me through early childhood experiences. I think these experiences set up survival mechanisms in me that made me more vulnerable and susceptible to being targeted by this type of abuse in my relationships. My natural nature is highly empathetic, compassionate and open, and the blind-spots these early traumas created made me an easy target, it seems. Through EMDR I was able to reprocess a lot of the automatic response patterns that I was not aware that I even had. The results have been amazing and confirmable through real-life situations.

During EMDR  I had two very factual based memories come up of myself being ritually abused around the age of three months. This happened while I was in the care of a babysitter who was “prostituting” me out to a clergy type person in Raliegh, NC and my memory suggests that it was actually surprisingly an unsuccessful event for the people doing it.  I think this experience is part of the reason that I am able to perceive the things I am able to perceive now.  It seems I may have been targeted at a very early age by this alien or demonic force. The abuse only happened twice because my highly intuitive mother, who was 19 years old at the time, quickly sensed that something was horribly wrong and quit her job and took me out of the care of this person. She did not know what had actually happened however, when I asked both my parents about this time in my life. After the memory came up in EMDR, they both confirmed that they had intuited that something was off with this the babysitter and they both noticed that I had become oddly sick and had changed after being in her care for only a couple of months and they both knew they had to take me out of her care. Thank goodness for parental intuition.  I do not understand why I was targeted at such a young age or continued to be targeted and I don’t think it’s because I am some special person or anything like that. However, something in me knows that none of this is just random occurrence. There are reasons or circumstances behind why people are targeted.

I asked M,

“I also find it interesting that the auric field color around the ex is forest, darkish-green. Was his color this way most of the time or only when the iguana, which looks like it hangs on at the neck area on one side?”

M:  The electric blue outlined iguana was on my husband’s right shoulder and this is what I saw first. It appeared there and then I knew there was this white, cubic box behind it. The iguana form on his right shoulder stayed there on his shoulder but it  started fading as this dark, green-gray reptilian entity showed up. It came in also slightly from the right  and then it seemed to come into my husbands body from behind him. The dark, gray-green form behind my STBX husband’s body in the illustration is actually the entity overshadowing my husband in what looked like an energetic body.  I could see this entity in it’s entirety and the part that merged with my husbands body was less easy to see, yet I could still see it and the part that was larger then my husband is what looks like an auric field over my husbands body.  It was a reptilian looking entity and it was actually  coming into my husbands body, taking it over and was even very awkwardly animating my husband’s body. I knew my husband was not there anymore as soon as this entity started taking him over.  Not sure where my husbands consciousness was, but it seems maybe he was beside himself and was not conscious of this as it was happening. I have ask him  if he has any memories of what was happening to him this day and he said he remembers it happening because of my response to it, and the fact that I made him get off me.  But he said he has no memory of what was happening to him. To me it was obvious that he was being taken over and evicted by this reptilian entity for what was going to be a brief, three to five minute grand finalle.  I also knew somehow that this entity could not be here, in our world or atmosphere much longer then 3 to maybe 17 minutes at the most in one event. I knew that  it was continually corded into my husband in his daily life but it remained outside of  the human sphere.  I knew that this reptile entity was connected to my husband somehow and that it monitored my husband continually and even influenced him and drove his behaviors and choices. However, this entity could not be here in its physical energetic form for too long. Not sure how I knew this, I just did.

The entity, in its energetic form, was a little bit larger then my husband’s body energetically at least and the green-gray outline around my husbands body that looks like an aura was the part of the reptilian entity that extended beyond my husband’s body as it took him over. I could see the whole entity in its 3d energetic form yet it is difficult to draw it as it was  transparent and simultaneously multidimensional.

I also know that this entity despised me and directed its rage towards me through my husband sometimes.

This is another interesting thing that happened around this. It was not too long after this event that I figured out what was going on with my husband and I insisted he leave our home.  I did  agree to allow him to do a year of SA  therapy  before deciding whether or not to divorce him. However I have not allowed him to move back in our home since the day he was out.

A day or two after I asked him to leave I had a dream where these entities were very aggressively and brutally anally raping me. In the dream I knew they could not really touch me but they wanted me to believe they could. They were even trying to make me have a physical orgasm and I blocked them and I disregarded them. I gave them no energy of any kind, not even anger.  I simple saw them for what they were.  It seemed like this was a last ditch effort on their part to get me or to punish me or to show me who’s boss. I knew they despised that I could block them. I could also sense that they knew if my husband was not physically living with me they would have less opportunity to access me through him in the future.  I know I do still have to be aware and on guard so they do not find a way to get to me. I also know there is no comparison when it comes to who is more alive, real,  luminous and Divinely endowed.

I asked M:

“Did you ever do any internal energy body scanning on yourself to see if any cords links or weird looking parasites were present? Oftentimes when I do sessions with people and use hypnotherapeutic methods, and view the energy body, they may see any number of things, from odd shaped implants to serpent, snake, octopus, medusa, alien or insect type of parasites that act like living beings that feed off of energy internally. Most of them seem to hook in the sacral, genital or solar plexus areas. Or they can link in on the back of shoulders, neck and even the heart.”

M replies:

I found the watercolor sketches of how the alien  technology that I saw over the strip club was set up and seemed to work. It may be more confusing then helpful as I did these  during my meditation to help me remember the details of what I was seeing. The actual physical club is represented at the bottom of the drawing. It looks like a constellation because this technology was connected to many similar establishments that carried out, supported, and  linked into the same constellation of human behavior patterns. The things above this are each in different areas of dimensions or dimensional levels and they had specific functions. Sidereal time was involved in understanding  how this worked.  This was all actually very interesting and I am not sure I can adequately explain it all and I wont try to here because this is long enough already.

The same type of reptilian being that was corded to and overshadowing my STBX husband was the  kind of reptilian entity that was sitting  inside the ship seen at the top of the drawing and it was very mechanically and robotically running whatever was going on technology-wise inside the ship. I do know that just because I saw this technology this way does not mean this actually exists there, and it could be an energetic dynamic of some kind or holographically devised in some way. I also know that it could actually be there in some way. I do think it may represent how the propensity for human deviation is created and continued in human behaviors, somehow through an outside influence or interference that we have been not been consciously aware of in significant ways yet.

More details on the constellation of influence to other physical locations:

M said: The strip club scene inside the cone/ inverted funnel shape was not the 3d physical strip club that my H was in when he was hooked or possessed.

The physical  strip club that my husband was in, when he was hooked/possessed,  is at the bottom of  the drawing. It looks like a constellation. This constellation image at base of drawing represents the strip club my husband was in and is actually an outline that fits perfectly over an image of the actual strip club he was in.  It is just  drawn like a constellation – I drew it this way because of something that had happened earlier and because  I needed it as a reference and didn’t need to draw a specific club because there were a lot more then just one physical establishment being linked and driven by this technology. The technology was linking into many strip clubs  and other addiction-based establishments and even vulnerable individuals wherever they were, too.  The main theme that this technology drove  was sexual deviance and perversion though. I do have good note on all of this and will get them out and look at them.

The Funnel shape is not the 3d strip club yet the scene I saw in it does exist somewhere and my intuition was that it was inside of a bank on the top floor of a banking building like a sky scraper. It some how served as a template or a school that was somehow a part of how this technology functioned.

I actually went into the funnel shape in the meditation and have notes about what was going on in this contained space, ( time and space were different and I noticed this and thought it was odd in a predatory sort of way)  There was a lot going on inside the funnel shape and part of what was going on included  a gross misuse of nature.

The funnel shape was there.  I could see it as an important part of the technology so I don’t think it was just an analogy or symbolic representation,  even though it could easily function that way. It could of had a holographic dynamic to it, especially regarding what was playing out inside of it. It was in the sky and in between the dimensional “splits?”  _ not sure how to describe it perfectly -will check notes – I  probably documented more details about it. —

What was going on, in the bottom red carpeted level of the funnel was definitely happening in a large corporation setting like banking somewhere. It was playing out or had played out physically some where and the architecture of where it was playing out mattered.  The men and the female “sex workers” (that were more like super(ficially)  happy zombie slaves) were people living out some lifestyle of sorts. It was a template of some kind or it set the template for the technology that was linking into and driving human behaviors in our physical world.  Training was going on that was paying out,  setting up and  normalizing  exaggerated deviated  patriarchal sexuality that is really not human or can be deviated beyond what is natural  normal human behavior easily.